That Fish
Loraine is lying comfortably with her head on my lap as I throw the cork into the small lake. We are a bit isolated from the group, Loraine complained that she didn't want to fish close to others. Her excuse was that she doesn't want to lose her fish to competitors who stand too near us. That resulted in a burst of laughter from the entire group. This silly girl has already selected which fish in the lake is hers.We found a good spot with some shade and believe it or not, Dale has positioned himself so that he can see us right in front of him. With great effort I control the irritation that rolls up in me like a fire, I don’t want to lose face in his presence. Loraine seems to fully understand the situation. When we arrived at this place, she handed me her fishing rod and made herself comfortable.She is now making contact with Aziel on her IPad.After a few seconds he comes into view, clearly happy to see her. She swings the screen so that I caThe SheetsDordrich FelloganShe left with the northern sun six weeks ago.Those were the hardest weeks of my life. I miss her terribly, this separation is unbearable. I live like a zombie, commit acts in a kind of automatism and have not relaxed in all that time. A few weeks ago my secretary dared me to understand, she pointed out that I was heading for a mental breakdown. In all those weeks, a smile has never crossed my face and my gaze is aimless, she complained.But how and for what can I laugh when the light has gone from my life? Loraine!Can a man really be as totally drunk with a woman as I am? I went to our penthouse almost every day, not changing the sheets with the smell of our last sex. It's like I'm lying in her arms, breathing in her scent. My princess, where are you?When I woke up after our wonderful night, she was gone. She was not at her house, nor was she at her company. Once when I couldn't stand it anymore, I stormed in,
Aziel is Here And there she stands, my princess. I stare at her longingly, she still doesn't realize someone is looking at her. She is more beautiful than ever, her long black locks are shiny more than before and her face is a bit fuller. Her breasts are also bigger, but that could be my desire to notice that. Again, it occurs to me that she may be pregnant, we never used protection. Aaahhh, we'll think about that later, now I just want to take her in my arms. But I allow myself a few minutes to take a good look at her, it's been so long since I could do this. I feel in my pockets if my presents and the card are still there. I can't take it any longer, I have to have her in my arms now, NOW! "Loraine". It comes like a whisper from my mouth, the most beautiful name that ever passed my lips. She stiffens, as if she can't believe hearing my voice. “Loraine,” I say again, more urgently this time. Slowly
The woman in my arms now is the love of my life. But every time my relationship with her makes some progress, I'm faced with a contender. Her lovers are persistent, refusing to give her up when their time is done. But no one has ever had to sacrifice as much as I have to stay by her side. If only I had the guts to mentally disconnect from her and start a new life with someone who loves me deeply instead of being pushed into the background by a crush all the time! Loraine knows I am her soul mate but refuses to see me as a serious partner for life.And now I have to watch as she lies willingly in Fellogan's arms, watching him satisfy her and garnish her with very expensive presents. She still loves the man who is married, of course, but she intuitively knows that she belongs to me. Evidence is how she obeyed me without hesitation when I called her over because she knew it was the best thing she could do at the time. And the way she nestled in my chest indicates that
Someone ElseStill AzielEvery day I pick up Loraine from her house and take her to work at the yacht club. I'm in Barbados for a week now.Andre is my good friend, even after we met in person, we got along very well. I help him with his financial books and tax payments, the yacht club is indeed a treasure. Loraine had also previously expressed an interest in investing in Barbados, but I'm not a big fan of that. To implement a better strategy, I hired a research firm to investigate the competition in our industry and the investment risks.My relationship with Loraine cooled down a lot. I can't get the image of Fellogan between her legs from my mind. It's too hard to handle. She has asked me several times to settle our differences to save our relationship, but I can't bring myself to do that.Our physical contact is at an all-time low, I touch her when absolutely necessary and I don't allow her to throw herself into my arms as she used to
Breaking up with Loraine is easier said than it's done.Immediately after our conversation, I left Barbados for New York with Danielle.My girlfriend is staying in a hotel now, I wasn't ready to let her in my house a week after we met. In addition, I have to mentally make the transition from Loraine in my bed to now a different woman.Not that Danielle and I have moved on a lot. She longs for sex with me, I notice it every time we meet. We are in New York for two weeks now and with the week in Barbados, we know each other for three weeks now. She wants to consume our relationship, she is very sexual and the wait is long for her.More often she lets me know how handsome and attractive I am to her. She wants to press her stamp on me, make it clear to everyone that I'm off the market, belong to her, she said. That scared me, I'm not sure I want to go that fast with us. But Danielle persists, she thinks that without sex our relationship is unreal. Well, I think
WaitingLoraine stands on the docking jetty, staring out over the bay.She realizes that she now has to move on in her life without the people who really loved her and were her pillars of support. Now is the time to grow up, take life seriously.Danner is in prison for a crime designed to bind her to him.She had a forbidden relationship with Dordrich, which was predicted to end grievously.And Aziel, her soul mate has a new girlfriend with whom he wants to start a family.And she, she's been left alone, those she counted on have fallen out of her life, beyond her reach.At these thoughts, acid indigestion moves with great pressure from her stomach to her mouth. She quickly drops to her knees, bows her head, and forcefully throws out her breakfast into the water. Twice more, her stomach gives out before she falls dizzy on the pier. Some guests on the terrace of the yacht club see her fall and run to her aid. Andre, who’s working in his office, hears the commotio
My Baby"Daddy!"Lorrich runs towards his father on his chubby baby feet and throws himself confidently in his arms. Andre cleverly catches him and places him over his head so that he sits comfortably on his shoulders. “Come and see what mommy made. She repainted my whole room so beautiful,” he tells his father in his baby language, wobbling to encourage Andre to walk faster in the house. He's impatient to show him how nice his room has turned out after Loraine's total makeover.Yesterday they went to the furniture store where Lorrich could choose his own new bed and cupboards. The guy turned out to know exactly what he wanted and combined the colors perfectly. Tomorrow is his fourth birthday and Loraine throws him a big kids party. Almost all children from his toddler and swimming school are invited, including those from the immediate vicinity. Nothing has been left out to dress his Batman theme party as great as possible. Andre wants the best for his son
Andre went with Lorrich to pick up Archer and Kaylah from the airport and take them to Loraine's house. Loraine now has her own house built on the island, with an ocean view and walking distance beach access. Archer sold the previous house she rented from him and with that money he bought shares in Windrug&So.When Loraine hears the car arrive and the doors slam shut, she rushes to the garage to greet her friends. They’ll stay with her because her house has enough space to host at least ten people. “Kaylah, Archer”, she exclaims happily and gives each of them a hug. After the lavish greeting, they all walk into the house to the sitting room. All that time, Lorrich circles Kaylah urgently asking her to hold Kasher. But Kaylah doubts he can support the baby's weight as Kasher is fat and heavy. When they finally arrive in the sitting room, she puts the baby on a mat so that Lorrich can now take care of his little brother, as he calls Kasher.The adults inspect the decorat