Ilyria looked up at the fragrant shape and saw a set of double chins that shook with laughter. She stepped back, dusting down her trousers, trying to get her bearings. When no one emerged from the street behind her, she allowed herself a sigh of relief.
The large woman with the chins finally managed to stop laughing. She smiled at Ilyria and the thick makeup caked around her eyes and mouth cracked and flaked. She wiped her watering eyes.
“Sweet Oren’s gods, child,” she said, “You fight with the wiles of a desert cat.”
Ilyria was silent, uncertain how to answer this strange woman. The woman went on, “But you are no child are you,” her eyes dropped to Ilyria’s chest, and she raised one painted eyebrow, “nor no boy.”
Embarrassed, Ilyria pulled the shirt closed. The buttons must have come off during the fight with the robbers. And her pockets were empty. Ilyria realized that she had run out of ideas.
“I need help,” she said to the woman.
“That I can see,” said the woman. She shifted her substantial weight from foot to foot, still eyeing Ilyria as she thought. “Nothing for it then,” she said. “You must come with me.”
She turned and started back down the street. She walked somewhat awkwardly, as if she had some difficulty controlling her own movements. When Ilyria did not immediately join her, she stopped. “You have a better arrangement to consider?” she asked.
Ilyria had no answer. She sighed and fell into step beside the woman.
“I am Madame Skia,” said the woman as they walked, “And you are?”
Ilyria thought quickly.
“Eleft,” she said, remembering one of her mother’s serving girls. The girl had used black polish on Dirk’s brown leather boots and for this transgression, Dirk had had her head shorn and her face branded with the mark of a thief. Ilyria had only heard about it after when Daria had been irritated by having to find another girl to replace her. The girl had disappeared into the desert.
Dirk was not a man who took anything lightly, let alone a public humiliation such as a runaway bride.
“Eleft?” said Madame Skia, shooting her a look that could have been interest or disbelief. Ilyria found it hard to read her expressions beneath the thick mask of makeup.
“Just Eleft,” she said, choosing her own interpretation of the question.
“Very well. Is there someone looking for you, young Eleft-disguised-as-a-boy?”
Would her absence have been discovered yet? The wedding was set for the late afternoon and her mother would still be sleeping. Dirk may still be with Haris’ widow. The thought made her once again feel ill. But with both her mother and Dirk otherwise occupied, it was possible the alarm had not yet been raised.
Deciding a lie would not protect her, Ilyria settled on a half-truth. “Perhaps,” she said.
“Perhaps?” snorted Madame Skia, “Perhaps is a wish uttered in the dark before the lights come on.”
“What?”
“Never mind,” said Madame Skia, stopping in front of a door. It was an unremarkable wooden door in a wall of the same weather-beaten rock and clay as any of its neighbors. Madame Skia removed a ring with a single long, pale key from beneath her skirts, and looked around before inserting it. “You wish to disappear?” she said.
Ilyria looked at that plain door and the bone-colored key and the strange woman who wielded it. She felt her insides constrict with something that might yet have been fear. Still, it was nothing compared to what she had felt in the late hours of the night when Dirk had called forth that dark, slithering evil. With Madame Skia watching her so closely, she suppressed the shudder that threatened. Did she wish to disappear? She wondered herself.
Madame Skia turned the lock and began to open the door. With the door still open just a crack and only darkness to see past it, she turned to face Ilyria.
“Before you answer, Eleft,” she said, “You and I need an understanding. One,” she held up one long finger, the nail painted dark as blood, “That this name is the last lie you tell me.” She paused, waiting for her words to settle with Ilyria, then held up a second finger, “And two, that whatever trouble you are running from should remain out of my house.” Again, she waited. Ilyria began to respond but Madame Skia interrupted her, “I advise you once more and for the last time: remember my first rule before you speak.”
Ilyria did.
“Eleft has no need to disappear,” she said.
Madame Skia’s eyes narrowed.
“You are sharp, child. I shall give you that. Come now,” and she reached forward, pulling Ilyria by the arm past her and through the door.
