Noor hated nights like this. She had a strong distaste for the charade, the fakery lying thick in the air beneath fraudulent smiles and pompous conversations as everyone bathed in the same pool of self-importance.
Her fingers curled on the railings as she looked around the room which was buzzing with excitement, trying to find the reason to be as excited as they were but couldn't.
She stood in a corner of the room in her black dress looking as regal and beautiful as she'd always been, isolated but not totally isolated as she turned heads towards her men and women alike.
She didn't notice the stares and if she did, she was trying her best to not look affected by them, her poker face set in place.
"Try not to look so miserable," Nadia teased, nudging Noor's shoulder as she took in the vibrant colors decorating the hall.
"I am miserable," she replied nonchalantly, raising her Chapman flute in mock salute.
"Come on," Nadia's smile deflated a little. "Don't be like this."
"Like what?" she cocked her eyebrow, her gaze firmly set on Nadia.
"Like you're here against your wish."
"I am here against my wish," she rolled her eyes but there was no contempt hiding behind her orbs, just distaste for the event swirling within.
"Oh come on," Nadia groaned. "I'll never hear the end of this, will I?"
"You just answered your question," she smirked, dropping the half-empty flute on the railing.
"Noorul-Huda? Noorul-Huda is that you?" They heard a voice gasp in shock, prompting them to stop their conversation.
They glanced over their shoulders to a gorgeous middle-aged woman, dressed impeccably in a blue lace skirt and blouse, a Prada handbag dangling from her wrist, a veil wrapped round her face.
"It is you." Said voice gasped again, engulfing Noor in a tight embrace. Dafuq? Noor's eyes widened as she went stock still, on the verge of a panic attack. No one has being that close to her except for Nadia, Khaleed and Nadia's siblings.
Being hugged by a stranger brought all the bad memories back and she struggled with her breathing, trying to get out of the woman's embrace. The woman looked slightly familiar to her but for the life of her, she couldn't remember where she had seen that face.
Nadia had also frozen with fear, watching the exchange. As if something clicked in place, she picked up the flute Noor had kept and not-so-accidentally spill the beverage on the woman.
"Oh my God!" she yelped, releasing Noor from her hold.
"I am so sorry," Nadia rasped, dabbing the woman's blouse with her hand. "I am such a klutz, please don't be offended. I'll go and get you some clean towels."
"It's alright." The woman blew out a breath, staring at the red stain the drink had caused on her blouse. It was impossible for her to get angry seeing the lady's face contort with regret. The stain was the least of her problem, she was heading out when lo and behold, she spotted Noor; the daughter of one of her closest friends whom she hadn't set eyes on for eight years.
"How are you Noorie?" she questioned, placing a hand on Noor's cheek with a reminiscent smile. She hadn't noticed Noor's obvious discomfort or the way her body had went rigid again, the moment her hand had come in contact with her face. What she noticed though was the stark contrast between Noor and her friend-Jawahir.
"I am fine," she responded, subtly taking a step away from the lady.
"You don't remember me do you?" The woman questioned wistfully, her eyes glazing over with unshed tears.
Noor shook her head, her discomfort rising up a notch. Nadia stepped closer to Noor, placing a hand on her shoulder, offering silence comfort which she was grateful for.
"I was a friend of your mothers," the woman explained, digging her phone out of her bag distractedly which had began to ring.
I was a friend of your mother's, those seven words were all it took for Noor to connect the dots blanketing her mind. Her mother had only one friend in Nigeria so the woman must be...
"Ammah," she whispered, shocked with the sudden rush of memories.
"I..." The woman began but was cut off when one of her security details ran towards her and spoke into her ears. Her body went rigid as her gaze alternated between Noor and the door before settling back on Noor. With a sigh, she flicked the woman away then brought out a business card from her bag and thrust it into Noor's hand.
"This is my card, call me if you need anything. I know that it is tad bit late all things considered but I am here for you. Do call me soon, I would love to catch up. And remember, you can call me for anything."
That said, the woman walked out of the hall. Nadia had kept quiet through out the exchange but as soon as the woman had gone out of sight, she fixed her gaze on Noor who had forgotten she was there beside her.
"Who is she?" she questioned, plucking the card out of Noor's hand.
"I need to go," Noor snatched the card back, making no move to walk out as if waiting for Nadia's approval.
"Now?" she questioned timidly, biting her lower lip. She didn't want to leave just yet but if Noor wanted to go, she would have no choice but to leave with her too.
"You can stay, I need some time alone."
