Felix
She's walking away from me in that black leather skirt, and all I can do is yell out to her, and beg her to come back because I need to feel her flesh against mine.She turns around at last, but her face is distorted...ugly.I wake up in cold sweat. It's the same dream again that wakes me with a gasp.The fear that had slowly built up inside me while I slept suddenly erupts, and I find myself shaking uncontrollably, my heart pounding faster than ever.I try desperately to understand what happened and focus on the facts.It wasn't Emily who tried to take something from me - it was someone else entirely. Someone wanted revenge on me for some unknown reason.But it doesn't comfort me. Even the facts, at this point, could be conjecture.My thoughts quickly return to her betrayal as I step out of bed and paces around like a caged animal.I wish for the time to move faster so she thinks she's safe enough to return. So I can grab her and hold her hostage and finally ask the questions I so want to ask.I won't kill her ... no. I will get answers, though.But she's gone, and I'm left feeling emptiness.I wonder what really happened to Emily. Who is she? Where did she come from and why did she try to spy on me?My mind keeps returning to those few precious moments when we shared a passionate bed - when our lips, souls, and bodies all seemed connected.That has never happened before ... at least, not with me.Women were, to me, for the longest time - disposable?But at last, I believed I had found my match, only to discover she was anything but.After all, a Don cannot be involved with a woman who dares betray him? Our lives are precarious enough already.But I need answers. I need to know what she was trying to do, and I wonder ... could she have left a trail when she hacked into my computer.I pick up the phone and call my cousin, Enzo. The only hacker in our family."Enzo," I say. "I've been compromised. I need you at my house now."When the Don calls, everyone comes running and Enzo is at my home within fifteen minutes."What happened?" he asks, as he rushes in with a large briefcase. I don't have to ask, I know what's in there - his equipment."Someone hacked my computer," I said.He stands there, shocked. I know what he's thinking - how could someone possibly make it past all my security?"How?" he asks."I don't know," I say.Enzo looks at me skeptically, and I can tell he didn't believe me. "From within the house?" he asks.I feel ashamed that a Don like myself could be so easily outdone by someone from within.Then again, this world I come from is ever-changing, and perhaps it was foolish to think I was immune from its reach."Was it a woman?" Enzo asks. "Has to be a woman, doesn't it? How long did you know her?""I reported this to you because you're the best I know," I say. "Will you be able to find out what she saw?""This is why your father used to say, marry a girl, never love a girl. What were you thinking, Felix?""I’m thinking of putting a bullet through your head right now, Enzo. Get to work."I see his face turn ashen white. I don't need to say anything more because Enzo is already running towards my study.By the time I catch up with him, he has already begun unpacking his equipment and setting up a laptop to start his investigations.Enzo looks at my screen and connects to WIFI with one of his smart devices."Damn, Felix," he says. "Your wireless is so compromised. Do you need me to even hack into anything?"I can see the strain on Enzo's face. He is really bothered. Clearly, the situation is worse than I thought."Go ahead," I say."I examine the security logs and see someone logging on to the wireless, but they haven't been restricted.They didn't leave any footprints behind, which is what I would expect to see if someone had accessed the network through a typical wireless router.Whoever is doing this is a pro," says Enzo.For some unknown, irrational, depraved reason, I feel mild pride. Damn, at least I know how to pick the good ones.There was something special about Emily, and I had known it from the moment I saw her."This looks like someone is playing games with you," says Enzo."Very funny. Can you find out what she took?"Enzo nodded and continued working. An hour went by, then two. As the third began, he jumped from his seat, a look of complete shock upon his face.His hands reached for his cheeks as he jumped in the air, clutching his face in exaggerated emotion - "Everything," he says, at last. "She knows everything. Including your bank account passwords.""What about the operations?" I ask, my heart dropping to my stomach."Everything, Felix."We both sit there in silence, grappling with our thoughts. We are the Carlisi's. This sort of thing doesn't happen to us... ever."I'm telling you," says Enzo. "This woman you brought home is a goddamn genius. A level par any I've known."I nod. "I checked her. I caught her, and I checked her. She didn't have anything on her. I took and smashed her phone too.""Did you check inside her pussy?" asks Enzo.For some reason, the question enrages me beyond words."How dare you?" I say, grabbing him by his collar and slamming him against the wall. Emily comes to mind, and my heart aches.The image of her heart-shaped face and her smile pops into my mind. No