Ilyria waited in the darkened vestibule as Madame Skia closed the door, taking her time to pocket the key. Beyond, she glimpsed an open courtyard but within the small space, the smell was intoxicating. She closed her eyes and took a deep breath. Beneath the sweet, spicy scent of incense floated a smell she had only overheard merchants discuss in hushed tones. She recognized from their descriptions the bitter tang at the back of the throat, the gentle buzzing behind her eyes, the way her body began to feel light, airy, almost as if she could …
“Best not to linger,” said Madame Skia, now pushing her through the archway that separated the vestibule from the courtyard.
She could never have guessed at the delights of this courtyard from the ordinary exterior of the house. Plants with iridescent leaves and flowering with colors she could hardly name, cascaded from every wall and corner. Large cushions draped in jewel-colored silks and velvets lay scattered on the stones. A canopy of filigreed shahtoosh, undulated in a cool breeze, providing shade to the sleeping occupants of the cushions.
Madame Skia surveyed the scene before her for a few moments with her hands on her hips. She seemed amused. Then she brought her hands together in a clap so loud that Ilyria put her hands to her ears.
Across the courtyard, girls sat up sleepily with groans or sighs. Birds, roused from their own quiet sleep, began to whistle and chirp at each other across the courtyard. Ilyria had to duck as one swooped over her head in a flash of emerald green and she was momentarily dazzled by the flash of jewels tagging its legs.
There were more girls in the courtyard that she had at first thought. They were sometimes two or three to a cushion and as familiar as sisters with each other. Ilyria felt herself blush at the disarray of their clothes and how comfortable they all were in their various stages of undress.
One girl tumbled off a cushion nearby, landing at Ilyria’s feet. She sat up, rubbing her eyes, and smearing black kohl eyeliner in long smudgy stripes along her face. Squinting one eye shut, she looked up at Ilyria and smiled dreamily. Her eyes were blue as cave pools and distant as the stars.
Madame Skia clicked her tongue at the girl.
“Miasma,” she said, “You have been indulging too much in the chariko again. It is for the clients, stupid girl.”
Miasma continued to smile. Her curly hair seemed to float around her head in a cloud of silver and gold.
Chariko was the name of the spice Ilyria had smelt in the vestibule. They provided it to … clients? Ilyria felt uneasy. She had learned many things listening in on the merchants’ conversations. Not all of them had made sense at the time.
“But Madame,” said the girl called Miasma, “You look so so …” she waved her arms around in the air and then seemed to be distracted by the movement of the shimmery fabric covering her arms.
Madame Skia rolled her eyes at Ilyria.
“You might think it is the charo, but actually Miasma came to us like this. Miasma,” she said, snapping her fingers until Miasma looked at her again. “This is Eleft,” she gestured toward Ilyria, “Show her around.” Her voice trailed off and Ilyria saw her looking at a tall man who had entered the courtyard through another door. He wore a long cloak, the hood of which covered his face. He held his hands clasped in front of him. Ilyria looked at his feet, but they were customarily bare. Then she remembered that she was still wearing Dirk’s boots. Madame Skia walked toward the man, her posture stiff and formal. She greeted him with a small nod, and they left together through the same door from which he had arrived.
Miasma clapped her hands, “A friend!” she cried.
“Oh Mia, you think everyone is friend,” called out one of the other girls, a girl with cinnamar skin against which her pale green eyes stood out like ice on sand. She stood and Ilyria saw she was naked except for a thin gold chain around her waist. She strolled over to Ilyria.
“Bonbon,” she introduced herself, “You will need to fix your name. It’s boring.” Ilyria tried to focus on the girl’s eyes. “You should be …” she reached out, fluffing Ilyria’s hair, pulling apart the torn shirt. She examined Ilyria as dispassionately as if she were a market animal. Ilyria stood and accepted the inspection with an unequal combination of shock, embarrassment, and curiosity. “You should be Kitten.”
Ilyria burst out laughing. “Kitten? Really?”
