Philip and I were the only ones left. We're assigned to clean our room since we both got a detention slip. It's now four o'clock and our class ended an hour ago. I haven't eaten lunch and I'm not sure if we're just the same. I'm wiping the board while he's sweeping the floor. I have no idea what I'm doing. Wala ba silang maintenance rito at tagalinis ng classroom?
"Hey, I'm sorry. Your time extended because of me," I apologized. He looked at me and raised an eyebrow.
"You got chalk on your face," he assured. I looked into my mirror and wiped my cheeks using my handkerchief. I guess he'd already cleaned the whole classroom while I hadn't finished erasing the writing on the blackboard.
It's my fault why he's still here with me. His cleaning time was supposed to be thirty minutes only. He took my side and I was relieved. He was the first person who believed me without judging my personality.
"I'm done. Take care of the board so you can go home." He fixed his belongings and was about to go home.
"Hey, wait." I hurriedly erased everything written on the board and went to my bag. I lent him a hundred pesos which I forgot to pay when we both rode a taxi.
"Here, you go. I wish I could give you more but Dad cuts off my cards."
"It's exact. I split the bill in half if you do the math," he reminded. He left the room but I followed his path aiming a few meters away from him. Napalingon siya sa akin kaya napahinto ako sa pagsunod sa kaniya. He walked towards me and raised an eyebrow.
"Are you following me or are we just on the same way?" he asked. I nodded without hesitations.
"So, you're following me or what?" Tumango ako at napahawak naman siya sa bewang niya. I think he's figuring what's on my mind?
"I'm actually following you. I don't know how to go home," I replied.
"Hey, Philip!" Agad akong umalis sa harapan niya nang marinig ko ang pamilyar na boses na 'yon. Nakita ko si Avis na papunta sa direksiyon niya kaya pumasok ako sa isang classroom.
"Who's that girl?" Avis asked, so I covered my face using my bag. Nakikita ko sa view na 'to na nakahawak siya sa braso ni Philip at mukang matagal na silang magkakilala.
"Aren't you going home? What took you so long? I've been waiting for you," Avis complained. I saw Philip look into my direction and so did Avis. I lowered my head and waited for them to leave. I don't want that girl seeing me in this situation. She may think that I'm miserable.
Nagpagpag ako ng uniform at lumabas ng classroom. Pagkatapos kong magpaikot ikot sa loob ng school ay nakalabas din ako ng gate. Napahawak ako sa tiyan ko dahil nagugutom na ako ng sobra. What can I buy with this money? I don't even know how to go home and how much do I need to save for my fare.
I watch my schoolmates leaving the campus one by one. I'm sitting on the side of a road waiting for Azhter to answer my calls. I think his phone was turned off. It's not even ringing. I already left so many missed calls.
I looked at my phone and it's already five o'clock. Wala na akong nakikitang estudyante na dumadaan. I held my eyes using both of my hands. I started to whine like a lost child looking for his mom. I don't know how to go home and how to catch a cab either. Why does Daddy Chaster want me to experience something like this? Does it mean that I'm adopted?
"New girl?" I wiped my tears and looked at the back. I saw Philip saying goodbye to his friends. Lumingon ako sa ibang direksiyon at hindi siya pinansin. Who knows if he's with Avis? She might think that I'm pathetic.
"So, I was right. It was you," he repeated. He's holding a cartolina and a sketchpad. What is he doing at school at a time like this?
Tumayo ako at tumalikod sa kaniya. I already told him that I don't know how to go home. Now, he's asking why I'm still here.
"Where's Avis?" I asked.
"She went home. I have to attend a club meeting so she had no choice but to go home by herself," he replied. Humarap ako sa kaniya at inayos ang mukha ko. It's embarrassing for someone to see me like this.
"You seemed like a rich girl, It's impossible for you not to call your parents or guardians to come here," he wondered but I shook my head.
"I wish I could do that. But, could you please tell me the way back and I'll promise to pay you when I got home?" I think he was pleased. Napahawak ako sa tiyan ko dahil nagugutom na talaga ako. My stomach growled and I saw him chuckled. Gosh, I'm starving.
