Rose's Pov:
While I sit in the detention room my thoughts drift to this guy who was he, he had this look about him one I knew all too well the guy with a past a dangerous one and It didn't sit well with me something was off my gut was screaming to myself to listen to my instincts but am I just worried about today's events is it causing my feelings to be wary of this stranger than my thoughts go back into the past I remember Parker mentioning to me that someone left this school and was deciding to come back was this the guy he was talking about Ryder.
"You can leave now Miss Bashay" My professor stated while I began walking out
"Miss Bashay..." He called to me
I pause turning back to my professor "Yes sir?" I replied
"Please make more of an effort If you want to pass this semester I know your father would want you to" He stated waving me off to leave
My brows furrowed in confusion but I shook it off and continued on my way to the parking lot, I feel like my ears have steam coming out of them as I look down at my phone to see a message from my mum asking that she needed to have that serious conversation with me that she mentioned this morning.
I shove my phone in my back pocket and grabbed my keys out of my bag the first thing that popped into my mind was 'I despise him and I'm going to make sure I make his high school life a living hell because I am not walking in on crying girls in the bathroom getting their hearts broken' I put the key in and started the motorbike up driving home.
Ten minutes later:
I parked my bike in the garage and walked in my mother sat on a bar stool until she heard me enter the room, I slid open the sliding door and shut it. I put the kettle on to make a cup of tea for the both of us, I turned around to face my mum "So.... what did you want to tell me?" I questioned
She seemed to fidget on the spot and fumbled with her fingers when she was nervous about something, she's never acted this way before "Mum are you okay you can tell me right" I say trying to comfort her.
"I have a fiance" she stated
My mouth hung agape in shock "Oh my god when, how?" I stated in question
"It's a long story one I don't know how you're going to react to" She replied
I sighed on today of all days why "For argument's sake I'm going to keep an open mind and let you talk" I said
I turned around pouring kettle water into the cups "I was having an affair but so was your father" She stated
I nearly dropped the jug how was I supposed to react to that "I hope I heard wrong but did you just say you and Dad were having affairs behind each other's backs" She nods while closing her eyes like she was starting to regret telling me.
As I turn away I try to control my anger, my confusion gripping the bench hard it was dads anniversary today and I couldn't deal with it Mum still had her thoughts about me marrying Jace the one person I ran away from I don't know why but she won't tell me.
"Be honest with me were your arguments both based on your affairs is that why you and Dad were planning to divorce" I calmly tried to speak she looked at the ground in disappointment.
"Yes that's why, we both weren't happy you fall out of love sometimes and you can't help it you'll learn someday when you hit that point in your life your lucky If you don't" She replied
I looked at her upset and confused why couldn't have they both been honest with me"I need some time to think about this Mum" I stared down at her
"I understand will talk more on the subject when you're ready" She replied with a small smile
I place her cup of tea in front of her as I take my own and walked upstairs trying to forget what she had said I wasn't prepared to go down yet but I knew I had to I couldn't avoid the situation as much as I wanted to, I sit in there in thought how Jace said he would never hurt me and to trust him well look how well that turned out.
Two Years Ago:
I'm near a fire feeling warm under a quilt and I start looking around everywhere then I notice I'm in the arms of Jace 'Maybe I could try and get a hold of his bike' I thought"Don't even think about it Roselle" Jace said eyes now fully focused on me
I shrink back in his arms "Please don't be afraid of me...I won't hurt you, you can trust me" Jace said his eyes holding mine
"I'm not afraid I'm just scared of the situation I'm in" I replied looking around
"Look, how about we make a deal?" He asked
I look up "How about on the weekends you stay at your parent's or friend's place" He continued
I started feeling hopeful maybe this could work I thought, "Really?" I say he nods at me with a smile mirroring my own.
Present one hour later:
As I sat in my room on my phone it was about six in the afternoon when I heard voices downstairs 'Who the hell is here at this time?" I thought
It couldn't be the girls there on a curfew because they spray-painted my ex Jake's house I chuckle at the design remembering his father walking out and going off.
"Hey she's upstairs she might not be prepared I didn't get the chance to mention you were coming over for dinner" I heard my mother's voice.
