Alessia's POVI wake up with a bit of a headache. I didn't sleep enough and that didn't make up for the fatigue I experienced on that trip. Estrebelle was not there and Sushi was still sleeping. It looks like he stayed up all night because of what happened last night.I got up even though I felt pain in my senses. This is normal because I lack sleep. I took a quick shower to eat.I also took a quick shower because I took a shower last night. I just put on the black kimono with the thinness. The sleeves are long and loose.I quickly combed my hair and looked at myself in front of the mirror. It's not noticeable, but the lack of sleep is visible in my eyes.Who will be able to sleep soundly from what happened last night? I had it in my head that it might come back and eat my memories while I slept. Even if I thought that Sushi was there, watching, I couldn't be calm.Suddenly the door opened and slammed shut so I turned to see who had done it. I saw my older brother who had lost a lot o
Alessia's POVAfter I had breakfast, I fixed myself first before facing the king. I don't want him to see the traces of my crying. I don't want to add to his thoughts.I also told Estrebelle not to tell the king what she saw. There was a good chance that he would tell the king that, so I spoke to him. As much as possible, I don't want Elijah to think that my brother and I are talking so that he doesn't get suspicious.I now walked towards his office. I don't know why he wants to talk to me. I'm thinking maybe it's about the mission, or he'll say I can't go next time.There are many possibilities but it makes me think that maybe none of the ones I thought of are the reason. I just decided that I would accept whatever he had to say unless he didn't let me go on the mission. I have to go, I have to.I was in front of the door to Elijah's office. The two sentinels who were guarding bowed to me and opened it.I nodded to them and went inside. I found Elijah standing in front of the window
Alessia's POVI opened my eyes and saw Elijah standing in front of me with a frown.I want to frown because I remember what Ynna said. Liar! I wanted to yell at him but I didn't. I'm out of place, and I shouldn't be."Why majesty?" I tried to ask him calmly even though my muscles were shaking because I wanted to know the truth."Is there a problem?" He asked me worriedly. I feel like he notices that my ex is not good.I'll be silent. "There is no majesty," I answered him even though I wanted to shout that there was. I'm just holding myself back because I'll look like a fool if I'm a slave to my feelings.Elijah stared at me as if he was reading me so I improved even more pretending that I was fine."It doesn't look anything to me, sweetheart. I already told you, I trust my instinct more than my eyes when it comes to you." He promised me and I wanted to slap myself. He can sense if I'm not feeling well. I can deceive him visually, but not his instinct.I sighed. "Nothing. I just didn't
Alessia's POVI feel light after I showered. I don't feel hot anymore because of the clothes I'm wearing.I also didn't want to wear the clothes I brought because I knew it would be hot. There were clothes locked inside but I had a hard time finding something to wear because usually, the closet was full of balloon pants and what looked like sleeveless blazers. But I found a sleeveless one with the front closed. It is white and gold.That's what I took and a pair of white and gold balloon pants. I made sure to wrap my chest with a cloth first so that my chest was not visible.I put the dress on and it was easier to wear than my usual clothes. I felt comfortable and didn't feel hot. He also does not itch the skin. But I looked at my arms. It's too thin for a man. My arm is a woman's, there is no information at all.My skin color is even brighter because of the gold. But there's nothing I can do because I'd rather wear it, than die of heat stroke because of our clothes in Valeria.I came
Alessia's POVThe light in the sky is colorful. Fireworks are not new to me because there is always something like this in Arada every new year. The fireworks display is something we look forward to watching every new year."It's a tradition, every king's birthday." Rafi turned to me which surprised me because he was speaking a normal language. I thought it would continue to speak English."I feel better that you don't speak English anymore. I don't feel very comfortable there." I promised him. "I'm not a noble, that's why."Rafi frowned. "There is no problem with your English. You sound natural." He answered me.I didn't say I didn't know how, I just wasn't comfortable."I'm just not comfortable because I feel like I'm talking to someone in a high position," I answered him. Elijah, I know he's not very good at normal language, but whenever we talk, that's mostly what he uses. He only speaks English when his emotions are involved or it is more correct to say that he is getting emotion
Alessia's POVI am inside my room. Elijah dropped me off after that conversation. Now that I understand the situation, I somehow feel better. Even though you know it's complicated, it's still a relief to know what's going on and why he's doing it. Because what's more difficult is that you don't know what he's doing. That's where pain and unwanted thoughts come in.I am slowly accepting the fact that something was happening to them and Aphrodite. I have to be mature and not a jealous freak. Even if I wanted to, I was the one who came first in his life, I can't do anything, so I'll just accept it. I also notice Elijah's strange looks, I don't know if I'm the one with the problem because I notice that he's staring at me as if he's deep in thought. If I ask, he just says no. But I feel something strange there that I just can't name.I no longer insisted on whatever his problem was. If he doesn't feel comfortable telling me that I won't force him. There are things that we are not comfortab
