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2024-10-29 19:42:56It was stressful trying to locate Kain while still paying attention to Skyler in a way that I did not make her aware of my actions. She had told me again to not worry about it and that Kain could handle himself just fine, but I wasn’t about to let him walk into trouble unprepared. I knew my boyfriend more than anyone else. He never visited his father unless the man had summoned him, and he rarely talked about him too. The two did not get along all that well, from what I understood.
Double-checking my phone, I could tell that Kain hadn’t seen my message yet. He rarely looked at his phone during events like this, but I had wanted to at least exhaust all my options before throwing in the towel. If I couldn’t find him personally, then maybe he’d see the message. That was my hope, anyway, but so far, luck was not on my side.
At this point, I had not been paying attention to Skyler, and I had lost her in the crowd somewhere. Shoot. I hoped she wouldn
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“Father, please. Don’t you think this is a little unusual in this day and age? No one arranges a marriage for their children anymore,” Kain’s voice lacked any warmth within it. However, he was a master at concealing his emotions to where no one knew they upset him if they had. I knew he was not happy about being forced into anything such as marriage. Not to mention my own reservations! Kain’s father peered at his son critically before saying, “and yet you do nothing but experiment with every woman you come across, never once settling down. It is a bad image for the company for you to be messing around in such a childish way. Besides, this union will be good for both of our companies.” I swallowed hard. I wanted to protest, but I couldn’t say anything. Fear of losing Kain washed over me. Even if I fought to keep Kain, the two of us could risk our jobs. While I would give up anything, even my chances of being a star for Kain, I wasn’t sure he wou
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Tonight wasn’t even halfway done and already I was exhausted. Learning Kain was being blackmailed into an arranged marriage, and then finding out I was supposed to be taking over his spot as the company’s most popular entertainer? It was all too much! I floundered my way back to Skyler as soon as I had found her again. It had annoyed her when I had ‘dumped’ her, but as soon as she found out the (singular) reasoning behind it; me being introduced to the Sponsor as Kain’s protegee; she quickly forgave me. I did not mention the blackmail. That was not something anyone else could ever learn. “Ah! I knew there had to be some reason! But to never once tell you!? I’m so surprised! I would have thought he would have said something sooner!” Skyler said as she took my hands into her own and was shaking them up and down to congratulate me. “All the personal lessons, all the events you got dragged to, it all makes sense now!” I offered a nervous la
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Flopping down on the couch, I spread my arms and legs out in exhaustion. I wasn’t sure I had any more energy to deal with anything else tonight. Drake had brought us back from our night out and had chatted the entire way home, unknowing about what had happened. Not that I had expected him to have known. He had spent the night with a date and did not spend any of his time with us. Kain was pretty silent the entire way home, and all I could do was silently offer him comfort while Skyler was still with us. The moment we had dropped her off, I held Kain tightly until he had stopped grinding his teeth in frustration. I decided I wouldn’t leave his side tonight, no matter what. “You look stressed.” Kain’s gentle voice hit my ears like a bell. I lift my head from the couch and offer him a small smile. “Want a massage?” He then offered. I couldn’t help but laugh a little and shook my head slowly. Silly man.
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“Damnit, damnit, damnit!” Kain’s voice startled me awake. It was still early, but for some ungodly reason, Kain had woken up early and was now cursing downstairs. Rolling over, I look at the alarm clock. It has barely gone past seven in the morning! I groan and slowly slide myself out of the bed. I grab my boxers to at least attempt to hold some sort of modesty, but I’m not that bothered by it as much as I used to be. It’s rare Kain has visitors besides Drake, and I doubt he would be here this early. As I make my way down the stairs, I see a half-naked Kain pacing over by the couch with his laptop open to his email page. I can’t read it from here, but I don’t need to see or read it to know that he has the information needed to start our investigation. As I reach Kain’s side, I offer his arm a gentle touch. He glances back at me, surprised to see me awake this early when there’s no need to be. “Sorry, did I wake you?” He asks sof
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I never thought my whole body could feel so numb and cold. I gawked at the picture in front of us for a long time, unable to say or do anything. Kain was even quieter than I am, though I know he is handling this situation even worse. I can barely breathe, but finally my gaze shifts from the photo to Kain. His face was a pale white, but I have no words that can comfort him right now. Looking back at the photo, it is very clear who those two men are. It is us and we’re not exactly hiding our affections for each other. I had thought we had kept anything between us a complete secret, but this photo proved me wrong. “I have to admit, I did not care to do this,” Malak said, giving us time to view the photo before he placed it back where he got it from. “When Liam turned me down, I was willing to accept my losses, but then when I saw how you responded to everything and became possessive, I wondered why. It was curious, the great
