It was three in the afternoon, and I was waiting for Jeremy at the coffee shop. I needed to talk to him about the not-so-pleasant news. The truth was that when I developed the project idea, I had thought of him to help me with the robotics part of it. That’s why I asked him to submit his application, and he happily said he would.
I saw him as he arrived with his usual, wide-open smile. Jeremy had dark brown hair and rather kind blue eyes, full of thick, thick lashes. I remember that we became friends in sophomore year, when we shared a class together. Since then, we had become great friends. Jeremy was every girl's dream. Intelligent, great sense of humor, very polite and handsome. We confided to each other all our adventures and tragedies in love. Just like Susie, he was also my confidant. They were both my best friends, and I suspected that they secretly liked each other, but they didn't want to admit it openly.- Hello, handsome.- Hi, Jules!- I hope you don’t mind… here. – I said as I slid a regular coffee with sugar in his direction. That was his favorite.- Thank you. Always a sunshine. – He said as he panted.- I know. Sanders? - I figured he was just coming from Sanders' class. That professor had a reputation for being a pain in the ass. Jeremy's exact words.- Yeah. – He grimaced as he threw his head back as a sign of tiredness.- Does he keep throwing balls randomly to make people answer difficult questions?- As if we were at a fucking ping-pong tournament.We let out a loud laugh at the same time. He then told me about his weekend and how had it been to spend his brother’s birthday at a sufferable beach party full of teenage drunks. He had invited me but I ended turning down to do some work on the project already.-Jer…- U-hum…- Liam was assigned to my project.He looked up and sighed. He opened his mouth for a second, and then seemed to reconsider what he was about to say. He opened it again and then spoke.- When did you find out?- Today... but...- Fuck… - he muttered.I frowned trying to understand until it hit me. - You already knew… - it was an affirmation rather than a question.He looked at me seriously, as if he was carefully choosing his words before they left his mouth. Then he sighed and shook his head. - When I went to submit my application, I saw his name… on the list. – He paused and continued. – I assumed that he had simply filled out the form because it was a robotics project and that’s it. But when I asked Peters, he told me that Liam was initially considered for another project, but that he showed particular interest in participating in this one in specific and that, given his profile, he was one of the strongest candidates.I looked at him dumbfounded. I couldn’t believe it.- I am so sorry, Jules. I didn't want to tell you because I didn't want to upset you in advance if there wasn't any decision taken yet. There was a list, and they could have chosen anyone. I didn’t think that he actually… Fuck…- Yeah…He sighed. - I am really sorry. I should have told you earlier. Perhaps you could have worked you way out of it.I tried to get out of my lapse and shook my head in order to clear my ideas. I sighed.- No Jer, it's not your fault. Actually, I feel really bad that they didn't pick you. I was counting on you for the project, I wish that they had chosen differently. I wish that they had chosen you instead. I just hate it.- Me too. - He gave me a reassuring look.- But your project…- Oh. Don’t you worry about it. I guess Sanders will take it upon himself to assign me to one of his crazy projects. It’s ok. I can handle him. - He forced a gentle, caring smile.- I am really sorry. - I said in a whisper.- Don’t be, ok? I’ll be perfectly fine. I am more concerned about you. How did the news hit you?- Well, you know. I really hate the idea of working with him. With all my heart. But there is no turning back. I have no choice but to make a sort of truce.- Truce? – He looked at me confused. - With Liam? Liam Anderson?- Yeah…- What kind of truce? - He said intrigued as he took a sip of his coffee.- Some basic rules of coexistence.- Basic rules of coexis... And do you think that’s going to work? With him?- I don’t know. I have to try, Jer. Not very pleased with it, but...- Have you already talked to him?- Yes. - And I explained to him what happened o. Our first encounter that morning.- So it’s tonight. You are going to meet him tonight and explain all about this truce idea?- Yeah.- You know that if he does anything to you, I'll kick his ass, right? - he said and reached a hand to me.- Yes, I do. – I told him, holding his hand in gratitude, and really hoping that it would not be necessary.