The other girls had begun to crowd around her, commenting on her hair, her eyes, her skin, her shape, everything. She felt suddenly like she had a whole crowd of sisters and it made her uncharacteristically compliant. They led her off telling her they would have their new little kitten all bathed and perfumed and dressed up in no time.
Ilyria stared at the apparition in the mirror. She dimly heard the girls around her cooing and complimenting her. But what she saw drained the blood from her face even beneath the layer of silvery powder with which she was covered. She looked like Daria Agrio. She looked like her mother. Her tears began to leave trails through the pretty shade of pink her cheeks had been blushed. The fine dark lines around her eyes smudged. The girls called out in horror, but Ilyria could not stop. This was not at all what she wanted. To look like this. To be seen like this.
Perhaps Bonbon had called Madame Skia, or perhaps Madame Skia had followed the commotion. But soon the girls had been shooed out of the room and Madame Skia was standing over her. She handed Ilyria tissues and Ilyria used them to wipe away tears and make-up until she felt and looked less Agrio and more Ilyria. Or Eleft. Or even Kitten. Anything but Daria.
“So, you will be our fresh-faced Kitten,” said Madame Skia, shrugging. “It’s new but it might work. It will be something different for the clients.”
Ilyria knew she had to speak up now. She had heard the girls talking about the previous night and she knew for certain what sort of house this was. “Madame Skia,” began Ilyria, “I am so grateful that you have offered me shelter but I …”
“You have other options?” said Madame Skia. Ilyria was silent. “You have skills I can use like,” she listed them on her fingers, “cook, cleaner, logician, solicitor?” Ilyria shook her head dully. She could play the piano and speak passable Itoulp. She had received high marks for her knowledge of Idixatian history. Was this all she was? Her worth measured by what she could contribute to a house of ill repute. Madame Skia’s eyes narrowed as she watched Ilyria. “You think you are too good for us?”
Miserable, Ilyria shook her head. “No.”
“Then you work. Like everyone else.” Her tone softened. “It’s not so bad, child. This is a good establishment. I don’t tolerate nonsense from the clients.”
“Yes.”
What else could she say?
That evening, Ilyria, led by Miasma, joined the girls—“companions” Miasma insisted they were called—in the large salon off the courtyard. Filigreed lamps warmed the room with light while breezes flowing through air channels in the walls, kept it cool. The girls had shown Ilyria how to wash down their bodies and apply scented oils so that now the room was filled with the heady scents of all the desert’s hidden flowers. Softly cushioned divans sprawled around low tables sagging with sweet fruits and spicy savoury pastries. Ilyria felt her mouth watering at the sight even though she was still sated by the generous midday meal. Mirrors lay along the walls, their gaze softened with hazy draped silks. Ilyria could not resist glancing at herself. Her long dark hair hung loose to her waist and the translucent tunic she wore fluttered around her slender limbs. She had allowed the girls to help her with a touch of kohl around her eyes and the effect was, well, she had to admit
Ilyria woke the next morning to the sound of the birds fluttering across the courtyard. Her eyes flew open. That sound last night! Just before the room went dark, a shadow had passed across the moon, just as it had a few nights before, the last night she spent in her mother’s mansion. This time though, there had also been the sound an enormous pair of wings would make as they swept through the air; a rippling, fluttering sound as if the air itself were being parted. Then there had come that long, strange silence when everything slowed down, and she had felt herself—or some part of herself—weave the gossamer strands of the glamour that mesmerized the merchant. Was it the Lightning Bird? What did it mean? She tried to recall other times when she had willed a situation to bend a little, for a person to … She sat up. A time when she had willed a person to not see her. Of course! in the courtyard in her mansion after overhearing Haris’ certain murder, she had been
Miasma could not stop talking. Ilyria laughed to see her so animated and lively when she had only known her as sweet, sleepy, charo-loving Miasma. Now she was buzzing with talk of the trinkets and gadgets she planned to buy. She held onto Ilyria’s arm as they walked, her other arm looped through Flame’s, a girl with coppery hair and skin pale as goat’s milk. She wore a gold and silver striped mask, like a tiger. Ilyria thought their names were a little obvious, but she could see how they were easy for the clients to remember. She glanced over her shoulder, seeing the three other market goers and behind them, Bonbon and their guardian. Ilyria caught her breath. It was just a moment, but something about it caught Ilyria’s attention and with her attention came that slowing in which she could conjure the glamour. Now though, she had no need of a glamour, only a closer understanding. And it came more quickly perhaps because once you saw it, it was obvious.