matter what, hearing someone ... anyone talks about her in this humiliating manner is riling me up."I...I'm sorry," says Enzo, clearly petrified. I step back.I breathe. I think.Enzo is just doing his duty."No, I didn't," I finally concede. "I should have."He shrugs. "I mean, there's so much information on here. To be honest, one would have to carry it out somehow.There's no evidence of uploads on a cloud. Wait ... do you have a camera in here somewhere?"Fuck. Why hadn't I thought of it? She had shut off all cameras, but my app can only host 16 for live view.I remembered that the one in my office isn't part of that live view, so she couldn't have disabled it.I've hit the jackpot. I exuberantly stare at Enzo and say, "Enzo, well done."I lead him to the security room, and he begins scanning through the footage for that night.As Enzo works, I think about Emily. How could I have been so foolish to allow her in my house?She works at the most dangerous underground bar, where enemies surround each patron, and I had brought danger to my doorstep.Enzo suddenly jumps up from his seat and points to the screen. "I found her," he exclaims. "Here, look!"I lean in closer to the monitor, my heart racing. On the screen, there was the woman I had brought home that night, stealthily entering the room. She picks up her cell phone. She wasn't alone that night - she had help. Butfrom who?We watch patiently, yet so impatiently.At last, I find my blood boiling as I notice her inserting two drives into my computer. She waits patiently.And then ... something changes.She removes the drive and sits there, almost as though she's being haunted. Minutes pass by. Ten, fifteen, thirty."Why the hell isn't she leaving?" asks Enzo.I shake my head. "If I had any answers, I wouldn't have called you Enzo."And then she takes the drives and throws them in the paper bin near my desk."What the fuck?" asks Enzo as I stare in disbelief."Could you be wrong?" I ask Enzo. "About someone having access to all the information?Maybe she failed to copy the data. Maybe she was sitting and thinking of what more she could do in this case, Enzo. Tell me, are you wrong?""I don't know," he says, standing from the chair. "The only way to know? We go check."We rush to my study, and Enzo grabs the drives from the bin. We insert it into the computer, and Enzo's eyes widen with shock."She had all the data," he says. "Everything. It's on here." He inserts the other and runs the same scans. "The data is on both of these.""Then why..." I ask, looking at Enzo, "Would she not take it and run? She had it all within grasp. She could have made a run for it and never been caught. She wasted time sitting there, thinking. Why didn't she take her chance?""And who?" added Enzo, "was she speaking with on the phone? Wouldn't she be accountable to them?""I don't know," I say, taking a seat and lighting up a cigar."Maybe she truly does like you," says Enzo. "Because she thought about the consequences. Maybe she changed her mind?""True," I whisper. "Enzo, can you zoom in on the phone call since she was on speaker and try to find a number for it? Could you, perhaps, get a software to read her lips for me?"Enzo nods. I wait for a few hours, awake and restless, until he returns."Boss," he says, shaking his eyes in disbelief. "You ever heard of the group anonymous?"I nod - "They are hackers," I say. "A network of people, together, working under one name, to take down the worst of the worst on the world and the web.""She's one of them.""What?" I screech in shock."Well, not anonymous, but some group similar to that. I couldn't find much, but it's a women's network, and I've only just heard rumors about a group called Illuminati.Well, she mentioned the word when she spoke to them. The software scan clearly said that the woman spoke the following words – it's for my safety. I wouldn’t ask the Illuminati if I didn’t believe it to be life or death for myselfor someone else."I shake my head, puzzled. Did she fear me? Did someone she knew believe I would harm them?"Find out everything you can about this Illuminati," I tell Enzo. "And make sure no one within the clan knows what you're up to. Today didn't happen."RosalieFor now, I convince Rodriguez, the White Rabbit’s owner, to hire another girl behind the bar.All it takes is to say I have Covid, and he’s quarantined me in my room.I know it’s a lie, and I can’t hold this up forever, but what other choice do I have?If I work at the bar, he’s bound to find and kill me. If I leave, where do I go? I need a plan.To set a plan in motion, I need a new phone and a way to escape from Illinois by finding the next place to head to while ensuring Felix doesn’t see me around.So, as my quarantine ends, I muster up the courage and leave my room at The White Rabbit well past 3am.The bar downstairs is closed and locked. I make sure to check before I exit my room.What next? Find the nearest 7-11.I stole a girl’s ID card from the bars’ lost and found and forged it with my photograph.Emily Jackson will be dead from this day forward since Redneck is ready to hunt her down to the ends of the earth.As for what name I’ll take? I’ll have to figure it out o
