Fuck It.

Gianni Summers

"Please" I begged "Let me hand it in, as you can see I've completed it. I just forgot to email it when I went through it this morning, please ?"

By now I'm whining but I don't give a damn, this assignment makes up fifty percent of my grade for this subject.

"No, now get the hell out of my office Ms Summers, and if you not gone right this second you'll force me to lay a complaint about your harassing nature" My annoying, hard headed professor screeches, almost making my eardrums bleed.

Huffing, I storm out into the busy campus hall way successfully knocking into someone, my papers falling all over the floor.

Quickly apologizing, I pick up my shit, gasping in horror as I see the time on my watch. Great just fucking great, I'm late for my shift at HuggaMug cafe.

Rushing inside the cafe, I throw off my coat and immediately get to work. "Hey Gigi, table five, hurry, a bunch of pompous asses over there" Sophia, my co-worker, my best friend and partner in crime whisper shouts as I grab the order.

My shift is finally almost over just five more minutes and then I'll get to go home and have a warm shower, read a book or two.

I live alone in a shitty apartment but beggars can't be choosers, with my all my student loans and other bills, I can't afford anything better even with the two day jobs I currently have.

My parents were no good junkies and left me at a doorstep of some orphanage, I've had about ten different foster homes and I can't say one good thing about any of them.

Thinking about everything I've gone through, and everything I still go through just to survive only motivates me to do better so that I can make a better life for myself, even so shit just get so hard sometimes but thats life, what can you do ?

"Table 3, 5, 6 and 10 is ready, get moving people!" Chef Larry screams from the back , I rush to get my table orders.

Rushing to table 5, I hand the nice couple their order and hurry to table 10. Setting down the plate of muffins I smile, none of them acknowledging it, snobby bitches.

Taking the coffee, I carefully place it on the table when snobby bitch one, waves her arm while talking animatedly, knocking the coffee out of my hand.

"Fuck" I shout because the scalding hot coffee spilled all over my hand, at the same time snobby bitch one screeches "You low life Idiot"

"What the fuck did you just say ?" I turn and glare at the snobby bimbo barbie. "I. Said. You. Low. Life. Idiot" She replies slowly but loud for the whole cafe to hear.

Everyone's attention is on us and it's so quiet you can hear a pin drop.

Slowly breathing in and then out, carefully trying to think of the best way to respond to her. She snickers, "What ? Deaf and dumb too?" That's it.

I lunge for her but I'm stopped midway by my boss. "You, go stand over there and get your shit straight" he commands me and then turns to barbie "Im sorry for the inconvenience, we'll get a steamy hot coffee right your way Ms, you just enjoy your meal"

"What the fu-" I'm interrupted when he drags me to his office, banging the door closed.

"Mike you know thats bullshit, you heard what snobby barbie said, that was plain human indecency! And she knocked the fucking mug out of my hand." I all but scream at him.

"Snobby barbie" he snickers "shit thats funny" not finding this situation funny I glare at him.

Once he sobers up, he quickly gets serious.

"Gianni you know better than anyone that the customer is always right no matter what they do.

Now knowing snobby barbie over there she'll definitely want some sort of punishment given to you, I'm betting her favorite being you getting fired and since her father is my business partner helping me open the new franchise, and I can not stress this enough I can't let princess run to daddy."

"So what are you saying Mike?" I interrupt him before he can blabber any further.

"You one of my best waitresses and you've grown on me and I just can't fire you love, so I'm going to have to let you go home with a three day suspension and no pay because I simply do not have the money to pay you and your fill in, I hope you understand, I'm sorry Gianni"

"You got to be fucking kidding me, you know I can't afford not to get paid!" I say frustratedly.

"They are in town for the next three days, three days is all I'm asking, this is my job, my life, my dream on the line here, I'm extremely sorry" he says sincerely sounding sorry.

"Yeah, yeah I get it Mike, I'll see you in three days" I say dejectedly, emotionally tired of everything. God I should've just kept my big mouth shut. No I just had to want to kill that particular barbie.

"Thank you Gianni, I owe you one. Now walk out like you just got fired" he says pleadingly.

