But I am only thinking of the Unknown Hero.
Hope I could see his face. I think I am crazy about him. I was thinking of my 'Unknown Hero', and walking simply.
Suddenly, I saw Kevin returning from the hospital. Should I go and ask whether he's ok or not? No, I should not go. Why will I?
He gave me sleeping pills in the form of bread and juice. He's a guy who will never love a girl truly. Today we all are free because of Kevin's accident, as classes are stopped. I went to my room thinking and thinking about him.
How can a guy make me so mad at him? I should thank him for his kindness. The bell rang, and now I should head to the canteen.I will be so happy when I will see his face. Those eyes which looked at me were full of love, care, anger, and respect.
I went to the canteen to see mostly all our couples were sitting there. I also saw Kevin and George sitting withing with what?
George is sitting with Siya and Kevin with Regina?
I don't care about with whom they sit but Regina was telling me that Kevin is refusing her and all but I can't see them quarreling.
Oh! Regina kissed Kevin in front of everyone in the canteen, and there George and Siya started to quarrel.
I asked the quarrelling couple, "What happened guys why you two are quarreling?"
Siya turned at me and remarked, "You know what Cristill, George never loved me. He only wants my body, not my soul."
I could not tell Siya that I already know that George doesn't even like her. So, I questioned Siya instead.
"But, what happened guys? Why do you think so, Siya?", I asked.
Siya: "I love him truly. I never have or had attracted to someone as well as if they ask me out, I refuse as I truly love him.
But George doesn't.
He talks with me when he feels like and that also he wants kisses and forced me many a time to have sex with him, but as I refused him, he stopped talking with me."
Although I thinking to tell Siya about George who also tried forced me, but I didn't. As I don't want her to be sad.
Regina was also sitting and listening to our conversation very seriously, suddenly she whispers something into Ryan's ears.
I wonder what she's whispering to her. Siya is continuously crying in front of me and George is just ignoring all these kinds of stuff happening here.I am feeling so guilty as I cannot tell Siya what George tried to do with me. Should I tell? How can I?
I tried to comfort her, "Siya, please don't cry. There must be a misunderstanding."
Siya answered, "No it's not just a misunderstanding. I now can truly get all these kinds of stuff clear. Why did I love a guy like him? Why did I? What have I done that God punished me like this? I have never done wrong to anyone. Suddenly, George shouts at Siya, which I hated.
I never liked someone bullying others.George shouted so loudly that the whole canteen gathered there.
George asked, "What the hell has happened to you, Siya? Why are you overacting so much? There's nothing to over react."
How can George shout at Siya like this? How could he?Siya is not overacting, she's just telling the truth.
Siya got more puzzled and emotion.
Siya stammered, "I...I am overacting? Cristill, am I overacting? Please Cristill please tell... please. Why do I get this?
After seeing Siya at that stage getting scared and emotional. I really felt very bad. Though she is not a friend of mine but then also, she doesn't deserve this.
George shouts again looking towards Siya, "What the hell has happened with you both? Stop this nonsense, now."
Siya looked down with teary eyes which she was trying her best to control. All of a sudden, she ran out of the canteen. I stood there blind and deaf. I am feeling so bad for her. But hy so?
I thought to run after her. I cannot leave her like this. I ran but cannot catch pace with her.
I am suddenly feeling tired and I cannot even stand. I could not see anything as my vision started to blur. I wanted to shout for help but I couldn't.
As I opened my eyes, I found myself lying on the bed in my room. How come I'm here? Who helped me? Why did I passed out suddenly that time? I don't know why I have fainted.
I could feel someone calling my name but who? I couldn't see.
Ouch! My head is hurting so much. What the hell happened to me? My head is paining too much. I was lying in the corridor when I passed so I'm really surprised who helped me.
Was it him? My first love ' My Unknown Hero'?
Who else will it be? I hope I could see his face. Does that mean he picked me up in this arms and brought me here in my room?
I started to smile thinking him helping me.
I asked myself, am I smiling or am I blushing?
I feel like that no one in this whole universe is as happy as me. I think my head has got all the heaviness of this world. Wait a minute!
What's that? Is that a letter? Yes, it is and it's for me? I should see it now. Maybe it's from him, only?
The letter says, "I think that you have not eaten properly these days and haven't take care of yourself, that's only the reason you fainted. I left some pills there for your headache.
Take the pills properly and take care."
