Alessia's POV
I heard someone arguing inside the office as soon as I entered the department. I just arrived at the office and everyone was already busy with their work. I am carrying the floor plan I revised last night.I sat in my chair facing the desk wondering. I looked at Ales and he gave me a meaningful look. They look like they are sitting in a chair with blades."You can't do this! This is my first design and I don't want a random stranger ruining my work!" I heard a woman scream from the Master Engineer's office. Her voice was laced with anguish and obviously, she was not happy about it.I looked up there. The office door was closed so I couldn't see who was talking. Its voice is not familiar to me. I don't get to meet all the engineers either, so naturally, I don't know everyone. Other engineers don't come in and just stay at home."This is not your first time, Nicola. We cannot proceed with your design who has a lot of loopholes. I did make an exception and passed it but we received a lot of complaints and wasted the budget. Just serve this as your learning, Nicola. If you want your design to be followed, then make one that deserves to be built." Answered our master engineer Apollo. His voice is firm, like steel unable to bend."No! I will not accept this, Apollo!" The woman called Nicola screamed angrily."Whether you accept it or not, it doesn't change everything. Please leave the office, and work on your project instead of crying over spilled milk." Apollo repels it.We are quiet in our places. Suddenly the door opened and a beautiful woman with a slender body was spit out. His hair was long and dark but the anger and frustration on his face were almost indescribable. Her eyes are bloodshot red like she's about to cry but holding it back.She's slightly flushed from anger. She eyed everyone in the room but it was just a swift moment and she stormed out of the office without a word.We all looked at the door it came out of. I suddenly realized because I focused on the creature that I shouldn't have. I have more important things to do than watch or listen to anything controversial."It's different when you're the Chancellor's son, you can do what you want. You just yell at the master engineer...dang!." A man with me said.It is indeed very rude for the lady, especially when society doesn't look equally with both genders. For them, men are superior while women are designed to obey. It's indeed true, technically...but women have minds and feelings. Women can decide their fate. It should not be restricted to these male chauvinistic communities."You are more trouble." Ales groaned and shook his head before looking at me. "He made the blueprint you're fixing." He taught me. I am not offended, because whether I like it or not, few deserve to be looked down upon.I was relieved and looked at the blueprint that I had finished changing. I couldn't believe that it passed the standard but based on what I heard I understood.She used her connection. But she's the daughter of the Chancellor? Does it mean, she's the daughter of that man who was insisting to put the statue on the hospital's premises?Now I can see the confidence why he insisted. It was his daughter who designed it and he taught, everything will go their way. But sadly, it did not go as they planned. The design has a lot of flaws.m that needs to be fixed."I hope this doesn't happen again, it's too difficult to revise the floor plan," I promised especially since the hospital has been built. That would be more difficult to do because it would cost more."I hope so. Our image will be ruined because of him." Khleo's groin."Don't hope that this won't happen again. You don't seem to know the caliber of that woman. If she wants something, she gets it all." Valencio, a junior engineer, said. It is from Caracass so it knows the people here in Caracass better."You may be right, Valencio. But there is also something wrong. Today's incident is proof that he doesn't get everything." My groin."You have a point," Ales promised to wake up. "But be careful, Alessia. Nicola will find out that you are the one who made the change in her blueprint and I'm sure it will target you." He said as if a bad memory flooded his brain.I raised my eyebrows because of what he said. "You gave me this project because Nicola did it?" I asked him suspiciously. Even if we say that because I have experience in medicine, that is not enough reason for them to give me this job.It's possible that they don't want to mess with Nicola so they gave me this project.Ales' reaction suddenly became awkward. "N-no. But that's involved. You know, if he ever fights you, you can fight him. But if we fight him, we might end up in jail." Ales gave me a scratchy response."If I fight him, are you sure I won't go to jail?" I asked him with raised eyebrows. Prison doesn't choose genders."Women fighting is not illegal. But a man fighting a woman is illegal." He reminded me.I remember that this is the law in