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TristanDue to what happened, I had no choice but to call it a night. The thought of going home alone to Wolfsilver PAck gnawed at me. It was a bitter reminder of the emptiness waiting for me. As usual, I’d probably end the night with a bottle of whiskey in my hand. Or perhaps asked for Megan’s company for a momentary pleasure which I was sure she wouldn’t say no to. Well, this is my life now after my stubborn wife left me. She’d rather give herself to another wolf instead of fixing things with me.A smirk tugged at my lips as I climbed into my car. “Pathetic,” I muttered under my breath. I wasn’t used to admitting how miserable I was, even to myself, but the truth had a way of creeping in during quiet moments like this. The night had already settled in by the time I pulled up to the Alpha House. The lights of the grand mansion spilled onto the driveway but the warmth it offered felt…well…hollow. I took a deep breath and stepped out of the car. I stared at the proof of my riches fo
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Elaine“Alright, you two lovebirds,” Liz said with a smirk. She was standing at the door with her bag slung over her shoulder. “I’m heading out. But I’ll be back tomorrow to help with Trevor’s discharge papers.”I smiled warmly at her. I was grateful as always for her support. “Thank you, Liz. I mean it. Be careful on your way home.”Liz turned to give me a playful wink. “Shouldn’t that be what I’m telling you instead? You two seem to be the ones attracting all the trouble lately. Maybe everyone else should be careful around me for once.”I rolled my eyes as I laughed softly. “Fair point. See you tomorrow.”Liz disappeared down the hallway with a cheerful wave and left Trevor and me alone. The room grew quieter without her lively presence. But the silence wasn’t uncomfortable. Instead, it felt warm and intimate as Trevor’s eyes turned to me.“Elaine, can I ask you a favor?” he asked.“Anything,” I replied, then walked closer to his bed. “What do you need?”He hesitated for a moment. I
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ElaineeI froze. I instinctively tried to steady my breathing as I wiped at my damp cheeks. “N-No,” I said quickly but my voice betrayed me with a slight tremble. “I’m fine.”Obviously, he didn’t buy my lame excuse for a second. “I can feel your tears,” he murmured. “You don’t have to lie to me, Elaine. I know something’s wrong.”His words made my shoulders sag. I realized there was no point in pretending anymore. Trevor always saw through me, no matter how hard I tried to hide what I was feeling. It was like he could read my heart without me saying a word. That’s how much this wolf knew me. In fact, i felt like he knew me better than I knew myself.I took a shaky breath and tried to calm myself but it didn’t work. My chest felt tight, and my hands fidgeted as I struggled to find the right words. I opened my mouth, but no sound came out at first. The fear inside me was so big that I imagined it being a large boulder that was on top of me.“It’s just…” I paused, my throat dry, unsure
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ElaineI was standing at the hospital’s billing counter and reviewing the paperwork in my hand to make sure everything was in order. Meanwhile, Liz was beside me. She was pacing slightly as she spoke on the phone. She sounded so irritated at the caller. “Yes, I already submitted the request!” she whispered in frustration. “I’m using my approved day off right now. This isn’t up for debate.” She then paused to listen to the response on the other end. She was drumming her fingers impatiently against her leg. “Look, I’ll deal with it when I’m back. But right now, you need to figure it out yourself.”With that, Liz ended the call. She let out a huff as she tucked her phone into her bag. “Sorry about that,” she said as she turned to me with a slightly-awkward smile. “My boss is impossible. I swear, even when I have a day off, he acts like I’m on-call 24/7.”I gave her a sympathetic look. “Sounds exhausting,” I replied while holding up the clearance papers I’d just received. “But at least t
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ElaineLiz drove through the winding streets. I stared out the window. I fiddled with the hem of my shirt as I tried to process what I’d seen earlier. That masked figure stayed in the back of my mind like his creepy image had been tattoed inside my mind. “Elaine,” Trevor’s voice broke the silence. I glanced over at him. His brow was furrowed in concern. “What’s wrong? You’ve been quiet this whole time.”I forced a smile, though I could feel how unconvincing it was. “I’m fine. Just tired, that’s all. I didn’t sleep well last night.”Liz, who had been unusually quiet herself up to this point, scoffed loudly. That pulled my attention to her. “Oh, come on.” She shot me a sideways glance as she navigated a turn. “Don’t insult me, Elaine. You really think Trevor and I are that clueless? I’m your best friend and he's your boyfriend. We know exactly when something’s bothering you. There's no point of hiding it. In fact, it's stupid.”Trevor nodded in agreement. His eyes were still on me. “L
