Chapter Thirteen
~ Aspen ~
I marched into the room, practically seeing red. I don’t remember feeling this angry, ever. Five hours. I had been locked in that disgusting place for five fucking hours. I was proud of myself for finally getting out, yes, but my rage was much stronger. I didn’t stop until I was face to face with my father, the man I’d watched go crazy in front of my eyes. Or, rather, the man I watched finally unleash his crazy in front of me.
“That’s my girl.” He leaned back in his wheeled office chair, hands clasped against his stomach, a proud smirk on his face. I wanted nothing more than to punch that smirk right off. My hands clenched into tight fists. A girl can dream.
Chapter Fourteen ~ Lexa ~ I swallowed hard. I had given an ultimatum and I didn’t know where it would stand. I was told we would talk more about it tonight, but that had been a long way off. All the staff had taken on a new form of cruelty since I had said my piece. But I knew my odds of getting Will out of here relied on this. When he was awake, he had done nothing but glare at me, but now he was asleep, and I was preparing to give him as much energy as it would take to help him get out of here alive. I was hopeful that S could help him find the others, but I doubted she’d be able to. “You’re bold,” Mr. Oakley stated loudly when he finally walked in. “Giving me, a highly ranked officia
Chapter Fifteen ~ Aspen ~ My body was stiff, each step taking more effort than the last. We were almost at the tree line now. The journey to get here had been rough due to the stubborn guy at my side. “Can you please just cooperate?” I gasped out, giving Will a pointed look. It was weird seeing him outside that cell. Good, but weird. He was a real person now, not just a caged stranger I’d been keeping alive for a few weeks. He seemed to be doing better somehow, with more energy than I’d ever seen. “Not a chance.” He quipped back
Chapter Sixteen~ Lexa ~ I laid on the floor of the padded room they had placed me in and closed my eyes. I liked the padded room. It made me feel less crazy. I remembered in the classes back when I was in school, they told us that this was the kind of place mentally unstable people would end up. It was a way to make sure they couldn’t hurt themselves. The irony was that they were the ones hurting me, but still it somehow calmed me. It made me feel like what I had done was crazy, but I was no crazier than the craziest. Of course, that was not their intention. They wanted me to go mad in solitude. They wanted to break me. But solitude and I got along. It had been a long time since I had been anywhere this silent. My h
Chapter Seventeen ~ Aspen ~ I moved through the trees slowly, counting my steps as I went. I had never taken the time to look around during my trips to see everyone underground. The forest was truly beautiful in its own way. Some kind of animal ran into my path, and I jumped back. I watched it run away, wishing I was free enough to do the same. There were so many things holding me back. My obligations to dad, to E, to practically the whole world were beginning to weigh on me. I felt as if the fate of all the sick was in my hands. Technically, it might be. I played with the half full syringe as I approached the hole I’d gone down several times too many already. I’d made a silent promise to bring the serum to Jax. I knew it was impor
Chapter Eighteen~ Lexa ~ I couldn’t breathe. The pain was coursing through my body and there could be no relief. Tonight’s serum was worse than this morning’s. I could tell S hadn’t given me all of it, and that probably had something to do with it. I closed my eyes and tried to focus. “Miss. Lexa,” Mr. Oakley’s harsh voice shouted from across the gym. “You need to pull it together or our deal is off!” I wanted to tell him that I was trying. I wanted to tell him that the pain was unbearable. I wanted to tell him I needed a break. But that wasn’t an optio
Chapter Nineteen~ Aspen ~ I woke to the sound of laughter. The muscles in my neck protested as I stretched away the sleep. Surprisingly, it’d been the best night’s rest I’d gotten in a while. I blinked a few times to clear my eyes and sat up. The sleeping bag around me pooled at my waist before I slid my legs free. I made my way toward the entrance of my tent, which was actually Grey’s tent, and peaked my head out. I stopped to watch the source of the happy sounds, a small smile pulling at my lips. Gracie was playing with two young boys. They were running around, trying to catch each other but mostly just falling over in fits of giggles. Seeing them so carefree reminded me of why E wa
Chapter Twenty ~ Lexa ~ I could hear commotion before I opened my eyes. Fear and realization hit me. I was back in prison. That was the only reason it could be so loud. I had passed out in the woods. Of course they had found me. I hadn’t gotten very far. Now I was going to pay for what I did. And even worse, I had shown them what I was capable of . “Lexa,” A quiet fearful voice whispered. “Lex, can you hear me?” I moved my head slightly. Yes, I could hear them, but why was there a gentleness in their voice? What was going on? “Lex, it’s me, I need you to wake up. Please, please wake up.”
