Done And Gone

"It’s Lily," I force myself to respond as I open the door a bit and peak in, "Can I come in? Just for a bit.”

"You could crawl inside my skin if you wanted," Damon says but I instantly know he's not doing okay. He sounds monotone and he's just lying in bed with his arms behind his head, looking up at the ceiling, "What's up?"

This is it, the moment that kept me anxious all day. It’s terrifying, but it has to happen. It’s the most important step in my plan, to make amends with this man.

He is the biggest rock in my path… or more like, an iceberg. I need to either eliminate him from my path or just survive him somehow.

This is me trying to find a way to survive him because I can’t just eliminate such a beautiful iceberg.

"I have something to say," I admit and I close the door behind me. Damon is just looking at me with his sad amber eyes as I walk in. I decide to sit down on his bed, next to him, "But what I have to say is really bad and I don't want you to hurt me. By the w