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THE SEARCH FOR CLOSURE..

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Chapter 0054.

THE SEARCH FOR CLOSURE..

RYAN,

I sat in my car for what felt like hours, staring at nothing, the city lights bleeding into a haze of color through the windshield. The streets outside pulsed with life—cars sped past, their headlights streaking white and red through the rain-slick pavement, and pedestrians huddled under umbrellas, moving through the night without a care. But I was frozen, locked in a moment that refused to let me go.

My mind was a storm, tangled in too many thoughts, too many unanswered questions. The betrayal still burned like an open wound, but beneath it was something worse—something deeper.

Evan had used me.

Not for my money—not really. That had just been a distraction, a trick to keep me looking in the wrong direction while he moved unseen. He had played a bigger game, one I hadn’t even realized I was a part of until it was too late.

And Elena…

She had been with him the whole time.

The thought made my grip tighten on the steering wheel until my knuckl
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