Chapter Twenty-One ~ Aspen ~ I sat on the dirt ground with my back pressed firmly against a large rock. This is where I’d been for what felt like hours now. I was just watching. Watching everyone distribute food and supplies for the evening, watching some talk and laugh while others looked overwhelmed. Despite my conversation with E earlier, I didn’t feel like I belonged here. All these people are a family, and they probably wouldn’t be too willing to add on another member like me. Now, almost everyone had turned in for the night. There were a couple people wandering around here or there, not doing anything of importance. I hadn’t seen E or any of the guys for quite a while. After talking to E, I’d made some random excuse and found this secluded spot to sit and think by myself. I had
Chapter Forty-One ~ Aspen ~ Jax and I moved quickly through the dense crowd. We hadn’t talked much on the way here. There was just too much at stake. It was a lot to take in, and neither of us really knew how to handle it. I’d gone into autopilot mode, and I wasn’t planning on turning it off until all of us were safe and this was all over. It’s how I’d survived this long, and I could only hope that it would get me through this too. The market was packed. It was both relieving and incredibly strange to be surrounded by technology again. And modern clothes. I had forgotten how behind E and the guys were. Jax suddenly placed a hand against my bicep, and I stopped walking. “That’s her.” He gestured to a woman leaning casually against a fresh produce stand, and I moved toward her without hesitation. This conversation needed to happen as quickly as possible. There was no telling when the attack would arrive. They could already be there. “Excuse me?” I tried to keep the urgency ou
Chapter Forty~ Lexa ~I spoke quickly even though I had gone over the plan with S and Jax a thousand times. “You need to try and get into the labs. Show where we were kept. The battle will be one thing but show how they treated us. Why we ran is just as important if not more. Are you sure you don’t need me to go?” “Yes,” S sighed as she packed her backpack with extra rations and clothes. “Do you even know how to work a camera, E?” I sighed too. “No.” I replied. “I’ve never seen one. Except for in the lab.” “You can’t run from this, E. Besides, your ability to manipulate energy will be put to use way better here.” She tried to comfort me. “I really don’t want to stay here,” I confided. “S, your dad already is trying to kill you. We were both in the city just the other day. What if going back is a trap?” “It was your idea, E,” She reminded me. “You said we need exposure. This is how we do it. And you being flippy floppy on the whole thing is just annoying me.”I hated when my own
Chapter Thirty-Nine~ Aspen ~Will looked like he was about to throw up. He turned to go after her, but I moved to catch his arm. “Just leave it for now.” I urged, and he plopped back down onto his chair in defeat. I honestly didn’t know what to make of that situation. If he really did sleep with her and someone else right after, she had every right to be mad. I chewed on my bottom lip as I recalled mine and Grey’s night together just a few hours ago. Yeah, if he did that with anyone else, he’d be dead. I cleared my throat in the hopes of cutting some of the tension. “Well, uh. I have a plan and it might be really stupid.” Three sets of eyes looked at me expectantly and I sighed. “First things first, there’s something you all need to know.” I let my attention land on Grey and prepared myself for anything. I had no idea how he was going to react to the news. We’d never talked about his family. I wasn’t sure if he even knew his mom was
Chapter Thirty-Eight~ Lexa ~S stormed out but the rest of the gang moved out a little slower. Grey ran out after S, but not before shooting me a glare. And Jax came over and kissed my forehead and muttered something about he was glad I was home. And Will tried to move closer and cuddle, but I told him that he was the last person I wanted to see right now. He kept asking what happened, what happened, and I couldn’t tell him. He didn’t know what he did. But I did. I did. And I was never going to forgive him. So, after everyone finally left my room, I found myself sitting in the lobby on the windowsill, taking first watch like I had done every night before I had left. I was exhausted. But I needed a plan to present to everyone with the information I had. Should we stay and defend our fortress? Or should we flee? How could we win this war? I had been fighting it my whole life, and I was no closer than when I started. It was well after 3 am when Grey finally stumbled out into the lobby
