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Chapter 100 - The turmoil begins
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2024-10-10 17:48:50I’m sitting at my usual corner table in the library, head down, barely noticing the buzz of students around me. I’ve been staring at the same sentence in my textbook for what feels like an hour, but I can’t focus. My mind is drifting—back to Liam, to last night.
My pussy spasms at the memory of him being inside of me. The way it hurt but it felt so good when he took my innocence. The way his skin felt on mine.
The way I callled out his name as I came.
I bite the inside of my cheek, trying to shove the thoughts away, but they’re stubborn, replaying in my head like some terrible movie I can't turn off.
Then as if right on cue my phone buzzes.
I glance at it and see a text from Liam. My heart jumps for a split second, but then it sinks even faster when I read it:
We need to talk about what happened last night.
-Liam
I freeze, staring at the words. What’s there
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