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Selfish Reason

Author: Agnesomalia
last update Last Updated: 2022-09-04 19:50:35

His lip felt warm as they embraced mine and for a moment, I couldn’t push him away so I just let him kiss me for another minute more before I pulled away from him and he stared back at me with question in his eyes.

“You don’t feel the same way, do you?”

I shook my head slightly, “I’m sorry, Logan. You and I can only be friends and besides, I still love the prince," I said honestly.

"I don't mind waiting for you," he replied with a smile.

"No, I mean I love the prince and have always seen you as my best friend and brother and I don’t think, that’s ever going to change," I told him.

"I have faith that you would reciprocate my love some day and I'm willing to wait for that day to come. I don't mind waiting for you to get over the prince," he said to me.

"Please Logan, just forget about me. Forget about having any hope of me loving you back. You are my best friend and nothing changes that, let's stay that way," I pleaded.

"I can wait, I know how heartbroken you are right now, that's why I
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