Heartless
(Amber POV)
"Nigel, I'm here now? Where are you?" I shouted and called Nigel when I entered his office.
It's 8 p.m.
He said we were going to have dinner outside. Looks like he is not here. I'm from the new branch of Reedelkin in the north.
I caught sight of a strange brown notebook, on the table near the glass door.
I picked it up and opened it.
= Nigel's Note =
I read the first page.
"Amber, I'm here!!" Nigel suddenly jumped out from the CR I think.
I turned to him.
"I thought you're not here. Hi Nigel," I smiled at him.
I was surprised when it ran and picked up the notebook I had opened earlier and closed it.
He turned to me.
"You saw it?" He asked hugging his notebook."Eh? Saw what?" I asked with my ey
(Vaz POV)“Vaz, why didn’t you tellus about this huh? "Paige was anxious to show me the medical results she was holding."Paige, you don't need to know about that. It's not a big deal," I assured her."What's not necessary? You're going to another country for treatment and then you say I don't need to know!" She was still worried. "That's why your actions were weird back then because you were dealing with a disease and you just endured it alone and went on like this!" Paige's voice trembled."Paige relaxes, listen, I'm not that sick as you think. I'll be right back. I'll get medical treatment and get well for a while. Please don't tell Ben and Tobby," I whispered and held her hand."HOW DARE YOU, KEEP THESE THINGS FROM US? What are we for you? You are our family Vaz! You can count on us," Paige cried."Haist, like I told you. You don't have to know this because I'll be fine eventually. I don't want you to worry anymor
I'm Sorry(Amber POV)<5 months later>"Zy, Zy, you're big now. I can't carry you anymore and you can't be taken out of your cage. Maybe you'll run away and what else will happen to you if you did," I whispered to my pet Vazzy while feeding him.I would have planned to just take Zy to the dog shelter or where he can be taken care of because I only remember what I did to Vaz then with him every time I see him. But I loved him so much I couldn't keep him away from me. Zy is my only memory of Vaz somehow.How can I forgive myself? Fear is what I feel. Loneliness, I'm used to it, but this feeling of guilt, there is no way I could escape.I was nervous when the doorbell rang. I stood up and looked in the direction of the gate.Manong Kulas just left. Who could it be? I also did not call delivery food or supplies.I locked Vazzy's cage tightly and walked to the gate.I peered through the crack of the gate.I was s
These Feelings Of Guilt(Amber POV)Vaz flirted with me for a few days but I didn't want to agree to go back with him. I knew he was needed in Cordova City but he devoted all his time here to me.I thought that maybe he had no intention of hurting me or taking revenge. I was just being paranoid.After withdrawing money through ATM, I went for a walk first.Tsk this life is horrible. So how is Paige? I hope she's okay. I miss her. Since then I've been back in Cordova City I haven't even talked to her.Vaz? Where is that idiot? He's wasting his time here just to annoy me.My phone rang. Messages from Vaz.First message."Amby, where are you?"Second Message."I went to your apartment earlier, you're not there. I'm at the bus station right now, I'm going home to Cordova City, because of business. I left you food and groceries because it might take me a while to get back. Take care of yourself."Texts by Vaz
She's Back (Amber POV) I hugged myself because I felt Vaz would hurt me I wanted to speak more but he pressed a kiss on me and pressed even harder on the bed! "Nnnnnn stooooop Vaz!" I shouted at the same time pushing him. He stopped and looked at me. He smirked."What you did to me is still fresh in my memory. When I was on that hospital bed, unable to move, I keep waiting for you. But you didn't come. You're the only one on my mind, I'm praying that you visit me because you are my only reason to fight death, but even a text or a call from you, nothing. I think that one day I could get even you, so I fight to live. Do you know what I hold on to, to live? Only hatred for you, " he sighed. He hates me that much. He deserves to hate me. "I'm sorry Vaz, I didn't mean to hurt you," I replied, pulling the blanket and wrapping myself around. "The hatred in me towards you is all I have! So I lived," he added and pull
He Hasn't Change(Amber POV)I had no idea that I was this weak when it comes to Vaz.Last night he went to my apartment and took me to his house and I quickly followed. Should I leave, it seems like my heart and mind have been submissive to him since he had the accident. It's my fault. Guilt eats all of me.I'm just watching him while getting dressed to go to the office. I closed my eyes again. 8 am. I didn’t want to open my eyes and pretend to be asleep.I don't know what I'm with him, right now I don't know why he brought me here to his house but he didn't do anything.I felt him climb into bed and part my hair."Amby, stop pretending that you're asleep," he whispered kissing the tip of my ear.My body hair suddenly stands up.Arghhh, am I that obvious ?!I slowly opened my eyes and faced him. I was devastated because of his fresh look. New bath and tidy hair and clothing."Vaz I,I do not know