Caracass. Men cannot hurt women. You can't raise your hand. But even so, there are still people who violate the law because of the women's fault.Because of this law, many women are abusing their privilege. They will go to the extent of triggering the men. The men are tempting, but they are also running out of patience. When a man snapped, it will be over for them,"Then, they should create a law for women who abuse their rights. They are too blinded by this special treatment and think highly of themselves to the point of abusing their rights." I snorted. I love women's empowerment, but a lot of women are hypocrites at the same time."It's like you're not a woman if you can speak. You're throwing shade at your co-gender." Chloe snickered. He was playing with his charcoal pencil and it made his fingers dirty."Women empowerment means equality to the men. But at the same time, they still want ladies first, being prioritized when riding a vehicle, and so on. That's not equality." I answered him because that was the truth.I suddenly remembered a classmate of mine who supported gender equality. Even joining the rally and seminar. But then he boarded a full bus and he stood up. She posted a video on F******k and said that the man had no manners because he was not allowed to sit even though she was a woman.It's like he ate what he threw up. If she's looking for equality, then why rant about not being offered a seat? She's not looking for equality, but special treatment."To be honest, women are already treated nicely. A man's job is to work for the woman and a woman's job is to obey the man. But there are just good-for-nothing men that give a reason for the women to live independently and do things on their own." Ales promised me. He has a point, somehow."You like a woman who's dependent on you?" I confirmed. I don't judge him. If he's a good man, then there is nothing wrong with it."To be honest, I want the woman I love to be dependent on me. I would like to shower her with my love and the things that she needs and wants. I want her to be unable to leave me behind...I want her to only need me." He answered. His answer is kind of, obsessive and possessive but it is better than a man who doesn't care at all."I don't disagree with that kind of view. As long as you love the woman, the woman will not mind being dependent on you. Women were born dependent since immemorial times anyway." I replied to him."Why are we talking about this? Can I help you with the plates? I can't decide on the size. I need your opinion." Khleo suddenly promised and was holding a drafting paper.Ales and I just laughed and the latter helped him because they were just next to each other at the table. I also did what I had to do in the office."Someone is going to visit us today!" Suddenly, Civel, one of my colleagues who is an engineer, shouted."Civel, don't scream," Apollo commented as he came out of his office.It could hear the noise outside so I'm sure it also heard Civel's scream."Sir, what...he's from the palace." Civel's response was scratching his neck.My gaze suddenly sharpened when I heard that. I immediately wondered what was the reason for the palace owner to come here to the builder's association.They are not here for you. My thoughts are the same. I seem to have forgotten that Elijah threw up on me. We had a bad ending and I don't think this is related to me."Why, what do they mean?" Apollo asked Civel in surprise. It was also surprising because the palace man came suddenly.In a formal transaction, there should be a notice a few days before the meeting to prepare everything. They cannot make a sudden visit to an establishment. But what can the association do? We can't refuse the palace man."They said that you, sir, will talk about what they mean. But they said that a new building will be built." Civel replied uncertainly.Apollo wondered what kind of building the Palace would be built."Okay, let the guest in," Apollo responded to Civel.Apollo and Civel immediately walked outside to receive the guest. I can't help but be nervous because somehow I have a past connection with the palace.But I don't want to think about who the guest is because it has nothing to do with me. That's why I poured my attention into planning.My colleagues were confused especially when they learned that the guest was from the palace. Everyone wants to know who the guest is. That's why their necks were long as they looked at the entrance.I just bowed and had no intention of looking at the entrance. I only heard muffled voices so I knew that the guest had entered."Your excellency, here is my office." I heard Apollo's promise. "Civel, please serve tea and snacks." It's a command.Even though I didn't want to look, I automatically looked up. Also because of curiosity. Immediately, its large bulk was revealed to my eyes. Tall and with long hair.But that's light. I immediately saw it. Grecor Alistair Montague. The prime minister of Valeria. I almost raised my