Ilyria felt as though she had been waiting for this moment all her life. Her eyes locked onto his and she stepped forward. The Lightning Bird folded her toward him, his arms strong and steady. She felt the heat of his body and his fragrant breath on her face, “Don’t be afraid, Ilyria,” he whispered to her as her body become light and they left the ground. Her eyes never left his. She heard the powerful whoosh of his wings as they rose high up into the night air until they were enshrouded in the chill damp of the clouds. Only then did she look down below her to where Idixat was only a place of scattered lights in the vast indigo velvet of the desert. She felt unafraid, even when he wrapped his legs around hers and changed their position, holding her close to him in a lover’s embrace as he flew them both away. Ilyria believed she must have fallen asleep in the arms of the Lightning Bird as they crossed the night sky, as improbable as that seemed. Yet she woke in the warmth of
Dirk looked directly at Ilyria. She reached again for the sensation of flickering shadows as she had done all those nights ago, desperately searching for the glamour that would conceal her but feeling it slip away from her like sand. He saw her, there was no doubt. His eyes widened and his lips parted to call out to his henchmen, but something seemed not quite right. Slow. It was all too slow. Her own movements felt trapped in thick honey, each breath came and went as measured and inexorable as the tides of the desert. Her panic, her terror of moments before felt as far as the moons. She tore her eyes away from Dirk and saw that Madame Skia had pushed herself up on one elbow. She had raised up her face to the sky and her usual thick mask of make-up wavered like a thin veil over her face. Through the veil, Ilyria saw a face of such heartrending beauty she thought it would forever be seared into her memory. Madame Skia’s mouth was open as she sang without voice.
Thassa and Ilyria followed Madame Skia to her office. This time Ilyria looked carefully for even one clue to Madame Skia’s identity. Madame Skia, like Thassa, had a story and Ilyria was more than curious. Her life may depend on her understanding. Thassa was the last to enter, he closed the door behind him. Light and air streamed through the upper vents in the room and there was a feeling of pervasive calm that was not charo-induced. Ilyria took a breath. “You said I might be able to help? What do you mean? Help with what?” Madame Skia sat at her desk, her hands fluttering. Her fingers were pale and soft. Yet Ilyria was certain she had large, calloused hands with long red nails. Ilyria had the dizzying impression of seeing two things at once. Perhaps the clue to who Madame Skia was, was not in her office, but in the odd feeling that Ilyria had that whatever she thought she was looking at, it was not the real Madame Skia. “First
Ilyria and Thassa entered the palace through an unobtrusive gate further along from the palace gates. The guards there lowered their swords as soon as they saw Thassa, nodding their heads in deference. It was the first time she understood that Thassa was much more than Bonbon’s lover or Madame Skia’s unofficial security. Thassa carried real authority within the walls of the palace. She followed him into the first courtyard of the palace, looking around her at the bustle of activities taking place, relieved to be distracted from the horrors of the execution she had just witnessed. Here, people moved with purpose that felt joyful. They balanced trays overflowing with fruits on their heads; or aired bedding so overstuffed that feathers floated up into the air with each flap; or chased a small dog running off with a bone still dripping with gravy; or stole kisses in doorways; or sharpened kitchen knives while eying the kiss-stealers. She had to smile at the abundant life of it a
Ilyria lay sprawled against the tiles, frozen with shock. The enchantment which had sprung up around her when she first took the Princess’s hand had fallen away but her body shivered as if it were still in that cavernous space with the Princess and the eyeless man. The music had stopped, the flautist paused with the flute a breath away from his lips, his eyes on Ilyria. His tranquil absorption had been replaced by a greedy attentiveness. He lifted his arms and Ilyria saw he wore chains on his wrists. These he rattled as he opened his mouth wide to reveal the tongueless space within. The cry that emerged was that of a wretched half-creature, a bleating, savage sound that echoed within the walls of the Princess’s chamber. Ilyria expected the guardians to rush into the room. Then she remembered that they were forbidden from entering. Instead, she felt hands at once soft and strong dig into her shoulders and haul her up from the floor. The ascetic’s face w
