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2024-10-29 19:42:56It's been almost a month now since that day. 30st September. I will never forget this date. It's the day that changed me forever. Or it's how it feels now. The abortion was successful and I didn't suffer major side effects. Only the most common ones. And now, life goes on.
It's Tuesday and I'm back to school. It's been a week now. And I don't know what magic did Viktor do, but nowhere in my record is noted that I was absent for almost a whole month. And surprisingly, I have passed a major test in Physics. I didn't even do it but I don't complain. I utterly hate Physics.
Lucy doesn't stop following me everywhere I go. Not that she was leaving me to breathe in peace before, but now is even worse. She watches after me like an overprotective mother. I take a step, she takes a step. I am not even sure if she didn't synchronise her blinking with mine, because I haven't seen her blink at least once. Maybe she does when I do? So she doesn't miss
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