I swallowed hard at his words , a feeling of foreboding swept in me as I tried to look back at him. I was full of anger at his casual way of treating me , I watched him come to this party with Anna yet he was here touching me as he pleased .If I knew this would happen I would have ran as fast as I could , I thought he gave up on his whatever sick obsession he had regarding me after I rejected him last night . But now it looked like he clearly hasn't .
It was too late to regret and there was no point in thinking about this anymore , I wanted to get away from him but I don't know how. My skin was burning with a rush of adrenaline , with all the fight I was putting against him .Its hard to think with him pressing against me , on top of that I could feel his hard c*ck pressing against my as* and if that wasn't enough he made the entire situation even worse by casually slipping his arm around my waist and popping open the button of my jeans .
I threw the cover over my head ignoring the light throbbing of my head , I didn't mean to kiss Jacob , I didn't mean to let him touch me and I for sure as hell didn't mean to fell asleep after we were done in a completely different place .But I did . When my eyes drifted open in the room, I was alone on the bed , my body was covered with a quilt and there was no one inside the room with me .Sure , I looked around the room as well searched for him in the partygoers but nothing . I didn't found him at all , forget about Jacob , I couldn't even find Conan who supposedly kidnapped my best friend right from my side.When I looked around Christina's Mediterranean European style living room , I did find Anna slumped on the sofa looking completely drunk but the four horsemen were no where to be found .I hated how my stomach sunk when I didn't see Jacob . Howev
I rolled my eyes , after unravelling all over his fingers last night , I needed some sort of space between us especially when he left me alone .However , was Jacob Knight someone who would understand things like personal space ? Hell no , that would explain the constant ringing of my cell phone .It got so annoying that I ended up getting distracted because of the constant vibrations that I could no longer focus on my English assignment a big af pain in her ass , as Professor Green won't take anything shorter than one hundred and eight pages .I really had no idea what was her obsession with extra assignments and one hundred and eight number .My phone pinged again and I heaved an irritated sigh before pulling it out .I skimmed through all the earlier messages and just focus on the latest one which read " Why do you have to fight against me tooth and nail? You always make me work twice as hard
" You have a problem., Princess ?" asked Jacob raising an eyebrow " I don't but if you keep harrasing me my boss will definitely have a problem with it " I replied though I was mostly bluffing , Mr Z would certainly try to interrupt our conversation but Ryan being the overwrought he was , would unquestionably be frightened about affecting the sales . " Really ? You mean to say that your boss will kick ne out because my baby sister is having a hard time deciding between black current and strawberry ? " he questioned " Well aren't you heartless Princess ?" I rolled my eyes and stared at Annabeth who was indeed really confused deciding between the two flavours " It will be strawberry " " Are you sure about that ?" he asked his gaze flickering to Annabeth before coming back to mine " Don't tell me its your favourite as well " " What does it have to d
♡ Jacob ♡ There is nothing like getting high on your victory . The adrenaline filled rush was coursing in my body and seeping through my pores like I had been electrocuted by live wires . Yet despite the addictive energy pumping through me isn't enough to drown down Shutton's annoying ass and a certain red head who kept shuffling in and out of my mind every now and then . Seth who marked the last touch down was grinning like a fool as he threw his arm around my shoulder " Honestly man , that step over play was lit as fuck , Tell me mon chéri , how exactly did you know to play it off like that ? It worked so well !" I shrugged sitting down on the couch throwing my hand behind my head . We worked our asses off in this game, only then did Coach Hudson let us have a night off and celebrate our victory . It should have been a night filled with booze , woman
" You fucking moron !" I snapped at him when Ron stopped shaking, he blinked his eyes at the sky above looking througly lost and confused . His expression made me want to hug him but I was too afraid to touch him " What is wrong with you ? How can you do this ?"Ron tried to speak but I didn't give him the chance instead I kneeled by his side and slapped him again but my touch wasn't any harder than a pat "Do you want to kill yourself , Ron ?"" Bells , don't cry " he raised his hand to wipe my tears that I had no idea about it but I slapped his hand away but then caught it back in mine" You need help Ron " I said holding his hand and pulling it until it touched my tear stricken cheek " Ron , you better end this crap or we are done , do you understand ? "Ron looked at me , guilt palpable in his eyes as he
