Looking at the flat look on her father's face, Kate rolled her eyes. She wasn't surprised to see the person behind her mother's distaste was no one but her Stepbrother; Lucas. The illegitimate son of the family.
It wasn't his fault that Mr. Hart traveled for business, met someone hot, and decided to have an affair with the person. It wasn't his fault that his mother came some years back with the evidence of the affair; him. Well, that evidence wasn't enough when Lucas's mother came as no one believed her. Even after the woman died, no one believed, leaving Lucas to be the most hated part of the family. Good thing Mr Harts didn't hate him too and thanks to his wisdom. Sometimes, Kate wished she was as smart as her younger brother but she wasn't, she didn't pray to be in his shoes. No one would want to be in the worst part of her mother. Sometimes, Kate would want to remind her mother that no child was ever illegitimate. As long as they weren't the ones that forced themselves into this world. Although she heard Liam say something that wasn't the necessary thing, what was necessary was to watch how her mother glared at Lucas while he gladly greeted almost everyone. "Your brother seems like the attention seeker" Liam muttered with a flat smile. Kate mouthed 'I know' with a smile on her face but her gaze didn't leave Lucas one bit. She watched him with eager eyes till he walked in front of her mother. "Hello Mother," Lucas said with a smirk. Well, that didn't go well. Not with the way Mrs. Harts shamelessly glared at the boy as if it was his fault that he was smart and he intentionally became the illegitimate son. The atmosphere didn't remain the same, not with the bad egg, greeting everyone with a proud look on his face. It wasn't a surprise to Kate especially when she knew her father love him because he seem smarter than her. Accordingly to her dad, he was more understanding. "Really?" She subconsciously said.Kate looked at Liam who was staring at her with a confused look. His lips were slightly open as he waited for her question but nothing came.Kate smiled in embarrassment as she watched Lucas parade himself around. It was like the birthday party was made to watch him walk around with that arrogant look on his face and his head high. The fact that he father let that happen made her sick to the core.She wasn't sick of her brother, she was sick of the way he kept glaring at her mother, and then at her. One Could see nothing but the pure hatred the family had for each other.At some point, Kate felt like she was the center of the problem and not Lucas because of the way her mother was staring at her. It was like the woman wanted her to do something but she doesn't get it, Even Liam beside her looked questionably at both of them with fear. Was he part of the problem?Or does Mrs. Harts just want to transfer aggression?!"Uh..." Liam gently placed his palm on Kate's shoulder to bring her back to reality.Looking at his palm while she waited for him to talk, Kate could not tell if she should be happy with his touch or the sudden hastiness in his voice."We will see later" Liam grinned and before Kate could say anything, he was leaving. The disappointment on her face could be visible and everyone could tell. She couldn't believe she missed such an opportunity because of fam... _ "What the heck are you doing, Richard!" _ Kate turned to the direction of the noise to see her mom yelling at her father. Bluffing. That would not stop his senseless adultery and she knew it. That would not stop the fact that she wasn't the favorite child and her father would choose Lucas every day and at every time! With a smug look on her face, Kate walked to the room. Everyone knew she showed up at her father's birthday, funny enough he might not when know she came so what was the point? 'I know you would have grown' she remembered Liam's voice. A small smile spread across her face as she slowly walked around the room. The happiness made her keep smiling till her face hurt. "I think he likes me," she said to herself. Walking to the mirror hanging on the wall, she was already satisfied with the look she would get. "Perfect, Kate Harts, perfect" she muttered as she blushed. She knew she was no longer the ugly and extremely shy little girl Liam used to know. She knew she could just gather more courage and he would know that she could be his princess. She knew she would be perfect too for him and they have that perfect life. "Oh, Liam" she gasped as she walked to her bed. Excited, she threw herself to her bed and closed her eyes with that signature smile on her face, her body had barely relaxed when she heard her door open. "Shit!" She cussed as she sat up. The surprised look on her face turned to disappointment and anger when she saw Lucas. Her lips twisted in disgust as she moved her hair off her face and looked at her door which has being left half open. "Ever heard knocking?" She snapped. Lucas giggled.It was extremely odd as he had never heard him giggle before. In fact, he something barely showed a genuine smile, it was either a smirk or a mischievous one. "Get out of my room, Lucas" Kate said louder this time "And don't you ever come into my room again!" "Ever?" Lucas asked.There was this look on Kate's face as she watched him. For a while, she was scared that he would do something to her which made her get up and rush to the door. She yanked it open and navigated for him to go out. "Get the fvck out of my room, Lucas." "Or you want to talk about the hickey on your neck?" Lucas asked instead. Kate gulped, she looked out, then back to Lucas. She moved closer to him as if she wasn't sure of what he said