Rolling my eyes, storming out banging his office door, grabbing my things hurriedly. Walking pass everyone looking furious. "That's right dummy, that's what happens to incompetent low lifes" snobby barbie screams from across the cafe.

Giving her the bird, I almost throw the cafe's door off its hinges storming out.

Just then it starts pouring rain, just fucking great and my apartment is a fifteen minute walk away and I'm in no mood as my legs are already paining.

What next God, what next? I can't even ask Sophia to take me home because she still has a hour shift so I guess I'm frikin walking.

Pulling my coat closer, trying to soak any warmth I can get, the streets of New York is live and full of life making me feel safer about walking this time of the evening.

I look at my reflection in one of the shops window and its safe to say I look like absolute shit.

My long dark black hair, wet and all over, my big blue eyes dull, and big black bags under them. I look almost skeletal.

Its not a wonder I'm alone and single, who the hell would want me ? Im no fun, always tired and I don't ever feel the need to put any effort into the way I look.

But no matter how lonely it gets I know its for the best. My future comes first, my education and a man would just deter me from what I really want.

Nothing but bad distractions.

Finally reaching home, I immediately jump into the shower, washing every part of my body clean, shaving too.

After that wonderful shower, I grab a sandwich to eat. Sitting at my kitchen counter, I look around my small and bland apartment.

My kitchen, lounge, dining room are all in one space, my apartment only has one bedroom and a ensuit bathroom. Not much but it does the job.

Throwing myself on the sofa, I get comfortable and watch some shit on television. I dont know when I fell asleep but I am suddenly being shaken awake by Soph.

"Come on, get up, we going out!!" She screams, I simply look at her like she's talking another language.

"Not once in our entire life as best friends, did I ever go out with you, and I assure you Soph that's not going to change. Now get the hell out of my apartment, I've had a bad day and all I need right now is sleep. Fuck off" I say, laying back down closing my eyes.

"NO, we are going to that new club that just opened tonight, my new friend got us VIP tickets so we are going. No I don't want to hear it, its a Friday night and like you say you've never ever went out and had fun you wasting your youth making yourself old!

You've never had a boyfriend, you've never been fucked, you've never even had your first kiss for god's sake. Get the fuck up, we're going. I went as far as buying you a brand new sexy ass dress, there's no way you getting out of this, I'll dress your ass myself. Now up with that ass we leave in 20."

"But ...." I start to protest but she effectively shuts me up.

"You had a bad day, you're tired, you don't party and have fun, you got your life planned, yes I know all that. But what's one night with your bestfry ? You are not living Gigi, you're existing.

After the day you had, especially after that stuck up bitch today you deserve a night off, I spat in that new steamy hot coffee by the way. Anyway point is for just one night say 'FUCK IT!' dont think just do."

Ughhhhh, she's right. Maybe I can let loose, for just one night. What can happen?

"Okay, only because you spat in her coffee, with your dirty mouth" I say with a straight face.

She bursts out in laughter "yes girl go get it!!"

After changing my mind a thousand times and a two hundred more arguments and lectures, Soph finally got me to this damn club.

Showing the bouncer by the entrance our tickets, he lets us in. As soon as we enter I'm overwhelmed with the amount of people and the smell of sweat and alcohol.

Bodies are all over dancing and grinding, music plays loudly and I'm gobsmagg about the way these people are dancing and drinking like they have absolutely no problems in life.

I envy them, could never be me. I can't go a second without thinking about everything that needs to be done, bills to pay, my job and what assignments are due next. Will I ever feel free like that?

"Giggi, over here" Soph pulls me to the booth, I didn't even notice how we got here, because I'm always thinking.

"Here" she gives me a glass of what I assume is some fruity juice by the taste of it. Not at all worried about getting drunk because she wouldn't give me alcohol. She knows I don't drink.

After about six of that fruity juices, I start to feel abit woozy. I feel good, happy and I can't help but giggle. Looking at Soph she smiles.

But it's a guilty smile, narrowing my eyes at her "you got me drunk, didn't you?" She giggles and nods. For some reason that makes me laugh too.

