"Are you nervous?" Her mum quizzed as she smoothened Gianna's hair in front of her vanity mirror into a successful high messy bun after a failed attempt.
"A little."
"It's normal, with time you'll feel at ease." there was silence during the process of mascara and gloss application which spared Gianna some wondering time. "There you go." Her mother smiled at her unbelievable creation. "You look gorgeous, honey. Come on, serve me a hot twirl."
Gianna did as was told with a pleasant smile, her lovely illusion-neckline cocktail robe twirling in the process. It was her favorite shade; Turquoise as her mother knew it. When she sat down once again with her smile drooped on the sides, she looked at her mother and asked,
"What if he Isn't my first?"
"I don't remember you to have two daddies. Or is there a part of your existence I'm missing?" She rhetorically quizzed earning a chuckle from her daughter. "What I'm trying to say is, he's the first of his kind. Then again, I don't see my daughter seeing someone without her mum knowing."
When Gianna didn't say anything, Louisa pushed, "Isn't that the case?"
"It is."
Louisa smiled. With a hand holding Gianna's, she said, "I want to be your best friend, Anna, I want to know all that you're going through. I know that this is the part of your life where you undergo a lot of life challenges and I want you to know that you will not go through this alone, okay?" Gianna nodded. "Even though I'm hardly ever around, I will create time to give you a listening ear whenever and wherever because I love you, sweetheart."
Touched by her mother's revelations, Gianna precipitated to crush her mother with a hug. "I love you too, mum. Thank you."
Once the hug broke, Gianna felt her reliance unlock. She wanted to tell her mother about Sean, but on second thought, if she did, there was no guarantee that her mother will not meddle which will only get her and probably them all into more trouble. Silence sometimes was the best therapy for the ignorant.
Her door swinging open and a protruding head proved her date had arrived.
"Daddy's waiting," Petra alerted.
Gianna made it midway through the stairs to see her father fidgeting with his tie. Petra had a frown on as she watched him.
"I'm sorry, Petra, this is really not for—"
"I prefer you without it." Gianna made her presence known earning a stupefied look from her father followed by a dazzling smile.
Dressed in a pair of navy blue jeans beneath a suit jacket, Mason eased off his tie and hung it over Petra's neck.
"You're stunning, Gianna darling. What a lucky man I am to accommodate such goddess." He stretched out his palm for the descending giggling Gianna to hold. He kissed the back of her hand, then her forehead.
"Indeed, Mr. Donovan but do not forget, your curfew is at eight-thirty. No more, no less."
"Yes, Ma'am."
"Petra, do you have something to add?" Louisa addressed her younger daughter.
Petra twisted her lips, undecided. "Oh, wait." She ran to the dining table, plucked out a Poppy from its vase, urged her father to bend over with a come hither palm flap and planted the flower in the breast pocket of his suit jacket. "Give it to her when you make it to the restaurant." She whispered to him.
"Thank you," he whispered back, seeded a kiss on Petra's hair, and left.
"Before I forget," Mason handed Gianna the Poppy before pulling a chair for his date to sit. They had decided to drive to Spring's dinner where he occasionally visited with Louisa and was the most classic dinner Philipstown had to offer. Small compared to the city's yet glamorous and decent.
"Thank you." Gianna took in a whiff.
After a brief order to the energetic waiter in the restaurant's signature black pants, white dress-up shirt, and burgundy waist apron, Mason pinned his full attention to his daughter.
"How have you been?" He unhurriedly began a conversation after minutes had drained. "With school, friends, and all."
"Never been fine." She tried to sound convincing.
"Great. So how'd it go without Mimie?" His question met with the arrival of their meals. Too preoccupied with her mind and trying to keep up the act of persuasion, Gianna hadn't spotted a difference in her environment until the perception of a new, familiar accent.
"Mr. Donovan, nice to see you once again, and you too, Gianna," The owner of the slightly accented intruding voice cheerfully said. His smile almost appeared genuine like it had done all the time they had shared meals on Easter and thanksgiving, sweets on Halloween, and gifts on Christmas. How unctuous to a blind eye.
"Sean, how are you?"
Gianna's rebellious eyes fluctuated from Sean to her father. She had never known he worked at Spring's dinner and her parents who visited almost often never told her. Not vital information, however, it picked her interest.
"I'm fine, sir."
"Gianna and I are spending some alone time tonight," he proudly said, "I thought it would be fantastic to bring her here."
Sean turned to Gianna with a cool glare only she could understand. "You thought right, Mr. Donovan. There's no better place to acclimate such a wonderful date than Spring's dinner. You're welcome."
"Always so hospitable."
To her stretched surprise, Sean smiled wider than before. It was healing yet lethal. Gianna almost thought he had never been or will never be mean to her if the current day's images didn't blind her with his malicious smiles and taunts. She shivered merely thinking about it.
"I'll inform Red to regulate the air-conditioner," he impishly smirked. "And take my leave now, Mr. Donovan, Gianna." He bowed and nearly left. "Before I forget, tell Mimie I dig that book donation project idea she came up with today."
