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Chapter Twenty Eight
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2021-03-19 12:43:58I'm not interested in falling love again. But I've... I can feel it. I perceive only happiness around him. The problem is still there, standing between us like an immovable stone. I got over the breakup with him. I'll never call it a breakup. The breakup happens with the agreement of two people. He left me without saying a word. Cheap! That isn't enough for him, breaking my heart. He began to plant people in my life to ruin me, to get what he couldn't get. Cheapest! Arnav is different from him. He's the same as I dream my husband to be. He only knows that I have a past but he doesn't know it haunts me every night. My nightmares have made my life miserable. I can't live a life like other girls, normal and happy. My tears have dried up, but my heart is still bleeding. Arnav has made this pain disappear, I've had nightmares but he can't stay with me forever. He's going to be my husband, but I don't know, does he want a raped girl as his
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