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I Hate You, Let's Kiss Professional
*Nathaniel*I was miserable.Life had no meaning anymore. There was no reason to laugh or smile or do anything enjoyable. My life was insignificant now.She was gone. Walked right out on me while I was begging on my knees for her. Willow was officially done with me and it was killing me. The pain was almost unbearable.But whiskey helped with that.I had a nasty hangover the next morning, but I still went to the office. I still wanted to see Willow. Unfortunately she wasn’t there.“Willow will be taking today off for…personal reasons.” Jude stated. “Did she say why?”“As I said, it's personal.”“She probably doesn’t want to see you,” Orlando sneered.Everyone else was giving me a dirty look too. I’m guessing Orlando had spread around that Willow and I broke up and why. This felt shitty. “Where is she?” I asked Joy. “She didn’t come home last night and I know she’s not with her parents.”“I don’t know, Nathaniel,” Joy sighed. “I’m worried but she says she’s safe.”“You talked to h
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*Willow*It was shockingly easy being with Vance again. We slipped back into our relationship like it had never ended. We had sex about five minutes after I had come back to him. It was amazing but there was something missing. I think it was what I felt every time I was with Nathaniel. That raw passion and absolute adoration. But I had to forget that. Nathaniel and I were not meant to be. I still didn’t even know if he loved me for real or not. Sure he was crying and begging on his knees, but that could have been just a show. I couldn’t let him manipulate me anymore. Vance had been right. No one was ever going to love me as much as he did. “I knew you’d come back to me, Willy,” Vance whispered after we had sex. “I missed making love to you.”“Yeah, I missed it too,” I said absently.Was that a lie? I mean twenty four hours ago I was having sex with Nathaniel and though I knew he had lied to me, it was still incredible. Nothing could top it.“Things are going to be so much better
Last Updated : 2023-02-16I Hate You, Let's Kiss Jen
*Willow*“Mrs. Harper.”“We’ve slept with the same man, I think you can call me Jen.”“Jen…how can I help you?” I whispered. “He told me all about you a few months ago. You're prettier than I thought you were.”“Thank you.”“Did he tell you we separated?” I nodded. “He lied, sweetie.”My heart sank. “What?”“Yeah, I forgave him for having an affair. He said he had a mid-life crisis and I trusted that and…now thanks to your friend, I know I shouldn’t have.”“I didn’t know, I swear. I would never purposely sleep with a married man!” I insisted. “Vance said it was over.”Jen’s face softened. “You really never knew about me at first, did you?”“No. I thought he had been divorced for years when we met.”“And what did he tell you this time around?”“That you knew about us and that he ended it with you. He said he and I could be together and he said I would meet your son.” I informed her.Jen laughed and fell onto the couch. “He was gonna let you meet our son? What is wrong with him? And sw
Last Updated : 2023-02-17I Hate You, Let's Kiss Just Friends
*Nathaniel*Being just friends with Willow fucking sucked. It felt like I was watching her life from the sidelines. The only good thing was that she was at least talking to me. It was kind of like we were dating without the kissing and the touching and incredible sex. It was better than her hating me, but worse than her not being my girlfriend. But she wasn’t with Vance, so I did my job.“Why don’t you present?” I asked. “I mean you are more charming.”Willow chuckled. “Yeah, I’ve been trying to tell you that for years.”“I’m finally listening.”“It’s about time.”“Willow?” Jude asked. “Can we talk?”“Sure, Jude.” Willow smiled before walking over to him and into his office. Jude had started shutting the door now. My next job was to get Willow away from that creep, but that was harder to do without risking my career or hers.“You have to be one of the smoothest fuckers alive,” Orlando said. “Meaning?” I asked. “She’s talking to you and laughing with you after everything you did!
Last Updated : 2023-02-18I Hate You, Let's Kiss Better
*Nathaniel*I suck.I couldn’t even be friends with the love of my life properly. What on Earth was I good for? Was I just meant to be lonely and drink my feelings away for the rest of my life?How was I given a piece of perfection and then I fucking lost it?For all my life I had thought that Willow was my worst enemy, but she wasn’t.I was.No one had sabotaged me more than I had. No one made me look stupider or act like an idiot more than me. I was the culprit behind my downfall and no one else. What do you do after you lose the perfect woman?I only really knew one man who could relate to this.“What did you do after Scar chose Grayson over you?” I asked. Lee looked taken aback. I don't think anyone had asked him that. This family conducted itself as though Scarlett choosing Grayson over Lee wasn’t that big of a deal. That it was an easy, uncomplicated decision and that they were all still happy and best friends after it.“Um, I moved on.”“Okay, but what did you really do befor
Last Updated : 2023-02-20I Hate You, Let's Kiss The Truth About Mark
TW: This chapter contains elements of abuse. Willow“Are you sure you’re not overreacting?” Levi asked as I sped to Mark’s house.“Yes, I am. She said she needed help. He’s hurting her.”“Mark isn’t like that, Will.”“Yes he is! He lied about not drinking, Levi. A-and Miranda admitted to me that he hurts her and she wants to leave him.” I said.“What? Did you say something to her?” Levi asked. “I didn’t, Levi. She’s scared and she doesn’t want to have a baby with him. She’s terrified, Levi, you should have seen her.”Levi was silent for the rest of the ride. I was sure he was mulling it all over in his head. We arrived at Mark’s house and I hopped out of the car before banging on the door. A few moments later, Mark answered. He forced a smile to his face. “Hey, guys, what’s up?” “I would like to see Miranda.” I stated. “I’m afraid she’s asleep, Willow.”“She called me, so can I please see her?”“Um…maybe it was a pocket dial?” Mark suggested. “She said my name. She wanted me t
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*Willow*Levi and I were still in shock when we got home. I knew Mark was bad news, but this exceeded anything I ever thought he could have done. Levi’s uncle would still be here if it wasn’t for him. How could he sleep at night knowing that he had murdered someone? His son’s uncle at that. How could he just smile in Levi’s face knowing what he had done?What a truly sick man. I was glad Levi was done with him now. Levi and I went to my room. I think we both just needed to talk out all the events of the night. “I’m sorry, Willow.” Levi whispered. “For what?”“I didn’t listen to you or my parents and that led to you being in a dangerous situation. Mark could have really hurt you and I’m just…fuck I’m so sorry.”“It’s okay, Levi.” I rubbed his arm. “He’s your biological father and you wanted to believe the best in him. I get that. He did seem really nice.”“Yeah, but you saw through that. Why didn’t I?” Levi asked desperately.“Sometimes, you’re too close to something to really see
Last Updated : 2023-02-21I Hate You, Let's Kiss Always Winning
*Willow*“Wait, what?” I asked. “Me and Joy slept together at the beginning of the summer. It just kind of happened, but it didn’t feel right to me and I told her that. Still she suggested we go on a date, which we did at the comedy club with everyone, but I couldn't stop thinking about you. I told Joy it wouldn’t work and that was that.”“So you’ve really liked me this whole time? You were never with her?” I clarified.“Yeah, Will. I’ve been trying to ask you out all summer.” Levi admitted. “A-and that’s why you told me about your family and not her. She wasn’t your girlfriend.”“I do love Joy, just not like that. I guess I did think it was weird that you keep urging me to tell her.”“Oh my god…why did she lie to me?” I whispered. “I’m her best friend.”“I don’t know, but I think you guys need to talk.”“We definitely do, I just…I don’t know what to say.”“You could say you really like me and want to be with me without hurting her feelings.” Levi offered.“That could work I guess,”
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