before then she whispered. "What did you just say?" She asked. Lucas smirked.His gaze got fixed on her neck as he bent his lips downwards and shrugged. "Did you get those hickeys from your ballet practice?" He finally asked.Frozen, Kate gulped. She mentally tried to recall of she actually covered her neck with the foundation and when she remembered she did, she became a bit calm. Although she was shaking inside, the whole of her inside was doing summersault, trying to make her look as guilty as possible but she remained calm. Some part of her wondered how Lucas had known that it was a hickey no matter how she tried to hide it but she didn't dare to ask. She maintained her straight face, not making him see any bit of her panicking emotions. Coward! Whenever she finds herself in a situation like that, all Kate knew how to do best was stay silent. Not as if she had anything useful to say or she could even try to defend the truthful accusations. "How do you feel, Kate?" Lucas asked. Again, Kate remained silent. She then began to cover the side where she had the neck with her hair. The long blonde hair covered half of her shoulder, down one of her breasts to the side of her
The anger from Seth could be seen and heard that when he asked her questions again, particles of his saliva dropped on her face. Kate closed her eyes eye a few seconds before opening back to meet the same angry gaze from Seth. Good thing, her mom had long been gone, she was in school alone, having no one to bug the shit out of her so she reminded silent. She would not tell him that their little affair was known by her stepbrother some days back, she would not tell him that she couldn't tell what they were anymore, she would not tell him that she generally would stay silent till he got sick of her and leave by himself. Well, Seth wasn't having it at all. "Kate! When I talk to you, you fvcking answer me! Why haven't you been replying to my messages?" He asked almost calmly this time. It was almost calm because he had reduced his voice but the angry vein could still be seen on his neck. His red face and clenched fist could be seen, making Kate stand still a
Chapter 6Kate eyes were too heavy to open as she struggled to keep them open. Her head was throbbing like ten people were dancing on it and it ached so bad.There should have been a warning for her that the aftermath of taking alcohol was this painful. She was told about this during the college night party but she didn't expect this much headache.Her nose kept on picking every kind of smell making her nauseous and feeling like throwing up.She finally won the struggle against her own eyes and opened them, forcing herself to sit up on the bed.Everywhere was still blurry but the musty smell and the feel of the bed cover immediately told her where she was as the memories came rushing back.Right, she had been so devastated about finding out that Liam was having a relationship with Grace that she got so drunk and texted Seth.Suddenly remembering Seth, she turned to her side, expecting him to be laying next to her but she was surprised to see herself spawned on the bed, visibly naked w
The jarring sound of the alarm interrupted Kate's sleep as she rolled over on the bed, using the pillow to cover her ears.As usual her alarm goes off by six am and she wakes up to prepare for the day but today, of all days, she was not rushing off the bed as usual.Irritated by the sound of the alarm which made its way through the pillow on her ears, she pushed the pillow off and stared at the duck shaped clock.A day won't hurt, right? She can sleep in and turn off the alarm instead of living like a robot as soon as the alarm goes off.A small smile crawled up her face as the idea of living a different life, even if it was just for a day, crossed her mind and she turned off the alarm.Sighing with relief as soon as the blaring noise was turned off, She snugged her bedsheet closer and closed her eyes.Yet she wasn't feeling okay. She wanted to rebel but the idea of rebelling was still strange to her. She can't believe that for the first time in a long time, if not Since she was born,
After training in the gym, Kate rushed home to take her bath according to what she told Grace but she actually went back home because Grace wouldn't be home until evening and she needed some time to herself. The anger and hurt she was feeling while she exercised was higher than she expected because she kept on feeling like harming Grace. She had to leave in order to protect both herself and grace. What annoyed her the most was that Grace kept on acting like nothing happened, like she didn't just steal the man her friend had always talked about. As Kate came out of the bathroom in her bathrobe, she stared at herself in the mirror, wondering how she was able to keep a straight face when Grace asked about Liam from her. It was funny because why on earth would she be asking her about her boyfriend? It was almost as if she wanted to rub it in Kate's face that she can never have Liam, not that Kate cared anymore. Running her hands through her slightly damp hair as she plugged the air
She blinked her eyes rapidly, closed them and opened them again, hoping that she was just seeing things as she stared at the picture.But nothing changed, it was still Seth.Kate told herself that it can't be possible, Seth can't be in her dance practice room.What could he possibly be doing there?She went back to the message Grace sent her and read it again."I think he's our new technician or something," the text read.Her hands went to her brows as she massaged it lightly. Technician? The last time she checked Seth wasn't anything special like that, he didn't really look like someone who was into that kind of job.But then again, she never really bothered to know anything about him, never asked, just like he never asked also, but he knows that she was a student studying business and finance.Could it be that he went to the practice room on purpose? Because he thought he would find her there?She shook her head. It wasn't possible, she might have shown signs but she never really t
