Chapter 87

(Emily's POV)

After my treatment and being discharged from the hospital, my brother insisted to take a leave from his job and take care of me. But I refused to be taken care of.

I know he was just worried about my condition but I know that I can handle myself more than anyone else.

After a week of staying at home in Einfield Avenue located in Encino, LA, doing nothing but cleaning the whole house just to occupy my head. Making myself tired as much as possible.

It's not easy as I thought to not think of him.

The moment I learned that Dimitri was dead was and will be, the worst of my life. I am certain that nothing will ever compare to this pain.

Somehow I realized when I got myself to bed that this was the first night I would not awaken at midnight wondering where Dimitri was. Exhausted and mentally sick, sometimes I fell asleep for 10 hours and did not even turn over.

Every morning brought shock and numbness. I was a zombie, shuffling to the bathroom, getting a coffee, and going b