FelixI walk through the forest to clear my head. It’s been a busy and tiring night.When I became Don, I had promised one thing - change.We would be doing things around here differently, and when I heard through the grapevine that my men picked up a small laundromat owner for not paying back the ten grand he borrowed from us and planned on takinghim to our spot in the forest for some ‘sprucing up’ which is our code word for beat the living crap out of him, I lost it.I got in my car and circumvented their violent plansI found them, and before I could think twice, I broke through the bushes and stormed into the clearing“What is going on here?” I shouted in a rage. “What do you people think you’re doing?”..The poor man’s face had contorted with surprise when he saw me, and he couldn’t have been more grateful to have found an escape.To prove how serious I was about change, I gave the man a year to repay the loan and shorted the interest rate to 9% - a rarity in our world.“I’ll dea
EmilyI wake up, and the room is pitch black.It takes me a few seconds to remember where I am. The memories from last night flood back, and I realize I’m in Felix’s guest room.My body aches a little from Redneck’s rough hands that had taken brutal hold of me, but it is quickly forgotten as my mind drifts back to Felix’s warm embrace.His tender kiss had melted away all the fear and anxiety that had welled within me since the night began.The security Felix had given me by offering me a place to stay for the night filled me with unexplainable joy.He was so different from everything else I’d experienced in life, so caring and gentle.Butterflies flutter in my stomach at the thought of him, and I smile slightly at my foolishness.Like this would ever work. A Battaglia and a Carlisi?Not to forget, all those people hunting me ...But what is this, if not fate?Perhaps it is destino ... destiny ... fate.After all, he was the last thought playing on my mind when Redneck had his gun draw
FelixAs I carry her to my room, I catch a whiff of that lavender again. I don’t know if she guessed that I purposely turned everything in the bathroom into lavender.The soap, the hand wash, the lotion.I can’t wait to take her dress off and taste it all over her. I know she’s used it.I open the door and kick it shut behind me. I want to throw her on the bed, but I remember the bruises and instead lay her down on it.Her arms reach for my neck, and she pulls me closer to herself, kissing me tenderly. I turn it passionate.Our tongues dance with each other as I slide my hands under her dress, feeling her smooth skin underneath.I gently lift it off of her. She moans into my mouth as my fingers trail up her thighs and reache the edge of her panties.I break away from our kiss and look into her eyes, seeing my desire and need mirrored. I trail kisses down her neck, nipping at the sensitive skin until I reach the swell of her breasts.I flick my tongue over the fabric of her bra, feelin
EmilyI don’t know what Felix wants to talk about, but as I sit on the coffee table counter, watching him bring me coffee, I don’t believe I can focus on what he has to say.He’s still shirtless, and those abs ... how had I never noticed them before?Probably because I was too busy fucking him.He close to me and puts the cup down. “There you go,” he says, his finger gently touching mine.“Thanks.”I take a sip. It’s perfect. Just like me.“Well,” he begins, his voice bringing me back to the conversation.“I wanted to talk about something important.”“Okay ...” I respond, trying my best to control my racing heart.His face is serious, his eyes looking into mine as though he’s contemplating something based on being able to hear my thoughts.I wait for him to speak, but he doesn’t. Not for what feels like an eternity, at least.Unable to handle it any longer, I try and break the tension with a joke:“You need a passport if you want to go on this journey with me.”He stares at me in di
FelixAs I drill into her, her waist in the palms of my hand, her ass moving in waves while my dick attacks her full throttle, I want to show her who’s boss.Our bodies are slick with sweat, our pants harsh against each other’s ears as I drive into her with a feral hunger, I can barely contain, my balls slapping against her ass while I devour her body and soul.I pump faster and faster. The only sound resonating is our heavy panting and skin against skin.I bend forward, grab her hair in my fist, and pull her neck back so her body is arched like a kitten’s.“You really are trouble, aren’t you, Emily?” I ask her.“You like it dirty, huh?” she says, turning her face at an angle where I can see her bite her lip.“Oh, you have no idea,” I whisper, sliding my hands up to her breasts and squeezing them gently before thrusting.I find a steady pace, controlling, and calculative. I know how women cum, and this one...I want her to fucking cum, and cum, and cum again. I want to please her like
