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Chapter 74
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2024-10-29 19:42:56Alison
I looked in the mirror. I was a mess. I had red and puffy eyes, black circles under them, a clear sign of the sleepless night I had passed.
I literally sucked, and I didn’t know how I was gonna fix all this mess, it would have taken a miracle, and I only had a few hours.
That night there would be the charity gala for a new wing of the hospital that we will attend with the signature of Dad and Aunt Jess, and it was also why I was back in those days.
I looked at myself again and sighed loudly. It was a huge mistake to come home, it wasn’t good.
The day before, I was stupid enough to think I was better, and I hadn’t taken my pills, the result was catastrophic. I had had a hysterical episode, partly due to the realization that I had most likely lost Miles forever, partl
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Miles I pressed the bell again and stood by. "Alison!" I said, knocking at the door. Dammit it! I knocked again and waited again, but nobody came to open the door. Maybe she hadn’t come home, maybe she’d been around, and I’d lost her like an asshole. "What are you doing here?" I heard someone say behind my back. I turned and was in front of Axel, with my hands inside the pants of the suit he was wearing. "Shouldn’t you be at work?" I asked, scowling. Like he’s the one in the wrong, and I’m not the one knocking on his door. "Lunch break," he said, pulling out the keys and approaching the door as I moved, "What are you doing here?" He fished out while he put the key in the lock. "I want to talk to Alison," I said. Axel stood up and looked at me, his icy gaze "What part of staying away from my sister is not clear to you?" he asked. "The part about staying away," I said mockingly. "Listen, I don’t want to punch you, let alone ruin my white shirt, so I suggest you leave before
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AlisonI woke up with my head pounding and a sense of resignation in my body. When I opened my eyes, I stared at the ceiling for at least an hour before I decided to get dressed and start preparing everything to leave.I collected my things and carefully placed them in the suitcase, took my medicine and filled the container that I always carried in the bag again, and then put the bottles back in the suitcase. Mom had left me clean clothes on the desk, so I took them and set them up, and added more clothes from the closet that I would need with the season change.When I finished, I undressed and threw myself in the shower, washing the night before's signs that bothered me terribly.After I finished, I prepared, finished packing the suitcase, and then went to the ground floor. I sighed and went into the kitchen, got something to eat, and sat at the table.Everyone was away. Dad had a lawsuit and would spend all day in court, while Mom had a full day in the studio.Before they left, they
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AxelI leaned against the railing in front of the airport entrance and watched the people rushing in and out.I let my eyes wander while my mind was elsewhere and wondered what Emma was doing.I missed her so much, not a day went by that I didn’t wake up and think about her. By now, everything had become monotonous and repetitive, constant. Every day the same thing and, and as much as I loved my routine, I felt empty, completely devoid of motivation.Every day I would get up and go to work, and I would learn so many new things that I would have to be exuberant, I would have to go home with a new charge, but it wasn’t.Yes, I learned new things, worked, and did what I liked, but inside I felt completely dead. I didn’t feel that desire to live anymore, that desire to get up every day and find out what new things I would learn, because every day I went back to my house and I had no one to share them with, I had no one to give me that push.In the last few weeks, I had started looking for
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MilesMy sleep was interrupted by a huge buzz next to me. I groaned and put my hand over my eyes as I turned around and blindly looked for my phone on the bedside table. I took it and looked at the screen, it was my father.My dads left two days ago for a romantic trip, they said they needed time for them, but I was convinced that even they could not stand Liam and Megan.Dad wrote to me to check how we were, I answered him quickly, then I put the phone on the nightstand, lowered my hand, and sighed.Next to me, something moved, and I immobilized myself, slowly turning my head toward the point where the noise had arrived. The moment I turned, Alison turned, lying on one side and resting her head on my chest while I held my breath and remained motionless.Alison was stuck under my arm and moved one leg between mine as she stretched her arm and surrounded me, almost lying entirely on me.I didn’t want to wake her. Alison was in a bad mood in the morning, and she was always throwing me o
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AlisonI sighed and threw my arms around Miles' neck as our bodies, glued, moved in time of music, the bass booming from the speakers as the soft lights of the track accompanied us. I glued my lips to Miles' lips as we danced, I kissed him hard, stuck my fingers in his hair, and pushed against him.Miles laid his hands on my hips and moved against him, making me feel how much he wanted me, and I groaned in his mouth and kissed him with even more vigor.He grabbed my hair and pulled my head back forcefully, making me take my mouth off his face and look into my eyes. I gave him a mischievous smile and stretched out to put my tongue on his lips."Don’t provoke me," he said in my ear."I’m not doing it at all," I said innocently."So you’re not trying to seduce me?" he asked."I don’t need to seduce you," I said, "You’re already mine," I continued.Miles gave me a mischievous
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Liam"Okay, Meg, it’s okay, just push," said the doctor sitting between Meg’s legs.Meg yelled and shrugged her head "No," she said with clenched teeth."Meg, baby, you gotta push," I said, shaking her hand.We were in the hospital room after doing something in the middle of the city streets to get to the hospital. Megan had broken her water this morning, three weeks early, and while we were in the car, I called our doctor, who told us that she would be waiting at the hospital to take care of the birth but to be quiet anyway because everything would be fine.I was trying to be calm, but Megan wasn’t, she was worried and scared. As soon as we arrived at the hospital, we were given a room, and after an hour, Megan was completely dilated and ready to give birth. Our doctor had prepared the room, and now it was between Megan’s legs, begging her to push, but she didn’t want to know."No!" sh
