Danner suspects I've made friends and is watching me closely.
That's why I've been avoiding Aziel for the last few days, I don't want him to get in trouble with this possessive devil. Ever since I met Aziel, I've often wondered if Danner was telling the truth, if we're really engaged. I don't feel anything for him at all, while I met Aziel less than a week ago and am already so attracted to him. And from the look in his eyes, the way he touches me, I know he finds me attractive too.
The day we spent swimming on the island was fabulous.
His hand kept going to my waist, it was as if he was used to doing that. And me, like a magnet, I kept looking for his body, to lean against, to put my head on while they were chatting, it's unbelievable. Sometimes I also feel like he's met me before. I feel so good with him, he is like my soulmate.
Come to think of it, I've asked him more than once if he's known me before and each time he has brushed of
“Loraine? Is it you? I knew you would come”, Aziel exclaims between a number of coughs. His eyes stare at me intently. The next challenge now is to hoist him aboard without the boat capsizing. “Aziel, do you think you have enough strength to get yourself aboard?” I yell at him. I tie the rope to the boat, throw the other end to him. He takes it, and yes, he's getting closer and closer. "Aziel, Aziel", is all I can say when I see him at the boat side now. "Hold on, just a little longer and you're in."After a few attempts, he manages to sit on the back edge of the boat. I grab him by the shoulders to keep him from tipping over and falling back into the sea. He must be exhausted, he was in the ocean for almost two hours. It is still pitch dark but the storm has already passed. Now there are only raindrops that make us soaking wet. Aziel lies on his back on the floor for a while to catch his breath. “Hey, are you feeling better now?”
We've been on the island for three days and still haven't seen a single plane or boat close by. But we're having a good time here. We search the forest, trails with clues are installed to help us find our way. The owner has made some benches from small tree trunks where we rest or have a nice chat. We swim and sunbathe a lot and are now very tanned. If Aziel looked awfully handsome before, I have no words to describe him now.And that's exactly where my problem lies. Last night I tried to seduce him. That guy is so attractive, I'm so attracted to him that I couldn't stand it anymore. In the evening he holds me close, because it can get freezing on this island. I can clearly feel his heart beating rapidly when I lie almost melted to him. I feel his hard-on against my ass, but he restrains himself with all his strength. But last night it got too much for me. I rubbed my ass against his boner, I could hear him holding his breath, tightening his grip on me. When I broug
My back is pressed against a large rock as his hand has screwed me by the wrists.His tongue is deep in my mouth, while another hand runs hungrily over my breasts. I'm on fire, cunt squeezes thirsty. When his tongue goes out of my mouth, down my neck to my nipple, my breath goes raspy. “Let go of me, babe, I want to touch you so badly”, I whisper urgently. I feel him hesitate, but he still lets me go.Both his hands support me now, his wet tongue can't get enough of my nipples. But I need more, this is not enough. When I want to lower, he stops me, his mouth now over my stomach, lingering at my navel to wander further to my triangle. My legs spread out on their own, and I feel his tongue cooling my burning cunt. “Baby, ooohhh yes, yes…. Goodness,” is all I can sigh as my fingers cling to his hair.He's so skilled, knows what I want, how to play me. His tongue goes deep inside me, licking and sucking my pussy. All I ca
My life is a bed of roses, I am so happy.Aziel is great; he makes sure we have enough to eat, and I keep the house clean. It's like living together, sharing our life as a couple. In the evening we sit together, making plans for the future, where we want to live, how many children we will have and when.Aziel says she is ready for a family and I also want to start right away. I have shared with him my insecurity about my past, that I suspect that I have more children seeing the scars on my body. He says he has absolutely no problems with that, even if I have an entire football team waiting at home. When he said that, it seemed like I'd heard this phrase before, already had this conversation. Aahh, time will solve everything, even bring back my forgotten memory.My fiancé seems to be very wealthy. If I listen to his plans, they certainly have a price tag of several million. And he talks about it like it's a piece of cake to buy everything. In
We woke up a few hours later. Aziel plays with my blond hair as usual, he seems obsessed with my locks. “Wake up already, naughty girl? You know you were acting irresponsibly. We didn't use any protection," he says. I'm scared, I hadn't thought of that at all. And I don't know if it's safe to get pregnant now after having a miscarriage only a few months ago.“Oohhh sorry Aziel, I hadn't thought of that at all. When we get back, I will check with the doctor what else we can do”, I sigh. I lift my head to see if he's angry. But there's nothing of that on his face, he looks at me thoughtfully. "There's one more thing you should know, I don't want you to hear from third parties," he says. I nod encouragingly. “A few months ago, I was drugged and raped by a granddaughter of close friends. The trial is still ongoing, we are waiting for the date for the verdict," he said. “Kenjal, Andre's partner is the opposing party's lawyer.”
