By Monday, everyone at school knew I was getting married, or to be more precise, that my wedding was arranged. But, of course, no one knew it was planned. It's like that first rule in Fight Club: don't talk about how things turned out.
On Sunday, we took engagement photos after breakfast. We took the pictures strategically, making sure not to reveal the ring, or rather, the lack of one. At least not until Wednesday.
We posed with him on one knee, holding a small box. To be honest, it all felt surreal. I pretended to cry to make it seem more authentic. We also took a picture with his face nestled in my neck as we hugged. They looked incredibly real. Most people think they're genuine.
We're in this situation because John informed the newspaper about our engagement. Nice, it made the front page. John also insisted we post on I*******m and F******k. I get I*******m, but why do we need F******k? Sorry to say, but everyone on F******k is the same age as my dad. They've read it, so problem solved. I did it anyway.
On Monday, when I arrived at school, everyone bombarded me with questions about Mark. How did we meet? How long have we been dating? It was the usual stuff. People were curious. Since I didn't have a ring to show, I said it wasn't the right size and we had to get it fitted.
Of course, there were also the typical mean comments and whispers at school. I like to call them the "mean girls." During lunch, they gossiped behind my back, suggesting I might be pregnant. I paid them no mind. I never do.
Tuesday was almost back to normal. My best friend at school is Maya, but since she was on vacation with her parents, she was upset that I hadn't told her about my relationship. She thought we were deeply in love based on the photos.
So, I invited her over that night, spilled the beans, and asked her to be a bridesmaid. She gladly accepted. She won't tell anyone. We've known each other our whole lives. She wouldn't betray me or my dad like that.
Maya loves dressing up, and now she has a reason to do it. She apologized for getting mad, and we went back to being best friends. Well, we're not exactly like that. We have our fights, but after a day or two, we make up. Never longer than three days. We don't just end friendships like some people.
Now, it's Wednesday. My work is almost finished. Unfortunately, my phone is dead, and all music websites are blocked on the school laptop.
When I finally wrap up my work, I start drawing and lose track of time. Everyone is staring at the door, but I'm so absorbed that I don't even notice. I haven't paid much attention to the door yet; I'm busy scanning the room.
Then, I glance up and there's Mark Hernandez, my so-called "boyfriend." I say his name and ask, "What brings you here?"
He raises his hand and points to his ring finger. I immediately realize I should have left five minutes ago.
I quickly grab what I need and head towards Mr. Martian. I'm a bit shy about this.
Mr. Martian was engrossed in reading and didn't notice Mark yet. I muster the courage to say, "Um, Mr. Martian?"
He looks up, clearly annoyed by the interruption. He was deep into his book, and I've disrupted him. He asks, "What?"
Mark just smiles and waves to Mr. Martin while I point to the door and say, "I have to go." It's clear that everyone in the room is looking at Mark and me, and I can feel their gaze.
Mr. Martian inquires, "Go where?"
"Um," I hesitate. Should I tell the truth? "I'm going to pick up my ring. It needed some adjustments because it didn't fit."
He questions me further, "Why can't you do that when you get home?" He puts his book down, giving me his full attention. Even when I told him I was interested, he didn't react. He probably read the newspaper or checked F******k. I chuckle a bit at that thought.
I explain, "Mark has a meeting, so I'm saying goodbye." I barely managed to escape. I can sense everyone's eyes on me as I walk towards the door. To make it look genuine, I put my arm around Mark.
After school, once we're in his car, he asks, "What was that all about?"
"What?"
"Are you trying to get close to me?"
I decide to tease him a bit. "Wait, can't I put my arm around my fiancé?"
He makes me laugh. "Well, I suppose that's alright."
After about 10 minutes of driving, I still have no clue where we're going. So, I ask. "Where are we going?"
"The mall," he responds.
"What? I hate going to the mall!" I say, but in reality, I just cross my arms and act as if I don't care.
He looks at me, surprised. "Really? I thought all girls liked going to the mall."
"I'm not like every girl," I reply, adding, "I'm just taking a break from pouting."
Mark remarks, "I'm starting to figure that out."
When we arrive at the mall, our first stop is Kay Jewelers. I sigh audibly. I'm quiet and reluctantly admit, "I'd rather not be here."
"Don't worry, it won't take long. We'll pick up the ring and then go to an early dinner. It'll be our first date." He smiles at me as we approach the counter. The clear glass counter looks like it's rigged with alarms that will go off if you touch it, summoning security.
I glance down, and Mark tries to get the salesman's attention by clearing his throat. The salesman says, "I feel terrible. I'll be with you right away, sir." His voice sounds oddly familiar, as if I've heard it before.
