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I am Sam Prologue
'I can remember my father being so angry, him telling me something was wrong with me. The first time I shifted into my wolf, I was so happy, but when my father saw that I had a white wolf, he told me I would never be able to shift in front of anyone besides him or my brother.'~A week has passed, but the heaviness in my heart remains. Despite being told I'm free to leave at any time, I can't shake this suffocating feeling of being trapped in this place.Let's rewind to the moment when I made that heart-wrenching decision, one that changed everything a week ago. The moment I ran through that portal, leaving Wolf behind, tearing myself away from the only man I'll love for all eternity.Deep down, I knew running was the only way to do it. My heart pounded, my wolf howled, urging me to turn back, but I had to be strong. I had to free him from the entrapment caused by my existence.The decision weighed heavily on me, and it still does.SASHAMy soul felt like it would shatter, but I press
Last Updated : 2023-07-24I am Sam Chapter One
SASHAI keep feeling this steady thumping sensation against my body. My eyes are closed as I moan, and for a brief moment, I imagine being back home in my bed with Wolf.A small smile suddenly creeps up at the corners of my mouth as I lean into the feeling, but the moment I breathe in the scent, I’m instantly awake; that’s not Wolf.My eyes fly wide open, and I’m suddenly looking straight up at Noah; my brain is trying to move a mile a minute, and it all comes rushing back to me. The portal, me vomiting, I must have blacked out.Noah has me in his arms, holding me tight against his chest, bridal style, as he keeps walking forward. Wriggling slightly in his hold, Noah’s eyes instantly lower to mine, lifting an apologetic brow at me, the corners of his mouth turn into a grin.“Yeah, maybe traveling through portals isn’t heavy for us because we’ve done it all our lives.” And I want to smirk at him, roll my eyes, and say something like, “Ya think?” But I decided against it and instead loo
Last Updated : 2023-09-21I am Sam Chapter Two
SASHAI must have cried myself to sleep. The moment Noah left, all I could think about was Wolf, how badly I wanted to break this curse that had him bound, how desperately I wanted to be in his arms and feel his strong embrace wrap itself around me while he reassured me that it is going to be alright.But right now, all I feel is insignificant, small in a world that feels like home but isn’t. I feel like the outsider here, not belonging back at Erebus; I’m the broken wolf with a witchy side, but I don’t really feel like I belong here either, so where do I belong...With Wolf, wherever that is, that’s where I belong, I finally tell myself. Because he is my mate, and there is nothing I wouldn’t do for him.What I thought would be a day turned into a week of waiting; I was slowly losing my mind. There was one day this week when I didn’t see anyone at all; it was the day of Kris’s funeral.I had to stay in my room, no scratch that. I was locked in my room by orders of King Ronan himself,
Last Updated : 2023-09-21I am Sam Chapter Three
SASHAAnother week has gone by, and I’m locked away in this room, awaiting the inevitable. I’m losing my goddam mind; I can’t take this anymore. If Ronan plans on killing me, then just kill me already. Stop prolonging it; it’s torture. Waiting is far worse. It’s like my mind keeps putting together different scenarios of how I’m going to die: not being able to break the curse, never seeing Wolf again, feeling like a failure, and not knowing how to undo what happened a week ago.Looking down at the wolf cuffs around my wrists, I slowly clench my fists, my wolf shimmering behind my eyes. She’s losing it, pushing, clawing in desperation to get out, to get to her mate. She doesn’t understand; to her, this is the worst kind of torture.Circen hasn’t been allowed in my room, by orders of Ronan. Of course, he’s trying to get me to go insane.No one is allowed to come inside my room, no one except one guard and one maid once a day. I get fed three meals a day, my linen and towels changed daily
Last Updated : 2023-09-21I am Sam Chapter Four