"Shit, maybe I could sneak out the front door when no one is looking" I stated out loud to myself.
I swung my feet off my bed put my Converses on, opening the door silently as possible I descended the staircase as I look around the corners hearing my mum in the kitchen I grin while chuckling quietly to myself.
"Goodbye," I whispered smirking nearly at the door I head to the front door happy to leave.
Only as I turned and looked and I was beyond shocked "You!!" I said savagely
He gave me a fake smile "What are you doing here petals?" he asks while putting his phone in his front pocket
"I live here, get out of my house your trespassing on private property!" I yelled
His eyes widened in surprise "It looks like we're going to be getting well acquainted " he seductively bit his lip.
Is it wrong I found that hot 'Wait a minute... he was talking about meeting his stepmother and stepsister no, no way mum said she had a fiance that means...he's my soon-to-be stepbrother' My face held the emotion of horror for sure.
Mum walked in "I've seen Rose your acquainted with Ryder here" she said
"Is this some sick joke you're playing Mum?" I asked because this was sick he would be.....oh my god living under the same roof as me.
"Is there something wrong?" She questioned looking between the both of us noticing some tension.
"This guy decided to throw himself at me without my consent at school today" I stated
"Pardon?" My mother asked in shock looking at Ryder
"Wrong she kissed me back," He said with a knifing smirk
"Look we will deal with this after dinner's ready just please keep your fists to yourself Rose," she said while I clenched my jaw in return.
I snapped my head towards her "Why do I have to sit and play happy families Mum" I asked
She gives me a look while I sighed "Fine" I bluntly state
She gives me a small smile while I on the other hand glared up into Ryder's eyes amusement dancing in them.
"I'm leaving after going out for a ride while I'm guessing Ryder is going to have fun with his first flavor of the month" I commented while walking past Ryder bumping into his shoulder
He on the other hand was smirking I sat down in a chair but it just so happens that he just had to sit next to me purposely imagining what the twins are going to think when I tell them this the mortified looks they'll be giving me.
As I sat in my seat looking down at my phone texting Clay my cousin bitching to him about the fact of this recent development, I feel my phone being snatched out of my hand by no other than Ryder as he gave me that million-dollar smile "Who you texting petals?" he questions
While putting his hand on the other side of him going through my texts "Give it back Ryder" I raised my voice in annoyance
He kept scrolling through pretending he wasn't hearing my constant pleas "You're having a bitch fest about me aww I feel so special" He said chuckling
My face screwed up until a lightbulb in my brain switches on so the only thing that had come into mind was to straddle him because in secret I really wanted to but would never admit it for the life of me to him.
I swung my leg over and sat on him reaching for the phone, as I snatched it back I realized I hadn't gotten off his lap yet, I couldn't move because I was jammed between him and the table.
As I tried to get up accidentally wriggling on his lower half, he stiffened up I blushed after glancing up at him I tried to move and get up but he didn't let me he held both his hands firmly on my waist smirking like the playboy he is.
"We have to have dinner and I don't want my mum to see this I have modesty unlike you, let me get off your lap or you'll end up on the floor like in mathematics" he smirked
"Sure petals but it looks like they've already caught us" he whispered raising his brows
I looked up to find Ryder's dad and my mother looking at our position 'too late..', "Jesus Christ" I mumbled I swung my leg over and sat in my chair embarrassed.
"Well, mum are we going to eat?" I questioned trying to completely forget I was on his lap and enjoying it.
She replies with a stutter "Yeah sure"
She puts the plates down "Thanks Mrs. Bashay," Ryder says with manners fucking faker I think with my arms folded.
"Just call me Linda Ryder" She throws him a small smile
"So Rose I hear you are in Ryder's mathematics class" I nodded now looking toward the other male in the room.
"Yea, we had an interesting lesson" Ryder's dad smirked because he looked at his busted lip and he obviously knew what happened.
I still didn't like the fact that he was sitting in my dad's spot it felt wrong "So what do I call you?" I gesture to Ryder's dad.
"Just call me Nigel" I nod fake smiling in his direction
"So Rose what classes do you major in?" Nigel questioned
I reply "I feel this is an interrogation already"
"Rose manners!" My mum snapped I rolled my eyes annoyed at this situation
He smiles "Just getting to know my future stepdaughter" 'Future fucking stepdaughter my ass' my mum starts talking to Ryder asking him the same questions about his other schools.