eyebrows because I didn't expect him to come. I am expecting an envoy, but not the prime minister.He still has this aristocratic expression. His scrutinizing eyes still sent shivers down my spine. Even though it's not looking at me, I can still feel it. I don't know if he still knows me or if he still remembers me.But I am an insignificant character to them, so I won't be surprised if he won't recognize me at all.They quietly entered Apollo's office. Sentinels also followed and were left outside the office to keep watch."Why did the prime minister himself come here?" I heard my colleagues ask.It's not surprising that they react like that because even I do the same. Usually, they will summon Apollo to talk about construction, not them coming here personally."That's my question too." The other replied that I didn't bother to see who it was."Alessia, aren't you even surprised that the prime minister is here?" Khleo has a crush on me.I turned to him. His eyes are scrutinizing me."I'm surprised too, but I have too much to do to spend my time being surprised," I answered him. That is true and not a lie. But part of me was saying that I just don't want to gather any attention. I am good with being invisible."Khleo, even if the palace collapses, you won't see Alessia surprised." Ales' groin.I raised an eyebrow at this. It is too exaggerated. I'm not a stone person to not surprised."Ales, that's treason." I'm shaking my head. A world that may harm royalty is considered treason."That's just an example...I didn't ask for it to come true. But do you think there's another big project we're going to have to do?" He asked me.I shrugged because I had no idea what they were planning. I am sure that something will be built...but I am not sure what it is."Just go to work." I turned and looked back at my desk.I continued to review the blueprints and lost track of time. Studying the blueprint seems like eating my time away."Mr. Condor, Mr. Zalleon, and Miss Condor...Apollo is summoning you." Civel said which caused me to look up.I frowned and suddenly an idea entered my mind. It is not difficult to predict what is happening. I am very likely to be one of the recommended engineers to the prime minister. My hands got a little cold, but it wasn't that bad."Why?" Khleo asked and stood up. He is Khleo Zalleon."Let's just go inside to answer your question." Ales looked at Khleo who stood up as well.No wonder the three of us were summoned. I feel the envious looks from my colleagues. They've been working as an engineer for a long time, while I just joined the team a year ago. There are those ill-minded people who will always think negatively.I sighed. I have no reason to be afraid. Yes, he's the prime minister but we are not related. We never had a good relationship as far as I remember and there are only a couple of times I've seen him. Even if he will recognize me, he will not do anything.So I followed Ales. I quietly walked towards the front door of Apollo's office. My nerves are calm and my face is now void of any emotion.Alessia's POVWe entered the office. I tried not to look at the blonde man sitting across the desk. I trained my eyes toward Apollo who' now sitting rigidly on the visitor's seat."Good morning, your excellency." The three of us greeted each other and bowed together.The prime minister didn't answer so I frowned and couldn't help to see why.I slightly glanced at the prime minister. His face right now is filled with surprise...while looking at me. It's not hard to imagine why he reacted that way. He recognized me and must have known that I had left the palace. I didn't know how to react either, so my expression remained blank.It looked away as if it had been burned and it stood up and suddenly bowed in front of the three of us. My eyebrows suddenly raised while Ales and Khleo were surprised.I can't help myself why the prime minister did that. He's a proud man and never bows to anyone, except to the King. Why did he bow?He cannot...no it's impossible that he bows because of me. Ther
Alessia's POVI finally got home and I didn't meet Aiden right away because I felt the various smells in the town stuck to me. I took a quick shower because I know Aiden is artistic when it comes to smell. He will flatly say that I smell bad and it will also hurt my feelings. Who would be happy to say they stink?I know I can't smell it, but it hurts to be told that your child stinks. After I showered, Papa came. When he was gone for a few days, I missed him."Dad?" I was so happy when I saw her in the living room and she was now holding Aiden and holding a toy. Aiden's face was passive and I don't even know if he likes the toy or not. But I guess, he doesn't like it since he prefers books over toys."Son, come here. I missed you and my grandson." Papa happily promised me. Aiden suddenly flinched like he was alarmed.I immediately approached and Aiden quickly loaded me."Grandpa, only I am allowed to kiss and hug mommy!" Alburuto of the little boy who now seems like an octopus wrapped