For two weeks I managed to avoid Jacob with the best of my abilities . Ever since I ran away at the night in his drive way , I had been working on to stealthily dodge him in the hallway , the history class and where ever he was supposed to be at . I would be lying if I said that his confession didn't swept me off my feet , infact his confession freaking bowling bowled me off .And it was cue for my self loathing plus inferiority complex to unsheath their claws and hurl themselves at me like psycho maniac wolverine , for nights I have remained awake pondering over the least likable aspect of myself and weighed its measure that might have made Jacob to be slightly interested in me , the conclusion - I freaking had no idea what actually made the star Quarterback to like me .Just like Jacob said it that night , my hesitation didn't stemmed from my prejudices against him or because of my stubborn pride . It was my own damn problem , I can'
Despite my lack of concentration, I managed to finish my history test , its not my best but its not my worst either . I was quite certain worse come to worst , I would be able to get an A in this test even if I can't manage to get an A+ . Once I was done with my last question , against my logical sense of reasoning , I glanced back at Jacob and believe me if I say I was surprised to see him lazing on his seat with his phone in his hand as he swiped his finger over the screen with unparalleled attention . Was he texting one of his girls or something ? Wait that wasn't important but -Jacob finished his test before I could finish mine and I really didn't understand how was that possible , was it because he really was an straight A student or because he just didn't cared ?I really had no idea about Jacob's academic qualifications as jocks like him had never been my cup of tea and not to mention I had worked extr
I really had no idea why exactly I told him about my dictator of a mother who won't let me eat at MFC and her ridiculous obsession with everything being perfect . I don't even know why I told him about my lack of college funds and I really didn't know why I let him drive me here but by the time my tummy was filled with fried chicken and BBQ wings , I was too satisfied to care about a damn thing anymore .However , to my surprise I found out that Jacob was a rather good listener though a part of me was inclined to believe that he was only listening with so much concentration was because he might want to use that information against me later on but then again a strict mother and empty bank account wasn't something useful .Ignoring all the things that made him repugnant , Jacob was kinda nice to hang out with . Except the first one hundred and twenty seconds of exposed anxiety when I slid in the passengers seat
EpilogueOne year later“What I’m trying to say is you can’t blame me for this !” exclaimed Jason , almost lunging at his girlfriend ‘s throat “ you are trying to argue with me with your so called theory but I’m telling you its not gonna work . If you gonna counter my theory you better prove it with real facts not ideologies “I grinned as Alicia gripped her head and groaned , like her head was going to explode any moment because of all the stress and frustration her boyfriend was giving her . Their debate session are always intense despite how loving they are out of the debate club , once inside - oh boy , they would be ready to lunge at each others throat and if I didn’t knew better I would have taken them as mortal enemies .They have never met a topic where the two of them would be able to cordially agree with each other . At first everyone was alarmed and worried when we firs
Bella“ Holy sizzles “ gasped Selina “ you look so beautiful ““ I know right “ said Adriana as she swiped her fake tears with her forefinger “ this is my master piece ,simply flaw-fucking -less amazing “To add to the effect she even sniffed” are you ready ?”Of course I was , this morning Adriana had stormed inside the room that I was sharing with Selina . I have told her in passing that I was going to do my makeup on my own - and believe me the girl squawked so loudly she was one pitch lower than the seagulls .If I wasn’t ready after all that , then I would never be ready . I nodded and once I did , Selina and Adriana grabbed my shoulders before turning me around to face the mirror .And I only had one word in my mind - Gorgeous .The solid champagne slit dress indeed flattered my curves , somehow it made me feel beautiful yet sexy at the same time . A
Bella“ It was the wedding dammit ! “ shrieked my mother “ I wanted you to be beautiful , I wanted you to feel beautiful ! Have you seen Lily ? She looks beautiful , she is healthy and active . The second she appeared in the wedding hall everyone’s gaze was locked upon her and she wasn’t even the bridesmaid ! What about you where were you ? I will tell you “ pointing her fore finger right at my face , my mother snarled “ you were being ignored , everyone was ignoring you despite Jennifer standing next to you because you are not what this society calls beautiful and healthy . You are average Bella , just average ! Do you want to be average ? Because I don’t ! I want my daughter to be beautiful and healthy , the centre of attention ! Even now the doctor can blame it all on the medicine but if you ask me , I say that it was all because you were so heavy . It wasn’t the side effect of the medicine that I gave you , No matter how much those doctor insist it is until they turn bl