EmilyFelix has over ridden all the crash systems in my life in one swift move.He’s come in and dealt with every problem I have, at least the ones he knows about.My bedroom has been set up with more than everything I could possibly need.A study table with a state-of-the-art computer system, a brand-new wardrobe, makeup, shoes of all kinds, a treadmill, and a mini-fridge!I could live here and survive without ever having to go out.It’s insane.Whenever I try to thank him, he flicks my attempts aside with a wave of his hand - almost coldly, like thanking him brings him some form of insult.I take off my T-shirt and bra to find a comfier one. Maybe change into a dress?I shouldn’t have lied to him, I know, but what other choice did I have?When he asked me if there was more ... how could I tell him that not only was there more, but also less.That my father wasn’t an alcoholic, that I grew up with more money than I knew what to do with, and that my parents didn’t die in a car acciden
EmilyAlto scowls but does as he is told, grabbing the two other men and heading out.Just before they exit, he turns, looks at me, and then at Felix. He asks, “What about her?”“She works for me now,” says Felix coldly.“Boss. I ain’t done her background check.”I feel the panic rise in my heart. What if they need to do a background check?What if they discover who I really am and find my ID fake, which it is.“Get out,” says Felix, ending this conversation. I sigh with relief.Once they are gone, Felix turns to me with an apologetic look.“I am so sorry about that,” he says softly, putting a hand on my shoulder gently.“It’s okay,” I say. Felix is scanning my face closely, and I know why.He wants to see if the violence has made me nervous.It hasn’t, and why would it?I grew up in the Battaglia home, surrounded by this sort of stuff all the time.But I pretend it’s shaken me up because I risk losing more than I gain if I don't.“Sir,” I say, moving to the man. “Are you alright? Wha
AlexanderA year have passed since the end of the war between my family and the Saconne family. Everyone was at peace. The Romano family was prospering with the added territory of the Saconnes we had divided amongst the other three great families.We were in good times now. Aryana had given birth to our son and he was adorable. He had my gray eyes, which I had also gotten from my father and Aryana’s golden-brown hair. I can still remember the day she went into labor. I had been so afraid and uncertain of what to do. Give me a gun or a knife, and I could kill anyone you wanted to, but give me a pregnant Aryana who was in labor? I was lost.I could still remember the emotions that threatened to overflow when an exhausted but overjoyed Aryana placed our son in my arms for the first time. Despite how wrinkly skin, he was beautiful.After recuperating, Aryana completed her master’s degree in Psychology. It had been a little bit difficult to see her stress over completing projects before de
“I was unconscious for two weeks?” Alexander was astonished, but I ignored his question because I just needed to tell him about my feelings in case this was all temporary.“And seeing how you would never wake up, I was lonely and scared, and I thought about all the times we had spent together, and I realized that I had fallen in love with you, but I didn’t know why I couldn’t say it, and then I regretted it and-,”Dry lips blocked the rest of my words from coming out. I didn’t hesitate to kiss back. It was amazing! I didn’t care that his lips were parched or that he hadn’t brushed his teeth in two weeks. I only watched him kissing me back, something he could do because he was awake!We slowly drifted apart.“Hi,” I whispered, afraid I would start rambling again.“Hi.” He said back to me. We stared deeply at each other, cataloging our features as if afraid we would forget with time.“I missed you.”“I missed you too.”I smiled widely, the first smile I had given in two weeks, and leane
AryanaTwo weeks.Two weeks had passed since Tony and Marcelo returned with an unconscious Alexander, covered in his blood. It’s been two weeks since Alexander promised me everything would be all right, since he promised he would come back. Technically, he didn’t lie. He did come back. Just not the way I had expected. It’s been two weeks since I last heard his voice, Since Alexander was last conscious.I missed him. I missed his voice. I missed his smiles and his grins. I missed seeing his gray eyes. I forgot how warm his embrace was. I missed the feeling of his lips on my body. I missed everything.To think that his last words to me had been to reassure and comfort me, and I couldn’t even tell him that I loved him. That was right. In watching over his prone body for the past two weeks, I came to the realization that I did, in fact, love Alexander. I couldn’t believe it had taken him falling into a coma for me to realize my feelings.How had I been so blind? Why had I continued to dou
Having found out the truth, there was no point in delaying matters. The only reason why Tom had been so successful in beating us down was because of Alfonso. Without Alfonso, what power did Tom have? Tom was already in a tight corner, and seeing how desperate he was to have sent Alfonso to kidnap Aryana, I could sense the end of this pointless war coming to a head.“I should kill you for your betrayal and send you on your way to meet my father, where you will spend your afterlife begging him for forgiveness, but I won’t. Not yet. What you’re going to do now is, you are going to tell Tom that you have Aryana, and he should meet you where we tell you to say. Do you understand?”The resignation was written all over Alfonso’s face. He knew he was done for. He had sealed his fate the day he decided to betray my family.“Are you sure it’ll be fine?” Aryana pulled me aside and asked. “What if he-”“Nothing will happen, I promise you.” I comforted her. “This will be the end, and we’ll finally