Aw! That's so sweet of him. It's really very fascinating that I'm head over heels for him.
Yes, it means that. Am I forgetting anything? I am forgetting something. But I am unable to find it out. Yes! I got it I have to go to Sir and meet him tonight.Oh shit! How can I forget about Siya? But two more days are left for the project submission, so I should go to Siya first. I think I have never been in this type of situation.But I should inform sir about my problem or else he will wait for me to come.I quickly had my bath and went to Sir wearing a white frock.When I knocked at his door then I realised that I am wearing something odd, doing all this so quickly I forgot that I am not going to Siya first.I was looking behind, Sir opened the door which I didn't knew. I can feel that someone is staring at my back as I was wearing a backless frock. Suddenly, I felt that someone is heavily breathing. Is sir staring at my back?I turned around to see sir, I can straight away, understand that sir was staring at my back.
By telling this he picked me up in his arms and let me to my room. He gave me some food and water. He also gave pills to me for headaches. Wait a minute, am I supposed to go anywhere? Am I forgetting something? I'm trying to remember. Oh shit! How could I forget about Siya? What can I do now?I have nothing to do. Now, I cannot go to meet. Siya, I should wait until tomorrow morning. Now, I should try my best to sleep or else I will have no power to walk to Siya?I wonder what she's doing now? George should not do this to her. I pray to God, that she will get a true love. I don't know what has happened to me nowadays? I have simply started talking with myself.The guy said in hesitation, "No, I know if I sit there you will try to unmask me."I assured him, "No , I will not try to unmask you, I am promising."The guy said, "Ok, I will but first eat you foods."He came and sat beside me on my bed.I asked, "I will eat if you give me a kiss
Ryan said, "I will do all your work but remember you need to spend a night with me, you know that I have no interest in the guys." Regina replied, "Yes I know your problem, you told me all this nonsense stuffs before also." Ryan felt awkward.Ryan said, "I feel bad as I see everyone kissing their partners but I can't, some boys proposed to me but I told them no I don't have interest in them.How could I told them the truth? What does it mean? Ryan is not straight she like girls. I can't believe, what I just heard now. How's this possible? It could be as I don't know her so well. I want to know what they are planning for me, but don't have the energy to go and eavesdrop on them. I should keep believe in my hero, he will surely come and save me. I really love him so much. I wanted to sleep peacefully but I can't think about the plan made by Regina and Ryan. What are they thinking? I should know what will happen next with how could I? What will they do aga
George was becoming annoyed and answered, "Yes, I was emotionally blackmailing her. What the hell will you do with that? And do you even know why was I blackmailing her? I asked her politely before but she didn't understood it, and if she doesn't understand the fact I'm explaining her. I need to find other ways and I have too. I need to change her decision. But, there is a thing you should know, that she may love me but I don't." I asked, "George, how could you tell that? Siya loves you truly. Why don't you respect her feelings?" George surprisingly asked, "Did I tell you, I don't believe in true love. And see my face, many girls like Siya, are roaming around me. Does that mean I will love everyone? But if they want me to sleep with them, I don't refuse them. I love to have fun and see Siya she is the only one who is with me for such a long without having fun. The other girls have already slept with me so previously, so I asked her but now
He wrote me so many messages and then he deleted all of them. But why? If he had only texted? Why had he deleted it? I just can't take all this. All these are burdening my head.I have lost so many days due to all this nonsense. I haven't studied also. At first, all these boys along with Regina. And now?Daniel. I want to text him but every time I think of texting him, my ego comes between it.No, why will I text? He is the one who is not answering. I have texted him so many messages, all those texts he has seen but not replied to. If he wants to ignore me, let me make him happy by avoiding him.Why will I always be the first to text? Previously, I also thought for a while that he would have blocked me, but no. If he would have blocked me, he will not be able to see my texts but he was able of it. What does this simply mean?It means that he is ignoring me. I should not think about him and all those kinds of stuff now. How c