SASHA“A party?” I suddenly choke out in surprise as she pushes past me; strolling into my room, she’s clutching onto a boom box. Circen suddenly turns to waggle her eyebrows at me with a cheeky grin creeping up at the corners of her mouth.“When the King’s away, the kids get to play.” I’m suddenly blinking back a confused look at her response. I’m about to say something when Liam and Noah suddenly appear in my room carrying two crates. Giving them both a questioning look, I can’t hide the sudden shock on my face,“Wait, is that alcohol?” Grinning from ear to ear, Noah suddenly gives me a teasing sideways wink,“You don’t miss much, do you?”When Circen pulls me closer to the open rug beside the fireplace and gestures for me to join them, I suddenly feel incredibly nervous about whatever they have planned. Looking up at Noah, adding another three logs to the already lit fire, my eyes slowly drift to Liam, sitting on the other side of Circen, flicking through what I can only assume to
Last Updated : 2023-09-21I am Sam Chapter Five
SASHAI’ve been standing in front of him for the last few minutes contemplating whether or not to poke the bear; Atlas passed out on the couch after downing his umpteenth drink of choice.He was pissed over me not telling him about Ronan coming to see me, but what I said when he put me on the spot got to him when I told him the fabricated lie about Noah and me.Noah reassured me that I didn’t need to worry, that Atlas wouldn’t do anything to him. But honestly, after seeing the look in his eyes and how he was glaring at Noah, I couldn’t help but feel concerned and worried.Circen and Caleb were the first to leave here after quite a few drinks; dark and mysterious, he does seem to have a lighter side to him, it seems, not by much, but I saw a smile under that hooded veil of hair covering his face.The moment he scooped Circen up onto his back, he even chuckled, albeit it was still a dark chuckle that would otherwise scare the crap out of anyone who didn’t know him, but at least he’s not
Last Updated : 2023-09-21
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I am Sam Chapter Six
SASHAMy head is pounding when I wake up early; I guess even shifters get hangovers.Taking a deep and steady breath, I rub the sleep from my eyes when I turn over, and I’m half expecting to find Atlas there, but he isn’t. Was last night only a dream?Blinking twice, I suddenly notice a white piece of paper on the pillow beside me; stretching my hand towards it, I take it between my fingers, unfolding it to read what’s written inside.Walk down the hall all the way to the end. Take a right before getting to the stairs, and wait inside the library.AtlasA small smile creeps up at the corners of my mouth, the note confirming that last night definitely wasn’t a dream. The moment my hand slowly runs across the pendant necklace hanging around my neck, my brows suddenly furrow when my heart feels an all too familiar ache inside. Wolf. The real reason I’m here and I’m suddenly torn between what I should be doing and what I want to do. Both being cut from the same cloth, I know I need to fin
I am Sam Chapter Five
SASHAI’ve been standing in front of him for the last few minutes contemplating whether or not to poke the bear; Atlas passed out on the couch after downing his umpteenth drink of choice.He was pissed over me not telling him about Ronan coming to see me, but what I said when he put me on the spot got to him when I told him the fabricated lie about Noah and me.Noah reassured me that I didn’t need to worry, that Atlas wouldn’t do anything to him. But honestly, after seeing the look in his eyes and how he was glaring at Noah, I couldn’t help but feel concerned and worried.Circen and Caleb were the first to leave here after quite a few drinks; dark and mysterious, he does seem to have a lighter side to him, it seems, not by much, but I saw a smile under that hooded veil of hair covering his face.The moment he scooped Circen up onto his back, he even chuckled, albeit it was still a dark chuckle that would otherwise scare the crap out of anyone who didn’t know him, but at least he’s not
I am Sam Chapter Four
SASHA“A party?” I suddenly choke out in surprise as she pushes past me; strolling into my room, she’s clutching onto a boom box. Circen suddenly turns to waggle her eyebrows at me with a cheeky grin creeping up at the corners of her mouth.“When the King’s away, the kids get to play.” I’m suddenly blinking back a confused look at her response. I’m about to say something when Liam and Noah suddenly appear in my room carrying two crates. Giving them both a questioning look, I can’t hide the sudden shock on my face,“Wait, is that alcohol?” Grinning from ear to ear, Noah suddenly gives me a teasing sideways wink,“You don’t miss much, do you?”When Circen pulls me closer to the open rug beside the fireplace and gestures for me to join them, I suddenly feel incredibly nervous about whatever they have planned. Looking up at Noah, adding another three logs to the already lit fire, my eyes slowly drift to Liam, sitting on the other side of Circen, flicking through what I can only assume to