~~~It was 5:57 pm when I walked through the library doors. "Don't be late, Pinky." What a piece of a cocky ass. Anyway, I should put Susie's plan into action today. To be honest, I wasn't convinced, but I had already reluctantly accepted the fact that there was no other option but to keep Liam in my project. Putting up with him for six months would not be an easy one, but according to Susie, the rules were faultless and would at least make the situation more bearable to me.That's right. Susie's plan was to establish certain basic rules of coexistence with Liam that would help me guarantee the minimum levels of mental health needed to successfully develop the project. I was nervous because I had to talk to Liam about these rules today, and if Liam didn't agree to them, I'd be in the awkward position of having to talk to Professor Peters ( my very last resource ), and try to convince him that Liam needed to leave the project. The whole situation stressed the hell out of me, but I had to do it. I had to try to convince Liam that the rules were good for both of us and, therefore, for the project's success.I got to the study rooms section. I saw Liam sitting in the last room, nimbly typing something on his laptop. I took a deep breath and started walking in his direction. At that time, the library was already a little bit void, so my footsteps revealed my presence immediately. Without taking his eyes off the screen, as usual, he continued relentlessly drumming the keyboard of his computer.- Shut the door. - Those were his first words as soon as I stepped into the room. This was going to be more difficult than I thought. I did what he asked without complaints. My mission today was to soften his spirits before the bomb that I was about to throw in a few moments hit him.- Ah… - was the only sound I could articulate before he raised his index finger in my direction, never taking his eyes from the screen, as a request to keep myself quiet. I rolled my eyes. He was an arrogant brat.I walked silently to the closest chair, right next to the door. If I needed to escape, I had to be as close as possible to the exit. I pulled out the chair and sat down, letting out an inconspicuous sigh.After a minute or so, Liam stopped torturing his laptop.- I'm sorry. I had something important to finish.I smiled without saying a word.- You arrived on time. – His eyes met mine, arched eyebrows. - I’m impressed.- I always come on time.- I bet you do. - He said with a smirky face, eyes hooked back up in his laptop’s screen. Typical Liam.Typical Liam.- You know what? I'm not convinced that this will work.- This?- Yes. This. - I said pointing the finger alternately between us.- Be more specific, Pinky. What is "this"?I took a deep breath. Then counted till ten. No. Till a thousand. How about up to a million?- This… why do you even insist on calling me Pinky?Liam faced me, brows lifted in amusement. I began to question myself if all those rules’ plan that Susie devised was really going to work. His eyes were still on me so I took it as for me to continue speaking. Well, at least now I had his full, undivided attention. It was about time to talk about the truce.- If you want this to work, we must follow basic principles of coexistence. Civility, if you want to see it that way.He narrowed his eyes and crossed his arms. Then he leaned back in his chair.- What are you talking about?- A list. A list with a set of simple rules that we must follow to the letter.I could see how he was holding back his laughter. Damn you, god of the perfect abs.- Rules?I swallowed dry and nodded. His gaze transformed into a penetrating, darker one. Then he leaned over to the table and rested his arms on top of it, hands laced together.- What rules?I narrowed my eyes and took the sheet that I had been keeping safe in my folder. Liam seemed to be enjoying himself. Have fun while you can, big guy. I thought.- Here.He took the sheet suspiciously and immediately raised his eyebrows.- You printed them.I shrugged and he shook his head, turning his eyes to the neatly folded piece of paper.He began to read its contents and as he did that, my ears started buzzing and a heat took over my face. Stress. Dammit.Liam's eyes wide-opened. His mouth narrowed. All sorts of gestures came out of his face. He wasn't taking the list seriously. He turned his eyes to me after finishing reading all the contents of it.- Have you lost it, Pinky? Where did you get all this? Seriously, you should stop watching Suits.- U-hum. Rule number 3. Please.Oh yeah, sorry. Rule # 3. The parties will address each other in a respectful manner. No nicknames. No Pinky.- This is ridiculous.- Look, Anderson. If you don't want to do it, I understand. This is a basic behavioral protocol for our project. If you cannot follow these simple rules, then I will be forced to take some other measures.- Really... - He leaned back and crossed his arms, evaluating my answer, my reaction.