Jacob“ Okay first question , exactly how much ICD one needs to overdose and die ? “ I asked but then furrowed my brows “ guess what that’s a stupid question isn’t it ? You can’t answer anyway . So “ I shrugged casually “Let’s see what exactly is the level of ICD overdose ,I can find it myself no need to trouble you “Wilkins ‘s eyes got as wide as saucers as he started to moan continuously , his eyes darting to the door and back to me .“ Ah , you better stop doing that - Grampy “ I told him with a warning note in my voice “ if something happened to you right now , you don’t even have someone to plan your funeral tonight “His eyes widened but he stopped struggling . His body went slack , and his chest rose and fell with uneven breaths . His eyes locked at the needles in my hand .“ that’s a good grampy “ I cooed soft
Bella" I think I will - umm , go ?" said Anna as she walked past Ron without waiting for an answer from me . I wanted to ask Ron , what was that about but the expression on his face made it clear that he didn't want to talk abut what happened just now .So , I swallowed my questions back . Instead I smiled at him " Hey , how are you doing ?"Ron who was still looking over his shoulder , turned his head back at me and smiled back " come on short stacks , is this question something you should be asking ? Instead it should be me asking , how do you feel after beating the death 's ass ?"I sit up a little more comfortably and flash him a victory sign " It feels awesome , I was -"I couldn't even get the words out because he already has his arms wrapped around me so tightly , that it was becoming a struggle to breathe ." I was so scared ,Bella .. just so scared " he said , his shoulders shaking as he rested his head on m
Bella" when I almost lost you , I realised how much I needed you " he said resting his forehead against mine " I didn't think about it while you were right by my side , but when I thought I was going to lose you , I realised that I never told you how much I need you "" I know , that already Jake "" Throughout my life I was scared about needing someone , scared that someday someone would want me and I would want her too "" I know that too "" No , you don't get it " he said nuzzling his head to my neck as he let his head drop down " You have no concept of how much I need you , if you knew you wouldn't be so calm , it would scare the hell out of you . It scares me too "" well , if it makes you feel better . I feel the same " All my life I have fought my battles alone , I have been disappointed so much by my family that I grew resistant even at the thought of needing someone . But Jacob was essential for me ." Glad
Jacob“ Hey , I’m back mum “ standing in front of the white headstone without Dante was awkward enough . But I knew I had to be here because she had always been there for me , I placed the bouquet of roses on her grave . My chest was rippling with so much relief and gratitude than ever before “ just so you know , I’m going to fulfil that promise the one that I made to you . I will study hard and inherit Dante -no Dad ‘s company and be a better man and son , a son you can be proud of ““What I want to say - oh to hell with this “ I wasn’t the emotional type and with all the errs and momentary pauses I was certain that my mum must be laughing at me if she was watching me right now “ What I want to say , is thank you . “ I looked at her grave before looking up at the blue sky “ Thank you so much mum , I know you came through for me …I know you did “Because she had
JacobI knew that this was real selfish on my part but you know what fuck it , because if I don’t put a stop on my pain right now , it will keep brewing until I was on the verge of dying with it . So better just end it before it becomes too much for me to handle .“ Mom , you don’t owe me a damn thing . But if you really have a pull up there I need you to string it up for me -please bring her back to me because I need her “ still leaning against the cold marble tomb , I uttered my final plea “ if you bring her back I will try my best to be a son that you can be proud of , so please tell that guy to return her back , I will do anything -please mum “Nothing , not even a flicker of grass or any soft caress of wind flew next to me . And I knew she didn’t hear it , And honestly I didn’t blame her because if I was in her place where my own kid loved my murderer instead , I wouldn’t listen to his damn ple
Jacob"I know you will be really pissed off about this but honestly I don't care because I have been pissed at you all my life and couldn't do a thing to you so yeah - that account is settled . Now we are going to talk about the new one -Bella , she is really a good person , she is loving , compassionate and caring - something I can't say about myself " I stopped breathing hard as emotions clogged my throat , I cleared it before continuing on with my speech that I have prepared after thoughtful consideration " and she is mine , you hear me mine not yours and you have no right to take her because -" my vision went hazy and something warm and wet trickled down my cheeks . I inhaled sharply staring down at the wooden flooring away from the altar " because she is my everything . I know people shit around the word ' love ' a lot now a days but this different . I have already promised her a future together and I can't fulfil that one promise if she is not by my side . " my voic