I suddenly jumped a little feeling Ryder's hand on my thigh while I clenched my knife and fork while he smirked I look at him and glared.
"Rose you okay?" my mum questioned
I nod smiling "Just tired mum all that schoolwork gets to you," I said glaring at Ryder
She then continued asking him questions as his hand drew up further I grab his hand and yank it off me.
"You sure your okay Rose?" Mum asked noticing my discomfort toward Ryder
I nodded as she turned back I hissed at Ryder as he puts his hand back on my leg "Stop it! I'm trying to eat here" he just smirked
He whispers in my ear "Don't worry I'll have you in my bed in no time"
And the thought of that repulsed me If he wasn't such a playboy I would consider the idea of dating him, "Just please stop I'm actually begging here I'm freaking eating" he smirked but didn't care
"Rose are you sure you're okay?" my mum questioned once again for the third time
"Yea you look flustered are you sure," he asked as his hand drew up further
"I'm alright just a bit hot that's it" I grinded my teeth
My mum nodded as I quickly grabbed his hand and tried to pull it away again but I couldn't he was too strong
"Stop it," I say viciously
'I've had enough of this guy's shit I'm getting up before anything further happens, I get up and excuse myself walking up the stairs, slamming the door, and locking it before Ryder physically could do anything else.
After ten minutes of isolating myself in my room, I get a knock on my door "What!" I replied annoyed because I was interrupted and I wanted to be alone right now
"It's Ryder" he replied in a smug tone
I looked up really confused as to why he was knocking "Go away I don't need your hands feeling me up thank you very much" I turned over moaning into my pillow
I then mumbled profanities into the pillow and didn't want to look at him because of what happened at dinner and I felt disgusted in myself for letting him touch me at all.
"We need to talk about what happened at the dinner table don't worry it's not like I'm gonna bite...much," he said with a demanding voice and not leaving any room for me to disagree
I walked to the door unwillingly knowing I wasn't gonna give him the satisfaction of him noticing he had somewhat of an effect on me, as I unlocked and creaked the door open.
"Well?" I asked with my eyebrows raised
He comes in without my permission nearly pushing me over but I gripped the door in time "Come in why don't you" I replied in sarcasm he slammed the door shut and pushed me up against the door as I looked at him through his eyes they were held with lust the only thing that I thought was oh boy what did I get myself into.
Rose's Pov: As he pushed me up against the wall he started to look at me up and down biting his lip "You don't even know what I want to do to you now and it's really hard for me to resist" as he spoke to me in a low sexy like voice. "Well sorry I'm not an easy target Ryder" I spat out "And that is what makes you so appealing you haven't fawned over me, you look at me in disgust" He stated as If I was a mystery that needed to be unraveled. "And you find that so appealing" I questioned in confusion and sarcasm "I do, but you don't want me do you?" He asked "No I don't period, so why don't you go talk to the girl that's willing to spread her legs for you," I said with disgust thinking of Victoria. "What are you so afraid of?" He asks intrigued "I'm not afraid I'm wary of whom I interact with there's a difference" I replied "I can see you have demons and their holding you back aren't they?" He questioned I remain silent giving him his answer "So you do, I wonder what they are" He
Rose's pov: When I had come home after my interaction with Jace I was petrified I ran inside looking for my mother I hadn't slept in my mum's bed since I was eight years old but that night I couldn't sleep I bawled my eyes out telling her how terrified I was and the look he gave me that said we were far from over, this was only the beginning, I cried until I fell asleep nightmares plaguing my every dream. My alarm starts blaring on my phone and I can't even reach it I start groaning in annoyance as I tried to find it I then reach too far falling off the bed "Honey what was that sound" My mother said from downstairs. I groan in pain 'Great way to start the morning right?' "Just fell out of bed I'm on my way down" I pulled myself up stretching then walk towards the stairs slowly sighing I see my mum making bacon and eggs already placing a coffee in front of me. "Did you sleep okay?" She asked "You know the answer to that mum" I replied sadly "What did he want?" She questioned again