He Such A Tease(Amber POV)Arghhh the heat seems to burn my cheeks.I rubbed my eyes first before opening them. The large curtain of the room was open so the sunlight fell on my face.It looks like noon. My eye caught the wall clock.8 am.That's why the heat has entered the room because the sun is high now and the curtains are open.I rolled over and noticed that Vaz was sleeping soundly next to me.I sighed and propped my elbow on the pillow to take a good look at his handsome and gentle face as he slept.I stared at his angelic face. I even smiled at how cute he was. It's been a long time since we've been together in this bed.What time did he go home last night?I haven't stared at him for this long since the accident even though we've been together for a few days because I'm ashamed of him.He is handsome. His lips parted a little and his lashes are sparking because of the rays of t
Save Paige(Amber POV)"Have you talked to Paige yet?" Vaz asked holding my hand."Talk about what?" I asked in astonishment."Isn't she still telling you?""Which one?" I was a little nervous at the tone of Vaz's speech.He sighed."Tsk Paige stubborn. I know she doesn't want you to worry so maybe she hasn't told you yet," he added which made me even more surprised."About what?" I'm nervous now."About her illness,""Ah, is that so? She's fine now, she's healed and she's rested. He said it's just fatigue, she said she just needs a break," I replied."You are wrong Amby, so she came home to you because she wants to be with you, no one can cure her illness in the place they went. So she didn't show up for you when you returned to Cordova City because she was confined and she didn't want me to tell you. She wants to be with you so she came back here. I thought she was cured. She didn't want to be treated anymo
The Key(Amber POV)"I thought we were going to find Vazzy his companion?" I held Vaz's arm."Yeah but, I have a baby down here, he's lonely too and he's standing straight up right now," her complaint pointed to the bulging thing in his front.I was shaken."No, this is the only free day of yours so let's go get Vazzy his mate," I whispered before I pushed him to go down the stairs.He frowned but finally obeyed.I'm nervous, but I'm happy because he didn't insist and will still put Zy first. It looks like everything will be okay.I hope so.***"What ?! Are you kidding me? A bullmastiff? You want me to search a lion?" Nigel's exclaim was unbelievable."Hey, bullmastiff looks like a lion but they're dogs," Vaz replied to him. We were in his office and would have asked for help where to find a female bullmastiff so that our pet Vazzy could be with her.Nigel grabbed his head."I am not into
(Amber POV) Our honeymoon is like a dream, we are in a house at the resort that Vaz bought for us. I would never forget my wedding to the most amazing, gentle, caring, and handsome man on the earth Vaz Steven Kaur. Vaz was more than I ever imagined. He knew how to make me feel so desired, love and cherished. I watched a pair of cute birds running on the side of the beach. The sand is so nice, the water so calm and the breeze of the air is so relaxing it feels like I'm in a paradise! These are all thanks to my Vaz. I just sat on a bench watching the birds fly happily. My belly is so big it looks like a balloon about to burst. I caressed my belly so I could feel the kick of my baby inside me. Because Vaz and I wanted to be this as a surprise when I checked up for the baby, Vaz and I talked to the doctor not to tell us the gender of our baby. We are both weird because of the excitement! My baby has been active all night, and I loved feeling his every move in me. Every kick he gave m
Officially Mine6 months Later(Vaz POV)I married Amber a month later while her stomach was slightly swollen from our unborn baby.Watching Amber walk down the aisle filled me with joy, excitement, and love. Tobby stood beside me as he waited for my love to come to me."Are you sure about this?" Tobby asked. "What if,..... never mind." Tobby stammered."There's no turning back. This is all I ever wanted,""I'm not backing away. She's my everything, my only love. My only dream," I answered and prepared myself for the approaching Amber with Paige. I cried but no tears wanted to come out because I cried almost all last night so my eyes were a bit swollen.I took her hand when she made it to me, and we stood smiling before the priest to say our vows.The day should be for Amber and our child, but for me, this was the best day of m
True Home(Amber POV)"You should open the door," Vaz ordered.My eyes narrowed. I was excited and scared as well. I do not know.Who is the guest?I just shook my head and walked to the door.Maybe it's just delivery.I immediately opened the door and..."Paige !?" I was shocked and happy when I saw my best friend.Damn!I thought Ben and Paige would spend some time in the place where Paige was taken for treatment.Gosh, I miss her so much."How are you my dearest. God, I miss you so much," Paige said while hugging me tightly."My heaven I'm fine and I miss you so much too. Why did you just come today? I miss you so much," my tears rolled down my cheeks."It's going to be a long talk, it's better to talk about it inside," Ben commented.Paige hugged me even tighter and kissed me on the forehead but Vaz nodded so Paige released me from the hug.I turned to Vaz and his eyes
