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Chapter 186 - Something is wrong
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2025-03-09 16:11:51I know something is wrong with Tamrin.
She hasn’t said a word all period, hasn’t even pretended to listen when Presley started complaining about her nails breaking during warm-ups. And when I asked her about Trevor—just casually, just to see her reaction—she practically bit my head off before storming off.
That’s not normal.
Tamrin was obsessed with Trevor. Just last week, she couldn’t shut up about him. And now she won’t even say his name.
And then there’s Celeste.
She’s not here.
Celeste hasn't missed school in a long time and I didn't think she would. And if she was sick, our homeroom teacher would have announced in the morning.
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