Rose's Pov: "Really you wanna know details?" Janelle nodded her head eagerly "Okay let's start off that he's a complete asshole also the spawn of the devil has the worst fucking mood swings," I said waiting for a reply "Not that I mean, how was the make-out?? Like was their tongue involved" she replied to my question I scrunched up my nose in complete disgust "No!" I yelled She opened her mouth wide and squealed " You so did what did he taste like? Did he open his mouth fully? Did you have sex with him!" As I covered my ears hearing her high pitch squeal. When she did mention that I realized the thought had crossed my mind to have sex with him how stupid am I? I stood there in the bathroom with Janelle as she kept throwing questions my way seeing Richelle standing there with her fingers on her temples rubbing them. "You really want the honest truth " I replied They both screamed in sync "Yes we want to know!!!!" I tried changing the subject of the matter "It actually scares me
Rose's Pov:As Richelle, Janelle, and I walk through shops looking for our outfits for the party I pause ringing up Wayne"Hey Rose" Wayne said with a smile in his voice"Hey, Wayne can you do me a massive favor?" I asked"Sure what's going on" He replied"Can you please take our bikes to George as you know of Ryder's antics?" I said"Okay but you owe me this and an explanation on a couple of things Rose," He replied"Like what?" I replied"Like the fact I saw you on your bike last night while Jace pulled up beside you," He said"You didn't tell-" I started"No I didn't, don't worry I kept it to myself" He replied"Okay I'll see you tonight the girls and I are getting ready could you just ask him to do me this solid for what I did for him last time he'll know what I mean" I replied"Sure see you later Rose remember what I said" He stated"I know bye" I replied hanging upI stopped in front of Bardo and looked at this white short lace dress that was to die for until something caught my
Rose's Pov: As the girls and I parked our bikes across from the mansion, we fall in step towards the double doors. I breathe in and out starting to feel self-conscious not that I had a problem with my body or anything just people staring because I've never set foot in a party since I broke up with Jake and my so-called arranged marriage so there's bound to be stares. "Rose, are you sure you want to do this?" Richelle questions while having my arm in her grip I take one deep breath and put my hand on the doorknob "I'm sure I've grown balls since my fucked up ex-boyfriend I'm just gonna walk in there with my head held high and don't care what anyone else thinks" I said in confidence Janelle smiled at me "That's what we like about you, you are strong and beautiful and you don't let anyone else tell you otherwise" Janelle said proudly. I smile at the two girls and pull them in a huge hug "What would I do without you guys" I said in affection as we all pulled apart we linked arms. Ric
Rose's Pov: There was silence on the bike as I drove all the way to the hospital, my knuckles felt numb from all the anger that was surging through me 'Like he didn't have the right to just barge in and try to claim me again, and the audacity to grab me like I'm his property like what the hell is his problem?!' I was talking to my subconscious. I realized we had stopped out the front of the hospital and I was still sitting on my bike, "Petals are you alright?" Ryder said in concern as he placed his hand on my back making me jump from the shock sensation. I swallowed "Yea I'm fine just thinking..... anyway let's go" I replied while swinging my leg off my bike and shoving the keys in Ryder's back jean pocket, he turned around and furrowed his eyebrows " What are you doing?" He questioned. "Well do you see me holding a clutch to put my keys in" I replied with sass He smiles at me and walked ahead of me shaking his head. "It looks like someone's got it bad" Parker whispered in my ear
{the next morning after the party } Rose's Pov: "Wake up sleepy head" I heard a faint whisper I moaned "No it's Saturday and Saturday means sleep so rack off" I snapped while placing one of my decorative pillows on my head In less than 5 seconds I'm freezing from being drenched in cold water, I screamed "What the fuck" Then I saw the devil himself smirking on the edge of my bed dangling a bucket with his index finger. I got up and jumped on him pushing him to the ground and wincing from the pain of my knuckles "Ryder this is the last straw now I have lost it with you first it was my motorbike and now this and now your so going to pay", I smirked down at him he gulped but covered it up while smirking. "What you gonna do about it petals," he asked while laughing realizing he just gave me an idea let's see how he likes his hair color, he covered the fact of what he said while looking pale as fuck. Already thought of my plan let's put it into action: I lent down on him my wet cloth
