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Internal Sin: 010

Author: Diana Matthew
last update Last Updated: 2023-02-10 05:45:16

(Kai's Point of View)

I found myself in the middle of a vibrant forest. The leaves were as green as they could be, dripping with water and allowing beams of sunlight to shine through.

The view was lush, green, and lovely. What was I doing?

I didn't know I was moving until I started smiling and breathing the dirt of the flesh.

I moved closer and closer to what was propelling me ahead until I came to a vast field filled with the most cherry blossoms and the most vivid blue clouds. My smile deepened at the sight, but it vanished in the blink of an eye.

The flowers on the Field all perished and shriveled as the sky turned drastically from blue to a dark shade of black.

I gasped and took a step back, watching as a person dropped from the sky with gigantic white wings on his back, his back to me. I moved closer, attempting to see the man's face until I was standing directly in front of him.

I exclaimed. It was me!

That wasn't me!

But everything about him and me was the same, except for his
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