- Humor me... - That's it. The beast had been unleashed. I was going to go to the end of it. If he was not to sign this agreement, I would rather suffer academical shame by talking to Peters, if that would mean having 6 months of my sanity guarded. He considered for a moment. - You know what, I don't have all night. If your answer is "no" then... - I said pulling the sheet back from the table. He stopped me.
- Alright. I will do it. I will follow your... rules. But with one condition. – Ohhh, there you go. I sighed. Of course he did have a say on this. He couldn’t just let me win this one, didn't he. He took out a pen and began scribbling on the piece of paper and then handed it back, eyes stuck on me. I took the sheet suspiciously and looked down at what he had just written at the end of the document.
"Suggestions to add, remove or modify the rules can be done at any time. All changes will be subject to the approval of both members."What the hell? Anyway. “…subject to the approval of both members”… At least that would give me the right of veto. Count on that, Liam. Ok, it wouldn't hurt to agree on that new rule. If this was what it took to get Liam sign the peace agreement, I had no problem adding one more rule. I took the pen and signed. Then, I slid the paper back to Liam and he did the same.- You got yourself a deal, Baker. - Was all he said. And for a moment I resented of all this crazy idea.It was Wednesday evening, and my head was just fully engaged in the project. It had been five days since the first meeting with Liam and the draft that we created that day had already guaranteed at least a couple of super busy weeks on my schedule. No complaints. Please don’t get me wrong. I actually enjoyed it. A lot. Fact is I just couldn't deny that working in the peace and quiet of my apartment was sort of a godsend to me. The last three days had been rainy and even though this could have been distressful for someone who commuted using a bicycle or her own pair of feet, the corny side of me always appreciated the water pouring down the windows. Those little drumming droplets brought calmness and ease of spirit, and at the same time all sorts of inner inspiration. If all this was supplemented by a decent amount of caffeine and short breaks every once in a while, they helped me reach acceptable-to-good levels of brain performance. I looked at my desktop clock and realized that it w
I felt my body collapse. Vital signs such as breathing, blinking, thinking, froze for what I assumed were a few milliseconds. My lungs released all the air stocked in them, and they only recovered after my oxygen supplies dropped to precarious levels. Immediately after, I felt my heart pumping blood again, slowly yet determinedly. I could feel it moving through my veins and arteries, leaving tickling traces all the way through, and making all its way up to my face until it reached my cheeks. Oh yeah. My cheeks, ladies and gentlemen, were giving themselves quite a feast up there.- Look who I found on my way here... – Susie's eyes were still holding that look, brows lifting carefully, shy smile popping out. It was the kind of look she gave me last year after she unintendedly ate the entire box of Ferrero’s Jeremy had given me for Christmas.- Hey Julie, how are you doing? – Said Roger with a huge smile spread on his lips. He was a gentle guy and I never quite really understood why he wa
My phone rang, and I thanked to whichever laws of probability were favoring me at that precise moment.I took my phone from my purse and I saw Jeremy's name flashing on the screen. With all eyes on me, I excused myself and kindly asked Susie to let me pass through so I could take the call.- Jer…- Jules, please tell me you still have Swanson's book with you. The one you borrowed from the library, remember? – I could hear him typing on the keyboard.- Yes, I still have it. You need it? - I told him as I entered a vestibule with huge mirrors on the wall, a colorful four seats sofa and two doors on opposite sides, indicating the entrance to the toilets.- No, I just need... to know what it says, verbatim, one paragraph at page... forty-nine. I need to confirm something that I had written here. I'm not sure I took the correct notes.- Oh… I'm not at home now.- Oh.- Can I call you when I’m back home? A couple of hours maybe? - It’s alright. I’ll find my way, or we can check it later or