Gianna gritted her teeth. When her father's stare demanded clarification, she knew she was done for. First of all, the project wasn't to be known by anyone until the next week when all the flyers were programmed to be available. How did he know about it? Why did he mention it if he didn't prove a disrespectful act of eavesdropping?
"Mimie? I thought—"
"I'm sorry, dad, I lied." She eye-stabbed Sean's retreating figure.
"Why? Is there something happening in school I should know of?"
"No."
"Then why the lie? Why did you look sad this morning?" Her father urged. "Talk to me, Gigi. What's bothering you?" Gianna hesitated. "I'm not going to pressure you, darling, the least I need right now is anything that will ruin this moment. Let's eat before the food gets cold." He chewed on a slice of fillet steak while gesturing to his daughter to have a taste.
"Can we return to New York City?" She blurted instead. Mason almost choked. Barely gaining consciousness with a glass of water, Gianna added, "better still, can you transfer me there?"
"Why? I mean, what's wrong with Philipstown?" He wiped his mouth, "you loved it here, what changed?"
"I still love it here, dad, trust me, but, I miss my friends; Julia and Seth and I don't find high school fun without them."
"Middle School was?"
"That was perseverance." She absentmindedly stabbed the poor sugar lime-baked salmon on her plate.
"You don't go to school to have fun, Gigi. Whatever it is that is bothering you, tell me, I'm your dad, and...that is the purpose of this tête-a-tête." Gianna sulked. "Your mother and I thought there's something wrong ever since you made it to high school. Tell me, is someone bullying you?"
Gianna chuckled, "with the tricks I learned from mum, I'm more of the bully in the establishment."
"Okay, though I don't want you being that. However, the answer to your question is no."
"Why? If you worry about a roof on my head, there's Uncle Marley and aunt Zaphrina," she pressured. "You know they won't mind."
"No, Gianna. You stay here and proceed with Cold Spring High," he firmly said. "If you have any worries with anything be it study-related or extracurricularly related, you have Sean to help you out. That's one big opportunity you ought to grab."
"Do the McCarthy genuinely appreciate us?"
Her father frowned at her impromptu question as he adjusted on his seat. "Of course they do. Why?"
"Nothing. I was just wondering if...we could maybe give them some more land, say 44 by 40 or more?"
Her father laughed a bit. "Gianna, what has come over you tonight? First, you want a transfer and now you suggest giving more land to the McCarthys? I don't get your point, honestly." Gianna pouted. "We were generous enough to give them a portion of the land. Not everyone will do that. That's a lot of reason for the McCarthy's to kiss our feet but we don't want that."
"Come to think of it, it would've even been worst if the bank portioned it and sold it to hundreds instead of one or use it to generate a sort of government revenue from Hotels or amazing parks or whatever. Not to talk of their home, without us they'll have been homeless."
He had a point. The McCarthys had to kiss their feet. Sean Vladimir had to kiss her ass. Gianna nodded although it was more to her conclusion than to her dad's. She felt a lot better. She felt ready to confront Sean.
"The salmon here is very delicious."
"That's what your mum orders every time we come here."
Gianna took her time to chew and only after she'd swallowed did she gather the courage to ask, "Do you mind me having a boyfriend?"
Mason's brows quirked. "Who's the beef?"
"Dad!""What? I mind. I won't pretend to not. So who is it?"Gianna huffed. "No one."Mason pressured her with his narrow eyes. "I'm not lying." She looked at him in the eyes to prove it."Is someone planning to?"As instantly as possible, Gianna diverted her stare to her half-eaten meal. "No.""Gianna?" Mason singsonged but his daughter only incessantly stuffed her mouth with more salmon and tomatoes. "You'll end up choking, darling. Who is it?" Gianna carefully chewed per minute. "Oh wait, let me take a guess. It's Seth, isn't it?"She said nothing."I knew it!" He settled a fisted hand on his lips. "You're inviting him home for dinner any of these days.""Da—" with wide eyes, Gianna swallowed first, drank some water, and went on, "dad! He's not even made a move yet and possibly might not.""He better not." Gianna frowned. Mason knew he was going too far with the protective card. Not the way he and Louisa had planned. At that rate, he'll only end up scaring her from opening up to ei
Barely out of the library's proximity Gianna, in all urgency, bumped head first into someone's chest. Looking up, she came in contact with a pair of cold sea blue stares unfortunately groomed with flawlessly organized lashes and trimmed brows. Gianna, coming back to her senses, took two steps back and was ready to walk past when Sean obscured her path with the chiseled body a jock of his age can have."Donut van," he chuckled, "Avoiding me. Again. Despite the impossibility."Gianna frowned defyingly."What is that? You got something to say?" He defied back. At this time, a tiny crowd had begun forming. "Huh?""Leave me alone. Keep your taunts for later, I'm running late." She stepped in the opposite direction but was still blocked by his body wall."Like I care. And who are you to tell me what to do? I am going to taunt you whenever, wherever, and however I like," He emphasized the last sentence with finger stabs on her chest. "Is that clear?"Gianna didn't reply. "Am I talking to sh