Aziel gives me a strange look as we all sail to the yacht. I'm snugging against him, enjoying his warmth as the cold wind beats our faces. He probably senses the storm raging inside me. I'm on war, either Michelle or Kaylah will know who Aziel belongs to.The men get on the yacht first when we arrive, and Aziel helps me out. Immediately I hear a scream and before I realize it, I am in the arms of two women. “Loraine! We were so worried. Thank God you're all right," sobs a black-haired one, who continues to hold me close. The other grabs me from behind and rests her head against my shoulder. Surprised, I look at Aziel, begging for help. “Ahem, ladies, ladies, get a grip on yourself”, Aziel corrects them and turns to me. "Loraine, this is Kaylah and this one behind you is Michelle." He glares at the women.Andre jumps in to save the situation. “They have heard how you went out to sea in the night to save Aziel, Loraine. We are all so
It Is a Goodbye Indeed, there is Danner, waiting on the pier. With him, there is the press, the clicking of cameras fills the atmosphere. Andre and Michelle flank as I disembark. “Miss Loraine, are you saved alone? We thought there was another man involved in the accident. Have you not found him then?”, are the questions of the journalists. A haze starts to form in my head, journalists and paparazzi seem to be part of my life. I feel no hesitation when I face them. “Of course, I found him, we were on a deserted island all those days. He'll be aboard in a minute,” I let them know, as I continue on my way. The authorities come to meet us, Andre agrees that we will come to the office on our own to make an official statement. “Loraine!” I suddenly hear a deep male voice. Before I know it, I'm in the strong arms of a man. Danner! He tries to kiss me, clearly posing a spicy photo for the photographers. However, I turn my face causing his kiss to lan
Barbados is A-M-A-Z-I-N-G! Aziel is the model fiancé, we bought our rings in the local jeweler's shop today. And tonight, we celebrate our official engagement with our friends. Michelle and Rick also live in Barbados, Rick is the manager of Andre's Yacht Club. They are also our neighbors and visit often. I soon noticed that these friends were very close. Kaylah and Archer leave tomorrow for New York, they stayed with us for a week in this spacious villa by the sea. Aziel did not exaggerate when he described the house, the wind blows wonderfully here on the back terrace and the view over the ocean is soothing. I'm on the back patio drinking coffee with Kaylah. She is an outspoken personality, rap of tongue, but a heart of gold. She always takes care of me, always wants to know where I'm going, what I'm doing, who I'm talking to. Not that it bothers me, but it's noticeable for someone who's only known me for a week. Or not? Aziel has not
Finally!Mrs. Loraine Aziel Renegade. Nice to meet you all out there.Aziel has just sworn his undying love for me in front of a hundred-strong crowd here in the Protestant congregation. Before the God we serve, he promised to always be there for me in good and bad times, share all my sorrows and joys, and never again hide his struggles from me.Yes, we've had a rough time.We both went through a deep hell, but God had mercy on us, we are resurrected and have overcome. And today we start a new episode in life. I’m Mrs. Renegade, the title I aspired to, dreamed of for a long time. And today it has all become a reality. I am the lawful wife of that wonderful, gorgeous man I saw standing by the pulpit waiting for me, who pulled me tenderly by the hand beside him. I love him, have told him so many times. There's only one secret left to share with him, and I'll do it tonight.We are now walking into our reception, Kaylah has organize
When we are inside the room, we indeed see Aziel lying on the bed. It's like he hasn't bathed or shaved in days. He lies there snoring like a sailor.Damian grabs him by the shoulders. “Aziel, Oooh My God! No, man, no!” he exclaims. He gently shakes Aziel until he opens one eye. He looks at Damian blankly and closes his eyes again. “Aziel, we're here, you can't sleep any longer, wake up!” Damian insists. And another eye opens. A hand goes up slowly. “Damian? Aren't you a dream?” he asks hoarsely.I quickly get a glass of water and give it to Damian. He puts it against Aziel's lips. “Drink something, it will make your throat feel less coarse”, he encourages the obviously absent-minded Aziel. There's a sip and another. I go to the other side of the bed and help Aziel sit up straight. “What have you done to yourself? Why didn't you come to me like you always do, Aziel? Running away from problems doesn't solve t
Fellogan's Rolls Royce now comes into view. Little can be recognized of the expensive car, it is a total wreck. Obviously, he flew into the guardrail lost control of the wheel. The paramedics are quick to respond, as is the fire brigade. Because emergency workers are running to the spot, there is little to see of the accident for a few seconds on tv. Until the journalist on-site announces that they have managed to get Fellogan out of the vehicle and he is still alive.“Yes, the assholes in this world have seven lives,” Archer curses. We see Fellogan being transported to the helicopter on a stretcher. His face is bloodied, his head is supported with a clamp. It's clear he's in a lot of pain, but he's holding his ground.We drive on. "Let's hope this doesn't become another obstacle in our friends' relationship," Damian sighs. “Those setbacks always follow each other. What the two need is peace, in their relationship, in their life.”