Alessia's POVI am now in front of my son here in the room. I got home a while ago and I waited for Marga and Aiden to get home because I was going to tell them about my departure.I wasn't sure how he would react, but I knew that eventually, he would understand what I was going to do."Mommy, don't stare at me like that. You're making me worry." Aiden commented poorly on me. His face is a little bit sad and thinking. "Are you sending me to the mortal realm earlier than expected?" His voice cracked and about to sob. A sudden pain in my heart flooded as soon as I saw his expression.I shook my head quickly. "No. I am not. Please don't think that way, Aiden." I quickly promised him. I don't know why he thought that. He knows that he will be going to the mortal realm once he's seven years old. There are still four years remaining. "I just want to tell you something important and I hope you'll understand me."Aiden nodded. "Just tell me, Mom." He still has a sad face. Somehow, he can tell
Alessia's POVWe felt cramped inside the carriage because of the overwhelming suitcases of Nicola. It followed us and simply placed the suitcases inside, layer by layer.We didn't complain because we knew that nothing sane would happen inside especially now that it was crowded. We won't be driving to Valencia. We are going to where the airship landed. It's a bit far from here and can't be walked especially since we're carrying a lot.We were all quiet inside. Nicola is also quiet even though there are traces of disgust at what is happening on her face. Ales and Khleo's faces couldn't be painted either, but the two didn't want to talk.I am also squeezed in here, but I won't complain. It's not like I'm going to die in here. It wasn't long before we arrived at our destination. The carriage stopped just short of the airship.Nicola immediately came down and we obeyed because we wanted to breathe easy. Ales and Khleo went down first, now holding their knees because their thighs hurt."I t
Alessia's POVNicola left and did not attempt to answer me. He seemed to wake up from what I said. I just hope he doesn't bother us anymore. It's hard on a trip if you're with someone you don't agree with. Often, a lot of wrong things happen if they do. We are here for work, not to compete for the position.Soon we reached the city of Valencia. We got up and went out of the Pantry and we watched the whole city while we were still in the air.Valencia is still almost unchanged. There are added structures but I still recognize the old Valencia I'm used to. It feels like I am riding a plane, looking down at old England. This is very city-like, unlike Samona, and far from Caracass or any other towns in Wysteria.I turned my eyes to the lofty palace of Valeria. Painted white and gold. If I remember correctly, it seems like the palace has its renovated. This is no longer the same as before. It's way more massive and intimidating.I gripped the baluster tightly. As we got closer and closer,
Alessia's POVThe pin-dropping silence makes me feel uncomfortable. I tried not to look in Stefano's direction, but it only added to my anxiety and it feels like my skin is starting to create some blisters. I want to run away, but my feet are glued in one place. I wanted to escape but I can't."Please have a seat, Lady Condor." Stefano formally promised me. I can't help changing because that's not what he calls me. I am not a noble by birth. Calling me a lady is like a mockery to the noble society. But what should I expect? Fondness? I left them no matter how he begged for me to stay. Naturally, he will treat me like a guest that he's not close with.I sat on the soft chair and said nothing. I can feel his stare bore into my very skin. The pressure inside the room is not helping either."How are you, Lady Condor?" He asked me. His voice is laced with formality with no other hint of emotion. The playful Stefano that I am used to, I cannot trace it as of the moment."I've been well, my
Alessia's POVI creased my eyebrows as I surrendered from Estrebelle. It did not agree without me being fixed.The elegant Caracass traditional dress provided by the Palace was too...extravagant. Its color of white, with linings of gold. There is a gold choker and gold arm bracelets. I look like a freaking pagan goddess studded with gold.My hair is neatly bun, but some gold ornaments are dangling on my head. This is too much for my taste, but when I look at Estrebelle, based on her reaction, I feel like I am the most beautiful being in the entire universe. I don't even know if that is possible."Estrebelle, you put too much on me. I like that I look simple." I promised him. I looked at myself in the mirror. It is indeed breathtaking. I look like I came out of a portrait or a magazine from a fantasy photoshoot.But this is too...dazzling. It's impossible to avoid getting attention wearing these clothes. It felt like it was intentional. So my eyebrows went up."Estrebelle, who chose th
