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I'm Not Yours, Alpha! Don't make me say it again
Author's p.o.vTheir lips met in the lightest of kisses and due to Aimee's weakness, she couldn't hold herself up for much longer so she slumped against his chest but she was unsatisfied with just a kiss. It was her Logan after all. So she began mouthing at his chest. Her lips parted and she pressed those open mouthed kiss to his the open skin on his chest. Distantly, she waited for the bristle of tiny chest hairs to tickle her face but it never did came.So she smiled up at "Logan" and muttered. "You shaved your chest hair without me?"But the man looking at her wasn't smiling, his lips were twisted in a scalding fury as his eyes moved over her flushed, oddly grinning face.Logan didn't deserve such an angel like this,' he thought. Logan didn't deserve anything good in life. As he looked at her, his eyes took in her cheeks which were beer red and her lips which were pulled in a pout, puckered like a rose flower.So fucking gorgeous. Heat stirred in his groin area but he wouldn't act
Last Updated : 2023-09-15I'm Not Yours, Alpha! the intruder.
Chapter 16: Jumping out of the window Author's P.O.VAimee was taken back by the harshness of his voice and probably thought he was infuriated with her because of her indecent behavior towards him. She couldn't blame the guy. After she'd led him on the first time and then now…. Ugh. Guilt washed over her. She was so sorry and prayed Logan wouldn't find out. As she recalled her professor's silent threat to walk in, in a rush, she dressed back in her sopping clothes. Hesitantly, she ambled to the door, and pushed it open. When she came face to face with him, her heart jolted and she trembled, giving him an apologetic look. "I... I'm sorry, I was just not clear-headed. Please don't take the nonsense I said to heart. Please I'd appreciate if we could just forget all about this."No matter how eloquent she usually was, she fumbled through her words this time as her stomach threatened to be sick. It was so tight, pooling with nausea as she looked at the man in front of her.Blackwood rubbe
Last Updated : 2023-09-16I'm Not Yours, Alpha! Where are you coming from?
Chapter new: Author's P.O.V Miss Houston's voice was filled with jealousy, with a sense of "I will kill whoever she is." She had been at a party with her bosom friends but instantly left the venue, driving like a mad bat when she heard that the professor had brought a woman over. Aimee went rigid at the voice and goosebumps erupted over her skin as if she was doused with water from head to toe. Miss Houston? What was that woman doing here? Aside from what Sarah back at the University had told her today, it was quite obvious that the woman did not like her. If she knew that Aimee was "the mystery girl" staying here, life would be difficult for her in the future. There was no telling what Miss Houston would do to her! She couldn't dare to go to sleep as she jumped from the bed, throwing the covers to the floor. Although she couldn't make out their words clearly, her heart still jumped when Ms Houston's voice drew nearer. Her heart was thumping so hard, it was like a sledgehammer sl
Last Updated : 2023-09-17I'm Not Yours, Alpha! the confrontation
Aimee’s P.O.VAlthough far from it, to everyone else who stared at me, it was as if I was doing the walk of shame. But what sent an icy chill down my spine was the pure look of rage on Logan’s face when he saw me.“Where are you coming from?” He’d said, voice dripping with wrath. “Don’t you fucking think of lying to me?”At first, I wanted to launch into an explanation, to convince him that I’d never do whatever he thought or was told I was doing, yet my tongue was glued to the roof of my mouth. Slowly, I realized I was trembling and not from fear but from rage. My rage was so strong that it almost matched his. How dare he attack me…right in front of everyone? Fine he didn’t right out accuse me of infidelity but he damn well might have! Stalking towards him, I came to a stop in front of him. He glared down at me. I seethed up at him. “I refuse to be an object of ridicule to your pack members.” I snarled, attempting to shove the solid wall of his body away, or walk through him, whate
Last Updated : 2023-09-18I'm Not Yours, Alpha! passion
Aimee's P.o.vMy eyes were red-rimmed and stung from how hard I'd shed tears. I regretted physically assaulting Logan in front of his subjects but he attacked me first.Hell he was hurting me both physically and with his words. I had no choice but no matter how hard I'd tried to convince myself, I just couldn't stop the guilt and….fear. He hadn't come to me or said anything to me after what had happened.A soft knock on the door snapped my head up–since Logan announced me as his mate, I'd moved into a better room at the tower, this one I didn't share with Ella–and my stomach rolled with nausea. What is the one at the door? After I sniffled to clear my nostrils, I called, "Who's there?"A tiny voice penetrated through the wood and the tension left my shoulders. "Come I .'The door pushed open and Ella walked in tentatively, her eyes enlarging when she saw my wrecked form on the bed.Stopping in front of me, she asked. "Are you okay? I…I'm sorry about what happened."I offered her a sha
Last Updated : 2023-09-19I'm Not Yours, Alpha! She...Is...Dead?