“Man, this is bad. How did we lose sight of them? This was inevitable, Aziel simply succumbed”, Damian sighs. “We should have been alert when they arrived. Ever since the funeral, we should have forced him into therapy.”We look at each other with guilt.“These two clearly belong together. And that Fellogan also pulled some tricks, which certainly didn't work well on their relationship. Why do I feel like that idiot did it all on purpose?” Archer grinned. “I never liked him. A cheater can never have high morale.”We're going at high speed, the speed cameras have already caught us a few times. But that's for later concern. Virginia is our target and we want to get there as soon as possible. “Archer, turn on the television. I want to see what the media has made of Loraine's case," I ask him. He zips some channels until we do see breaking news. The reporter tries to get the medical staff to talk an
What follows is total chaos.Somehow the press learned that Loraine would be transported by ambulance and amassed outside the house within minutes. Fortunately, her garage is covered, allowing the ambulance to be ushered in and cut off from the outside world. This way we can protect her privacy as much as possible.Meanwhile, Damian and Kenjal have arrived.Kaylah and I ride in the ambulance with Loraine while the others follow with their own transport. The paparazzi follow behind us, it's a madhouse. “Kaylah, would we rather not have transported her per helicopter services? This is crazy!” I ask distraught. The paramedics gave Loraine first aid and placed her under anesthesia. She's pretty weak, she's been on the bed for days, the nurse said. I hit myself on the forehead, why didn't I act sooner? I never thought Aziel would leave, I thought he had the situation firmly in hand. Not so.“We'll handle this, don’t worry.
Andre's POVBoth Loraine and Aziel are out of reach.Their phones are off, they haven't been seen in the workplace for days. Lorrich also asks about his parents, I can't give him an appropriate answer why they haven't called him these days.This is a bizarre situation. In any case, they would have told me if they were leaving the country, even if it was on a business trip. Nor have this couple ever neglected Lorrich, even now that he lives with me. Since we arrived in New York, the two have been struggling with serious relationship issues, and Loraine got her memory back. Attempts by me to mediate failed hopelessly, Aziel could not vent his heart towards me. And as it turns out, not with Loraine either. This won't end well, I can feel it coming at my toes.I have avoided alarming our other friends about what’s happening these days. I know how emotional Kaylah reacts to everything Loraine regards, Rick and Kenjal are Aziel's buddies. No
I have been very restless all day.Yes, I am sexually frustrated, Aziel has been sleeping next to me for days without touching me. But that's not my biggest problem.Aziel is not only physically inaccessible to me but also mentally. He shuts me out completely, when I want to lean against his chest as usual, he turns away from me, when I reach out my hand to touch him, he keeps himself out of my reach.Mentally I'm broken too. What is certain is that we cannot continue like this, we have to solve tense between us ourselves. We can't live without each other, breaking up is not the answer to our problems.Dordrich is to blame, I swear!Very finely, he set up the plan to separate Aziel and me. It already started right at my return at the airport by completely ignoring Aziel. He clearly had a hand in the screenplay set up there. And the news items where I'm in his company are broadcast longer and more often from an angle where we seem to b
Aziel's POVI meant what I said that night.The debacle of my children, the rape, the kidnapping of Loraine and everything that happened after that could have been prevented if I had been more alert. It's all my fault, period!And that Fellogan keeps peddling it in the press, he’s on a mission. I hardly dared to look Loraine in the eye for the past few weeks at home. She noticed the change in me, I see that she suffers a lot. Late at night I even hear her crying next to me in bed.After my confession, everything in the house has changed.Even Lorrich sensed it, he was having a hard time dealing with the changed atmosphere. Andre has come a few times to persuade me to discuss what is troubling me. But I'm not ready to talk about it yet, I have to come to terms with myself first.I feel Loraine's pain, but there's nothing I can do to ease it now. She's mentally too far away from me. We hardly communicate, just sitting at th
The memories return in full force when Loraine enters the house with Lorrich on her arm. She quickly falls on the couch and holds her head. The last days leading up to her amnesia, the stress of Aziel's lawsuit, distraught watching Aziel suffer from the attacks from the media, everything resurfaces.Also, the day she was lured from the hospital by the head nurse and Danner who was waiting for her in the parking lot. “Mommy, what is it?” Lorrich asks concerned when he sees her pained face. She looks at her son, she knows he is too young to understand the evil ways of adults. Aziel, who has just entered, sees Loraine's gray face. "Angel, are you feeling well? You look terrible" he asks concerned. She beckons him to sit next to her and buries her head in his chest. “Everything is back. I have my memory back, my head is pounding", she whispers.A stabbing headache begins to set in, she massages her temples in the hope that it will pass. Quickly, A