"Let's go dance" I say looking at the dancing bodies longingly. "I knew that alcohol kick would pull out that stick thats so far up your ass, lets gooo" she yells pulling me towards the dance floor.

Soph and I grinding and moving our bodies, feeling the beat, god it just feels so good. Feeling someone's eyes on me I turn to look up at the second floor, VIP section. I see a tall, big, muscled and fucking handsome guy just standing there watching me.

Feeling self conscious, I stop dancing. "What's wrong Giggi?" Soph asks "Thats it, I've had my fun, lets go home now" I whine.

Starting to feel a bit sober, realising all my assignments that needs to be completed and how I'm not cut out for this life, the alcohol, the men, just this, no.

"Come on Gianni, just one more drink and song then we can leave" she pouts and starts giving me the puppy dog eyes. "No you dont, stop that Soph, not the puppy dog eyes" I whine.

If its possible she makes it look even cuter, ughh " Fine just one drink and song, then I'm calling an uber" I say seriously. She nods her head enthusiastically.

Rolling my eyes, we make our way to the bar. Its safe to say we didn't stop after one glass. And we danced to alot more songs than one. And the stranger watching me, long forgotten.

Feeling my limbs tire from all the dancing, I make my way to the bar again, asking the bartender for another.

Swaying slightly, I turn to watch Soph as she dances with some guy, it looks hot and passionate, she's laughing and she looks happy.

Hearing the bartender set my glass down, I turn around quickly and somehow trip over my own feet, as I'm about to hit the ground face first someone grabs my waist, the grip is strong and send sparks against my skin.

"Woah there darling, slowly now" his voice strong, husky and smooth sending shivers down my spine.

His scent blanketing me, he smells so good. Then I remember he was the one watching me.

Looking at his face closely, he has strong features, sharp jawline and cheekbones. Deep, dark, green eyes and there's so much emotion none that I can decipher.

Letting my eyes take in every detail of him, slowing letting it glide over down towards his lips, then his neck, it's so thick.

His neck, filled with tattoos, so sexxy, noticing his rolled up sleeves and the tattoos covering them. He is built like a god.

Damnn.

Snapping my eyes to his, seeing them twinkle with mischief. "Like what you see darling?" He asks nipping my ear.

Blushing red as a tomato, I move my eyes to the floor, "Did you like what you saw?" Letting him know I know it was him watching me while I danced.

He growls, making my lower regions warm and needy. "You bet your pretty ass I did" he says kissing down my neck.

I don't know if it's just this man, or if it's the alcohol, but I'm not stopping him, loving how he feels against my skin. So warm, so good, sparks every place he touches.

Moaning, I push myself against him, wanting every part of my body to touch his. He grabs my ass, and sucks harder on my skin.

The warmth of his lips disappears from my neck, making me whimper. Opening my eyes I see him smirking at me.

Im about to pull away when he grabs my face.

He smashes his lips into mine and I swear there were explosions and fireworks.

His lips are so warm and soft. He's so rough but soft at the same time. Pulling away in shock and loss of oxygen, looking at this specimen of a man I cant help but want more.

Grabbing his face, I smash my lips against his and his quick to give me want I want. Slowly and softly I bite on his bottom lip.

He growls, "Dont do that love" Im about to ask why when he grabs my hand and grabs his hard shaft with it through his suit pants. "That's why"

Oh my god, its huge and hard and I cant help but move my hand wanting to feel more of him.

Unfortunately he grabs my hand and growls again. "Lets take this back to the hotel before I bend you over this table and bang you hard for the world to see" his rich, smooth but strong and commanding voice fill my ears, his minty breath fanning my face.

So fucking horny, I giggle and nod just wanting to get out of this damn club only now realizing that we practically almost had humped each other in this room with so many people.

After telling Soph she practically shoved me out and forced me to leave with this god like stranger.

Telling me to get it girl. Ughh where I found her or how are we friends ? I wouldnt know.

Reaching the hotel room, finally. Im immediately pushed up against the wall and his lips finds mine again.