He approaches the counter, and I still haven't looked up. "So, what can I do to help? Earrings or a necklace with diamonds?" he inquires. "No, my girlfriend and I are here to pick out an engagement ring for her," Mark responds. He's quite adept at making up stories. Sometimes, I even find myself briefly believing him. When I finally glance up, I see the familiar face. "Richie?" I inquire. "Well, if it isn't Savi," he replies. Richie's real name is Nick, but I've always called him Richie. It might seem a bit confusing. Richie was like a mentor to me during my freshman year in high school. When I was a freshman, Richie and I were paired up. He guided me on how to interact with teachers and showed me where my classes were. In a way, he was like a guardian angel watching over me. You might still be wondering why we call each other by different names. I don't remember much about how it started, but I do recall that he once asked me for my middle name and the name of my street. I told h
So far, things are going according to plan. Everyone seems to like the dress. I've written a letter to my mom and sealed it, but I haven't sent it yet. I thought it would be more personal to write her a letter instead of just calling her. However, I'm holding off on calling her until she responds. In the letter, I mentioned that I wanted to catch up with her and discuss the wedding dress, but I didn't reveal that I'm getting married or anything like that. I simply expressed my desire to have a conversation with her. I need to send the letter today because it's Monday, and it's been only a week since I got engaged. The wedding is in less than seven weeks, so I want to get in touch with her soon. I plan to send it on my way to school. I'm feeling nervous as I arrive at school, thinking about what her response might be. Fortunately, my first class is in the gym. It might sound strange, but I actually enjoy going to the gym. Just because I like going to the gym doesn't mean I fit the "j
I suddenly wake up from a small nightmare due to some turbulence, and Mark notices. He takes a seat and checks on me. "Are you alright?" Mark asks, looking concerned. "Yeah, I'm okay," I respond, even though I'm not entirely fine. I don't want to encounter her again because of what Mark told me about his mom. It's been bothering me. "Would you like something to drink?" Mark inquires to make sure I'm okay. "Sure, just water," I request. Someone hands me a glass of water a few seconds later, and I thank them. "Are you feeling nervous?" Mark asks, not making eye contact. "Well, kind of... Alright, quite a bit," I admit, secretly enjoying how he looks when I stare at him. He finally looks at me and asks, "Are you checking me out?" This is unusual for him. I start to blush. "Anyway, can't I admire the man who's going to be my husband?" He chuckles. "Are you going to use that excuse every time I tease you?" "No," I pause, and he thinks he's won the banter as he starts to walk away
She hasn't said a word about it since I told her. "Mom? Are you okay?" "What on earth is going on here?" She raises her voice and immediately stands up. "So, this Mark fellow is your boyfriend, huh?" "Well, you could say something did happen to me," I tell my mother, maintaining my composure. "Yes, Mark is the man I plan to marry." Despite her rudeness, I remain polite. Somehow, I feel more grown-up and self-assured. "You can't be serious! You're only 17!" Her comment is so absurd that it makes me burst into laughter. "No! You have no right to say such things to me! You've been absent from my life for most of the last 15 years, and it's getting hard not to cry," I respond firmly. I love Mark, and he loves me. Dad is supportive, and we all share the same belief – Mark's role is to ensure my happiness, and he genuinely cares about it. "Why can't you be happy for me?" I wonder aloud. I can almost hear her crying in her sighs. Her eyes well up. "I'll do my best to accept it... So, how
While pacing around our room, I comment, "That was..." Mark interjects with a quip, "Weird? Unexpected? Revealing?" "Not quite," I respond, gazing at him with a serious expression. He raises his hands playfully in defense. "What's your take?" I stop staring once I've asked the question. Some might find it impolite and bothersome to be told, "Try on the clothes. Your sisters are here. Begin getting to know your mom in a new way. Do whatever you like." But it didn't feel that way to me. It was more like, "Don't let anyone dictate your actions. Follow your instincts." At least, that's how I interpreted it. Now, I'm not entirely sure which perspective is better. "Okay, but how should I approach it?" I head over to the bed and lie down beside him. He rises to go to the bathroom. "I'm not entirely sure. You'll figure it out. Trust your instincts." "It's almost nighttime. If you're still feeling anxious when you wake up, we can talk again," he says with a smile before disappearing into t
We posed for the pictures, and they turned out really nice. In one of the photos, I'm smiling while giving him a cheek kiss. That's true too. One pose came to us naturally. We placed the phone on the desk, stood close, our foreheads touching, and smiled like excited kids. Our eyes met, and it felt genuine. The camera had a filter to blur the background, focusing only on us. We chose black and white, like an engagement photo. I set the best picture as my lock screen, and the first shot became my home screen. Mark did the same, and his lock screen displayed a photo of our hands and the ring. All the photos looked beautiful and, somehow, authentic. The way we looked at each other made it feel real—more than just a fake setup or a contract. Mark reenters the room while I'm looking at the pictures. "Time to head out," he says. I nod, and we prepare to leave. Finding the dress shop takes time. It's called "Bridal is Beauty," and it looks nice from the outside. Through the window, I s
