Looking at the flat look on her father's face, Kate rolled her eyes. She wasn't surprised to see the person behind her mother's distaste was no one but her Stepbrother; Lucas. The illegitimate son of the family.
It wasn't his fault that Mr. Hart traveled for business, met someone hot, and decided to have an affair with the person. It wasn't his fault that his mother came some years back with the evidence of the affair; him. Well, that evidence wasn't enough when Lucas's mother came as no one believed her. Even after the woman died, no one believed, leaving Lucas to be the most hated part of the family. Good thing Mr Harts didn't hate him too and thanks to his wisdom. Sometimes, Kate wished she was as smart as her younger brother but she wasn't, she didn't pray to be in his shoes. No one would want to be in the worst part of her mother. Sometimes, Kate would want to remind her mother that no child was ever illegitimate. As long as they weren't the ones that forced themselves into this world. Although she heard Liam say something that wasn't the necessary thing, what was necessary was to watch how her mother glared at Lucas while he gladly greeted almost everyone. "Your brother seems like the attention seeker" Liam muttered with a flat smile. Kate mouthed 'I know' with a smile on her face but her gaze didn't leave Lucas one bit. She watched him with eager eyes till he walked in front of her mother. "Hello Mother," Lucas said with a smirk. Well, that didn't go well. Not with the way Mrs. Harts shamelessly glared at the boy as if it was his fault that he was smart and he intentionally became the illegitimate son. The atmosphere didn't remain the same, not with the bad egg, greeting everyone with a proud look on his face. It wasn't a surprise to Kate especially when she knew her father love him because he seem smarter than her. Accordingly to her dad, he was more understanding. "Really?" She subconsciously said.Kate looked at Liam who was staring at her with a confused look. His lips were slightly open as he waited for her question but nothing came.Kate smiled in embarrassment as she watched Lucas parade himself around. It was like the birthday party was made to watch him walk around with that arrogant look on his face and his head high. The fact that he father let that happen made her sick to the core.She wasn't sick of her brother, she was sick of the way he kept glaring at her mother, and then at her. One Could see nothing but the pure hatred the family had for each other.At some point, Kate felt like she was the center of the problem and not Lucas because of the way her mother was staring at her. It was like the woman wanted her to do something but she doesn't get it, Even Liam beside her looked questionably at both of them with fear. Was he part of the problem?Or does Mrs. Harts just want to transfer aggression?!"Uh..." Liam gently placed his palm on Kate's shoulder to bring her back to reality.Looking at his palm while she waited for him to talk, Kate could not tell if she should be happy with his touch or the sudden hastiness in his voice."We will see later" Liam grinned and before Kate could say anything, he was leaving. The disappointment on her face could be visible and everyone could tell. She couldn't believe she missed such an opportunity because of fam... _ "What the heck are you doing, Richard!" _ Kate turned to the direction of the noise to see her mom yelling at her father. Bluffing. That would not stop his senseless adultery and she knew it. That would not stop the fact that she wasn't the favorite child and her father would choose Lucas every day and at every time! With a smug look on her face, Kate walked to the room. Everyone knew she showed up at her father's birthday, funny enough he might not when know she came so what was the point? 'I know you would have grown' she remembered Liam's voice. A small smile spread across her face as she slowly walked around the room. The happiness made her keep smiling till her face hurt. "I think he likes me," she said to herself. Walking to the mirror hanging on the wall, she was already satisfied with the look she would get. "Perfect, Kate Harts, perfect" she muttered as she blushed. She knew she was no longer the ugly and extremely shy little girl Liam used to know. She knew she could just gather more courage and he would know that she could be his princess. She knew she would be perfect too for him and they have that perfect life. "Oh, Liam" she gasped as she walked to her bed. Excited, she threw herself to her bed and closed her eyes with that signature smile on her face, her body had barely relaxed when she heard her door open. "Shit!" She cussed as she sat up. The surprised look on her face turned to disappointment and anger when she saw Lucas. Her lips twisted in disgust as she moved her hair off her face and looked at her door which has being left half open. "Ever heard knocking?" She snapped. Lucas giggled.It was extremely odd as he had never heard him giggle before. In fact, he something barely showed a genuine smile, it was either a smirk or a mischievous one. "Get out of my room, Lucas" Kate said louder this time "And don't you ever come into my room again!" "Ever?" Lucas asked.There was this look on Kate's face as she watched him. For a while, she was scared that he would do something to her which made her get up and rush to the door. She yanked it open and navigated for him to go out. "Get the fvck out of my room, Lucas." "Or you want to talk about the hickey on your neck?" Lucas asked instead. Kate gulped, she looked out, then back to Lucas. She moved closer to him as if she wasn't sure of what he said