"Are you sure?" she questioned again, feeling guilty for hoping Noor would say yes. "Will you be okay by yourself?"
"Yeah." She affirmed, picking up her clutch which she had abandoned on the railing.
"Okay. But you call me as soon as you get back home okay?"
"I will." Not waiting for an answer, Noor traipsed out of the building, leaving Nadia behind.
She had lied when she said she was going to be okay by herself but she didn't want Nadia to sacrifice such an event for her again even though she found it ridiculous. Nadia cared about the parties and ceremonies so leaving when it had only began would be disappointing for her.
She couldn't call Khaleed because he was at the office working late, again. There was no one to call except for Nadia's sister Farhana whom she was sure was already asleep right now.
It was times like this when she felt how extremely shallow her life was, with no friends to actually call her own.
As she walked out of the building, she had no idea she was going to come face to face with someone who was going to throw her world off its orbit, making it free fall from space with no strings to pull it back up.
They were going to collide in the most unexpected way and one, if not both was definitely going to get hurt.
{••}
Earlier today,
Three hours back.
"I didn't spend hours doing your make up so you can chew on your lips like a bag of pringles," Nadia seethed from across the room, glaring at Noor who was perched on the windowsill, gazing out into the dark night.
"Apologies," Noor rolled her eyes letting the curtain go back to its place as she adjusted her sheila which had slipped off of her head. "Remind me again, how and why did I agree to do this?"
"Because you're nice and you're..." she trailed off, smiling cheekily as Noor glared at her.
"That's not what happened."
"Okay fine." It was Nadia's turn to roll her eyes as she examined three tubes of lipstick, contemplating on which color to use. "I politely..." she paused, wincing as Noor's black stress ball made contact with her forehead. "What the hell!" she shrieked.
"It's not good to lie," Noor shrugged, examining her manicured nails nonchalantly.
"I wasn't lying," she mumbled under her breath, massaging the spot Noor had hit her.
"'How did I agree?"
"Fine," she huffed again, flipping back a braid which had fallen on her face. "Don't hit me again," she cried out, raising her hands up in surrender. "I blackmailed you into doing so but on a serious note, I do need you..."
Noor hummed in response, tuning out of the conversation. She had already gotten what she wanted, Nadia's confession about how she had agreed to accompanying her to the ridiculous charity gala.
{••}
Marwan loved nights like this. Nights when he could mingle and talk business withother people. But today, he finds himself unable to do such. The only thing keeping him from snapping was the bourbon he had spiked into his drink, dulling most of his agitation.
The booze could only do so much because at the back of his mind, there was a nagging feeling that not even the most strongest of alcohol could dull.
He kept fidgeting, flexing his fingers to hide his uneasiness. From his peripheral vision, he could see his mother giving him a reprimanding look but he didn't care, couldn't care, not when there was a turmoil going on within him.
He had a feeling that something big was going to happen tonight and whether it was in his favor or not, he could only hope it was good.
He downed the rest of his alcohol-laced drink and set the glass on the table, his eyes roving the guests as the alcohol began to kick in. He felt lightheaded, his mood lifting up a notch.
As if pricked by a needle, he stood up on wobbly legs, shaking his head to rid himself of the drowsiness he felt. At this moment, he regretted taking too much of it.
Ignoring the curious looks thrown his way, he dashed out of the hall in need of air. He leaned against a pillar overlooking the door to the hall, plucking out a cigar stick from the back of his pocket, lit it up then returned the lighter back to his pocket.
Yeah, that's more like it. He took a long inhale, letting the smoke travel down his lungs before he expelled. As he took another inhale, his gaze caught a moving figure, heading towards his way.
He let out a low whistle as she stopped dead in her tracks perplexed, not expecting to meet someone out there.
"Hello beu..." his words got stuck as he retched, spilling out the contents of his stomach on the floor.
Oh shit! He groaned inwardly.
"Codswallop!" she shrieked just in time to avoid getting splattered by vomit.
He staggered on his feet, watching the vomit half dazed. His gaze lifted to hers, smiling predatory.
Run! her insides screamed at her but how could she, she was trapped by his gaze, frozen in sight.
"Hello beautiful," he smiled wildly, his dimples popping out.
Yup, she was a gonner.
