My Discovery
After five years I am back in New York, the city that never sleeps.
The memories float up like a hurricane. In this city I have had wonderful moments, here Dale confessed his love to me. And after that we had shared so much love, I can't see New York other than the city of happiness and affection.
Lorrich went home with Loraine and Aziel, so I have a few days off. My godson has been everything to me in recent years, I have devoted all my time and love to him. He was like a salving for my deep wounds, which I never thought would heal. But from the day I held him in my arms in the delivery room, I knew this little guy would change my life. Loraine has given me all the space to bond with him, to make him fill the void in my life.
I didn't think this day would come when I would set foot here again.
Barbados is my home port, I have my well-run business there, I actually have nothing to do here. But it looks like Loraine will continue to liv
AzielLoraine went to dinner with Fellogan and their son tonight.I don't trust that man, he clearly wants to hit on my wife. But Loraine assured me that she will never have a love affair with him again, she agreed to go with them to give Lorrich a sense of peace that at least his parents can be kind to each other. They've been gone for an hour now, I'm starting to feel restless.To pass the time I prefer to go to one of my favorite clubs where my friends also hang out. That might give me some distraction. I don't intend to stay there for long, Loraine will be back home with Lorrich after about two hours. I start the heavy engine and drive to the nearby bar. When I park, I see that the vehicles of at least two friends are already there. I look further to see if I also see Damian's, but no, since he has a new baby, clubbing is no longer there for him. That man and his wife are busy with family expansion every year, that lucky man already has seven childre
During the evening she raped me twice more in the same way. And there’s nothing I could do to stop her.Sometime in the early morning, I wake up and notice that the fog in my head is largely lifted. The drugs have almost worn off. Still a little stiff from the night's activities, I slowly turn my head and look at the sleeping face on the pillow next to me. To my horror, I recognize her.This is Clairy, the daughter of Abi and Jonas from Barbados!She's older now, the childish features of her face have now given way to a hardened expression "You!", I now whisper. My eyes go wide in disbelief, she's the last person I've thought of who would do this to me. I know she had a youthful fling on me, but it never occurred to me that she was capable of this. Slowly I sit up, wanting to make sure my head is clear. Then I grab the woman next to me by the shoulder and pull her up roughly.“What is the meaning of this? You drugged me! This is punishable
SecretsLater in the morning, I walk to the bedroom to wake Loraine.She smiles at me and hugs me tightly. How good does that feel, this is the body I want to feel against me forever. But my conscience gnaws, I feel soiled by the stranger who touched me without my permission. Loraine is my wife, out of sheer remorse I kiss her deeply. “Loraine, know that I will always love you. There is no other for me but you”, I whisper in her ear.She kisses me again and runs her lips over my neck. That scares me, I have not yet inspected my body for possible traces that that evil witch might have left. I wouldn't be surprised if she purposely applied hickey all over my body. I grab my wife's hair and raise her face to mine. "Always stay with me. I promise to never disappoint you and always tell the truth,” I insist. She looks at me strangely and I realize that I am behaving differently. I'm used to telling her I love her, but this tone suggests there's more to my
LoraineAziel is stressed!I think this whole affair involving Dordrich and our son is hurting him mentally more than he cares to admit. The two most important men in my life get along very well, Lorrich adores Aziel, everything Aziel says is a fact for him. He always asks Aziel for his opinion, only wants an explanation from him, his whole being revolves around Aziel. I'm so happy, I can shout it out to the whole world.I'm just curious how he will place Dordrich in his life.During dinner he asked all kinds of questions about how we met, whether his father was nice to me and why I went to Barbados. We told him honestly what happened, which we thought was the best thing since our entire affair is smeared on social media. A few more years and Lorrich can google himself and we don't want him to be confronted with lies.His eyes sparkled when I told him I fell madly in love with his father the first time I saw him. When Dordrich confirm
This is HomeThe photoshoot at home with Aziel and Lorrich is great.We are intimately connected with Lorrich on our laps, he is the jackpot of our lives. And the way he clings to Aziel, the bond between the two is clearly strong. In a few days, Aziel was promoted from 'daddy Aziel' to just 'daddy', which surprised me quite a bit. Because he still calls his biological father "daddy Dory".The difference in the photos is clear. Although he obviously loves Dordrich too, his childishness shows who he trusts most, whose love he wants to keep at all costs. And he holds us both, as if he connects us, our love. Even Alyssa is surprised at the chemistry between the two, she watches in amazement how Lorrich determines his own poses, resulting in beautiful images. Our little man dominates the whole session.In the end, Alyssa collects her equipment very satisfied, while praising Lorrich. She projects a great future for him, being a Fellogan and Windrug as well. And
And from that day on, my happiness knows no bounds.We are a happy family with our best friends. Lorrich has his best time. Andre enrolled him in a preschool and today Anele and Dordrich are taking him to his first day. He is completely ready, together with Aziel he has selected his school bag and supplies, bought new clothes in town. Aziel now does the final inspection as Dordrich drives into the garage.The latter steps in with Anele. “Lorrich, ready for your first day in school?” his father asks, squatting on his haunches. Anele takes his hand. “Don't be afraid, my brother. I'll stay with you and if they're not nice, we'll go back." Anele protects her brother like a mother hen, not even an ant dares to bite Lorrich. It always looks so funny when the two are together.Lorrich gives me a kiss and hugs Aziel before he leaves with the two. I lean against Aziel when I see my son walking away, he is growing like a weed. I can barely remember the day I held him like a b
Aziel's POVLoraine pregnant with me, my child growing inside her.The feeling of fathering a child with the woman I am in love with is indescribable. I never thought about fatherhood before, not even when Lorrich joined our family. He just fits me like a puzzle, we are two souls that are identical although I’m not his biological father. I am aware that I’m important in his life, he looks up to me, I am his biggest role model. But even that didn't bother me, it feels natural. But having my very own child! I walk on clouds.Loraine wants to wait for the final tests, but I already know she's pregnant. She has always been hot-blooded, but in recent weeks her drive has increased quite a bit. To keep up with her, I've even been to traditional healers for herbal tea to
“Loraine, you think you have all the cards now by showing up with your son after all these years. Well, watch me!”. Elena Fellogan steps into Loraine's office, which is on the same floor as Dordrich's. Without knocking, Elena enters Loraine's workspace full of hate. But she looks at her unfazed, not in the least intimidated by her words.“Okay, that's settled then. I'm waiting for the next actions," Loraine reacts bored. She glances up from the documents she is going through, but immediately drops her head again after answering Elena. The woman is not used to being ignored and loses her elite attitude. “Having a child with a married man, building a love nest with someone else’s husband. Is there anything legal you can do?” she spits out vengefully. She now leans on Loraine's desk with her two hands, who still has a disinterested attitude.After a few seconds, Loraine raises her head with a sigh.“Don't you