before then she whispered. "What did you just say?" She asked. Lucas smirked.His gaze got fixed on her neck as he bent his lips downwards and shrugged. "Did you get those hickeys from your ballet practice?" He finally asked.Frozen, Kate gulped. She mentally tried to recall of she actually covered her neck with the foundation and when she remembered she did, she became a bit calm. Although she was shaking inside, the whole of her inside was doing summersault, trying to make her look as guilty as possible but she remained calm. Some part of her wondered how Lucas had known that it was a hickey no matter how she tried to hide it but she didn't dare to ask. She maintained her straight face, not making him see any bit of her panicking emotions. Coward! Whenever she finds herself in a situation like that, all Kate knew how to do best was stay silent. Not as if she had anything useful to say or she could even try to defend the truthful accusations. "How do you feel, Kate?" Lucas asked. Again, Kate remained silent. She then began to cover the side where she had the neck with her hair. The long blonde hair covered half of her shoulder, down one of her breasts to the side of her
The anger from Seth could be seen and heard that when he asked her questions again, particles of his saliva dropped on her face. Kate closed her eyes eye a few seconds before opening back to meet the same angry gaze from Seth. Good thing, her mom had long been gone, she was in school alone, having no one to bug the shit out of her so she reminded silent. She would not tell him that their little affair was known by her stepbrother some days back, she would not tell him that she couldn't tell what they were anymore, she would not tell him that she generally would stay silent till he got sick of her and leave by himself. Well, Seth wasn't having it at all. "Kate! When I talk to you, you fvcking answer me! Why haven't you been replying to my messages?" He asked almost calmly this time. It was almost calm because he had reduced his voice but the angry vein could still be seen on his neck. His red face and clenched fist could be seen, making Kate stand still a
Chapter 6Kate eyes were too heavy to open as she struggled to keep them open. Her head was throbbing like ten people were dancing on it and it ached so bad.There should have been a warning for her that the aftermath of taking alcohol was this painful. She was told about this during the college night party but she didn't expect this much headache.Her nose kept on picking every kind of smell making her nauseous and feeling like throwing up.She finally won the struggle against her own eyes and opened them, forcing herself to sit up on the bed.Everywhere was still blurry but the musty smell and the feel of the bed cover immediately told her where she was as the memories came rushing back.Right, she had been so devastated about finding out that Liam was having a relationship with Grace that she got so drunk and texted Seth.Suddenly remembering Seth, she turned to her side, expecting him to be laying next to her but she was surprised to see herself spawned on the bed, visibly naked w
The jarring sound of the alarm interrupted Kate's sleep as she rolled over on the bed, using the pillow to cover her ears.As usual her alarm goes off by six am and she wakes up to prepare for the day but today, of all days, she was not rushing off the bed as usual.Irritated by the sound of the alarm which made its way through the pillow on her ears, she pushed the pillow off and stared at the duck shaped clock.A day won't hurt, right? She can sleep in and turn off the alarm instead of living like a robot as soon as the alarm goes off.A small smile crawled up her face as the idea of living a different life, even if it was just for a day, crossed her mind and she turned off the alarm.Sighing with relief as soon as the blaring noise was turned off, She snugged her bedsheet closer and closed her eyes.Yet she wasn't feeling okay. She wanted to rebel but the idea of rebelling was still strange to her. She can't believe that for the first time in a long time, if not Since she was born,
After training in the gym, Kate rushed home to take her bath according to what she told Grace but she actually went back home because Grace wouldn't be home until evening and she needed some time to herself. The anger and hurt she was feeling while she exercised was higher than she expected because she kept on feeling like harming Grace. She had to leave in order to protect both herself and grace. What annoyed her the most was that Grace kept on acting like nothing happened, like she didn't just steal the man her friend had always talked about. As Kate came out of the bathroom in her bathrobe, she stared at herself in the mirror, wondering how she was able to keep a straight face when Grace asked about Liam from her. It was funny because why on earth would she be asking her about her boyfriend? It was almost as if she wanted to rub it in Kate's face that she can never have Liam, not that Kate cared anymore. Running her hands through her slightly damp hair as she plugged the air
She blinked her eyes rapidly, closed them and opened them again, hoping that she was just seeing things as she stared at the picture.But nothing changed, it was still Seth.Kate told herself that it can't be possible, Seth can't be in her dance practice room.What could he possibly be doing there?She went back to the message Grace sent her and read it again."I think he's our new technician or something," the text read.Her hands went to her brows as she massaged it lightly. Technician? The last time she checked Seth wasn't anything special like that, he didn't really look like someone who was into that kind of job.But then again, she never really bothered to know anything about him, never asked, just like he never asked also, but he knows that she was a student studying business and finance.Could it be that he went to the practice room on purpose? Because he thought he would find her there?She shook her head. It wasn't possible, she might have shown signs but she never really t