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She sat in the middle of the studio lacing up her ballet slippers, her thoughts running amok. The overhead lights reflected in the mirrors lining the walls and the sight of herself in her red leotard and matching pointe shoes was comforting, filling her heart with a particular safety she only felt while within the confines of the studio walls.She stood up and tied her braids into a ponytail before approaching one of the mirrors and which each step she took, the unsettling feeling in her stomach lessened till it was only a thought in her mind. She reached out and gripped the barre, running through a series of stretches and warm ups. With each stretch, a feeling like home exploded within her chest. The soles of her feet burned, her thighs quivering with the strain she was putting them through but she didn't stop, couldn't stop. She could feel the difference in her body like she always did, lungs wide open, blood pumping, heart raci
Noor smiled as she slipped into the warm bubbly waters of her bath, piling her long locks at the top of her head, inhaling the scented bath beads as they fizzled and foamed into a turquoise blue lather. Hearing the commotion outside her bedroom door, she smiled and picked up the remote, increasing the volume of the TV as she soaked and relaxed, ignoring her aunt who was at the other side of the door. She closed her eyes and leaned into the tub, allowing the water to sooth the ache in her muscles but instead of the darkness that she sorted, whiskey brown eyes stared back at her. She gasped, her eyes flying open as a tingle ran down her spine when she remembered the man from the night before. She remembered what it felt like as he stared into her eyes with his bottomless, rich tawny wood-like and expressive eyes before he had retched on the floor, missing her foot by mere inches. Of course, the inapprop
Like a robot, she headed out of the estate ignoring her Baba and the yelling. They could shout all they wanted but she wasn’t going to stop neither was she going back to that monstrosity of a family lunch. Family, the word made her almost want to vomit. There was just no way they could ever be a family. She needed to get out of there, and she needed to get out then. In her hurry, she had forgotten to put on her shoes. But oh well, that was neither here nor there, she couldn’t go back for them.She ran out, heading towards the community gate, not stopping even when Khaleed and Jawahir came after her. Only once she was out of her community did she allow herself to slow down, walking aimlessly for hours till she found herself on a hill she hadn’t been to for years which happened to be one of her
The house was eerily silent as Noor crept in, looking sideways to make sure no one was there to meet her. She wasn't ready to see either of her family members, wasn't ready to hear her Baba's reprimand against her.She had ran off and missed the barbeque which she had never done, it was an unspoken law in the Belko family to never miss the family barbeque that occurred twice a year. And now, she was sure that she wasn't only going to get a reprimand from her father but from her grandmama also.She wasn't ready to let go of the high she had felt when she was with her savior, it was the first moment she had felt alive like she truly mattered in months and she was definitely not going to let anyone put a damper on her mood which was next to impossible, facing her father was inevitable. Whatever the outcome was going to be, meeting the guy for the second time was definitely worth it. And she would gladly run off again if it meant she would mee
Khaleed hovered over his desk, his eyes focused on the latest picture he had printed.It was a photo of Nadia he had taken the day before when they had gone out to the park. She was leaning against a tree, holding a stick of candy floss while smiling at it like it held all the answers to the woes that befell her. It was too good a sight to not capture it and now, it had came out better than he had hoped.Photography was something he did as a hobby, not as art. He liked to see the beauty in the ugly, turn the flawed into flawless.It gave him hope and sometimes, it grounded him, reminded him that beneath the hard exterior he presented to the world was a scared little boy who had watched all the women around him go through painful experiences he wouldn't have wished on his worst enemies. But such was the way of life, at some point, a person's faith is tested by The Almighty and the thought that 'With every hardship, th
The slow ambiance of the coffee shop, the low lights topped off with the fact that she was alone suited Nadia's mind, well as alone as one could be with only the staff present.When the bells jingled, alerting them of a new arrival, Nadia's brows furrowed, heart beating wildly, wishing and praying that it wasn't who she thought it was. Though her phone was off and at 4 a.m he was supposed to still be asleep, she didn't put it past him to be awake, trying to track her whereabout.The little coffee shop was hidden behind the shops lining the streets of her community and if one didn't look enough or didn't know where to look, it'd be lost to him.This place had been her safe haven for as long as she could remember. She had stumbled across it one night when they were out looking for Noor.Why she hadn't mentioned it to either of her cousin still surprised her but perhaps, she wanted a place that she coul
