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Chapter 140 - Alone in the cold
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2025-01-19 16:48:37How did I let it come to this?
I sit cross-legged on my bed, staring at the wall, my phone in my lap. I’ve scrolled through my messages a hundred times tonight, hoping something will jump out at me—some clue, some moment I can point to where everything started going wrong. But all I see are echoes of the same thing: my words cutting through Celeste, Sadie pulling away, and now... nothing.
My chest feels tight, and I rub at it absently, as if that will make the ache go away.<
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