"Don't tell me that you didn't eat lunch?" he asked so I nodded. He sighed and offered his hand to me.
"We have to run. It's getting late."
As soon as I accepted his hand, he pulled me away to run at his speed. I smiled when I saw him running. He was such a slow runner. We stopped at a small—uhm, what do you call this place? Was this a non-air conditioned restaurant without table layering, napkins and a complete set of utensils?
He entered so I followed him around. He found a vacant seat and asked me to come there. "New girl, masarap pares dito. Gusto mo tikman?" he asked.
"Uhm, What's pares?" I shrugged. I don't know why everyone was staring at me. I looked at Philip and asked him why. He also grinned at me so I shut my mouth.
"Eh, Goto? Masarap din 'yon."
"Uhm, I don't think—" I haven't finished my sentence since he already called the ordertaker.
"Boss, Dalawang pares nga saka isang goto," he mentioned. "Saka dalawang coke na rin."
"Was that the boss of this restaurant?" I asked but he just laughed at me. I don't even know that these types of foods exist. Philip was acting so weird. I can't understand everything.
"Saan ka ba banda? Mag gagabi na. Tinawagan mo na ba parents mo?" I shook my head and put my bag on the table.
"At bakit mo tinataguan si Avis? Kilala ka rin ng mga classmates natin." I averted my eyes and looked elsewhere.
"I'm a brat," I replied.
"So, what?"
"My dad transferred me to Anastasia. I have to raise my grades so I can go back to Foster. Avis is my enemy," I added. He stared at me and raised an eyebrow.
"Foster U? Studying there would cost a hundred grand," he gasped.
"I know. My dad can afford everything you'd ever imagine."
"Lychie!" Napalingon ako sa tumawag sa akin. Napatingin din lahat ng tao sa mini restaurant sa kaniya. Argh, Here we go again. Dito pa talaga siya gumawa ng eksena? Napahawak ako sa noo ko at tumayo.
"Look, what are you doing?" I asked and stopped him. Dali-dali siyang pumunta at hinawakan sa kwelyo si Philip.
"And, who the hell are you?" Philip asked.
"Silly! I'm his boyfriend," he replied and pushed Philip on the floor. I massaged my temple and rolled my eyes. Argh, this freak was getting on my nerves!
"Hoy!" I exclaimed and pulled his hair.
Chapter Three "What a troublemaker," I hissed. Naglalakad na kaming tatlo papunta sa highway. We were kicked out of that mini restaurant because of Azhter. Feeling niya siguro siya ang my knight in shining armor ko. My foot, he got no help. Everything was messed up because of him. Good thing that he paid for the damages. Lalo lang akong nagutom nang dahil sa kaniya. He spilt my pares while fighting with Philip. "I thought you're in basketball practice. Why barged in? How did you know I was there?" I asked. "I didn't know that guy was your classmate. My dad told me that you were transferred. I came to your school but you weren't there so I looked elsewhere," he replied and stared at Philip. "So, you're telling me that he's really your boyfriend?" Philip asked curiously. He has a bruise on the sid
Chapter Four It's eleven. Kanina pa ako kinakalabit ni Isaiah dahil hindi ko siya pinapansin. Math class namin ngayon at lalo lang sumasakit ang ulo ko. I don't think she likes me. Everyone hates me for good. Well, let's say except, Philip. But he wasn't around, he skipped the class after we went to school together. He took my hand and left Avis standing there. We ran together and I'm still wondering why he chose me. I looked at Isaiah. She's wearing glasses and I don't think she has friends. Not bad, she's also good at class. She's smart and kind. I haven't seen her around the cafeteria. Perhaps, she prefers being alone? "What do you want?" I asked and faced her. I looked at my classmates and they were all silently laughing at me. Tinuro ni Isaiah ang likod ko at doon ko nalaman na may nakadikit na papel. Kinuha ko ang papel at may nakalagay na word na