I left the vestibule with my mind totally adrift. Ignoring the remains of the tingling in my fingers, I continued walking through the tables. My eyes flew back to the large windows facing the street and I saw some people running, opening their umbrellas, or finding some shelter under the restaurant’s awning. The rain had ceased for a couple of hours but there it was again, unpredictable, just the way the whole evening had been. As I got closer to our table, I realized that Roger had moved to our couch and was sitting next to Susie, laughing at something on his cellphone. I hesitated for a second but then turned myself towards the empty couch.- Oh, sorry, Julie... – He said, standing up.- Hey, no. Please, stay there. I’ll sit here. – I said while sliding through the empty couch.- Are you sure?- Yes, of course.He nodded and sat back. - Liam just went to the… you know. – Roger pointed his index finger in the direction of the toilets to explain why his friend wasn't sitting at the ta
A small ray of sunlight made its way through the window and landed on my face. The warmth caused by it made me open my eyes, which I immediately closed again when it felt like the strike of a thousand knives. Argh. My head. It was throbbing. One stab, followed by a second one, and then a stronger one that lasted for a couple of seconds. Momentarily paralyzed by the hammering pain, I took my fingertips to my temples and massaged them in an attempt to relieve them. When I was finally done, my hand flew to the nightstand looking for my cell phone. I had a meeting with my counselor in the morning, so I needed to check what time it was. My fingers touched nothing but an empty surface, so I gave up and brought them back to my face, where they began massaging my eyes this time, encouraging them to wake up. Determined to find a clock or something, I raised my trunk and propped my elbows on the bed with my eyes narrowed yet wide enough to give me a reliable glimpse of the clock in the kitchen
It had almost been two weeks after the Margarita's episode. Since then, I had been unwaveringly working, day after day, in Peter’s project, reading materials and book chapters specialized in the subject. I had also met with Hilda twice and made some progress on the computing project as well. I had attended a few classes at the university, done sporadic visits to the library to check out or take a few books home, and made some space as well to have ridiculously brief yet invigorating coffee sessions with Susie or Jeremy, separately of course, to catch up on our lives. And I had dedicated the rest of the time to writing project reports, watching fifteen minutes of rom-coms or sit-coms at night, tidying my apartment up, and well yes, basic and necessary survival endeavours such as sleeping, bathing and eating froot loops. Susie still couldn't get over Jeremy seeing her totally plastered in tequila, and even though I swore to her that he would never dare to judge her (or anyone, but actua
We stayed for a while in the patio sitting on the armchair, talking about this and that. The sun had already been fully set and we remained still and quiet while the lights from the party flickered upon our skin. The music was filling the air and I closed my eyes for a moment to appreciate the last wafts of the summer nights that would soon be replaced by the cold autumn breeze. Fall was my favorite season, especially in Boston. Terracotta-bricked buildings framed by trees full of warm-colored foliage would adorn the streets of the city, while the nights would be guarded by an incredibly starry sky. Still leaned back on my seat, I slowly opened my eyes, and I could see that the thousands of stars were already there, dazzling in all their greatness. A few or almost no clouds were wrapping the sky since the rain had subsided for the past couple of days.When I was 12 years old, my parents took my sister and I for a short trip here to Boston. It was the city where my father was born and w
He kept his eyes on the road and I did the same. Ever since I have learnt about the missing file, I had been feeling a rush of adrenaline running through my veins. The lights passing as we moved were helping me soothe the feeling. Rain droplets pouring down the window. - Thanks. And sorry. For all this… – I said. – I don't know how I could have missed it. – I muttered in awe for those words were intended for my very own consideration. Liam's eyes were still stuck on the road ahead of us as we slowed down, waiting for the next car to take a left turn at the cross road. - Not a problem. We are on it. - He said with no hint of a smile whatsoever. I nodded and smiled as shyly as I could. To myself. Five minutes later we were driving through my neighborhood’s main street, and I could see Café Orly’s awning and its charming french windows in the distance. A couple of turns later we were parking at an empty spot in front of my building, right across the street. We both hopped off of the ca