Aimee's p.o.vMy lips were tingling. My blood was roaring. My stomach was clenching.He'd slid his tongue into mine on the slight opening after I let out a gasp of surprise. And I'd let it happen.My wrist still burned from where his fingers had wrapped around them. I hadn't wanted him to stop.Oh Goddess, Damien kissed me and told me he was…he was…"Miss Aimee?" A voice called out and in shock, I shot up my seat, my cheeks heating when I realized every eyes had turned on me, staring at me like I'd lost my marbles.I wished the ground could open up and swallow me as I stared at pissed Ms. Houston who was in a tight fitting skirt and blouse. Her brows were arched as she glared at me. I had a class with her this morning and I'd drifted off while thinking about what happened earlier before Damien dropped me off at the University and drove off."Do you mind sharing your scribbling with the class?" She snapped at me and I flushed even harder."I…I wasn't scribbling ma'am." I stammered, kno
Last Updated : 2023-09-20I'm Not Yours, Alpha! Confusing Misconception.
Logan's P.O.VMy knuckles were raw and slightly torn, blood seeping from the cuts on it. The air in the room was musty and filled with a metallic scent so strong I could almost taste it.In front of me sat two bastards tied to chairs, one of which was dead. Usually, I didn't meddle in the torturing of wrongdoers but they were the bastards who had tried to kidnap Aimee and I needed to know who sent them.And they were proving stubborn and tight-lipped.So snagging a blade laced with wolfsbane, I slowly moved towards the bloodied bastard."Please," he begged through lips that were smashed and swollen. "He'll kill me if I tell you. Please."That's exactly why I was pissed. It was a He who sent them. Not a She. All fingers pointed at Nancy at first but when these fools were brought to me, a trickle of surprise shot through me when they kept saying "He."Gritting my teeth, I leaned in and dug the blade into his skin, unfeeling as a guttual and almostical animalistic scream tore through him
Last Updated : 2023-09-21I'm Not Yours, Alpha! You're with me
Aimee's P.O.VLogan had tried to kill me. Professor Blackwood was right. He was using me. A part of me knew I was really making any sense as Logan still had use of me if the rumors were true. But he had sent those flowers and food to me! Sarah was dead ... IN MY PLACE. Her clique of friends had carried her body out of the room onto the hallway as they awaited the school authorities arrival.Guilt sliced through me, and tears welled in my eyes. If I hadn't given her the meal....and disposed it instead, she would still be alive. She was such a happy girl with a life ahead of her and now... was dead.I think I was going to be sick. My stomach churned with nausea and bile was rising in my lungs. I should leave to the bathroom or something before I puke all over everyone. As the thought crossed my mind, a hand dropped ok my shoulder, startling me and when I turned my head to see who it was, I jerked back in shock.It was Logan.He had never come to my school.He came to see if his work was
Last Updated : 2023-09-22
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I'm Not Yours, Alpha! THANK YOU ALL
And we've have come to a definite end for these characters. If you got to this stage of the book with me, thank you so much for hanging on.I really do hope you enjoyed reading as much as I enjoyed writing.A little honesty tho, I had a lot of wtf moments while trying to build a cool male lead. With his backstory of abandonment issues, Logan seriously was out of control and I got overwhelmed a couple of times thinking of ways to make him cool... I kept thinking how do I make this guy lovable by my readers cos lol!!! I live for y'all honestly. Maybe it's my BPD, I just feel like this isn't my best or isn't up to par... I don't know (cue in y'all's reviews lol)A BIG Sorry to any of you who dropped a comment along the way saying the storyline wasn't what you wanted. any mistaken words would be cleared up once the editors resume.Thank you once again for reading and following my books.Lastly: This book led me down a path of self discovery and I realized that the world of werewolves wit