The sound of her phone ringing distracted her from working on the assignment that she has been staring blanky at for the past five minutes and Kate stood up , grateful for the distraction.She had kept her phone far away from her as a way to stop herself from getting distracted but forgot to switch it off, something that she felt relieved about.It wasn't that the assignment was hard, it was just that her thoughts were just too flooded with so many things, grace And Liam, Seth, and the worst of them all, her mother. It was just too much for her to even add the pressure of getting down with her assignment in order to get a perfect score.Ever since the call with her Mom ended, she had been trying not to think about what she said, how her mother said that she was disappointed in her.Didn't she think that Kate was a human too? With feelings? Her saying things like that only end up hurting Kate's feelings and make it harder for her to cope with the things she usually would.Kate sighed
The taxi stopped her at the entrance of the practice studio and Kate walked out feeling some eyes on her.She had been feeling this way, like someone was watching her since she took a step outside her house and the weirdest thing about it was the fact that she felt the person's presence and it felt like Seth.It was probably just her being paranoid or Maybe she was just thinking about him way too much these days to even have a feeling like he was watching her.Ignoring the paranoid feelings, she walked into the practice room and quickly changed into her clothes before practicing.Unlike other days where the room is usually smelling of feminine sweat and perfume, filled with pink ballet skirt and nude flat shoes, today was different.She was the only person inside, well, aside from one more person who was taking a nap, but it was technically only her and she loved it.Kate had always hated practicing ballet in front of the others, not that she felt she couldn't do well but because she
Chapter 29The thought of going to her family dinner and getting scrutinized by her mother made Kate feel annoyed and sad all through the day, she could barely eat.As time for the dinner got closer, her mood dropped drastically. No one, except her, knows why she was not excited about the dinner and she didn't bother to tell anyone. She just zoned out throughout the class, not listening to what the lecturer was saying and hoping that the day would go by quickly.As soon as her lecture ended, she stayed inside the classroom, staring at everyone else as they walked out of the class.Her phone rang, disrupting her peace and she Sighed when she saw the name on the caller ID. It was time, time for her to get eaten up by her mother and queried by her step father.She walked out of the class slowly, didn't bother picking up her mother's call because she knows why she was calling and just got into the taxi.As soon as she got to the dorm, she saw Liam standing in front, waiting for her but pr
Chapter 28 Kate felt oddly calm even after catching her best friend sleeping with someone she liked. It didn't bother her that much because she already knew about it and for some reason, she doesn't care about Liam again as she thought she did in the past.As the car stopped in front of the dorm, she walked in, feeling relieved that she doesn't have to hide the fact that she knows about both of them dating behind her back.She walked into the dorm and took off her clothes before going into the bathroom and having a quick bath. Today was a leisure day for her as there were no lectures and the practice room was temporarily locked so she decided to sit in and watch a movie. She reached into her fridge and grabbed a cup of ice cream and some cake before sitting on her bed and placing her laptop on her lap.The movie was a melodramatic one and halfway through it, she was already sobbing and eating her junk.Staring down at herself, she let out a soft chuckle. Her Mom would have her neck
Chapter 27"Kate!" The harsh voice of her mother sounded in her ears and she winced at the sound."Yes?""Why haven't you been picking up your call? What's going on? I hope you're not going about looking like a tramp and dressing like one?"Grace! That sneaky ass girl! She must have told her mother that she was dressing in cheap clothes and going out.She rolled her eyes, annoyed at the fact that she can't live her life without her mother and her friend interfering."Mom, I don't go around dressing like that besides I'm not a child. Anyhow I want to dress , it's up to me. You shouldn't be bothered by that."Her mother sounded like she sucked in a breath in shock at her statement and didn't say anything for some seconds before she finally spoke."Whatever, Just don't go around embarrassing me."Kate felt irritated at that word "embarrass" because that was all her mother says to her. Don't embarrass me, don't do this, don't do that.She has never had a single moment of freedom to hersel