It was 7:50 in the morning. I had arrived earlier than Susie had explicitly decreed. Maybe to buy some time and order a coffee to prepare myself for a certain inquisitive interrogation. Maybe because I hadn't been able to close an eye ever since I laid down last night. Maybe both. Because having dinner with Liam, the mere act by itself, had been something totally unexpected. Too much to take in, to say the least. I closed my eyes while the aroma of freshly ground coffee traveled, against all proven laws of physics, at something fairly close to the speed of light, making its way through my nostrils like a true elixir of the gods. And I couldn't help but revive the previous night. The chill that ran through my skin when I saw Liam get out of his car and fix his eyes on me for what I felt was an eternity. A pleasant eternity, by the way. The closeness at my apartment, the tingle I could not ignore when he looked down at the hem of my dress, and how I wished for the bit of a second that h
Officially Autumn. That's what I thought when a few leaves danced and whirlwinded by the widnow. Two weeks have passed since my last interaction with Liam. That day of the missing file ended soon after the file successfully left his outbox. He asked if I intended to go back to the party and offered to take me in case I wanted to, which I gracefully turned down since I started feeling extremely tired. I blamed it on the dancing. With a hint of a smile, he vanished through the door, carefully closing it behind him, and I let myself drop onto my bed. It turned out that Val's party was actually over shortly after, according to Susie, due to the rain which transformed itself into one of the heaviest ones of the year. I felt sorry for Val. Susie wouldn't believe me when I told her what happened that day, and that Liam actually offered himself to take me home, to then quickly vanish into a mist of yummy perfume. Yeah, I didn't mention the perfume part. I managed to skip telling her that his
He kept his eyes on the road and I did the same. Ever since I have learnt about the missing file, I had been feeling a rush of adrenaline running through my veins. The lights passing as we moved were helping me soothe the feeling. Rain droplets pouring down the window. - Thanks. And sorry. For all this… – I said. – I don't know how I could have missed it. – I muttered in awe for those words were intended for my very own consideration. Liam's eyes were still stuck on the road ahead of us as we slowed down, waiting for the next car to take a left turn at the cross road. - Not a problem. We are on it. - He said with no hint of a smile whatsoever. I nodded and smiled as shyly as I could. To myself. Five minutes later we were driving through my neighborhood’s main street, and I could see Café Orly’s awning and its charming french windows in the distance. A couple of turns later we were parking at an empty spot in front of my building, right across the street. We both hopped off of the ca
We stayed for a while in the patio sitting on the armchair, talking about this and that. The sun had already been fully set and we remained still and quiet while the lights from the party flickered upon our skin. The music was filling the air and I closed my eyes for a moment to appreciate the last wafts of the summer nights that would soon be replaced by the cold autumn breeze. Fall was my favorite season, especially in Boston. Terracotta-bricked buildings framed by trees full of warm-colored foliage would adorn the streets of the city, while the nights would be guarded by an incredibly starry sky. Still leaned back on my seat, I slowly opened my eyes, and I could see that the thousands of stars were already there, dazzling in all their greatness. A few or almost no clouds were wrapping the sky since the rain had subsided for the past couple of days.When I was 12 years old, my parents took my sister and I for a short trip here to Boston. It was the city where my father was born and w
