Chapter 19 -The shock

By the time I get home, the tension has morphed into a dull ache in my chest.

What did I just see? How am I going to face him the next time we see each other?

I need to ignore him.

I run to my room and try to focus on my assignments. I need to forget the image that is undeniably etched into my brain.

He was naked and she was naked too!

I drag my body into my chair and stare at the papers in front of me.

But my thoughts keep drifting back to Liam and what I saw. I replay the scene over and over in my head, each time wondering why I didn't just leave.

Why did I stand there that long? Why did I keep eye contact with him?

Why was he staring at me? Why did it seem like he liked the idea of me watching him have sex with another girl?

How fucked up is he?

Am I fucked up for watching? Even worse am I fucked up for wondering what it's like to be with him?

I hate him, yes but I can't help but wonder if it felt good for her,

I get up at that thought and scream silently.

What the fuck is w