I'm Not Yours, Alpha! Epilogue
"Who have we come to say hi to again, Daddy?" Taylor inquired glancing over her shoulder at her father who towered above her. He lowered his gaze, beholding the captivating green eyes of his daughter, which mirrored his. A smile played at the corners of his lips and stretched them until his pearly whites greeted the twin, who had a look of inquisition etched to her face. "Well," he began, placing a hand on her shoulder and softly squeezing it. "Grandma," a chuckle that sounded like a rumble from the back of his throat slipped out of his mouth at the question. Taylor lowered her head, returning her eyes to the tombstone that had the name, "Elaine" engraved on it. Her eyes scanned for when her grandmother was born, and when she saw it, she snapped her gaze to her twin sister, Carla. Both girls crouched in front of the tombstone, dropping off the flowers their father had purchased for them. "What killed grandmother Elaine?" Carla asked, throwing a glance of inquisition over her shou
I'm Not Yours, Alpha! The Final Showdown
"When are you going to take this off?" Aimee giggled, lightly touching the blindfold placed over her eyes. It was double-folded so there was no way she could see through the material. Curiosity had her senses piqued and she wondered where they were headed as she could feel the vibration of a car's engine beneath her."I have a truth to show you, Aimee, and then you choose." Her professor's voice came back all mysterious and dark, making Aimee roll her eyes.It might end up being another surprise like the one he'd given her a few days ago. That had been one of the happiest times of her life. Lily spent the entire day with them and when she left, she left with the promise not to tell a soul of Aimee's location. "But I wanna see now!" She whined, trying to peek through but stopped when she felt the pressure of his hands on her thighs."Stop." He murmured. "Just a little while longer.""Fine. A clue though?" She begged, shrouded in darkness."Hmmm." He hummed thoughtfully. "Do you trust
I'm Not Yours, Alpha! The Break She Needed
“This is perfect.” She adjusted her sunglasses, trying and failing to move around on the sun lounger. The sun was just right, cooking her skin into a smoothed light brown. “You are perfect.” Came the deep masculine voice next to her. She blushed. Hard. Compliments never seemed to come short from him.“Do you want more of that?” he pointed at the coconut milk she’d been sipping since they arrived at the beach on the private property.“Nah, I’m cool.” Her eyes, hidden by the glasses crinkled at the sides from the grin that appeared on her lips. She couldn’t remember when last she felt this happy. Something she thought was never possible for her after everything. “You’re thinking, Aimee.” He sang, making her chuckle lightly. “Remember our promise.”“Fine. Fine. Sorry.” She muttered, leaning over to reach for the sunscreen but she was too far from it. if she could just move her legs so she would be able to…“There. I got you.” He grabbed the bottle and handed it to her. As she took it,
I'm Not Yours, Alpha! I Feel Like I'm Drowning
Logan woke up with a start, the jarring screech of the alarm cutting into him like a meat-saw slicing through bone. His eyes fluttered open groggily, staring at the dull ceiling above him as cognizance slowly found him.Fuck. Another day. Another day has dawned. Without her.He showered quickly, got out and as he wiped the steam from the mirror, he took his reflection in with a pathetic blend of disappointment and acceptance. His eyes were hollow and drawn, vague blue-black rings forming semi-circles beneath them.“Maaateee.” He whispered, as he leaned both hands on the sink, trying to say the word the way Aimee used to say it to him. “Maateee.” He knew it was pathetic. But fuck, there was a big hole in his chest that refused to fill up. He shook his head and a sigh rose to his lips.You have got to pull yourself together. Fucking hell he had to. He couldn’t afford to lose his shit like he had that day. No, he had to be strong.He roughly rubbed a towel into his hair, collecting the d
I'm Not Yours, Alpha! I know you love me, Logan.