Chapter Thirty-Seven~ Aspen ~ I cast E a relieved smile. Confusion shot through me at the sight of her out this far, but seeing a familiar face was more comforting than anything. She knocked dad’s men off their feet and caught up to me quickly. I twisted to get a look behind us and winced. An endless stream of men were coming from seemingly nowhere. E swiped a hand in the air and some kind of shockwave moved through the grassy field around us. With that, everyone following us shot backwards as if pulled by an invisible rope. “Over here.” She called, suddenly veering to the right. I followed suit immediately, trusting where she was leading me. We ducked into the tree line and continued running at full speed. “I’m sorry.” She huffed from beside me. “Not now.” I grunted in return. It wasn’t the right time to have that discussion. For one, we were running for our lives. And two, I was nowhere near ready to forgive her. Or anyone else, for that matter. I could be stubborn to a f
Chapter Thirty-six~ Lexa ~I was breathing hard. There was little to no room to go. A stranger was not welcome at the market and I was worse than a stranger. I was a traitor. A no good. A nobody. Nothing was worse than a girl stuck in a cage. But I had much to learn here in the city. Despite how hard everyone tried to keep to themselves, they were all gossips. Harry was getting married this weekend to a girl his mother hated. The poor girl was as nervous as a cat in a thunderstorm. Then there was Jem who was cheating on his girl with Olivia. And the Harrison’s were in the middle of a nasty divorce. But beneath the shallowness there were secrets. And plans that no one was too keen on keeping a secret. But yet they were life changing. And they had to do with my people. “Did you hear Lisa Harris’ daughter is now under investigation?”“Wow, that's really young to be found with the sickness. She’s what? 3?”“It’s disturbing.” “Did you hear about the Carter’s son? They’ve been looking f
Chapter Thirty-Five ~ Aspen ~ I woke with a start, bolting upright as my heartbeat painfully in my chest. I assessed my surroundings quickly and tried to slow my breathing. I was safe. I was laying on the disgusting forest floor, covered in freezing mud, but I was safe. I’d been walking for I don’t even know how many days at this point. I needed to find a permanent place to rest, and fast. I’d eaten nearly all of the food I packed, so I wouldn’t last much longer in the elements. Winter was closing in and fast. The temperature was dropping significantly each day. My head twisted to the side painfully fast at the sound of leaves crunching behind me. I was currently sitting with my back up against a tree, and whatever had made the sound was on the other side of it. My heartrate picked up again as I pulled myself up onto my feet and held my breath. I squeezed my eyes shut in an effort to gain some courage before peering around the tree. I let out a sigh of relief when I saw that it h
Chapter Thirty-Four~ Lexa ~I immediately felt guilty as S ran out of the room, but I was mad. She could have gotten herself hurt. It would not have been hard to tell one of us she could fix it. She’s the one who just a single night before had lectured me on needing to work as a team. Whatever this was, it was not my fault. “Now you’ve done it,” Grey snapped as he exited the room, but I didn’t move. I was still fuming. “Breathe, Lex,” Will whispered in my ear. I shot him a deadly glare. How dare he tell me to breathe? She could have endangered everyone. “How is this different?” Will prodded. He knew he was in dangerous territory with that question, I could tell by his face, but what he meant, I had no idea. “What?” I snapped. I could hear the anger in my voice. “How is what she did any different than what you do every day?” “That is not a fair question, William.” I replied coldly. “Why not?” He questioned, his voice calm with just a smidge of an edge. “You make risky choice
Chapter Thirty-Three ~ Aspen ~ I let out a harsh breath as I recoiled back. The hit to my ribs caused a sharp pain to vibrate through my sides and down my spine. I gasped for air and placed a gloved hand against the tender spot. “Geez, chill out.” “Do you think your enemy is going to chill out?” Grey rolled his eyes and lifted his hands back into fighting position. “What does that even mean?” I rolled my eyes right back and tried to catch my breath. We’d been training for at least an hour now and I was exhausted. He wasn’t taking it easy on me, which I guess is better in the long run, but damn was it tiring. And painful. I knew he wasn’t hitting me nearly as hard as he could, but I would still have bruises after this. I took a step forward and tried to land a hit but, of course, he dodged it. He caught my wrist easily and jerked me forward. I lost my footing and slammed into his chest so harshly it knocked the air from my lungs. I placed my free hand against him and tried