Alessia's POVI did not refuse Aphrodite's invitation. I can also think of what is the reason why he wants to talk to me. I was afraid that I might spread the scene I saw inside Elijah's room.I'm not in the habit of spreading that. Even though I don't feel good about him, I can't feel bad about spreading something that will hurt someone. If that happens to me too, maybe I will also talk to the person who saw me. That's embarrassing, no matter who's in that position.I followed Ynna now and we entered Aphrodite's room. The sweet smell immediately hit my nose. It doesn't hurt the nose, but it's not the type that would be my favorite.I immediately saw Aphrodite sitting and looking at me now with a serious expression on her face."You can go out, Ynna," Aphrodite ordered Ynna. His tone was far from what I had heard when he was talking to Elijah. It has more emphasis now and I can feel his pride.Ynna bowed before leaving the room. Aphrodite and I were left inside. I didn't say a word, I
Alessia's POVWe also arrived in front of the pyramid. That remarkable trip also ended. But with Elijah, it seemed like he didn't have anything because of his expression. He didn't let me get any worse. I know he worked hard at whatever he held back.Elijah spoke to someone today who is a citizen of Genovia. We are in front of the pyramid and the two camels are tied to a palm tree.Stefano is now grinning as he approaches me. It's like watching a good show so it's smiling. I frowned at it because I could feel what its purpose was."I know that look. You got uncomfortable with the ride." He commented to me. I didn't answer because I was getting more and more uncomfortable. "But don't worry, everyone experiences that. There's nothing we can do because the transportation here at Waldorf is camels. Just be thankful that Elijah is behind you, because the others, they don't even know but feel the thing that."I blushed at what he said. He had a point, but it was still embarrassing. My clean
Alessia's POV"Grandpa, are we still far?" I couldn't help but ask because we had been walking for over an hour and I could feel tiredness. My feet are also hurting because they are starting to swell."Near grandson, I'm sorry but this walk is for your good as well," Grandpa responded to me and we turned to a fork in the road.It would have been easier if Grandpa teleported with me but that can't be done because I'm pregnant. The force and tension of teleportation are too strong for my son to be with. So we can do nothing but walk. I can't even ride a horse because the horse moves.I feel the surroundings. It's getting darker and I feel familiar to me. Living trees become dead. The surroundings are shady and cooler.I gasped when I remembered that I had been there when I first met Elijah and Stefano. This is the place they went to talk to a magician. This is also where I found Sushi. I never thought I could come back here."Grandpa, I've been here before." I can't stop saying to Grand
Alessia's POVA few months passed and the month of September arrived. I am slowly accepting my son's fate in the future. I will not be able to see him grow up and turn into a man. But I have to accept everything because this is my only choice for him to suffer less.I also hear a lot about the kingdom. The kingdom is in a bit of a mess right now because there is a lot of corruption and untrustworthy immortals. I don't know what's going on to make them mess up but I'm not interested in finding out. The important thing is that it has nothing to do with me. I already gave up on Elijah. It's been months since he stopped the search. He never appeared in front of me. He wasn't there when I needed him the most. So I decided to let go of these feelings. I still love him, but I've stopped hoping.It was not easy for me to forgive him no matter how sinful he was. I forgave him countless times before he could apologize. I didn't regret it. Maybe, it is. If you truly love someone, you can forgive
Alessia's POVAFTER we entered the courtyard with Stefano we watched Valeria's proud dance. Stefano told me that that dance is Faerie Dance. This dance is not simply danced anywhere because it is only done with every blessing of the moon.This dance is truly beautiful and it is the first time I have seen such a dance. It's like flying in the air—no, they can slightly fly, maybe they learned martial arts and they can do that.Then everyone applauded and the banquet began. Wines and food are sufficient for all. I didn't drink alcohol because I know their alcohol here is strong. Even though I know that I am immortal, my body is still not used to life here. That doesn't mean I won't get drunk either."Lady Alessia, I heard from the King that you are only a healer. If possible, could you look at me?" Suddenly a lady asked me a question. This is the companion of the war general.I smiled at him. "If I'm not mistaken, you are the wife of general Ambrosias, am I right?" I confirm.She covered