Ilyria woke to the smell of warm bread and blossoming plants, and another damp salty smell she could not recognize. She sighed and turned over. Her eyes flickered half-open as she felt Suluu’s warm body lying on his back next to her. Her hand lazily traced the contours of his smooth chest, delighting in the way his skin puckered beneath her fingers. He turned to look at her, his lips parted in a smile and his eyes hooded with his desire. “Hello,” he murmured, pulling her toward him, “You’re awake.” “I am,” she said, tracing her fingers over his lips. Then her stomach rumbled noisily, “and I am so, so, so, so hungry!” She sat up trying to recall when last she had eaten and suddenly a rush of images flooded over her. She sank her face into her hands. Astrapi, impaled. The Princess and Zlo’s blood dripping from the spines of The Shackled One. Madame Skia’s wounded body lying shrouded by the shimmering moon dust. The monster’s final moments. She looked up
The monster reached out a nightmarish tendril, twisted and hard and riddled with fungus. The tendril scratched Ilyria under the chin as an overly familiar uncle might and she gagged on the smell of rotten animal flesh. “You don’t look like him at all,” said The Shackled One, “Lucky for you. We hated him for what he did to us.” “Us? There is more than one of you?” “Us,” said The Shackled One, and dark spikes shot out from its body, impaling the Princess and Zlo. A spike missed the Mogul only because Loulou had pushed him out of the way. They stood open-mouthed with dread and fear as the Princess and Zlo twisted and writhed on the spikes, howling in agony, their blood dripping to the ground beneath them. Thassa ran to the frozen pair and pulled them away. Think, Ilyria, what does it want? came Madame Skia’s question. Ilyria tried not to hear the howls of the Princess and her son. She looked around for Madame Skia the darkness was so com
They all heard it making its way. The ground rumbled with its passage as the Sister Moon shone down with relentless brightness, Brother Moon no longer able to temper her cold light. And Ilyria saw her own fear reflected in the faces of her friends. Even the sirens cowered, and Madame Skia looked uncertain which was maybe the most terrifying thing of all. What could be worse than Zlo? Ilyria knew. It was the thing that Zlo feared. The thing that lived deep within his own dark tower. She looked at the Princess. The Princess knew too. Her face had turned so pale, it seemed to reflect that horrifying moonlight. Suddenly the Princess reached out one hand and the crowd of sirens parted around her as if she had sliced through them. She curled her fingers, and the Mogul was dragged through the mud toward her. He twisted and turned reaching out for Loulou. Loulou, her cheeks flushed, tried to follow but the Princess flung her away with a flick of the other hand. She lifted her summon
Then the air was torn apart by a woman’s scream. It was filled with such rage that every one of them who heard it fell to their knees with their hands over their ears, desperate for it to stop. Zlo alone stood, his head bowed as the Princess appeared beside him. She was beautiful and terrifying in her anger. She appeared to float off the floor, her white robes billowing around her, her long, burnished hair streaming as though she were the wind itself. Behind her stood Nicos, his expression glazed. His hands hung at his sides. He appeared to see and hear nothing. “Fool,” said the Princess to Zlo, “I did everything to help you. I sent him away,” she tilted her head toward the Mogul, “I distracted the brothers and the stupid girl-child Magoses with their little quest. I sowed division and strife. I ensured the Laws were broken. All you had to do was make sure they,” here she swept her arm around to indicate Astrapi, the companions, Thassa, Miasma and Ilyria, “were all h