Alessia's POVI moved quickly. I entered an open balcony. My chest suddenly heaved when I saw the woman. Even if I don't ask or find out, there is no doubt that she is the queen of Valeria. Elijah married her.I don't know his name, but I've seen him before. In Mythion, where Elijah rests. She was the most beautiful girl I saw. The same girl I got jealous with. I still remember how stunned I was when I saw her coming out of his room when I looked for him.I swallowed. I don't understand how I feel. I feel no love for Elijah, but I can't help but feel betrayed. I felt betrayed."It was her...all along..." I said softly. I don't know where that girl came from, but I know Elijah brought her. I never got a chance to know his character.I feel betrayed for the third time. Suddenly my anger prevailed in my heart. I don't feel love, but raging anger. I feel like I want to leave right now and leave this place. But I know I can't do that.I took a deep breath and controlled myself. I can't get
Alessia's POVA few months passed and the month of September arrived. I am slowly accepting my son's fate in the future. I will not be able to see him grow up and turn into a man. But I have to accept everything because this is my only choice for him to suffer less.I also hear a lot about the kingdom. The kingdom is in a bit of a mess right now because there is a lot of corruption and untrustworthy immortals. I don't know what's going on to make them mess up but I'm not interested in finding out. The important thing is that it has nothing to do with me. I already gave up on Elijah. It's been months since he stopped the search. He never appeared in front of me. He wasn't there when I needed him the most. So I decided to let go of these feelings. I still love him, but I've stopped hoping.It was not easy for me to forgive him no matter how sinful he was. I forgave him countless times before he could apologize. I didn't regret it. Maybe, it is. If you truly love someone, you can forgive
Alessia's POV"MERLIN, I'll do anything for my son. So tell me what are those ways for me to save him." I stop myself from crying. I did not expect all this.Just thinking that my son will have a hard time in the future seems to be squeezing my heart with pain. I don't want him to suffer anything. I want him to live a comfortable life. I want him to be happy.Merlin looked at me with pity in his eyes. Somehow, he felt my despair."If you love your child and you don't want him to suffer. Kill him while he's still in your womb." He told me that it was like cold water poured over my body. It seems that my hearing does not want to remove it."What?" I feel like I was deafened by what he said, I'm not sure if I heard it right. Did he just say that I need to kill my child? "Are you saying that I need to kill my child?" My deep dislike for Merlin was starting to rise. How can he say that to my face?! Who is the mother who wants to kill her child? I have my principles! Even though my child is
Alessia's POV"MERLIN, I'll do anything for my son. So tell me what are those ways for me to save him." I stop myself from crying. I did not expect all this.Just thinking that my son will have a hard time in the future seems to be squeezing my heart with pain. I don't want him to suffer anything. I want him to live a comfortable life. I want him to be happy.Merlin looked at me with pity in his eyes. Somehow, he felt my despair."If you love your child and you don't want him to suffer. Kill him while he's still in your womb." He told me that it was like cold water poured over my body. It seems that my hearing does not want to remove it."What?" I feel like I was deafened by what he said, I'm not sure if I heard it right. Did he just say that I need to kill my child? "Are you saying that I need to kill my child?" My deep dislike for Merlin was starting to rise. How can he say that to my face?! Who is the mother who wants to kill her child? I have my principles! Even though my child is
Alessia's POV"Grandpa, are we still far?" I couldn't help but ask because we had been walking for over an hour and I could feel tiredness. My feet are also hurting because they are starting to swell."Near grandson, I'm sorry but this walk is for your good as well," Grandpa responded to me and we turned to a fork in the road.It would have been easier if Grandpa teleported with me but that can't be done because I'm pregnant. The force and tension of teleportation are too strong for my son to be with. So we can do nothing but walk. I can't even ride a horse because the horse moves.I feel the surroundings. It's getting darker and I feel familiar to me. Living trees become dead. The surroundings are shady and cooler.I gasped when I remembered that I had been there when I first met Elijah and Stefano. This is the place they went to talk to a magician. This is also where I found Sushi. I never thought I could come back here."Grandpa, I've been here before." I can't stop saying to Grand