Like that the ones who are unable to do so will get out of that group. And like that, it will continue until the last leftover couples who have kissed each other. And that couple who will be in the competition till the last, will get a gift from them.I neither have a boyfriend, nor a crush. So, I want to kiss no one, just no one and I went to the washroom, just to hide. I think at that time only Daniel kissed Kaile. As, when I was returning from the washroom, I have seen her rushing towards me.I also asked her, that what happened? And why was she running? She doesn't reply, instead, she pushed me. Then, when I returned to the hall, I found all looking at me.I asked them what happened? My friends replied, If I would have loved Daniel, why don't I told them?I was so shocked by their behavior. Some have considered that as it was dark, and everyone was wearing masks, so unknowingly I would kiss Daniel. But then, the most horrible part of that night was, D
The guy said, "No, I can't wait as I am already late for my class. So bye."But I think I have seen him before. Now I should go and see what notice he is talking about? My mobile is vibrating. Who the hell is texting now?Oh! it's from facebook. What? Someone shared a message. It's Kevin? What did he sent there? A picture of our school's notice board? What notice is it?The caption reads, "Cristill-a bad element"What the hell has happened with my name?I ran to the notice board. Why all the students here? So many students had gathered infront of the notice board.What's there in it? Why are they looking so shocked? Where are they all looking? Are they looking at me?I pushed each and everyone there and at last I reached to the notice board.The notice on the notice board, "Beware of Cristill, who has already seduced Kevin, George, and Profesor Stevenson. She has no shame at all. She forces guys to sleep with her."Who the
You promised me that you will be with me. You said that you want me to bring good marks by studying hard. Why did you went to God so fast?You also told that you will always be there, when ever, I need you. You said that you will sing for me on my Graduation Day. You said that you will dance with me on my eighteenth Birthday. You said that, you will let me marry a person of my choice.And when I asked that if I choose wrong? You said that you have believe in me that I can never choose anyone wrong. I missed you all these days, but today I am missing you like anything.You had so much believe in me at that time.You always said that you have believe in your daughter and I will never choose a wrong person."He always said, "My daughter judges every person right, she is the one who can understand people's hearts."But Dad, nothing of all these good things you told about me are wrong. Today, I want you to come and sit beside me, and tell me not to
I used to practice dance often because I was the leader of the Cheerleaders Team. And the thing which I do now is finding the solutions if all the problems and troubles caused by Regina and company to me. Wow! I have got an amazing idea. Each and every night without overthinking about the day I am going to write my diary.And every night before going to sleep, I will leave a voice message to my Mom. But, why my heart is telling that something is wrong. But, What can be wrong? Is something bad gonna happen with me? Why the hell am I thinking negative?What the hell will I do with you? My phone has only taught me that all the people are selfish. They will only end up hurting and breaking your hearts. So, you should be always the first to hurt them which is going to prevent you from a minor or major heartbreak.After few hours:Someone knocks the door.I shouted in sleep, "I don't care who the hell you are? Just get lost and stop banging the fucking d
I asked in confusion, "What do you mean by last chance? And what's this last chance for?"Regina said "I wonder why did the God gave you no brains."I questioned, "What the hell are you saying And did you just say that, 'The God gave me no brains'? How thoughtful of you, Regina?Who would have thought, Regina who has no brain is saying things about the BRAIN?"Regina said, "Cristill, stop pissing me off." Tonight's the last chance for me to get intimate with Kevin."I confusingly stammered, "Your last chance... intimate with Kevin."Regina shouted, "Stop stammering. And tell me which type of clothes should I wear to seduce him?"I said, "You know what I can't believe in what my ears are hearing today."Regina asked, "What?"I said with a laugh, "How the hell can I believe that The Great Regina is asking seducing tips from me? Have you forgotten what you have said to me when I was a new comer here?"