The sound of her phone ringing distracted her from working on the assignment that she has been staring blanky at for the past five minutes and Kate stood up , grateful for the distraction.She had kept her phone far away from her as a way to stop herself from getting distracted but forgot to switch it off, something that she felt relieved about.It wasn't that the assignment was hard, it was just that her thoughts were just too flooded with so many things, grace And Liam, Seth, and the worst of them all, her mother. It was just too much for her to even add the pressure of getting down with her assignment in order to get a perfect score.Ever since the call with her Mom ended, she had been trying not to think about what she said, how her mother said that she was disappointed in her.Didn't she think that Kate was a human too? With feelings? Her saying things like that only end up hurting Kate's feelings and make it harder for her to cope with the things she usually would.Kate sighed
The taxi stopped her at the entrance of the practice studio and Kate walked out feeling some eyes on her.She had been feeling this way, like someone was watching her since she took a step outside her house and the weirdest thing about it was the fact that she felt the person's presence and it felt like Seth.It was probably just her being paranoid or Maybe she was just thinking about him way too much these days to even have a feeling like he was watching her.Ignoring the paranoid feelings, she walked into the practice room and quickly changed into her clothes before practicing.Unlike other days where the room is usually smelling of feminine sweat and perfume, filled with pink ballet skirt and nude flat shoes, today was different.She was the only person inside, well, aside from one more person who was taking a nap, but it was technically only her and she loved it.Kate had always hated practicing ballet in front of the others, not that she felt she couldn't do well but because she
Chapter 20As the taxi slowed down to the address Kate gave him, she felt the usual thrill mixed with slight fear come over her. This was how she usually feels whenever she visits Seth.The taxi stopped and the driver stared at her from the rear view mirror, a look of concern written all over his face."Huh.. is this the right place? If it's not, I can take you back so you can get the right address."Kate glanced up at him and her face drew into a small smile that felt forced as she stared at him."It's the right address." She managed to utter.The driver stared at her for some time before nodding his head silently and clearing his throat."Well, I'll be here for about thirty seconds so if you change your mind, you can still see me."She laughed and paid him before getting out of the car.Her hand was the only clue that she was nervous as she tried so hard to hide what she was feeling.Despite her disguise and everything, even the driver could tell that she wasn't meant to be in a pla
Chapter 19Kate stopped herself from yelling at her mother and screaming that can't she be in control of her own life.Shs should have known that something like this was coming up as her mother mentioned Liam.Who does her mother think she is? Does she think that her daughter is a commodity that she can be advertising from one friend to the other."Mom, I can't. I can't meet with anyone.""Why not? You also need to be sure of your future. Just because Liam is now paying you attention doesn't mean that you shouldn't meet up with other guys. I'm your mother and I really want to see you successful.""I know, mom, I know. But I really want to focus on my studies, at least for now.""What studies? The ones you attend or the ones you don't attend? What about your dance practices? Do you even do that anymore? I'm trying to think of the right place for you but you keep getting on my nerves."Kate felt so frustrated and grabbed the corner of her sheets to stop herself from getting mad at her m
Startled, Kate lifted her head up to see Grace staring at both of them with suspicious looking eyes and she almost burst into laughter.It was clear that Grace was jealous, even when she tried so hard to hide what she was feeling.She walked in, a forced smile creeping on her face."What were you guys discussing? The laughter was so loud that I couldn't even sleep for a while."Even as her tone was soft and friendly, it was still so obvious that she was jealous."Oh that .. it was nothing," Liam said, laughing nervously.It was clear that he also saw how annoyed and jealous Grace was.But Kate couldn't miss such an opportunity to mess with Grace and she immediately spoke up."Liam's right. It's just a little thing we did when we were young. Kids.. you know. We were just curious about a lot of things and did some things," She laughed."Things like what?" Jealous eyes darted from her to Liam."Well, like kissing and other stuff. We kissed when we were younger and I was telling him about
