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Chapter 45
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The song started again in the headphones, filling again the silence that now reigned in my head. I stood with my eyes fixed on the ceiling while inside I hid the void. It was like there was nothing left, like everything inside of me and it just made me, it just disappeared, it went with her.
I tried to call her, I tried to text her, I jammed her with messages in the hope that she would answer me if only to tell me that she was okay and that she arrived safely.
But nothing. There was a deafening silence from Alison, just like in my head. I couldn’t even think without her.
I felt incomplete and empty, and it had only been a few hours. How could I have lived for days, weeks, or months? How could I have survived without her?
Many times she had gone on vacation with her family, but we had always kept in touch, now it was different, now I did not know where she was, I could not contact her and I felt the physical nee
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