Chapter 26The ride back from Seth's place was bliss for Kate. She could feel like she was floating in the air and that all her worries were lighter. There was just something about him that made all her problems ease up.He has a way of making her feel much better especially after her mother and the so-called friends that she has , hurts her. There was just something about him, he doesn't have to even do anything and she's already feeling better.She smiled as she remembered the way he was acting around her and the fact that the girls called him a grim guy, someone who doesn't smile when he smiles all the time with her.But there was something that bothered her. When she was at his place, she saw a new laptop on the floor and asked him where he got it. The laptop looked expensive and can afford to get him out of that slum he was living in so she was surprised that he'll get a laptop that expensive when he can barely afford to pay rent for a clean apartment.But his response made it ev
Chapter 25The lecturer was talking, Kate could tell that he was talking only from the movement of his lips but she couldn't hear what be was saying because she was not there. She felt lost.The gathering last night was surprisingly fun, especially with Lucas around and that was the most surprising thing. He didn't make her feel uncomfortable, he tried his best to interact with her without being annoying as usual and that confused her.She couldn't help but wonder maybe he was actually pretending to hate her all this while or maybe he just felt so free last night and was in a good mood.But all these excuses didn't change the fact that Lucas was different around her yesterday and the feeling that he might not hate her after all. She thought back to the time when he saved her from the anger of her mother and father when he told them that he saw her fall off the staircase, Even though he didn't and the mark on her neck was obviously a love bite. Back then, she had though that maybe he
Kate pulled out of the hug and smiled at Grace. It was obvious that they both felt the urge to throw up out of disgust but they still forced a smile on their faces.“Are you going to come for our usual outing? You know I really want to be with you,” Grace said and Kate almost laughed.She wasn't interested in her being there, if anything she was sure that grace just wanted to be with Liam.“Yeah sure. I'll come with you.”Grace smiled and turned to walk into her room, her mind still reeling from the conversation she overheard Kate talking about with someone on the line.Shs couldn't help but wonder if actually Lucas was right about Kate having a boyfriend and a part of her wanted to know who it was , if it was Liam.She quickly bathed and was dressingup just as soon as a knock sounded on her door.“Are you done?” Kate called and she immediately opened the door.“Yeah. Come in, I just have to powder up my face and we're good to go.”She walked towards her mirror and started patting her
Chapter 23Her leg spread across his chest as she rolled around on the bed, slowly crawling up and down his feet, teasing him."Take your leg off," Lucas said slowly as she touched his hand with a flirty smile."What? It's not bad, right? I'm trying to ease your mind," Grace grumbled silently."Just get off," he said as he shifted away from her on the bed.Grace stood up and frowned at him, standing stark naked as she walked past him."You are cool," she said as she walked to the other side of the bed, grabbing her shirt."What?" Lucas asked, staring at her as if he didn't hear what she had just said."I said you're cool, surprisingly. How can you act so okay with not being the only child? I wouldn't be able to handle it. Someone like Kate being my sister?"He laughed and shook his head."Nahh, I don't mind. She is just someone I see as my kid sister. How is she by the way? Is she living well?"Grace frowned at him with her hands on her hip and sat on the bed next to him."What's this
Chapter 22"What?" One of them asked.Kate immediately kept a blank face and shook her head."Oh, it's nothing. Just.. got a little something stuck in my throat," she said and coughed softly.They nodded their heads and ignored her , turning back to continue their conversation.As she continued practicing, Kate thought about what the girls said about Seth and smiled again.He gave her a smile but didn't give them the smiles he gave her. She thought back to when he smiled at her in his bedroom.His eye wrinkles deepened when he smiles, his soft gaze in his eyes as he stares at her and the way he talks to her, everything just made her feel butterflies in her stomach and she let out a soft sigh wishing he was here with her in the practice room.His shirt was Still with her and she has no plans of giving it back to him because she knows she loves it.The memory of how he gave her the shirt came into her head and she smiled again. The girls in her practice room think he's cold and not cool
Chapter 21The alarm sound woke Kate up and she stared blankly at the wall for some minutes, trying to clear her head and fight the sleep away.Finally, she stood up and strode grudgingly towards the bathroom, her eyes caught sight of the calendar beside the bathroom door and suddenly her mood was instantly changed.It was the final day of her period which means that she gets to do whatever she wants to do and even have fun as much as she wants to without getting scared that she might stain or not.She hurried into the bathroom and took a quick shower, her mind already going to the dance studio and how much fun she was going to have, especially if she sees Seth.Her shower took less than fifteen minutes and she walked out of the bathroom, humming to the theme music of the movie she saw the night before.As she applied her face cream on her face, she thought about how she managed to come back home from Seth's place the other day.A part of her felt disappointed that it wasn't today tha