"Kate? Are you there?" He asked again and she quickly wiped off her tears, sniffling loudly.After Kate was sure that she didn't look like she had been crying her eyes out, She opened the door and with a straight face was about to walk past him."Kate.." he called softly, holding on to her hands and stopping her.Unable to take it anymore, Kate turned her face away, embarrassed that Seth had to find her in a state like this."It's okay.." He whispered and pulled her into a hug, his hands holding her around her waist while she held him tightly.For some reason, she felt safe in his arms, she felt comforted, it was almost as if all her problems would get cancelled out once she was with him.. that kind of feeling.After sobbing for some time into his shirt, she sniffed loudly and pulled away from the hug, grateful that he comforted her without a word."Thank you," She managed to utter and walked away without looking back or even waiting for a response from him.As soon as she left Seth,
Kate rolled her eyes at her mother's question. She knew that she shouldn't have bothered telling her mother anything like that because the knife would definitely be twisted to face her, typical of her mother."Mom.." She groaned, annoyed at herself."Did you drink at this party? Who were you with? I hope you didn't make a disgrace out of yourself. Why would you attend a party instead of focusing on your studies and practicing your ballet? I'm pretty sure you've gotten weaker on your steps."Each statement was like a sharp knife stabbing Kate with every single breath that her mother takes.It was almost as if her statement about Lucas was irrelevant to her And she kept on being focused on the fact that Kate went to a party, that her naive daughter rebelled against her."I am not weaker on my steps, mom," She replied curtly, "Mom, I am not talking about the party! And besides I went with Liam to the party."Her voice was sharp and irritated but she didn't raise her voice, even as much a
Surprised, Kate looked around, wondering why the entire class was staring at her. Her lecturer cleared his throat loudly and she turned to see that he was also staring at her."He's asking you a question," Grace whispered to her nudging her shoulder.Kate looked back to the man, blinking rapidly and feeling the flush come up her face It was so embarrassing, she had always hated being asked questions or having the entire class attention and today was so bad."Hu...uhmm, I uh..." She stammered."You were not listening right? Not only did you come late to my class but you also choose to live in your head while I teach, right? What do you think you are? A princess?" He scolded her, his voice sounding harsh and blunt.The voice pierced Kate's heart and she suddenly felt like crying as she stared around the class, hearing the sound of laughter from the rest."Oh no sir, she isn't a princess. She has not slept for some nights that's why," Grace said immediately, laughing.The class laughed
Kate sighed and adjusted her seat, staring blankly at the screen in front of her and the blurry figure pointing at it.She didn't mean to be distracted, heck, she has even tried several times to pay attention to what they were saying but she couldn't, at least not after the party.It's been two days, two freaking days yet she can't get it out of her mind. Not that the party was something fun or whatever but because she felt that there was something she was missing.All through the party, Liam acted like a responsible guy, stayed with her throughout, danced with her until they were under the spotlight and then took care of her, making sure that she wasn't served any alcoholic drink.It was almost like he was trying so hard to make the two of them appear in the school's blog and he was trying to make people assume that they were a couple but that didn't bother her.Actually that was not what bothered her at all, she had always known that Liam was an attention seeker and would do anythin
Grace glared at him angrily as he stared at the phone, wiping away nervous sweat. He was just about to pick up the call when she grabbed him by the hand."What do you think you're doing?" She asked angrily.He glanced at her with a frown and turned his face away."What does it look like I'm doing?""You can't be serious right now. Why? Why stop halfway because of a call? Who is it? How important is the person th..." She stopped as she took a look at the caller ID and realized who it is and scoffed."It's Kate??? Then leave it, why stop midway because she's calling you?" She asked angrily.Liam ignored her and was about to pick up the call when she grabbed the phone and eyed him."No, I won't let you do this. You have to finish first before you do anything related to her."He ignored her and grabbed the phone, immediately standing up to give a distance between them."Hello Kate?" He said, his voice softening automatically and the frown leaving his face.Grace watched his , seething and
Liam stood at the balcony of his apartment, staring outside his window and smiled softly as he watched some teenagers kiss each other.The memory reminded him of when he was with Kate, when they were still young, with Kate following him around like a puppy and he would ignore everything that she does.Weirdly enough these days, he finds himself thinking about her more and more. He never thought of her to be attractive but he was starting to see her as a woman, regardless of whatever he was feeling.The noise of the plate was clattering and people shouting down in the apartment below hurt his head and he frowned.He has to leave this place, the apartment was something that wasn't in his own way of lifestyle that he planned but that was not what he planned to.Turning around in the room, he frowned at the way the room was and shook his head. He had to think about what he needed to do in order to get back with Kate just so that he would be able to get all the benefits that he can get fr