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I am Sam Chapter Seven
CALEB “So, what’s your problem with fated mates anyways?” Blinking a sudden surprised look, I quickly shift my focus to what I’m trying to show her. “You ask too many fucking questions, you know that.” It’s not a question, at least not with the way I just said it, but she takes it as one anyway. “Hey, you’re the one who just said fated mates are as worthless as shit on a tombstone.” And I can’t help the grin creeping up at the corners of my mouth, she might be fucking annoying, but at least she’s starting to pay attention to what I’m saying. “That’s because they are,” I retort with a nonchalant shrug of my shoulders, “Now pay attention and stop talking.” We’re sitting cross-legged opposite each other on a grass patch, it’s dark, but that makes very little difference when the woods come alive at night with small mystical creatures and the psilocybin network underground; this whole entire place lights up like a goddam Christmas tree at night. “Hold out your hands,” Giving me a questi
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SASHAAfter a long hot bath, I was still entirely on edge after what transpired in the woods with Caleb; I couldn’t get those visions out of my head. Eris and Caleb, it suddenly occurs to me, does Atlas know? I must have drifted off to sleep, even wrapped up underneath the thick blankets. I still can’t get that ginormous wolf out of my mind; there was something about him; I didn’t know him, but... what is it? Tossing and turning the visions are infiltrating my dreams, turning them into nightmares. Is Eris the reason wolves aren’t allowed in the witch’s realm? What happened? I can’t stop thinking about it, so when I finally fall into a restless sleep, the frustrations inside me just keep building. My body slowly begins to warm, like it’s heating up inside. Soothing sparks elicit from the core of my belly outward, I can feel strong arms wrapped around me, and a slow smile suddenly creeps up at the corners of my mouth. When I suddenly feel soft pepper kisses against my cheek, a low rum
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SASHAI’m floating; the water feels so soothing against my skin. Noah’s holding my hand as he floats on his back, his head right beside mine when he speaks, “This is where I come to relax,” And I instantly smile, “So this is why you are such a chilled guy.” It’s meant to be a joke, but he’s suddenly quiet, and I can tell he’s deep in thought; something is definitely worrying him. After we left the bridge, Noah took me further up the river to a section where the water was much quieter. And the moment he suggested we go for a swim, I gave him a questioning look, one because I didn’t have a bathing suit, and two because he said we would be making it rain. But Noah had merely shrugged with his sincerest cheeky Noah smile, saying we didn’t need bathing suites if we were going to swim with our clothes on. So here we are, both floating on our backs in the middle of the calmest part of the river in our clothes. I’m still wholly absorbed with the calming flow of the cool water when his words s
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SASHAEleven days... That’s how long it’s been since a magical moment at the river turned into a nightmare, the moment I nearly died. I still can’t understand why it even got to that point. I get that Caleb was upset over his seedlings, and I think I know why he blew out the way he did; among all the chaos of him resuscitating me down by the river, I must have connected with him because I keep having these visions, it’s been every night since it all happened. It’s like a screenplay rolling over and over again in my head. It’s of Caleb and Cole, except they’re much younger, maybe six or seven, and they’re in the forest planting seedlings. Cole keeps telling him to treat them with care, and respect, nourish nature, and take care of them. Then the visions hop to a much later time; they must have been twelve or thirteen, Cole planting seedlings under the moon all by himself. Caleb arrives, and they end up having a fight. Cole is angry with Caleb for neglecting nature and neglecting his re
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SASHA“Please...” I’m suddenly whimpering between my cries, “Please, please...” Grabbing hold of Atlas, I wrap my arms around his neck as I pull him to me, my eyes piercing his, “Please make it stop, please, Atlas, I can’t take the pain, please!” I’m begging as I begin panting harder, and his jaw suddenly drops as he looks over at Circen with wide eyes, “How do I make it stop? What do I have to do to help her?” His voice sounds desperate and pleading as he wraps his arms around my back, holding me firmly to him. And Circen suddenly bites down against her bottom lip as her brows come together sympathetically. “Circen!” Atlas suddenly snaps at her, “You have to mate with her, Atlas. It’s the only way to stop it.” She suddenly blurts out. And the moment she does, Atlas blinks back the surprise in his eyes as he looks down into mine, “Sex, now. Are you fucking kidding me? We have an Unseelie monster roaming somewhere in the castle, Circen.” And the panic in his voice as he looks from me t
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SASHAMy body feels like it’s being weighted down; I can’t open my eyes; I feel too weak. I must have passed out somewhere between when the fever of my heat consumed me and the early morning hours. Flashbacks of what nearly happened keep invading my mind repeatedly, the nightmare of colours tormenting me. My body feels numb; what have I done? Have I broken Atlas now too? I’m suddenly feeling the cool, damp touch of a cloth against my forehead; breathing in slowly, I recognize that scent; it’s Caleb. I’m groaning as I part my lips; I’m so thirsty, my body feeling half broken after what happened, or maybe it’s just my soul. The moment I feel the gag being removed from my mouth, followed by the binds around my wrists being loosened. I’m running my tongue over my cracked and dry lips, “Water,” I croak out in a whisper, and within a second, I suddenly feel the cool metal of the rim of a cup touching my lips. When the first drops of water hit my tongue, I’m suddenly gulping, half choking on
