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Out Of Choice

Author: Rose Sam
last update Last Updated: 2022-11-19 06:39:40

Zain's point of view….

I parked at the Hospital parking lot and sighed. I am here out of choice. I would rather be somewhere than be here this minute.

What will people think of me, a man who never bothered about his wife who just became a new mom?

" Zain, you have to gather yourself up and think with your head, not the other"

My subconscious mind scolded me and I sighed again.

If there is a way I will walk into that hospital and tell her that I can't do it anymore with her, I will but that will be unfair.

I am not only going to punish her but the new baby too.

I sighed again and got down from the car, walked over to the backseat to get the beverages I got on my way to the hospital. Owen called to tell me to get them if I ever wanted to come.

I slammed the door closed and walked towards the hospital after making sure I locked the door with the remote.

I met Dr. Emma in the lobby as he was coming out from the theater. I guessed there was another emergency with the way
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