Rose's Pov: As I walk through the supermarket smiling and looking through the dye aisle I find a swamp green color and picture myself putting it in his shampoo and conditioner "He is definitely going to kill me but it's worth it, I'm going to make him pay for what he did to my bike and I'm gonna make sure this night is a night to remember I will kill him for it". After I finished the sentence the lady 5 steps away from me slowly backs away running off with her trolley. "I didn't mean it like that woman I was being realistic" I stated but I can't help but smirk to myself I start to go down the makeup and tinting section and grab the heaviest tinting and heavily caked makeup I could find. 1 hour laterAfter 1 hour at the store, I hurry to the kitchen cupboard under the sink to place all my planned items and shut both doors. I walk to the fridge to get something to eat when my phone buzzes and it's Richelle I pick up. Richelle: Rose do you have everything? Rose: Yes it's gonna be swe
Rose's Pov: I look at my dress on the hanger "I never saw myself doing this Sasha...getting married to Jace" I said while she places a hairpin in my hair "I know if your mum and dad could see you now they would be proud of you....you look beautiful" she said putting her hands on both my shoulder blades trying to make the best of the situation I was currently in. "I wish they were here to see me but Jace and Michael have other ideas they probably don't trust my parents" I replied She smiled a bit and turned me around "You'll be fine sweetheart now I think you'll be needing to get in that dress" she said with a gentle smile as I brought it towards myself analysing it "So this marriage how does this Mascarade ball work?" I ask confused She smiled "This is a bit different than your regular wedding" she replied as she continues "Everyone will wear masks and he won't come till later so you just have to go around talk, dance, enjoy yourself and then when he arrives will head to the fro
Rose's Pov:I woke up in Jace's room after my attempt at suicide last night he didn't want to leave me alone, Richelle and Janelle weren't allowed to see me after visiting me at the medical room until the wedding. He had his arm wrapped around my waist, I close my eyes feeling sick knowing I'll be getting married to him today and I don't know how to feel about the situation, Actually I do, 'I'm fucking trapped and I don't know if Kaiser can help me this time' I thought "Roselle are you awake?" I heard him say beside me I'm quietly breathing softly making it look like I'm out to it he sighed, "I promise I swear to you that I'll try and change I'll try to be the man you fell in love, I'll try and make you happy to the end of my days" He whispered kissing my cheek When I felt him leave the room my eyes slowly opened as I sigh "Yeah right how long until you actually break me" I whispered under my breath pulling the quilt up further under my chin shutting my eyes just wanting this horri
Rose's Pov: I couldn't sleep, I couldn't eat I felt sick to the stomach my family was so fucked up to a point where I started thinking that my life was completely fucked well it already was currently. I turn up and stare at the roof "I'm getting married tomorrow" I said out loud turning back over putting a pillow on my face, At eighteen never saw my life heading this way if I thought about it I always planned what would happen how it would happen, but it always got me into arguments with my parents.Two Years Ago: I twist around suddenly annoyance running through me, "I wanted to do everything by the book, date, boyfriend, and girlfriend for a year or two that would lead to finally getting married and having kids in that specific order, but now that's obviously not going to work out for me because I'm now completely stuck in this predicament between a guy I've barely known over a week period this is not the 18th century and I'm not a cow up for auction" I exclaimed as they just stan
Rose's Pov: 'Ugh I can't even leave for the mall because Jace doesn't trust me and after that phone call he hasn't been back, I look at the rack of dresses glaring at each one just wanting to rip them into tiny little pieces and burn them while stomping on the remaining ashes, don't judge me I need help. I feel small being stuck in this manor I feel claustrophobic he says 'I'll let you roam the grounds but no further' like who the hell do you think you are telling me what to do, but I haven't really rejected it but still he's such a...I don't even have words because half of the crap that comes out of my mouth definitely wouldn't be used in heaven. "This was the one you pointed out in the beginning wasn't it?" Sasha questions I replied with a one-worded "Yes." I clench my jaw angry all this rage is building up inside me 'Him keeping my father for years away from my life when I needed him most, getting Felicity involved which ended up in her demise by guess who the stepbrother that I