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SASHA “What do you want, Sasha? Do you want me to stop?” His breath is fanning my lips, his one hand right on my hip while the other holds my wrists pinned securely up above my head against the bark of the tree behind me. Do I? I mean, what is this? I don’t know if Caleb is merely joking right now, pushing my buttons to see how far I’ll go, or serious about that question. “You said that was only to replace one fucked up memory with something else,” I’m breathing, my chest rising and falling as my eyes look up at him, the dark hooded look I’m seeing in them, right now I just don’t know how to get a read on that; because this is Caleb, darkness is his middle name. “I did say that,” He groans, “But I guess it all depends on how much you want to forget, and...” He says with a smirk as he suddenly runs the tip of his tongue from my chin, all the way up to my lips agonizingly slowly. “You taste so fucking good; sometimes, the sin of letting go is too good to pass up.” His eyes are suddenl
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SASHASlowly waking up to the sound of pure amplification of someone playing a tune on an electric guitar, I don’t even have to guess; I know it’s Caleb. Even with him playing as quietly as possible, and trust me, I never thought it possible for someone like him to do this, the sound is still crystal clear instead of muffled. The song he’s playing is something I’ve heard before, but I don’t know the name of it. Taking a slow breath, I turn my head toward where I can hear the song being played when my eyes suddenly land on Caleb. He’s right beside me, seated on the bed and resting against the wall behind him; his knees are drawn up as the guitar rests against his chest, his eyes are closed as his brows furrow with every note he pulls, and I can’t help but feel lost in this moment, a raw glimpse into his soul as his darkness reveals something so beautiful and broken. He must notice that I’m awake, even though I haven’t said anything; opening his eyes and looking down at me, he continues
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Aslan I’m standing before her, and my soul is trembling as she looks up at me, those eyes, breathtaking. Swallowing hard, I’ve never felt this way, so vulnerable at the hands of a woman before. I run the back of my hand down her arm until I reach her hand, lacing her fingers with mine; I suddenly feel like I can’t breathe, “Please, stay.” Gulping, the lump in my throat just doesn’t seem to want to go down, “I can give you more than he can; I can give you the world.” I watch as she swallows hard, her brows knitting together as her tiny frame tenses, and I know what’s coming before she even parts her lips to speak the words, “Aslan, you deserve someone who can return your love in the exact same way, but that person isn’t me. I don’t want the world; all I want, all I’ve ever wanted, is Wolf.” Hearing those words feels like a sword being driven right through my heart, and as much as I want to deny her what she wants, I can’t. I couldn’t deny this woman anything, even if it broke my hear
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Atlas My dragon surges through my veins, showing in my eyes; how fucking dare Ronan come swooping down in his dragon form. Eris climbing off his back is the absolute cherry on the cake; what is she even doing with him? Watching Ronan’s beast shift back into his human form, I immediately pull Sasha to me, burying her face against my chest; she definitely doesn’t need to see him naked. Jeez. “Put some fucking clothes on,” I shout at him, and he immediately gives me a sinister grin as he raises a brow, “Well, hello to you too, son.” I instantly cringe, “Don’t call me that,” I grumble; furrowing his brows with an amused look on his face, he scoffs, “What, son? But that’s what you are, Atlas, you are my son, and just like me,” Narrowing my eyes on him, I taste the bile rising in my throat, “I’m nothing like you.” I grumble; Eris comes to stand beside Ronan, handing him some clothes; the grin on her face tells me all I need to know; she truly has gone to the dark side. “What’s the matter,
I am Sam Chapter Thirty Nine
Sasha Standing before the star circle, I’m glaring at Lisbon as she grins wickedly at me. It's the very early hours of the morning; I wasn't able to sleep and nor was Atlas, so here we are, still trying to convince her to break the curse, but she keeps telling us that she can’t. The moment I hear the door open behind me, I swing around, and a shudder suddenly runs through me when I see him standing there. Caleb. My jaw drops as I rake him over, he’s clad in nothing but his jeans, and he’s covered in smears of mud across his chest, his arms, his face; where the hell has he been? Atlas raises his brows as he smirks in response to seeing Caleb staring past us like he’s some hellhound here to collect a soul or something. “Do I even want to know why you look like you’ve been wrestling with mud monsters?” Caleb merely narrows his eyes as he continues to stare past us at Lisbon before he leisurely begins walking toward us, “No.” He responds in a stone cold tone; his eyes trained on Lisbon
I am Sam Chapter Thirty Eight