*George, Siya, and Kevin leftRegina said, "You know this may be the main reason but I do have some side reasons too."I asked, "And may I know what are they?"Regina answered, "I really don't wanna tell you but I think it will be ok if I do."I said, "Sure, continue..."Regina said with a smile, "You know that you have changed a lot. I mean when you came here, you were just a nerd who doesn't know anything else without books. You used to wear baggy clothes and tie two braids and how the hell can I forget your big and round glasses.They made you look the worst. And now see yourself. You are wearing a skin tight short dress. That dress makes your curves more visible. You know what girl, I never compliment anyone specially a girl.But I would lie if I say that you have no fashion sense. And guess what I like the new you. And of course your all new bossy attitude. I love the ones who have attitude towards everyone just like me. Bu
Kevin shouted, "Cristill, we are here. Come here."Oh god, why is he even here? I saw Kevin, George, Siya sitting on a table for five.I asked, "What do you want?"Kevin asked me, "Have you seen, Regina? As we all are waiting for her."I replied, "Yes, she was with me in our room.Regina said, "Hey guys I am here. Kevin, why haven't you started eating till now? Aww Kevin, were you waiting for me to come and sit beside you? Oh Cristill is also here."George said, "Cristill, take a seat here and have your lunch with us."I asked in confusion, "But why are you saying me to sit with you all?"Siya said, "Because it's a table for five.Can't yoy see that?"Regina said, "Siya, shut up! Don't feel bad about that Cristill. You know that Siya is always being an annoying girl."Am I dreaming? How can be this possible?Regina talking to me, that also politely? And she is also taking my side an
I shouted at him, "Get out, George. I don't wanna talk with you.Siya might be probably waiting for you in your room and most specifically in your bed."Siya was roaming around the corridor by saying, "George baby, where are you? Let's go to your room. I will make sure you miss me the most."I asked him "What the actual hell? George, you gave me assurance that she will be not coming to my room."George said, "I was sure enough thay she is going to wait for me in my room. But I really don't know."I said while pushing him out of my room, "Really George? You know what I am just fed up with you and Kevin. So, just get lost."Atlast George left me alone in my room. I don't think this loneliness will not last enough. But why not? I have a gut feeling that someone will come now and will not allow me to enjoy some lonely time with myself.I haven't seen Regina for so many hours.I wonder where she is now?What is happening to me? Why the h
At least I need to be clean. I don't wanna stink atleast. But now I really feel guilty. There maybe no reason for me to be guilty but thinking of me punching Kevin not only once but thrice.I have been attending judo classes when I was five. Just five.My father was an Under Cover Agent who died because of Some Drug dealer. My Mom doesn't even knows about it but I do know.My father fell in love with My Mom when they were at college. But later my Dad found out my Mom to be very sensitive.My Mom has been suffering from some heart diseases so my father end up lying that he was an LIC Agent. He told me every thing about it when I was ten.My father knew that I wasn't sensitive like my Mom.I used to beat up all the guys who used to bully some students in my school.Many times the Principal complained to my father about me. But he never used to scold me and tell never do that.He is the one who was sending me to The Judo classes. And gues
As I looked here and there, I could see Regina. She is burning of jealousy. I just can't get the fact that why the hell is she jealous of me? As I got there and was about to start, Principal sir stopped me.Principal sir interrupted, "Cristill stop. You will not announce the rest."I asked in confusion, "Why, sir?"Regina said, "Are you for real? He just came back to his sense. He came to know that you are not eligible enough for reading that notice."I don't think Principal Sir will do that to me.What have I done?Principal said, "Do not worry about it, Cristill.The College Authorities have decided that this year The Student Of The Year will be not organized."Whole school shockingly asked, "What....?"Principal said, "They are very sorry for this.But to you don't have to worry about it. Because we have devised some thing new for all of you. You all know that there is a famous group of The Sonority Girls in ou
I asked in anger, "Are you trying to fool around?" Charlie replies, "But I think I am serious about that." I said rudely, "I don't want our relationship to affect The Student Of The Year. From tomorrow we need to practice so I think we should sit together and make a schedule for this. What do you think about my idea?' Charlie said, "You are no fun, Cristill." I asked, "Don't you think that I know it already?" Charlie asked, "Ok, but don't you think studies should not be included in that schedule?" I said, "It's a very bad idea, Charlie. Studies are the most important thing here. Regina comes running into the ground." Regina asked "Don't you think you should call me up?" I shouted, "Don't you think I have tried that? And how the hell do you think, will I know that you are not going to take a ten minutes nap? Regina said, "At least you should wake me up and wait for me." I said arrogantly, "And
George said, "I know that you are not a professional as you want to finish your studies before you do all the extracurricular activities. But if you come to our team we are sure that our team will be the winning team."Regina just rolled her eyes at me.I said making Regina jealous, "I think I should become a member of your team including the dance choreographer of your team but I have one condition. If you all follow that I will surely be your dance choreographer. Now say, is it ok with you all?"George said, "Yes, we all will accept your condition. And, I along with Kevin will make sure that Siya and Regina will also accept it."Siya said, "No we will not. And get this to your mind, George is mine."I said looking at Siya, "You are too stupid to fit here, I think. I am not the one who wants George, so get it fixed in your mind. Neither I like Kevin nor I like George."Kevin asked, "Why is my name raising here?"I said angrily, "Your name is takin