"You found her!" Petra cried rushing toward the cradled puppy. "I looked everywhere for her. Where did you see her?""In the bushes outside the fence. How did she reach there?" Gianna delicately settled Noah on the floor who rapidly ran to Petra's legs where it rubbed its body against her ankle. The latter stooped to caress the hairy west highland terrier behind the ears causing it to shut its eyes in satisfaction."We were playing in the backyard when I suddenly lost sight of her.""Be careful with her next time." Gianna pulled out her sneakers. "Where's Venisa?""Watching her usual soap opera."On the way to her room, she sighted a mop of purple hair protruding from the sofa situated opposite the wall-buried TV. She blew her nose, giving the notion that she was crying despite claiming to have watched the series twice before."I'm home," Gianna alerted."Oh, welcome. Your parents called a while ago saying they won't be home till nine today," her voice was thick."Did they say why?" V
"That's fine," Kelly said, "no hard feelings here. I have to admit that he was on the wrong by getting in the way of your lectures. That was a spur-of-the-moment action." She reassuringly smiled.Gianna knew so well that Kelly was compassionate and even to a fault sometimes. To think that the girl had kept an imperturbable visage during the narration had her wondering if she was mindfully aware that her brother and indirectly the rest of them were abused.Perhaps she was amplifying the matter way too much, Gianna consoled herself. Or did Kelly suppose it was a business strictly concerned with her—Gianna and her brother. Conceivably that was what Sean called her aside to talk about."I know my brother hasn't been the best with you at school lately," Gianna wanted to rectify that he's never been or shown a fraction of good to her since she moved from New York. "And I absolutely think he deserves to be put back in his place no matter the way taken.""What went wrong?"Kelly looked at Gia
"Where do we start?" Louisa asked, confused with the rambunctious nature of the surroundings given that it was their first-ever event to witness in their new town. "Every restau is overflowing with customers."Gianna had returned home to her family already prepared for the fest. Depressed, she was urged to hurry and join them in a failed attempt to suggest staying back knowing full well that the depression will augment. How she couldn't wait for Saturday to meet Julia and Seth. If her face glowed a bit, it was no doubt because of the thought of what Seth was going to say or better still do."R&R isn't," she said, "I guess. Mimie said they serve the best chicken curry.""We'll give that a try, shall we?" When they all replied in the affirmative, her father zoomed off Blazing Bean Roaster's parking lot. The short journey entertained by 'Old Mcdonald had a farm' ended upon arrival. With three noise maniacs against one, Louisa had no option but to join. R&R wasn't among the top ten clas
A facelift revealed the last person she ever wanted to set eyes on but he wasn't alone. Two other boys she'd seen hang around him almost all the time trotted behind him. She recalled them to be participants of the soccer team; Draken the defender and Ephraim the midfielder. And known to most if not everyone in school to be the bullies of bullies.The trio marched straight to them, determination boldly imprinted on their foreheads, as if they'd finally tracked down a serial killer after years of hunt. "How did you know to find me here?" Kelly asked, oblivion of the new aura. "Where have you been all day?" Sean didn't look affected by his sister's worried blitz or act like there was someone else ahead of him besides Gianna whom he pleasantly devoured with burning fury. Cold and unwelcoming demeanor like his sister's. Gianna swallowed as his black and white canvas came to a halt in front of her. "Stay out of whatever thing I'm about to do here and now," He referred to his sister, no
Gianna was no doubt seated in the car a good five minutes before her parents came, contemplating the pencil case given to her earlier. After being molested, Gianna had returned to the spot she had left her friend to be met with an empty swing. Now, she had been tempted on several occasions to break the unfamiliar pencil case open just to make sure it really was one as it had a totally different pattern to a common pencil case plus, she didn't trust Sean with anything. But then, ignorance is bliss they say. In addition, she had been warned to not open it for her good, that which made it all the more suspicious and tempting. All she had to do was conceal it for just a week and she'll be free from whatever it was that was in it. She mentally prayed for it not to be dangerous by all heavens. "Did you hear me?" Her mother's voice fanned away her thoughts. A clueless expression from Gianna had Louisa repeating herself. "I asked how you enjoyed your stay. Secure yourself, hun." Gianna o
Sunday was a gust of air as the Monday morning's baby sun glistened through her curtains and faint outrage-donned voices pierced through her ears. As unusual as it was, Gianna slipped into her room slippers and headed straight to the origin. "That is a whole fucking lot down the drain because of your carelessness." Her father's voice was decipherable the closer she got to the living room. His back and her mother's faced her while the two men she would recognize on close inspection had their heads hung low. She saw her mother soothingly rubbing her father's back as the veins on his neck popped from yelling. "Whatever kind of pesticide did you purchase? Do I always have to do things on my own? If so then what am I paying you for?" "Mr. Donovan," the elder of the two men shakily muttered, his mid-bald head exposed from the old burgundy cowboy hat that reverently rested on his dirty khaki jean-dressed thighs. "We've worked for you for as long as I can rem