Rose's Pov: I wake up with Jace's arm wrapped around my waist and this is the day before the wedding 'This is what my life has come to? forced into marriage, my friends lying to me and me wanting to be with someone I can't have' I look at the ring on my finger analyzing it I sigh in desperation wanting to be in Ryder's arms having him hold me and telling me it's going to be okay, what's wrong with me? Ryder killed Felicity my cousin and I have to use my head but my heart is telling me otherwise. I sit in an upright position sighing looking out the window hearing the birds harmonious noises, I then look back at Jace maybe it won't be too bad, I just have to find a way to change him somehow take him back to the real him kind and caring, but he is not the one I did fall for, he's turned out to be cold and a monster. I stare at his face as I remember waking up next to him in my bed when I was 16 god it feels just like yesterday I was going to stay with him for 3 months thinking it will
Rose's Pov: After I rehearsed with Jace I'm back in the room sitting on the bed hands in my lap thinking, 'I can't get comfortable here I need to leave, finish school, I've barely even started out and I'm already getting married ' I say in thought I look out the window sighing thinking about my old room, the house and him 'I miss you, Ryder' I'm thinking about you over and over 'Has he forgotten about me?' the thought brings tears to my eyes I'm questioning myself why In the little time I've got to know Ryder he brings warmth in my heart I've never felt, longing for him to comfort me, hug me when I cry and If I could just be in his warm embrace again I would feel whole...pfft what am I saying it's not going to happen they don't even know where we are. I'm trapped, I huddle my legs when a couple of tears fell from my eyes as I sniffle wiping my tears with my sleeve 'It's okay you can get through this tommorow is the last day of your freedom I need to make things right'. Janelle's Po
Rose's Pov: I then turn over heaving and throw up in the bush, I wipe my mouth then suddenly something occurs to me "Oh no..." I whisper under my breath I turn around quickly "Roselle you okay?" Jace asks in a worried tone I swallow the bile that wants to come out "I'm fine I just need some rest..." I say feeling a bit dizzy, Michael looks at me analyzing my whole body, stopping at my stomach 'He must think I'm pregnant' I say in thought looking at Michael my eyes widened then that cold evil smile made its way to his face. "I'm going to go lay down okay..." I say towards Jace he nods kissing me on the forehead as I made my way upstairs. Jace's Pov: I look towards my father as he watches Rose ascend the stairs, "What's on your mind?" I ask him he looks back at me "I think she's pregnant..." He replied bluntly "Pregnant really dad? look at this severed head it would make anyone throw up" I said he had a smirk "She's seen worse way worse...and she didn't vomit then did she?" he a
Ryder's Pov: As I put down my phone on the coffee table everyone is waiting for my reply. "It was Winston he's helping get the girls out" I said Brad looks up confused "That guy was a fucking prick while I was in there, what would make him want to help?" He questions in disgust of the thought of him I sigh "Well....surprise, surprise he wants Janelle and Richelle to get married" I replied Parker's face forms into a scowl, "What the fuck?" He says in a shocked tone "Okay the wedding is in three days we have time to plan this thoroughly without any slip-ups he said this wedding is a masquerade ball I'll try and find her on the dance floor while Wayne and Parker you'll both look for the girls, Reece you're going to find the generator we have a ten minute window max to sneak them out before the backup generator comes on and Liam you'll watch out for Jace's movements" I said Brad than follows saying "I spoke to Cameron over the phone wasn't expecting me to be alive but he's managed t
Rose's Pov: I get up opening the doorknob seething in anger while I start talking to myself "Don't get back into old habits just stay calm" I say to myself as I'm too wrapped up in my own thoughts I run into Michael "Sorry I didn't see where I was going" I said He then grabbed me by the arm suddenly and dragged me down the hallway "I was looking for you we need to have a one on one" he said eyes full of hatred 'Fuck I don't want to be in the same fucking room as him alone!' I thought As he locks both doors in the room my only exits besides the window which would require my death from the height of this building which I pass in fact but when I look at his soulless black eyes as my body trembles in cold fear I'm actually considering jumping out of the building. He stands arms folded leaning on his desk "Now Roselle let me make something clear if you ever threaten my son again I won't hesitate to kill everyone around you and make you watch you are his fiancee you are to stand there,