Alessia's POVWe have arrived at the front door where Sudanni is temporarily staying. Stefano didn't move me anymore, he looked sullen at me after scolding me.I don't want to force him to get along because I feel that he is in a bad mood and doesn't want to talk to me anymore. I can already picture in my mind the fear of the sentinels and loggers here earlier because of the incident."Thank you," I told Stefano but he didn't even look at me and didn't seem to hear anything.I was so snotty that I couldn't do anything and I was about to knock on the door when it suddenly opened and I immediately saw Sudanni who looked fine. His pointed ears and glowing golden eyes are striking with his long black hair."Ales." It seemed to me that he had expected my arrival.I swallowed because since Callora Grande this was the first time I saw him again."Can I talk to you?" I asked him."Come in." And it widened the opening of the door.I didn't think twice about going in even though I knew that Ste
Alessia's POVI drink pumpkin juice that I am not used to tasting. This is what was drunk at this restaurant and everything was delicious while I was restrained from wincing. There is this distinct pumpkin taste that makes me think that I am drinking vegetable juice which I don't like.But I refrained from wincing especially and I was freed and I will be more artistic. I'll just remind myself not to drink pumpkin juice in the future. I know that this is a healthy drink, but it doesn't suit my taste."Miss, let's go back to the palace, they might be looking for us there." Estrebelle is my nanny.I snorted. I haven't gone home yet. I still want to walk and look around. Not every day, I can go to this place."Later. The King is too busy to know we've run away." I promised him and moved my gaze to the center where the blue stone was positioned."But your majesty might be looking for you." It responded to me restlessly."It's not that..." I answered him and I shifted my gaze because sudden
Alessia's POVI quickly turned around and the hooded figure immediately met my eyes. The fact that I had longed to see since I landed here in Wysteria immediately appeared in my mind's eye."L-grandpa..." I whispered and my tears suddenly fell to the side and I quickly approached him to hug him."My grandson..." Grandfather hugged me back. "I'm sorry if I only showed you now. Everything was too complicated so it took me a while." He told me that I could feel in his voice that he was crying.I separated from him while my tears flowed. I don't know how to begin with the number of things I want to say to him."Grandpa, so many things happened...So many questions in my mind that I don't know what the answer is." I promise to sob. Because I have been praying for this scene for a long time. Because of all my questions, only grandpa can answer.He held my hand and pulled me towards a deserted alley."I know there's a lot you want to know. But this isn't the right time and place for you to kn
Alessia's POVEveryone is busy preparing for the coming blessing of the moon. I didn't even see Elijah because he was always in the city of Valencia for preparation. After all, that's where the people of Valeria would gather.Samona residents were also temporarily relocated to Valencia while their homes were being repaired. Here they will also celebrate the blessing of the moon.I want to go to the city, to see the preparations being made. I know I didn't say goodbye to Elijah but there's nothing wrong with going out now. It's daylight and there are also many Sentinels scattered around the area."Estrebelle, I want to go to the city," I said to him while standing by my side Sushi was just lying down and his ears immediately moved when he heard what I said. The blessing of the moon is tomorrow and I look forward to witnessing it."But Miss Alessia, the dear king has told you that you cannot go out because the weather is dangerous now." He told me that I was being stopped because of Eli
Alessia's POVI immediately looked for Elijah to talk to him. I can't rest until I talk to him about going to the festival. I don't even know how I will react if he doesn't agree.I saw Stefano walking and he was carrying a box that I didn't know what was inside. I ran towards him because he didn't notice me."Stefano! What is that for?" I immediately asked him so Stefano turned to me and stopped.I pointed to the box he was carrying so he immediately understood that I was talking about that."Is this? It's for Sudanni. She doesn't eat our normal food and she has to cook her food." He answered me.I blinked. I almost forgot about Sudanni. He disappeared from my mind when there was trouble in Samona. I don't even know if he was in the war or was here first in Valencia."He's not normal, to begin with..." I replied to him. To this day I will still be mystified by Sudanni or Erigor. My sullenness towards him still hasn't disappeared. "Did you see Elijah?" I'll just ask him instead of tal
Alessia's POVWe got home to the Palace immediately. Elijah made me wear a black hood so I wouldn't attract attention in the palace. I want to rest and if the palace staff sees me I know that my day will not be quiet.Sushi was just following me and the palace staff didn't notice us. They gave more attention to the Sentinels who needed attention because of the dirt on their bodies. Elijah also did not allow me to help with the treatment because he said I had to put myself first. After all, I was not getting enough rest. I can't argue with him anymore because even my body is giving up.I went upstairs because I needed a shower and fell asleep. I don't care if I haven't eaten yet because my tiredness has a stronger influence than the hunger I feel.I immediately entered my room and inhaled the familiar smell of flowers. I immediately took off the black hood and just let it fall to the floor.Estrebelle immediately came out of the bathroom prepared for my arrival."Miss Alessia, your bat