"Are they coming here?" Mark inquires as I search through my bag for my swimsuit. "Not up here. There's a pool," I reply, finding my swimsuit. "We should get to know them better. I'd like to be friends with all of them." "I agree, but I was hoping to stay up here and finish watching the rest of Die Hard," Mark says, reclining in his seat. "I won't pester you with too many questions. You should also come," I insist, poking him in the chest. "I didn't bring a swimsuit," he deadpans. I shake my head. "No worries, even if you hadn't worn those shorts. Everyone does it." He sighs and rolls his eyes. I've won. "Fine." "Thanks a lot. Now, hurry up. We need to get down there before they arrive," I urge him as he changes his shirt. When we reach the pool area, there's no one else there. Not a soul. We have the entire pool to ourselves. After setting up our spot, my mom texts me that they've arrived. "I'll be right back; I'm going to open the door for them," I tell Mark. He nods and sits
"We don't need you to drive us to the airport, Mom. Everything is fine, and we've already rented a car," I say, aware that only about half of the people are actually listening while the others scramble to pack at the last minute. "But we want to be there to see you off," my mother insists, her voice leaving no room for argument. She called to ask for directions on where to meet us. "We?" I ask, trying to make her tone less pleading. "Yes, all of us. Will, Will, Hannah, and I. We all want to see you off," she declares as if there were no other option. "We'll see each other at the wedding in six weeks. Plus, we just saw each other yesterday. We swam, talked, and did all sorts of things," I reply, now not even bothering to pack, but instead, trying my best to dissuade my mother from coming to the airport to bid us farewell. Mark exits the bathroom with his toiletry bag. "Are you still getting ready?" he asks, his tone implying, "You're taking forever." "I'm on the phone with my mom!
"Mommy!" I hear yelling as well as loud running footsteps. Kara, Kyle and Willow come running into the kitchen. "Can you finish the story?""Not yet, we gotta wait for daddy and Milly." I dry my hands and lean down to pick up Willow. "Where's Landon?" I ask to go into the living room. I sigh when I see him sitting in front of the TV playing video games. Just like he's been doing with every minute of free time he gets."Come on, go outside and run around, get dirty." I put Willow down next to Landon."But this level is really hard and I can't-" I cut him off by turning off the TV and giving him a no arguing look. "Fine, I'll go outside.""Be a good brother and take your sister to the swing set." I say handing him Willow."Really? It's bad enough I can't finish my game." I put my hands on my hips. "You know what? I have a sudden urge to push my little sister on the swing." He says picking up Willow and walking to the front door."Smart." I call out with a chuckle.Kyle and Kara follow t
"At this same time in 2018, on July 18th, we exchanged our vows and became husband and wife." I'm saying that while Mark is cooking, I should be strolling around the island in our brand-new kitchen and bugging him."I am familiar with the functioning of the calendar." Mark is using his smart mouth in an attempt to convince me to take a seat."Yeah, but today marks our anniversary of being together for a year." I would recommend coming to a complete halt right next to him and displaying him some images from the wedding.I want to reiterate that I am familiar with the operation of the calendar. This time, however, he lets out a chuckle. "OK, go ahead and have a seat. After supper, I'd want to take you somewhere special." Mark tells me that he is putting a plate in the seat next to mine.I get up and make my way over there before sitting down. "Oh, I'm so excited to find out where you've planned our anniversary celebration!" I smirk."This comes as a complete shock to me." He appears to
My birthday is on the first of June, which means that it is only a day away at this point. My hair has now grown out to be almost one inch long. Although there isn't enough to show just yet, it's still there. Mark and I have become even more close recently, and in light of this, we have increased the number of dates we go on that take place outside of the venues we previously attended.We packed a lunch and had a picnic at the highest point of our hike. We went to a community pool with Abby and Charlie, where they gave Lexi her first swim lesson when she was six months old. It was adorable to see how she reacted when she got into the water. We've had a lot of quality time together, both with just the two of us and with our respective friends and families.I've already told Mark that I don't want a party, so instead we're just going to go on a short bike ride around the area and eat lunch somewhere along the way. I instructed him not to get me anything, but he insisted on getting me at