Aimee was sick with worry. She moved her wheelchair to and fro as she counted the hands of seconds with the clock as it ticked by. Where was Logan? He had been gone before she woke up and when asked, Damien said he’d gone to take care of some pack business and would be back before noon.But it was already 7pm in the evening and there was no sign of him. Her heart felt heavy at the thought of what he could be doing that would keep him out this late. She even felt worse because she couldn’t go out to look for him. Her legs were pulsing with pain from how worried she was too. She just felt extremely miserable and lonely. Damien had stayed with her for the most part of the morning but when he tried to kiss her, she’d told him to get out of her sight. He didn’t even seem apologetic after she brushed him off. Aimee knew Damien had changed, had gotten colder and brazen. Anything she tried to talk to him about Ella, he was really cold and gaze little information. He was searching for her, all
I'm Not Yours, Alpha! Hired Surrogate Omega
After he finished speaking, he took his jacket and wanted to walk towards the door but his vision was so blurry that he could barely see his own fingers held in front of his face clearly..Seeing him like this, Ethan didn't feel comfortable to let him drive, so he hurried over to help him, his eyebrows wrinkled in disgust.Logan’s body began to heat up, and an indescribable sensation pulsed through him."Go to the room upstairs,” Ethan said, supporting him to stand. “You can’t drive in this state.”Logan suppressed the impulse in his heart and said that he had already guessed that he was just not only drunk. Something else was going on.Ethan also noticed it, and his eyes flashed coldly, "Such a problem actually happened in my place! Should I call the doctor?"The effect of this drug was very strong that Logan shook his head, his tone was painfully suppressed, "Take me to the room..."Ethan didn't dare to delay, and helped him out.Nancy’s eyes lit up in the corridor as she saw them s
I'm Not Yours, Alpha! The dirty Plan
“Bruce had a change of plans.” Nancy said, plucking at a loose thread on the hem of her dress. She always seemed to only wear dresses. “But I’m going to turn it into my favor.”“Hmm,” Ella said disinterestedly, “What’s that?”“He agreed to my plan of drugging Logan and sleeping with him.” A smirk twisted the sides of her lips. “Bruce thinks I’m only just going to pretend to sleep with him while he takes videos and have it sent to Aimee. He doesn’t know I fully intend to conceive of a child for his brother.”“Where does this put me?” Ella suddenly snapped, her eyes alight with irritation.“I didn’t ask you to rush ahead and turn yourself into a fucking rogue with a bounty prize over her head.” Nancy snapped right back. “Anyway, once I conceive of his baby, Logan will only care about me and then once I have him under my thumb, I’ll make him let you back into the pack and Aimee is yours to do with as you please. Do you still want Damien or you’re done with his bullshit after everything?”
I'm Not Yours, Alpha! Just Let Me Hold You
But she was wrong. Logan was trembling from lust. It was sick but seeing her staring at him with such innocence like the first time he’d seen her was driving him crazy. He didn’t want her seeing him getting hard while he had put her on a wheelchair."Oh, oh, fine..." Although her heart was spasming like crazy with hurt, Aimee did not hesitate and tried to control the wheelchair to move backwards, but the wheelchair was not obedient at this time. She tried hard for a few minutes, but she was still spinning in place.She could feel that Logan’s gaze was getting hotter and hotter, like a thick flame that was going to burn her whole body and more tears pooled in her eyes. She was just a crippled omega.She was so flustered that she didn't dare to raise her head and look at him, her face was as red as a boiled shrimp while her eyes were soaked.Gritting his teeth, Logan had no other choice. He threw off the duvet that covered his hard as nails dick and stomped over to Aimee. He stopped rig
