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30| Heart Want What It Wants
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English is not my first language.
Kindly ignore any typos, grammatical mistakes and verbal uncertainties.
Emily's Pov:
"I..mmmm...Edd..."
I never really thought that something in me could be triggered to such an extent that I could lose my vocal and conceptual abilities for a moment.
And yet, I couldn't adore more being meek and limp in someone's arms when that said person is touching you like you were born to be worshipped. I knew it was part of some dangerous game we started months ago, following it diligently while still protecting our friendship but the way it was all going right now, I was sure I couldn't see him just as a friend anymore.
Hell, I never seen him as a one before!
But still, I always tried doing it for the sake of our long year alliance and chivalry. Allowing
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