Ilyria could not have said exactly when she had understood the truth of the relics. Had it begun when she realized that the map to the Lost Cities was really the knowledge of one man, Nicos? Or when Astrapi’s breath activated the perfect chord on the gold harmonicus. Could it even have been Zlo who pulled the scant threads of ideas together for her when he pointed to Fierce as a Nemachi device. Ilyria knew Fierce was a living, breathing creature. Had Zlo missed something? Having forfeited so much of his humanity for power, he no longer understood the value of that humanity. Now, as she watched Thassa’s slow, reluctant appraoch, felt his sorrow as he dug in his pocket and brought out the necklace to place it on the altar, saw his dejection as he walked past her back to where Bonbon waited, she wanted to yell out her understanding. She wanted to scream at Thassa that the necklace did not matter. Only his memory of it was worth anything. The things that bind us to
Astrapi fell, Bonbon fell. Sidian, Flame and Loulou, they all fell. But it was not with the bone-rending shatter that Ilyria, Miasma and Thassa anticipated. Thassa, with his arms outstretched was surprised to find them filled with soft, warm, living, breathing Bonbon. Ilyria cried out as Astrapi landed with the thud and slap of flesh hitting floor. Likewise, the other companions, released from their marble prisons, fell to the rumbling, caving floor with cries of surprise and pain. Except for Bonbon whose tears were of joy to be in her lover’s arms. Ilyria had no time to feel bad about her inaction for the white roof and shattered walls of the reception chamber fell away as easily as if the marble had no more substance than eggshell. The smell of the garden filled the space but instead of the intoxicating perfume of earlier, it smelled as over-sweet and rotten, like over-ripe fruit. She held her hand up to her nose. The marble floor beneath their feet dissolved into the dark
Ilyria kept her eyes on Astrapi even as she felt Zlo feeding off her pain. Her limbs grew numb and heavy as Zlo drew all that heartache from her. Ilyria willed Astrapi to open his eyes. Just show me you are alive, she thought, If I know you are alive, then I can do anything, I can … A soft hand on her arm and she groped blindly for Miasma. Miasma took her hand and stood on her one side and as she did so, Thassa took her hand on the other. She was not alone. Somehow, miraculously, she was not alone. She felt the blood return to her limbs and they tingled almost painfully with the returning pain. She would claim it back from Zlo. It was not his to steal. A rumble and the marble walls and floor shook. The three stood firm. “Look,” whispered Miasma, “They are all here.” Ilyria tore her eyes from Astrapi and looked around them. On the walls were each of her friends. Captured in attitudes of struggle, their faces bore the signs of their to
Ilyria, Miasma and Thassa paused at the iron and gold gates. The Gates of Perception they were called. Ilyria had never been this close to them. As a child she had been told they were enchanted. Any person wishing to see the Mogul had to pass the test of the Gates of Perception. Those who did not come with noble intentions would be incinerated as they passed through. Perhaps that was why the three hesitated. The heavy iron had been wrought with gold into the history of the Moguls of Idixat. There was the first with his high, noble brow, hands aloft, providing benediction for the new city. There was his successor, the same noble brow, bending to drink the water from the underground river on which the city relied. There was his successor’s successor, digging the first spadeful of dirt for the city’s ramparts. And so on. Each Mogul’s face was rendered in gold, his body in iron. The arid land in iron, the city he drew from its earth in gold. It was a study of how a man was made
A woman at the back of the procession gave a long guttural howl. Every hair on Ilyria’s body stood on end. “Use the glamour,” said Miasma, “Help me, use the glamour.” “And do what?" said Ilyria, "Where do we even go?” Aerie? No then they would be too far away. They had to be in the Palace. Palace? What part of the Palace? The Princess’s chambers? The Princess’s garden? She felt for the token in her pocket already knowing it wasn’t there and that she wouldn’t use it even if she had it. The Princess, she decided, could not be trusted. Vatra? Yakip?No. They had to be here. “Make a run for it,” said Thassa, readying himself as if to do just that. The procession moved with purpose now, bearing down on them. Their fac