"Ooh look a fortune teller." I can't help but crack a grin as I take a seat with the stuffed elephant I'm holding in my arms.It is not necessary for us to get our horoscopes read at this time. While he is saying this to me and attempting to drag me away from him, he grabs my hand."Yeah, we are now seated." I issue this command. He acquiesces with a rolled eye expression and does what he is told."Get your fortune told for just five dollars," the ad read. The fortune teller cracks a wry smile as she circles her hands around the crystal ball in her possession. Mark removes a five dollar bill from his pocket and places it in the container that she is using. "Each." The female contributor continues. Mark makes an expression of rolling his eyes before adding another five. "Well, right...," the speaker said."There's a chance that we shouldn't even go in there." Turning around is something that Mark objects to."Nope! We didn't drive all the way here simply to turn around and head back ho
"I've made up my mind about what course of action I want to take." When it's time to clean up after supper, Sophie is the one who makes the announcement.The question then was, "And what is that?" I put the plate I'm washing down and turn my attention to her, asking her to pay attention to me instead."I am aware that winter is in full swing, but despite this, I have the urge to participate in some sort of carnival." She withdraws her presence gradually. "I am aware that it is somewhat childish, but I would really like to do it before I become a teenager.""It does not have an infantile quality. I have a feeling that we are going to have a lot of laughs." I'm heading towards the desk where my computer is located right now. I'll investigate whether there are any indoor carnivals in our area. This is what I am saying while I type."Really?" She asks with a grin as she makes her way over to me to keep an eye on what I'm looking for."Absolutely, we're looking forward to the fun. We are a
"Mark?" I stammer out while turning my head to look at him."Alyanna, you have to make sure that you get enough rest. It is currently two o'clock in the morning." Mark utters these words while setting his book down to the side."I just can't shut my brain off. It is imperative that I convey the following information to you." I say blinking slowly.The question is, "What is it?" He requests that you move in a little bit closer."I had a dream about Maya being in this place," the narrator said. When I make an effort to swallow, however, it causes more discomfort than it solves. It had been ten years since I had from high school, and my wife and I were taking our four children with us to attend the reunion. I smile."Really? Were Milly and Landon two of the names that you were considering?" He inquires while straining his eyes slightly to the sides."Yeah, and the other two were a set of twins by the names of Kara and Kyle," she replied. I pause for a moment before asking, "Are you fond
I am roused from my sleep by the soundtrack of a motion picture. I've only made it through one round, but I'm already so exhausted that I can hardly move. Mark has started playing Sweet Home Alabama, and I believe it is approximately halfway through at this point. I turn my head to look at the man I love, who is hiding his identity behind a mask so that he can be here with me.Because he turns to face me and smiles when he sees me looking at him, I believe that he is aware that I am staring at him. At the very least, I believe he's putting on a happy face. "Hi love." While he is doing so, he says while leaning closer to me.I smile. When you speak in that manner, you have a decidedly British accent. I stutter out the phrase.I can make out in the corner of his eye a slight crinkle, which is a clear indication that he's smiling. "Do you like it?" He questions it while cocking his head to the side. I nod. "Then I'll keep doing it love," she replied. He appears to be smiling once more fr
"Explain it to me in detail," I requested. I think to myself as I roll over onto my stomach and hold myself up on my elbows."It had been six or seven years since Thanksgiving when it finally arrived..." It all begins with him."It all makes perfect sense that your car accident had place the day before Thanksgiving." I said nodding along."Anyways. As soon as I went in the door, you walked over to me and introduced yourself. Your hair was about shoulder length. After some time had passed, Charlie and his two young companions entered the room. One was given the name Alexis, and the other was given the name Milly." When her name was mentioned, a big smile spread across my face. She was my grandmother. How does this real-life situation relate to this dream?"Was it the reason you mentioned that you loved the names Milly and Landon?" I inquire while drawing in a bit closer to him in order to get a better look at the emotion that is currently on his face.A very small nod is all that is gi
Sleeping is the last thing I want to be doing right now, but I just can't muster the energy to do anything else because I was up all night last night. We were forced to delay our arrival at the hospital, but this is not a significant issue because nothing will take place until the afternoon of tomorrow. We ended up staying longer.After we got back to the house, we changed into our pajamas and went to bed immediately. Well, I did, and then Mark put on a movie and lied down on his back while I lied on his chest while he watched it. I haven't been able to get around to doing that just yet. I think that a regular drum beat or even the sound of a heartbeat can be soothing when one is trying to fall or stay asleep. I am all for it. When he turns off the light and the television, that's when I open my eyes. Also, when he turns off the TV, I open my eyes. I inquire as to whether or not he requires my presence to be elsewhere. According to everything I've read and seen on the subject, your ar