Chapter Five "Hey, Thanks for your uniform." Binigay ko kay Isaiah ang paper bag na may laman na uniform niya. Good thanks, my dad didn't notice that I'm wearing someone's uniform yesterday. He'll get worried for sure. "Nakapili ka na ng club?" she asked and I shrugged. Kagabi ko pa pinag-iisipan ang club na papasukan ko. I sat on my chair and leaned back. If only I had the same brain as Jacob, I wouldn't have to do any of this. Same day as usual, I'm just waiting for school's bell to rang. Our class ended minutes ago. Hindi na ako sumabay kay Philip dahil may pupuntahan pa akong club. I decide to join baking since 'yon lang naman ang alam kong gawin. I want to join media art club but I have no talent at drawing. Pumunta na ako sa kabilang building para hanapin ang Food Tech building. I think that the place where TVL-strand student study and learn cooking. I don't know why Philip
Chapter Six It's nearly eight in the evening. Naglalakad na kaming dalawa ni Basti papunta sa sakayan. Wala na rin kasing ulan kaya nadesisyon akong sumakay na lang ng cab. His mom asked him to come with me until I reached the terminal. Mukha pa ngang labag sa loob niya. "Pst, hoy!" He's walking few meters ahead from me. Hindi man lang niya ako hinintay. Napaka-ungentleman niya talaga. He looked at me and gave me a glare. Huminto siya kaya dali-dali akong sumabay. His both hands were on his pockets. Hindi ba siya marunong gumawa ng topic para pag-usapan namin? It's really awkward. "Are you expelled from Foster?" I asked. He raised an eyebrow and gave me a bored look. "Why? Do you got expelled?" He smirked. "Eh, bakit nga?" "Shut up. Stop bothering me dumb fruit shake." Nauna na ulit siya maglakad kaya nilakihan ko na rin ang mga ha
Chapter SevenI pushed Basti away and slapped his right cheek. Lahat na ata ng masasamang ugali nasa kaniya na. He's annoying, jerk, arrogant, ungentleman, pangit ugali, snob, bipolar, liar, maniac at bastos!"You're a jerk!" I shouted. Nakita ko si Philip na nakatingin sa akin at nasa likod niya ang babaeng hinalikan niya kanina."I thought you're going home with me," Philip said and shrugged. "Look, I'm sorry for bothering you both. I saw Lizette go this way so I followed her," he explained. I looked at him and grinned sarcastically. What am I expecting from Philip?I didn't take a glance and pushed Basti. I walked away until I reached the ground floor. He's an asshole. How dare that wench kiss me?"Kry, I'm sorry." I heard Basti at the back running after me. Hinarap ko siya at binato ng bag ko."Did you know that—"
Sebastian:Good Morning, Fruit ShakeBwiset.Ginulo ko ang buhok ko at tinanggal ang suot-suot kong eye mask. May mas sisira pa ba ng araw ko? I put down my phone na kanina pa tunog ng tunog. Sebastian bothers the hell out of me. Ang aga-aga niya mambwisit.I get a grip and fix myself. Pagkatapos kong ilagay ang peach headband ko ay nagulat ako nang may kausap si Daddy sa baba. Then I saw Azhter waving his hand at me. We ate breakfast together then he brought me to school using his car. I know he's only doing this just to make sure that I'll attend his game."Good morning, Kry. Bad mood ka yata?""Sy
Basti rolled his eyes and grabbed my hand. Ramdam kong may nabubuo na namang tensiyon sa kanilang dalawa kaya ako na ang lumayo. "Don't even dare to follow me!" I emphasized. "Kry! Kanina pa kita hinahanap!" iritang sigaw ni Azhter at hinawakan ang braso ko. May dala-dala siyang varsity jacket. He put that on my shoulder and rolled his eyes at me. "You look like shit." "I am!" I said back. Naglakad kami papasok gymnasium at pinaupo niya ako sa pinakaharap nang hindi pumipila ng napakahaba. May silbi rin pala 'to si Azhter kahit papaano. "Sit down and watch me play. The seat next to you was reserved. Thanks me later."