I am Sam Chapter Three
SASHAAnother week has gone by, and I’m locked away in this room, awaiting the inevitable. I’m losing my goddam mind; I can’t take this anymore. If Ronan plans on killing me, then just kill me already. Stop prolonging it; it’s torture. Waiting is far worse. It’s like my mind keeps putting together different scenarios of how I’m going to die: not being able to break the curse, never seeing Wolf again, feeling like a failure, and not knowing how to undo what happened a week ago.Looking down at the wolf cuffs around my wrists, I slowly clench my fists, my wolf shimmering behind my eyes. She’s losing it, pushing, clawing in desperation to get out, to get to her mate. She doesn’t understand; to her, this is the worst kind of torture.Circen hasn’t been allowed in my room, by orders of Ronan. Of course, he’s trying to get me to go insane.No one is allowed to come inside my room, no one except one guard and one maid once a day. I get fed three meals a day, my linen and towels changed daily
I am Sam Chapter Two
SASHAI must have cried myself to sleep. The moment Noah left, all I could think about was Wolf, how badly I wanted to break this curse that had him bound, how desperately I wanted to be in his arms and feel his strong embrace wrap itself around me while he reassured me that it is going to be alright.But right now, all I feel is insignificant, small in a world that feels like home but isn’t. I feel like the outsider here, not belonging back at Erebus; I’m the broken wolf with a witchy side, but I don’t really feel like I belong here either, so where do I belong...With Wolf, wherever that is, that’s where I belong, I finally tell myself. Because he is my mate, and there is nothing I wouldn’t do for him.What I thought would be a day turned into a week of waiting; I was slowly losing my mind. There was one day this week when I didn’t see anyone at all; it was the day of Kris’s funeral.I had to stay in my room, no scratch that. I was locked in my room by orders of King Ronan himself,
I am Sam Chapter One
SASHAI keep feeling this steady thumping sensation against my body. My eyes are closed as I moan, and for a brief moment, I imagine being back home in my bed with Wolf.A small smile suddenly creeps up at the corners of my mouth as I lean into the feeling, but the moment I breathe in the scent, I’m instantly awake; that’s not Wolf.My eyes fly wide open, and I’m suddenly looking straight up at Noah; my brain is trying to move a mile a minute, and it all comes rushing back to me. The portal, me vomiting, I must have blacked out.Noah has me in his arms, holding me tight against his chest, bridal style, as he keeps walking forward. Wriggling slightly in his hold, Noah’s eyes instantly lower to mine, lifting an apologetic brow at me, the corners of his mouth turn into a grin.“Yeah, maybe traveling through portals isn’t heavy for us because we’ve done it all our lives.” And I want to smirk at him, roll my eyes, and say something like, “Ya think?” But I decided against it and instead loo
I am Sam Prologue
'I can remember my father being so angry, him telling me something was wrong with me. The first time I shifted into my wolf, I was so happy, but when my father saw that I had a white wolf, he told me I would never be able to shift in front of anyone besides him or my brother.'~A week has passed, but the heaviness in my heart remains. Despite being told I'm free to leave at any time, I can't shake this suffocating feeling of being trapped in this place.Let's rewind to the moment when I made that heart-wrenching decision, one that changed everything a week ago. The moment I ran through that portal, leaving Wolf behind, tearing myself away from the only man I'll love for all eternity.Deep down, I knew running was the only way to do it. My heart pounded, my wolf howled, urging me to turn back, but I had to be strong. I had to free him from the entrapment caused by my existence.The decision weighed heavily on me, and it still does.SASHAMy soul felt like it would shatter, but I press
