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21- Everything She Was
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2024-10-29 19:42:56We've all got both light and dark inside us. What matters is the path we choose to act on. That's who we really are.
~Sirius Black, Order of the phoenix••
Marwan was tired, like fall-down-on-the-bed-and-never-wake-up-till-the-next-week kinda tired.
Scrambling to a sitting position, groaning when his head hit the headboard, he swiped the answer key and pressed the phone to his ear.
"Hey beautiful," he greeted through a yawn. "How are you today?"
"I
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If I Take a Chance 36- Me before you
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If I Take a Chance 35- An unexpected storm
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If I Take a Chance 31- A broken girl
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