Chapter 10 "You look so down. May nangyari ba sa office?" tanong ni Isaiah pagkabalik ko ng classroom. I massaged my forehead and put my head down. Ilang beses kong inuntog ang ulo ko at iniisip kung paano ko mami-meet ang grade requirement sa Anastasia. "I don't know. Umayaw si Basti na turuan ako sa Math. Argh, hindi ko na alam!" I groaned. Tinapik ni Isaiah ang likod ko. "It's okay. Maybe we can work for that. What if tanungin mo siya o itanong mo kung bakit siya umayaw?" Inangat ko ang ulo ko at saka umiling. "I would never do that," I emphasized. Ayaw ko ngang kausapin si Basti. Tumahimik na nga ng panandalian ang buhay ko.
"Good luck for next week, class. Enjoy your lunch," sabi ng teacher namin at agad na lumabas. Nakahinga na ako nang malalim dahil tapos na ang klase. Grabe, hindi ko na maintindihan ang pre-calculus.Tapos na rin naman ang first schedule namin para sa morning class kaya pumunta muna ako sa cafeteria. Hindi ko alam kung nasaan na si Sebastian. Parang hindi ko nga siya boyfriend sa totoo lang. Saka wala rin naman akong experience sa gan'on. Normal lang ba 'to na hindi siya magpakita sa akin tuwing school hours? First boyfriend ko kaya si BastiIniligpit ko na ang mga tupperware ko at nilagay sa lunchbox dahil hindi naman siya nagrereply. Baka busy 'yon sa practice for basketball kaya hindi ako mareplyan. Gusto ko pa naman siyang yayain sa pagkain.Okay na rin 'yon. Parehas naman siguro kaming busy
"Anastasia High School is open for volleyball try-out," basa ko sa bulletin. Napataas lang ang kilay ko. I don't have any time for that. Ayaw ko nang makigulo pa kay Avis. Saka 'di ba, galit sa akin ang mga teammates niya. Lalo pa akong hindi makabalik sa Foster.Kakatapos lang ng klase namin at mag-isa lang akong naglakad papalabas ng room. Wala ako sa mood na siputin si Basti sa tutoring session. Naiinis ako sa kaniya. Cross doesn't get in touch with me these days. Parang iniiwasan niya ako.Biglang may humatak sa akin at nakita ko si Sebastian. Pinapasok niya ako sa kotse at agad niya 'yung ni-lock pagkapasok niya rin sa loob."Basti, ano ba?" sabi ko at pinalo siya sa braso.
Was everything a joke? Parang ang seryoso ni Basti sa mga sinabi niya pero anong nangyari? Hindi ko alam kung si Basti ba talaga ang kasama ko kahapon. The moment I saw him, he turns to a different person. Hindi niya man lang ako pinansin kanina sa grounds. Parang back to strangers ulit kami. Ano 'to? Trial lang? Kung joker pala siya e 'di sobrang galing niya. Napaniwala niya ako, e.Kasalukuyan akong nakasuot ng P.E. uniform dahil may laro kami sa subject na 'to. Actually, it's been a while since I saw Isaiah like this close as before. Hindi na kasi kami gaanong nag-uusap dahil na kay Basti ang atensiyon ko. Kailangan ko kasi mapasa ang final exam this semester habang siya naman busy sa club nila ni Sean.Pumila na kami sa baba. Lumingon ako kay Phillip at ewan ko ba kung bakit kanina pa siya tumitingin. Nasa
Nakarating na kami sa venue. Everyone's eyes were glued to us. Pumarada ang kotse ni Cross sa harap ng bahay ng pinsan niya. Everyone needs to walk on the red carpet for picture taking. In-i-offer ni Cross ang kamay niya at inalalayan akong palabas. Humawak ako sa braso niya at umayos naman siya ng tayo. I saw ate Zia waving at me wearing her shining elegant gown.Napapaypay ako sa sarili ko gamit ang sarili kong kamay. Halos lahat kasi ng mata ng mga family members ni Cross nakatingin sa akin. It's too overwhelming. Parang nalulula ako.Pumunta na kami sa table. Si Cross lang ang kasama ko. Everyone was now dancing on the dance floor. Kakatapos lang kasi ng isang program. We're on the side watching everyone dancing with their date."Kry," Cross said.