Our kiss and touches are so hungry, so raw and passionate, he throws off my my dress, kissing down my neck to the valley of my breast, giving them a quick squeeze he moves down, leaving butterfly kisses in his trail.

Not being able to take it anymore I whimper out a "Please". He chuckles pulling back and giving my body a once over. Growling in approval.

He picks me up, I wrap my leg around his torso feeling his hard erection rub against my most sensitive parts making me cry out in pleasure.

He lays me down on the bed and then moves his face down to my panties, he looks up at me watching his every move curiously and a bit nervously.

He gives me a drop dead gorgeous smile making a even bigger puddle in my panties. He then dips his head and rips my black panties with his teeth, making me gasp in shock.

And I thought I was horny at the club ? Damn.

Feeling the need for something more, anything I just want him near, on me, fuck even in me right now.

As if hearing my thoughts, he smashes his face into my pussy and starts licking and sucking and oh my god, I throw my head back moaning loudly.

Making him groan in satisfaction, which send vibrations against my clit making me moan louder. God he's so good, bet he's done this a thousand times.

My thoughts immediately dissapear when he sticks his tongue into me, making me cry out in pleasure, he doesnt stop he keeps going, he then uses his finger and I just couldn't take it anymore.

Im so close, I'm ready, he then inserts a finger and starts pumping, while nipping my clit with his teeth. Not being able to hold on anymore I let go and hard.

"Good girl" he grumbles, licking me up "sooo fucking sweet" he groans out. I hear him but not functioning, I'm too busy coming down from my high.

I hear the foil wrapper tearing, snapping my eyes to him, I watch as he takes off his pants and slips the condom on his huge fucking dick.

Ohh my god, soo fucking huge. I know he's going to destroy me with that monster. My heart is pounding and its safe to say im scared shitless, but at the same time so horny.

Im kind of have a internal debate, whether to lay still and get dick or run. My decision is made for me when he rips his shirt off and I almost passed out looking at his mucles and tattoos not leaving a inch of his skin uncovered.

Did I mention that tattoos are a huge turn on for me. "You ready baby?" He asks as he comes between my legs kissing me hard.

Grabbing the back of my neck as he rubs his naked erect cock against my pussy making me scream. I just fucking died.

"So wet, so responsive, god you driving me crazy mia bella" he says his accent rolling so smoothly of his tongue making me shiver.

He then aligns his shaft and pushes into me hard making me cry out in pain. It feels like he broke me in half, technically he did break me but god this is so painful no one said it was this sore.

Noticing that he's not moving, I open my eyes which I now realise was tightly shut as a tear rolls down my cheek to see that he is frozen, looking at me.

"You a fucking virgin? Why the fuck didnt you tell me? I could of seriously hurt you if I didnt already" he states angrily.

He looks funny though, he looks mad, lustful and at the same time like his straining himself to keep still or murder my pussy, which I feel like he's already done.

"We didnt really speak about it, it doesnt matter now you balls deep in me and you already took my first kiss and broke my hymen, just keep going" I tell him, pushing my hips up.

He groans as I moan, its still sore but it somehow feels good too. "God have you been living under a rock ? I took your first kiss too. I hope you don't get attached and shit, I dont fuck the same pussy on more than one occasion" he says strained as he tries to moving slowly in me.

I dont pay much attention to his insult loving how he feels inside of me, throwing my head back and moaning.

"I want you to look at me as I fuck you, my name is Elijah, when you cum I want you to scream it" he commands me in a sexy voice.

I didn't even have to wait until I came, he had me screaming his name long before that , long after too, he actually had me screaming all night.

Sometime in the early hours of the morning we finaly fell asleep, exhausted from our many, many rounds.

Groaning, I open my eyes as the sunlight shines warmly and brightly on me, fuck my head hurts.

Trying to get up, but failing as I'm securely wrapped in big muscled arms filled with tattoos.

Slowly lifting his arm up and getting out of the bed,looking around the room, all the memories from last night comes flooding in.

Blushing furiously, I found my clothes as quickly as I can remembering Elijah's words last night, so before I can get thrown out like the cheap trash I am I hightail out of there.

I mean what the actual fuck???