Alessia's POV"Ales Condor?" I said in shock while staring at him. "Are you Honey and Falix's nephew?!"He was also surprised and knew Honey and Falix."You know my relatives?" Ales asked me in disbelief. His eyes are wide as saucers because of surprise.It's weird to call him Ales because I am used to being called Ales as well. But he is the real Ales Condor and I am Alessia Andromeda Condor. I am aware from the very beginning that I am only borrowing his identity.I nodded. "I used to live in Samona. They sheltered me when something happened to me and I ended up in Samona." I told him. I am just telling the truth and I don't think it's bad.I still remembered that the Honey thought I had lost my memory and that's when they decided to use the persona of their niece. They said Ales was sick until his family moved to Waldorf. Right now, he no longer looks sickly at all.Ales' face lit up. "It was my luck and I saw you. It's been a long time and I haven't been back to Samona since we mo
Alessia's POVMy body is getting weaker now and the events of the solstice are still deep in my mind, how I suffered as if I was being killed again and again. The solstice has passed and my birthday has also passed which I didn't even manage to celebrate. My whole body hurts now and I can't get up. My body is weak but I am still thankful that I am still alive.The pain I felt from the curse that I thought I couldn't handle seemed to be engraved in my mind. I suffered all day. I cried because of the pain until I was crying without tears coming out. It was the worst experience and Papa Elias and Grandpa stayed by my side. It's like they were hit by a curse while they didn't do anything to at least ease my feelings.I thought my fear would disappear after the curse, but a new fear was forming in my mind and heart. Because when I give birth to the child in my womb, he will lift the curse. He will suffer. I'm just thinking that with his young body, he will experience such pain, I can't acc
Third Person's POVElijah locks himself in the room because he has prepared himself for the coming scourge of the curse. Even after taking the medicine, he will still feel severe pain but not like normal. Elijah looked at the clock, and when it struck midnight the curse would begin.Elijah had been used to it for years but he couldn't help but feel the pain. But not once did he wish to die, because being with Alessia was much more important to him.But he is afraid because if he doesn't feel pain now he is sure that Alessia is pregnant. He will not be happy because he knows that Alessia will lift the curse and it will hurt him. He has no problem if Alessia is pregnant, as long as it happens after the solstice.So his eyes never left the clock and every second drop gave Elijah a shiver. Elijah's palms slowly clenched while his nervousness grew stronger and stronger with only a few seconds left and it was almost midnight.Elijah was barely breathing in anticipation and when midnight str
Alessia's POV"Sushi, you've been spending your time in the forest these days," I commented to Sushi. It always comes out and it goes with Papa Elias every time he cuts wood.It's been a long time since Sushi changed his form because we didn't want to scare Papa Elias, but it's funny that he's coming along on his own, because before he was almost stuck to me and wouldn't leave.It didn't pay attention to me and focused more on a wildflower in our yard. It plays with it and is about to bite and then doesn't continue."Leave him alone, he's already rotting inside the house, so he's coming with me to the woods." Papa Elias commented. Right now it's chopping wood and I'm crocheting gloves for my son."Well, Sushi can be naughty sometimes, so don't tease him especially if it's just the two of you." I will teach him. I'm afraid that Sushi might suddenly attack it because he's pissed off. I know it's unlikely to happen, but it's better to avoid it while it's early."Son, what can a puppy do?
Third Person's POVThe expected guest arrived at the palace. It was a group of magicians who were assigned to work on the medicine so that the King would be less affected by the coming solstice.For several years the king also suffered from the scourge of the curse every solstice. But the day also came when there was medicine to alleviate his suffering. But that doesn't completely disappear. But somehow it wasn't as painful as usual.On every solstice, Elijah's body will become weak and covered with shattering and endless pain. The pain feels like his bones are being crushed and his flesh is torn up. If only an ordinary immortal were to experience the curse, it would not be able to handle the pain and it would die.The King endured all of that because he knew that it was payment for the sin he had committed against Elena. The solstice will always be the reminder of how he killed her. Now, he lost her again."Your Majesty, this is your medicine for the coming solstice." The magician pr