Third Person's POVParehas silang nasa loob ng kotse. Tahimik lang silang dalawa sa parking lot. Lizette still can't get over for what just happened lately. Second kiss na nila 'yon ni Basti. Everything was awkward. Nakasandal lang ang ulo ni Lizette sa bintana ng kotse dahil naiilang na siya sa mga titig ni Sebastian."Where were you these past few days?" Lizette asked calmly. Her curiosity was killing her. Ilang araw na absent si Jerome tapos ngayon lang siya nagpakita. Tumingin siya kay Basti na kanina pa siya tinitingnan."Hospital," Basti replied and sighed. "Hindi kasi pwedeng mag-leave si Mommy sa trabaho niya dahil we need funds for Cheska's operation. I can't leave her behind," he added and looked away.
"Bakit ka tulala 'dyan?" Napalingon ako sa gilid at nakita ko si Cross na may dalang ice cream. Ngayon na kasi ang foundation day pero bawat galaw ko parang may kulang. Ilang araw ng hindi pumapasok si Basti at ayaw niya ring mag-reply sa mga message ko. Hindi lang ako sanay na wala ang prescence niya everyday. He also stopped tutoring me for a while. Last na text niya sa akin ay babawi na lang siya. Bukod kay Azhter, si Cross lang ang nakakasundo ko. Hindi na rin kasi ako gaanong pinapansin ni Isaiah dahil mukhang busy sila ni Sean sa club nila. I often attend baking club since wala rin naman akong makausap. I just enjoyed the whole day with Cross. No doubt, ang saya niya talaga kasama. He even invited me to his cousin's birthday tomorrow. Pero this time, sinabihan niya na ako nang maaga. I actually bought a gift right after
"Because—" Cross hasn't finished his sentence kasi tumunog ang phone ko. Gosh, wrong timing! We were there. Close na! Sasabihin na niya ang reason. "Wait, ah!" sambit ko. Binuksan ko ang phone ko at nakita kong may notification galing kay Basti. I rolled my eyes and had no choice to read his message. Baka kasi importante. From Basti: Cancel. Napakunot ang noo ko. Cancel? Was there really something going on? Wala naman siyang sakit kahapon. Nag-usap pa nga kami about sa live band at uminom pa kami ng kape. Or not? Baka may problem lang siya or tinatamad siyang turuan ako. To Basti: Are you sure you're okay?
"Tumutugtog ka pala?" tanong ko. Nakaupo lang kami ni Basti sa may terrace nila habang umiinom ng kape. He looked at me and shook his head. Pinapaalis niya ako kanina pa pero hindi naman siya nagagalit kapag nag-stay ako. Hinatiran tuloy kami ng little sister niya ng kape. "I don't," he replied and sipped his coffee. "Sus, display lang 'yan?" I asked and raised an eyebrow. Totoo naman, e. Obvious naman na tumutugtog siya ng gitara. Bukod sa basketball posters, may mga poster din siya ng iba't-ibang banda. Complete niya rin ang iba't-ibang klase ng gitara. May ukulele, bass, electric at acrostic. See? "I never play again since I left Foster. Member lang ako ng band dati," he replied. I nodded and processed everything inside my head. Member din siya ng banda pero hin
I saw Azhter on the other aisle at mukhang hinahanap niya ako. Sinabi siguro ni Huston na nakita niya ako sa party. Hinila ko agad si Basti papaalis. Ayaw ko kausapin ang pinsan kong baliw kasi for sure ang dami na naman niyang tatanungin. Like bakit ako nandito, paano ako nakapunta, sinong kasama ko, bakit ganito ang suot ko at kung anu-ano pa. At kapag hindi ako nagsabi ng totoo, isusumbong niya ako kay daddy. "Why are we hiding?" tanong ni Basti at sinubukan niya pang magpakita. Nakarating kami sa may balcony nila at kaunti lang ang tao. Kitang-kita mo ang mga nasa baba at ang ganda rin ng view dahil nasa top floor ang penthouse ni Zia. Naupo ako sa folding chair na black at naupo rin siya sa tabi ko. Nakaharap lang kami sa railings ng balcony and no wonder na sobrang tahimik niya.