Triple Blessings(Amber POV)"Aren't you feeling cold?" Vaz asked just coming out from the bathroom.I looked at him."Should I raise the temperature!" He asked again pointing to the heater."Nope, a little service will do," I whispered smiling.He smiled and narrowed his eyes at me.He stepped closer to me."Service from me?" He whispered kissing my cheek.I nodded.He immediately lifted me from the sofa and dropped me on the bed."Today, you'll be eaten," he said before turning my lips a deep kiss."Vaz," I whispered as he kissed my neck.I was touched by the wet mass of his skin."Amby, I want your everything," he whispered."Since a long time ago, I've been completely yours. So please don't leave me alone again," he whispered."I'll never leave you again," I smiled at him and kissed him.I just hugged him tightly and reciprocated his kisses.***5 days lat
Happy Birthday(Amber POV)9 am.I just sat on the sofa watching Vaz fix his suit. He'll enter the office for other branching and the paperwork he is handling.Today Oct 12 XXXX is Vaz's birthday.But he still doesn't tell me what he's going to do now. It's embarrassing to talk to him. I'm so embarrassed when it came to Vaz and I was very shy. Tsk whatever.I swallowed three times first and took a deep breath before speaking."Vaz, is there something you want to do for your birthday?" I asked him and arranged for him to sit down."Ahh hmp, no need to fuss about it Amby. I used to not celebrate my birthday since I lost Mom," he replied turning to me."That's not right, we should have prepared for now. By the way, I have a gift for you," I said grabbing an envelope under the table but I was still reluctant to give it to him. This gift is so lame. I know it!"Oh? It's mine," he whispered excitedly.I was nervo
The Key(Amber POV)"I thought we were going to find Vazzy his companion?" I held Vaz's arm."Yeah but, I have a baby down here, he's lonely too and he's standing straight up right now," her complaint pointed to the bulging thing in his front.I was shaken."No, this is the only free day of yours so let's go get Vazzy his mate," I whispered before I pushed him to go down the stairs.He frowned but finally obeyed.I'm nervous, but I'm happy because he didn't insist and will still put Zy first. It looks like everything will be okay.I hope so.***"What ?! Are you kidding me? A bullmastiff? You want me to search a lion?" Nigel's exclaim was unbelievable."Hey, bullmastiff looks like a lion but they're dogs," Vaz replied to him. We were in his office and would have asked for help where to find a female bullmastiff so that our pet Vazzy could be with her.Nigel grabbed his head."I am not into
Save Paige(Amber POV)"Have you talked to Paige yet?" Vaz asked holding my hand."Talk about what?" I asked in astonishment."Isn't she still telling you?""Which one?" I was a little nervous at the tone of Vaz's speech.He sighed."Tsk Paige stubborn. I know she doesn't want you to worry so maybe she hasn't told you yet," he added which made me even more surprised."About what?" I'm nervous now."About her illness,""Ah, is that so? She's fine now, she's healed and she's rested. He said it's just fatigue, she said she just needs a break," I replied."You are wrong Amby, so she came home to you because she wants to be with you, no one can cure her illness in the place they went. So she didn't show up for you when you returned to Cordova City because she was confined and she didn't want me to tell you. She wants to be with you so she came back here. I thought she was cured. She didn't want to be treated anymo
He Such A Tease(Amber POV)Arghhh the heat seems to burn my cheeks.I rubbed my eyes first before opening them. The large curtain of the room was open so the sunlight fell on my face.It looks like noon. My eye caught the wall clock.8 am.That's why the heat has entered the room because the sun is high now and the curtains are open.I rolled over and noticed that Vaz was sleeping soundly next to me.I sighed and propped my elbow on the pillow to take a good look at his handsome and gentle face as he slept.I stared at his angelic face. I even smiled at how cute he was. It's been a long time since we've been together in this bed.What time did he go home last night?I haven't stared at him for this long since the accident even though we've been together for a few days because I'm ashamed of him.He is handsome. His lips parted a little and his lashes are sparking because of the rays of t
He Hasn't Change(Amber POV)I had no idea that I was this weak when it comes to Vaz.Last night he went to my apartment and took me to his house and I quickly followed. Should I leave, it seems like my heart and mind have been submissive to him since he had the accident. It's my fault. Guilt eats all of me.I'm just watching him while getting dressed to go to the office. I closed my eyes again. 8 am. I didn’t want to open my eyes and pretend to be asleep.I don't know what I'm with him, right now I don't know why he brought me here to his house but he didn't do anything.I felt him climb into bed and part my hair."Amby, stop pretending that you're asleep," he whispered kissing the tip of my ear.My body hair suddenly stands up.Arghhh, am I that obvious ?!I slowly opened my eyes and faced him. I was devastated because of his fresh look. New bath and tidy hair and clothing."Vaz I,I do not know