*Nathaniel*I suck.I couldn’t even be friends with the love of my life properly. What on Earth was I good for? Was I just meant to be lonely and drink my feelings away for the rest of my life?How was I given a piece of perfection and then I fucking lost it?For all my life I had thought that Willow was my worst enemy, but she wasn’t.I was.No one had sabotaged me more than I had. No one made me look stupider or act like an idiot more than me. I was the culprit behind my downfall and no one else. What do you do after you lose the perfect woman?I only really knew one man who could relate to this.“What did you do after Scar chose Grayson over you?” I asked. Lee looked taken aback. I don't think anyone had asked him that. This family conducted itself as though Scarlett choosing Grayson over Lee wasn’t that big of a deal. That it was an easy, uncomplicated decision and that they were all still happy and best friends after it.“Um, I moved on.”“Okay, but what did you really do befor
TW: This chapter contains elements of abuse. Willow“Are you sure you’re not overreacting?” Levi asked as I sped to Mark’s house.“Yes, I am. She said she needed help. He’s hurting her.”“Mark isn’t like that, Will.”“Yes he is! He lied about not drinking, Levi. A-and Miranda admitted to me that he hurts her and she wants to leave him.” I said.“What? Did you say something to her?” Levi asked. “I didn’t, Levi. She’s scared and she doesn’t want to have a baby with him. She’s terrified, Levi, you should have seen her.”Levi was silent for the rest of the ride. I was sure he was mulling it all over in his head. We arrived at Mark’s house and I hopped out of the car before banging on the door. A few moments later, Mark answered. He forced a smile to his face. “Hey, guys, what’s up?” “I would like to see Miranda.” I stated. “I’m afraid she’s asleep, Willow.”“She called me, so can I please see her?”“Um…maybe it was a pocket dial?” Mark suggested. “She said my name. She wanted me t
*Willow*Levi and I were still in shock when we got home. I knew Mark was bad news, but this exceeded anything I ever thought he could have done. Levi’s uncle would still be here if it wasn’t for him. How could he sleep at night knowing that he had murdered someone? His son’s uncle at that. How could he just smile in Levi’s face knowing what he had done?What a truly sick man. I was glad Levi was done with him now. Levi and I went to my room. I think we both just needed to talk out all the events of the night. “I’m sorry, Willow.” Levi whispered. “For what?”“I didn’t listen to you or my parents and that led to you being in a dangerous situation. Mark could have really hurt you and I’m just…fuck I’m so sorry.”“It’s okay, Levi.” I rubbed his arm. “He’s your biological father and you wanted to believe the best in him. I get that. He did seem really nice.”“Yeah, but you saw through that. Why didn’t I?” Levi asked desperately.“Sometimes, you’re too close to something to really see
*Willow*“Wait, what?” I asked. “Me and Joy slept together at the beginning of the summer. It just kind of happened, but it didn’t feel right to me and I told her that. Still she suggested we go on a date, which we did at the comedy club with everyone, but I couldn't stop thinking about you. I told Joy it wouldn’t work and that was that.”“So you’ve really liked me this whole time? You were never with her?” I clarified.“Yeah, Will. I’ve been trying to ask you out all summer.” Levi admitted. “A-and that’s why you told me about your family and not her. She wasn’t your girlfriend.”“I do love Joy, just not like that. I guess I did think it was weird that you keep urging me to tell her.”“Oh my god…why did she lie to me?” I whispered. “I’m her best friend.”“I don’t know, but I think you guys need to talk.”“We definitely do, I just…I don’t know what to say.”“You could say you really like me and want to be with me without hurting her feelings.” Levi offered.“That could work I guess,”
*Willow*“You are so fucking beautiful.”“Levi, be serious for a second.”“I am serious,” Levi smiled. “You are fucking beautiful in that dress. A bridesmaid dress never looked so good.”He put his hands on my face and kissed me. Lee and Lolli’s wedding was coming up in a few weeks and seeing as she didn’t like her family very much and ‘Lee, baby you have such a good looking family, they’ll look great in our pictures’ we were in the wedding party.I didn’t mind because the dress was super cute. The only problem is I was going to be walking down the aisle with Nathaniel and that would be awkward. Just as awkward as Levi walking down with Joy.“You know how this dress would look even better?” Levi whispered.“How?” I asked. “On the floor.”“Levi!” “I’m sorry, but I only get a short amount of time with you like this. You’re at the internship all day and you won’t let me kiss you in front of everyone else.”“Yes and there’s a good reason for that.”Levi swiftly picked me up and laid m
*Willow*God that was so fucking humiliating. Nathaniel sure knew how to cause a scene, didn’t he?“Wait…you two are seeing each other?” Scarlett asked. “Um, kinda.” I muttered. “Willow, is it so hard for you to sleep with someone outside of this house and family?” Mom practically sneered.Even though I was no longer with Nathaniel, Mom still didn’t want to talk to me unless it was something mean being said. This was the woman I was desperate to have back in my life.“It was me, Bianca.” Levi informed her. “I’ve just really always liked Willow.”“Oh I believe you did start it, Levi. My daughter can’t seem to resist a boy when he gets her on her back.”“Mom, come on!” Scarlett snapped. “You’re only defending her because you were the same way.” Mom shook her head. “So I'm not dreaming?” Skyler asked. “You two are together?”Levi smiled. “Yeah, Mom we are. I mean we’re testing the waters anyway.”“Exactly.” I nodded. “Willow, I thought you were a nice girl, but you broke my son,” S
*Nathaniel*Therapy was weird. Every day after the internship, I would go to therapy to talk about my feelings and it was strange. I did like that so much attention was on me, but I could tell my therapist didn't think I was digging deep enough. I hadn’t even told him about my relationship with Willow yet. I just told stories of me drinking too much, leaving out that Willow was here for a few of them and saved me. “This isn’t therapy, Nathaniel, it’s counseling.” He reminded me. “Whatever, it still feels weird. Why can’t we just get to the root of the issue and get it over with?” I asked. “Because you don’t want to go deeper.”“It's hard.”“Lucky for you I’m a very patient man and know how to deal with Watson men.”“Maybe that's what it is. It’s weird that you actually know me.”Joel chuckled. “I guess me being your godfather does make things a little strange.”“You think?”Joel was basically my dad’s best friend. He was his sponsor while my mom was pregnant with me and really he
*Willow*“You know, you two are much more affectionate than usual.” Katherine pointed out. “We just feel more comfortable around other people, I guess.” Levi smiled. “Yeah, that must be it.” I kissed his cheek. I think I was throwing myself into my relationship with Levi a bit. I just didn't want to think about Nathaniel and all that was going on with him. It was easier to focus on me and Levi. “You guys are so good together,” Miranda smiled. “I’m glad Willow has a nice guy.”“You’ll have one when you’re ready too,” I assured her. Miranda already seemed so different. She wasn’t nearly as jumpy or fidgety now that she wasn’t with Mark. While Mark was at work, we went to their home and got all of Miranda’s stuff out. Mark had been constantly calling both Levi and Miranda and they blocked him. They were both done with him and I was so happy about that. “I’ve started reaching out to old friends from when I was in grad school. I’m hoping they’ll forgive me for just ghosting them.” M