AlexanderWhy? I couldn’t believe it. I almost hadn’t wanted to believe it when Felice had taunted the knowledge in my face while kneeling on my feet moments before his death. Seeing my enemy at my feet greatly irritated me, laughing like a mad person instead of cowering and begging like I had wanted him to.Nonetheless, the information struck me like a bolt of lightning. A traitor in our midst had supplied the Saconnes with information about our trade routes so they would know where to hit. The traitor was also responsible for reporting my father’s location. Because of him, my father died. I was filled with rage. We had welcomed that traitor into our midst and had treated him like our family, and he repaid us like this?What pained me the most was who the most likely suspect could be. Marcelo and Tony had discussed this when I told them. We went over different possibilities and clues we could have missed.For the traitor to be reporting my father’s whereabouts meant he was high up in
My eyes widened in surprise.Elio Saconne was one of the brothers of Tom Saconne, the Don of the Saconne family. Marcelo had explained a little about the dynamics of the mafia families. Tom Saconne was the oldest of three brothers. After him were his two younger brothers, Elio and Felice Saconne. Despite how impulsive Tom appeared, it was a known fact that he doted on his brothers though I had doubts on whether he actually doted on them or if it was simply that he let them do whatever they wanted, precisely because he didn’t care about them.Alexander killing Elio meant a ray of sunshine for the Romano family as the war finally turned in their favor. It also told that Alexander was proving himself to his family members. Killing Elio was equivalent to cutting off a limb of the Saconnes. It was good news. I allowed myself to drag my eyes over Alexander and observe his features, spotting no happiness or pride in his feat. It had been quite a long time since I last saw him.I barely see A
AryanaWatching how the men under the Romano family cheered for Alexander settled the unease that had appeared ever since Marcelo told me what was happening. I was aware that this didn’t mean that they had forgiven Alexander. It meant that they would give him a chance to prove himself. I wondered if we hadn’t slept together or if I had allowed him to go back to grab a condom from his car back then, would this have happened? There would have been no need for Alexander to go into hiding. He would have stayed here with his family. His father probably wouldn’t have died, and these men wouldn’t have doubted Alexander’s loyalty to his family.I wished they wouldn’t be harsh on Alexander as it hadn’t been his fault. It wasn’t as if he had wanted to leave. He had argued with his father, but in the end, he’d had no choice but to obey his father’s orders. But I knew that wasn’t how the mafia operated.I watched in curiosity as they went on to perform the ceremony that would mark Alexander as th
“How are your injuries? I heard they’re better.” I changed the topic. I didn’t want to immerse myself in my longing for my father.“It’s getting better. You need not worry.” He patted my shoulder.“I know you need time to think about handling what will happen in a few minutes. I’m sure Tony told you about the displeasure of our men.”My eyebrows slightly furrowed at the words ‘our men,’ but he continued speaking before I could contemplate it. I decided that it must have been a blunder. After all, he was an old family member who served on my father’s side. It must have been a blunder.“I only came to tell you that I am here. I watched you grow from a baby to the man you are. You have my support.”I smiled, thankful for his support. He again gripped my shoulder, momentarily tightening his hold on me before letting go with another smile, exiting the study, and leaving me back to my thoughts.I let my mind wander as the time the men under the Romano banner would arrive slowly grew closer.
AlexanderReturning to Manhattan filled me with so many emotions. Memories of my father slammed strain me with so much force that I stopped in my tracks, earning glances from Tony, Marcello, and Aryana. I waved their concern away and stepped into the building that once housed my father, and meters in arms had arrived this morning to drive Aryana and me back to Manhattan. The ride back had been tense and quiet. The atmosphere between Aryana and me was strained. Since I told her I loved her last night and she didn’t reply, we didn’t know how to act in each other's presence. Even though I said she didn’t need to say it back, it didn’t mean I hadn’t been hurt. I couldn’t understand why she couldn’t say it back.Didn’t she love me? Had I read her emotions wrong? It was clear that she had feelings for me. Was it that her feelings for me were not as deep as mine, or was it too early for her? I scoffed bitterly to myself. It didn’t matter what. I couldn’t force her to return her feelings for