With her back on the bed and legs spread-eagled up the wall, Noor tossed the yellow stress ballbetween her feet bouncing it back and forth to herself, listening to Nadia as she recounted her encounter with the Doctor earlier.She hummed under her breath, nodding along to Nadia's words. She had wanted an alone time but she couldn't find it in herself to be annoyed at her cousin's intrusion."So, are you going to meet with him?" she questioned trying to imbue as much enthusiasm as she could in her words."I don't know," Nadia sighed, flopping on the bed next to Noor. She moaned woefully when she bumped the side of her head with Noor's arm."Are you sure you're even supposed to be walking around right now?" Noor questioned rolling to her side, concern lacing her words."Yeah..." Nadia slurred, the pain meds she had taken kicking in. "He said...said..."A snore followed
There weren't a lot of things that terrified Khaleed in this life. He thought he had been terrified when he found his sister half naked and drugged in a hotel room but it didn't compare to what he felt when Nadia hadn't answered her phone.The thought that something similar or worse had happened to her? He just couldn't deal with it and so, he found himself texting and calling her phone.Her location tracker was off which had led him to think that she was preyed upon.Noor had also gone out to get a new phone and hadn't returned but she was with a driver and he knew that if anything happened to her, the driver would let him know.His kitchen was a mess. Broken plates and cups littered the floor. When Nadia hadn't returned either of his texts, he had decided to take out his anger on the utensils.When two hours later he received a call from her, he had padded to the gate of the commun
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You've been so brave, sweetheart.~Lily Potter, The deathly hallows.••Three years laterVenice, Italy.She adjusted the lapels of her veil, gazing at herself through the full length mirror in her dressing room.The woman who stared back at her wasn't at all the woman she had been three years ago. She had come so far from being the abandoned daughter, the disgraced drug addict and the girl who had vyed for her father's attention.Now, she was a renowned chef in Nigeria, a degree holder in psychology, a wife and an expecting mother–in three months to be exact.Never in her life had she ever thought that one day, she was going to fall in love or that she was going to get married and craft a life with another person.After what had happened to her, her life had been a series of sitting around and doing nothing. She had felt like a waste of oxygen, just going through the motions with no thought of the future.After almost loosing her Baba and her encounter with the Lukuwa brothers, she re
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Soon, we all must face the choice between what is right and what is easy.~Albus Dumbledore.••Her heart pitter-pattered against her chest, the roar of the wind in her ears a steady rhythm to the ache in her chest. The cool air caressed her skin like a lover's caress, sinking into her bones, providing her with such warmth she never wanted to part with it. The hassle of the airport patrons broke into the spell she had been in–noise replacing the call of the wind, fumes from cars replacing the sweet warm air and people filling in places that had seemed to be empty only a moment ago. The past couple of weeks had been a whirlwind of pain and heartache
We must try not to sink beneath our anguish Harry, but battle on.~Albus Dumbledore, The half-blood prince.••The ride back to the hospital was made in silence–filled with anxiety, uncertainty and anguish. She knew what was waiting for her at the gates of the hospital, the bloodthirsty news agencies waiting for her arrival. The media frenzy after the photos had been released made her sick and if it wasn't for Marwan and his siblings' presence, she had no idea what she would have done at the moment. When Khaleed had called to tell her not to go to the hospital, or the Belko estate or anywhere else that the news agents could find her, Marwa
I wish he was mine, he is really divine.~Ginny Weasley, The chamber of secrets.••Marwan wasn't sure what had prompted him to come back here, at the place where he had first met her. It would only lead to more heartache he knew that but still, he hadn't moved a muscle. Perhaps, this was his last hurrah for a love that could never be. He didn't have a place to be or work to finish–even though he did–but the thought of leaving made his heart constrict with so much pain, he wanted to keel over and faint. It felt like he was drowning with no chance of making it to shore. Whenever he floated back, it felt like his head was shoved back i
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The mind is not a book, to be opened at will and examined at leisure. Thoughts are not etched on the inside of skulls, to be perused by an invader. The mind is a complex and many-layered thing.Severus Snape, Order of the phoenix.••Muslim's gaze raked over his family, his heart filling up with so much warmth, words couldn't describe it.He had missed them, missed sitting on the table and eating food with them. His eyes found their father's and the warmth he was feeling dissipitated but he forced a smile on his face, as their mother placed a plate of tuwon shinkafa in front of him."So," he rubbed his hands together, avoiding Mardiya who had her chin rested on her palms, staring at him with curiosity.He knew w
While we may come from different places and speak in different tongues, our heart beats as one. ~Albus Dumbledore, The goblet of fire.••Al'amir Belko had flatlined thrice and each time, Noor had been sure the angel of death had come for her Baba only for him to return back to the living. But there hadn't been much improvement, he was still the same. Still as dead to the world as he was four days ago–only the steady beat of the monitors proved otherwise.Every second that passed without him waking up, a shred of hope left her body. She watched by the minute as he lost weight in his sleep, his body so pale he could give Jasper a run for hi