It had almost been two weeks after the Margarita's episode. Since then, I had been unwaveringly working, day after day, in Peter’s project, reading materials and book chapters specialized in the subject. I had also met with Hilda twice and made some progress on the computing project as well. I had attended a few classes at the university, done sporadic visits to the library to check out or take a few books home, and made some space as well to have ridiculously brief yet invigorating coffee sessions with Susie or Jeremy, separately of course, to catch up on our lives. And I had dedicated the rest of the time to writing project reports, watching fifteen minutes of rom-coms or sit-coms at night, tidying my apartment up, and well yes, basic and necessary survival endeavours such as sleeping, bathing and eating froot loops. Susie still couldn't get over Jeremy seeing her totally plastered in tequila, and even though I swore to her that he would never dare to judge her (or anyone, but actua
A small ray of sunlight made its way through the window and landed on my face. The warmth caused by it made me open my eyes, which I immediately closed again when it felt like the strike of a thousand knives. Argh. My head. It was throbbing. One stab, followed by a second one, and then a stronger one that lasted for a couple of seconds. Momentarily paralyzed by the hammering pain, I took my fingertips to my temples and massaged them in an attempt to relieve them. When I was finally done, my hand flew to the nightstand looking for my cell phone. I had a meeting with my counselor in the morning, so I needed to check what time it was. My fingers touched nothing but an empty surface, so I gave up and brought them back to my face, where they began massaging my eyes this time, encouraging them to wake up. Determined to find a clock or something, I raised my trunk and propped my elbows on the bed with my eyes narrowed yet wide enough to give me a reliable glimpse of the clock in the kitchen
I left the vestibule with my mind totally adrift. Ignoring the remains of the tingling in my fingers, I continued walking through the tables. My eyes flew back to the large windows facing the street and I saw some people running, opening their umbrellas, or finding some shelter under the restaurant’s awning. The rain had ceased for a couple of hours but there it was again, unpredictable, just the way the whole evening had been. As I got closer to our table, I realized that Roger had moved to our couch and was sitting next to Susie, laughing at something on his cellphone. I hesitated for a second but then turned myself towards the empty couch.- Oh, sorry, Julie... – He said, standing up.- Hey, no. Please, stay there. I’ll sit here. – I said while sliding through the empty couch.- Are you sure?- Yes, of course.He nodded and sat back. - Liam just went to the… you know. – Roger pointed his index finger in the direction of the toilets to explain why his friend wasn't sitting at the ta
My phone rang, and I thanked to whichever laws of probability were favoring me at that precise moment.I took my phone from my purse and I saw Jeremy's name flashing on the screen. With all eyes on me, I excused myself and kindly asked Susie to let me pass through so I could take the call.- Jer…- Jules, please tell me you still have Swanson's book with you. The one you borrowed from the library, remember? – I could hear him typing on the keyboard.- Yes, I still have it. You need it? - I told him as I entered a vestibule with huge mirrors on the wall, a colorful four seats sofa and two doors on opposite sides, indicating the entrance to the toilets.- No, I just need... to know what it says, verbatim, one paragraph at page... forty-nine. I need to confirm something that I had written here. I'm not sure I took the correct notes.- Oh… I'm not at home now.- Oh.- Can I call you when I’m back home? A couple of hours maybe? - It’s alright. I’ll find my way, or we can check it later or
I felt my body collapse. Vital signs such as breathing, blinking, thinking, froze for what I assumed were a few milliseconds. My lungs released all the air stocked in them, and they only recovered after my oxygen supplies dropped to precarious levels. Immediately after, I felt my heart pumping blood again, slowly yet determinedly. I could feel it moving through my veins and arteries, leaving tickling traces all the way through, and making all its way up to my face until it reached my cheeks. Oh yeah. My cheeks, ladies and gentlemen, were giving themselves quite a feast up there.- Look who I found on my way here... – Susie's eyes were still holding that look, brows lifting carefully, shy smile popping out. It was the kind of look she gave me last year after she unintendedly ate the entire box of Ferrero’s Jeremy had given me for Christmas.- Hey Julie, how are you doing? – Said Roger with a huge smile spread on his lips. He was a gentle guy and I never quite really understood why he wa