Caleb She’s been avoiding me... Since that day when I told her she’s mine when I said that I would protect her from her fucked up mother and brother, she’s stayed clear away from me. Four weeks, that’s how long it’s been since I kissed her since, touched her soft skin and breathed in her sweet scent. I’m fucking losing it; on the inside, a war is going on that’s ripping me apart. Malvessa thinks she’s got this all planned out; she wants to give what’s rightfully mine to Perseus. The thought of it is fucking laughable; she messed with the wrong person the day she decided to keep us apart. She’ll learn that I’m the last person she should want to fuck with. In between my fucking messy mind, I’ve constantly got Atlas coming to me for answers and asking even more questions like, do I think they should trust Malvessa? Fuck no! Do I think he should lock Sasha in the dungeon downstairs with her impending heat? “Fuck yes! And now, with Lisbon captured, Atlas is fucking around, strikin
I am Sam Chapter Thirty Seven
Malvessa If they honestly think that I’m just going to help them find and summon Lisbon out of the goodness of my heart, then I suppose I should use their naivety to my advantage because, firstly, I don’t have any goodness in my heart, to begin with, and second, I know Ronan’s on his way, just like I know he’ll bring his power stones with him, the man is that cock-sure of himself that I will gladly hand mine over to him, pathetic old fool. He forgets that I made him, gave him a human form to escape the hideous creature that lurks beneath that mask; I can easily take it away. In a dull world filled with Eve’s, I would rather be Lilith; the story of her wrath always seemed to tickle my interest when I was just a child. Back when my mother taught me the fundamentals of how to get what you want by having my father do unspeakable things to me. Then every one of their Unseelie friends had a turn-in and a hand in the fun; I was handed from one to the next with zero remorse on how it would a
I am Sam Chapter Thirty Six
Aslan I will find her and bring her back to me; Ronan will die at the hands of my sword if he thinks he stands a chance of taking my happiness from me. The moment we enter Sansa, I’m striding toward my mother’s quarters with determination. I sent the Aeonians upstairs to shower and freshen up, we’re all covered in the blood of Ronan’s men, and I should probably be doing the same thing, except right at this very moment, I cannot think of anything else besides getting to my precious Sasha before something happens to her. “Mother?” The moment I enter her quarters, I find her standing before a round table filled with precious little seedlings, the Seelie loves nature; it is our religion, and mother loves to take care of the little ones who need help. The moment I come to stand behind her, however, she slowly turns around to face me, but when I notice our precious white stone in the palm of her hand, my brows furrow in response before giving her a questioning look, “Mother, why are
I am Sam Chapter Thirty Five
Aslan I will find her and bring her back to me; Ronan will die at the hands of my sword if he thinks he stands a chance of taking my happiness from me. The moment we enter Sansa, I’m striding toward my mother’s quarters with determination. I sent the Aeonians upstairs to shower and freshen up, we’re all covered in the blood of Ronan’s men, and I should probably be doing the same thing, except right at this very moment, I cannot think of anything else besides getting to my precious Sasha before something happens to her. “Mother?” The moment I enter her quarters, I find her standing before a round table filled with precious little seedlings, the Seelie loves nature; it is our religion, and mother loves to take care of the little ones who need help. The moment I come to stand behind her, however, she slowly turns around to face me, but when I notice our precious white stone in the palm of her hand, my brows furrow in response before giving her a questioning look, “Mother, why are y
I am Sam Chapter Thirty Four
Sasha “Let me get this straight,” I’m irritable as I sit up in bed, running a hand through my long messy hair while Atlas pulls the zipper up of his black jeans before digging in his backpack for a clean grey t-shirt. “She’s the so-called Queen of this godforsaken hell hole, and yet, to her knowledge, she hasn’t a clue where Lisbon is?” Atlas comes and flops himself down onto his back across the bed, turning his head and giving me a little shrug, “Yup, that’s pretty much how it looks,” My jaw goes slack as I stare at him, my brows knitting together as I smirk, “She’s lying; you know she’s lying, right?” And Atlas turns onto his side to face me with a sigh as he starts playing with my fingers laying down in my lap, “Sash, you still have a lot to learn about people when it comes to lying and telling the truth; of course, she’s lying; I mean, were you expecting her to tell us the truth, to just hand Lisbon over to us and say, here you go.” Scoffing, Atlas rolls his eyes at me, “She w
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Caleb It can’t be, it has to be a trick, there’s no way that I can be fated to this girl, how can I be mated to... Vanya. Just hearing her name in my head makes me rock hard; what the fuck is wrong with me. It feels like I’m losing my goddam mind; I need to know, understand, and get to the bottom of this and make it stop. After what happened inside that dining hall last night, I can’t think straight. I had to physically stop myself from grabbing her, lifting her onto that table, and claiming her right then and there. I’ve never felt this out of control before, like every part of my body is zapping electrons like a goddam nuclear bomb. Fuck. I tried to focus on what was being discussed around that table, but I couldn’t. I can vaguely remember Malvessa and Perseus spewing bullshit about Lisbon’s whereabouts and that they would need some time to see if they could track her down at a price. Sasha kept looking at me, wanting me to intervene, to do something, say something, but I couldn’t.