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I can feel my heart shattering into a thousand little pieces as Kain accepts Malak’s terms to keep our secret from having been in a same-sexed relationship. That a man who also likes other men could even conceive of such a notion to do this to someone else, while knowing the pain something like this could cause, has my mind seeing nothing but red. He doesn’t have the risk of losing his company if he ‘came out’ as gay, so he never hid it, but Kain stands to lose everything. This whole thing is not okay! I can’t stand for this kind of injustice! There is no way I am about to let Kain go through with this! Not in a million years! “I’ll give you twenty-four hours. Get back to me with your ultimate answer through your father. If you agree, we will plan and set everything up. You need not worry about handling anything,” Malak says as he slowly stands up with that charming smile of his. Sharply, I shoot him an angry glare. “I don’t know who yo
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I can barely see where I am going because of the constant flow of tears trailing down my face. I don’t stop though, even as I almost run into several people who yell at me for not watching where I am going. The only thought in my mind is that I need to get away from Kain for a while. I don’t have anywhere in mind that I think I should go, but I know I can’t go home right now. He can easily get into my place if he wanted to, being the owner of the building, so going there right now is out of the question!I’m not sure where I ended up after I had exhausted myself, to where I couldn’t run anymore, but by the time I had finally stopped, nothing looked familiar anymore. Leaning against one building, I rubbed at my eyes, trying to dry the tears, but no matter how much I tried, they just would not stop flowing. I had no plans beyond running off, and my mind just wasn’t focused to think of what I&rsquo
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Wulf’s place loomed over me like a bad, drunken decision. Why I thought agreeing to his offer was a good idea, I will never know, but I relented after thinking things over. If I went back to my roots, I might never work in show business again, as people would assume I couldn’t handle the pressure and would flee every time an issue reared its ugly head. Plus, Drake and Kain would know where to look for me there.The only other option was to ask Skyler, but I didn’t want to burden her, and knowing my poor luck, she would force the reason out of me and I did not want to out Kain anyway, not even my friend. Part of me still loved him, even now, while my heart was shattering into a million pieces.“I live alone,” Wulf said nonchalantly as he unlocked the door to his home. He lived in a rather luxurious apartment complex. Unlike the one I now lived in, this one was not so hotel-like and was more like a group of flats built
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Joy overflowed through my whole body, as everything I had wondered about Rhiana was confirmed by the two sitting across from me. She was indeed someone who preferred other women, and in fact, was planning on marrying her girlfriend of several years. “I started working here, just to get away from the hustle and bustle of a rich life, and to avoid my father. He often tries to drag me into his social parties to meet people,” Rhiana complained with a roll of her eyes. “This isn’t a glamorous life, but there are many people who love to spend cash on things they can’t touch, so I’m happy to get this sense of freedom.” “Your father is as old as mine. He should have retired a long time ago,” Kain says, shaking his head. He then takes another sip of his drink and then adds, “but why drag me involved in all this? Does he have money troubles?” “No, nothing like that. It might be my fault for avoiding this co
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“Do you really hate me so much now?” The question Kain proposed to me had my heart pounding and aching so much that I felt dizzy and sick. Of course, I didn’t hate Kain! The problem wasn’t because I hated him, quite the opposite in fact! It was because I loved him so deeply, so hard, that it hurts to even see his face or hear his voice. “Sir, that isn’t helping at all. You’re just making him feel even more afraid,” Drake chided softly. “You don’t hate the boss, do you, Liam?” He then asked, his voice much softer. I shook my head slowly but refused to come out of my scrunched up position on the padded bench of the booth. It was a rather awkward position, but I couldn’t bring myself to look at anything around me. A sigh escaped Kain’s lips. It sounded like it relieved him to know I didn’t hate him. “Then you will not quit, right?” His question made me angry, but before I could shoot him a glare, he continued to say,
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The flicker of the streetlight above my head is grinding my gears. I almost want to yell at the top of my voice for someone to come and fix the broken thing, but I don’t. I’ve already made a fool of myself once today, no reason to make such a thing known to the public too! I don’t know why Drake wanted to meet me here, of all places, but I can tell that this isn’t one of his usual hangouts. At least, none that he has ever taken me to before. The area is quite a distance away from where we work, to where I think we might even be closer to the Outskirts than anywhere near the city centre. The buildings are not quite falling apart, but they’ve certainly seen better days. That includes the annoying streetlight. Still, despite the almost rundown appearance, many people seem to come to this place. The sign gave little away about the type of hangout it was. All I could tell was that they named it, ‘The Moist Pussy’. I thought it was an odd nam
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