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MeganI clenched the stress ball in my hand and squeezed it so tightly that my knuckles turned white. The squishy material compressed under my grip. But it wasn’t doing much to eliminate the irritation building in my chest.“This is ridiculous!” I snapped as I paced the length of Aunt Melina’s living room. “The guy you hired to take care of Elaine is a complete idiot. How do you mess up something so simple? How does someone fail to finish the job?”I threw the stress ball onto the couch in a huff and turned to face Aunt Melina. She was seated elegantly in her favorite armchair while sipping a glass of red wine. She was unbothered, as always. And her calm demeanor was infuriating me further.“Come on, Aunt Mel! The bitch survived,” I continued. “Elaine walked away from that attack alive thanks to that irritating Trevor. And now, instead of us being done with her once and for all, she’s still out there, living, breathing, and probably plotting some happy little future.”To my surprise,
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ElaineMy hands trembled as I stared into the box. The contents were seared into my mind no matter how much I wanted to look away. It was a rotten head of a dog lying inside the box with its lifeless eyes open. The stench hit me seconds later and I recoiled. The box instantly slipped from my hands and fell to the floor with a mild thud.I stumbled back and shuddered. I was barely able to breathe. The world around me felt like it was spinning. And my vision blurred as the horror of what I’d just seen settled in.“Elaine?” Liz’s voice cut through the haze. She rushed over. Concern was etched deeply into her face. “What’s—” Her words faltered as her gaze dropped to the box. Her hand flew to her mouth as she let out a sharp gasp. “Oh my God!”She knelt down cautiously. Her hand was trembling as she reached for a folded piece of paper resting inside the box. It was just beneath the gruesome display. Slowly, she opened it. She then scanned the words. Her face paled as she read aloud.“Ela
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TristanThe sharp sound of my alarm jolted me awake. My hand searched the bedside table until I found the noisy device and turned it off. For a moment, I just lay on my bed and stared at the ceiling. I wanted the day to begin differently, but of course, it couldn’t. The “perks” of being an Alpha, sarcastically speaking. A dull headache reminded me of last night’s drinks. Or maybe it was from the night before. Honestly, I didn’t remember anymore. All the days seemed the same now.Weird, wasn’t it?When I swung my legs over the bed, my feet landed on something that crunched. I looked down to see broken glass and empty bottles scattered on the floor. The room smelled of old alcohol, and a heavy frustration settled in my stomach.Fuck! How could an Alpha like me could possibly live in this pig sty? Well, this was my life now. A mess I created myself. Since Elaine left Wolfsilver, the house had fallen apart. I never expected that a mere omega like her could become the glue that binds ev
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ElaineTrevor made an effort to prepare a warm meal early in the morning. He got up early, worried that I would go to work with just a cup of coffee. His fried bacon, sunny-side-up egg, and sandwich with mayo and fresh lettuce completely filled me up. I gave me enough energy for the day. While I ate, he sliced some sweet apples for dessert.I was about to make some coffee, but Trevor didn’t allow me. He said my stomach needed a change from my usual routine.Instead of black coffee, he poured me a glass of fresh milk with powdered cocoa. It was refreshing. I felt like a child having breakfast before school.We were both getting ready for work, but Trevor still managed to find time to clean and wash the dishes while I wiped the table with the cloth he handed me.“Getting spoiled like this isn’t so bad,” I joked while wiping the table. I knew I was smiling again, like usual. It was the kind of smile only Trevor could bring to my face.I could understand why other she-wolves were jealous.
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TristanAfter everything I had witnessed, I knew I had to do something. My mind was filled with countless thoughts about the conflict within my own territory. I knew I had to act, or I would lose my head in front of everyone.I had no idea how long I had been staring blankly at the empty seats inside the council room. But soon, I decided to head back to my office. I didn’t want to go home. As much as possible, I wanted to learn more about the welfare of the pack. I had been left behind, so I needed to adapt and make everyone realize I was still someone they could rely on as a leader.On my way to my office, I felt the urge to go to the bathroom. I stepped inside one of the cubicles, relieving myself after holding it in since the meeting. Until I heard a group of wolves enter the bathroom.“I admire your patience, Gamma Jeff.” From the deep pitch of his voice, I knew right away that Gamma Ben was the one speaking.“If I were in your shoes, I would have totally lost it. It’s impossible
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TristanOnce the final decision was made, the council members quickly moved on. They gathered their notes and folders and stacked them on the table without a second thought. Their focus was elsewhere. Their movements were smooth and natural. Again, they acted as if I wasn’t even there.Not one of them looked my way. Not one of them showed the slightest hint of interest or even acknowledgment after the meeting ended. It was as if I was just another wolf sitting among them. That I was present only out of formality and nothing more.As they got ready to leave, a tight feeling settled in my chest. I couldn’t ignore it. My pride as Alpha wouldn’t let me sit there in silence. I couldn’t hold back anymore. So, I raised my hand and tried to get their attention.“I don’t appreciate being made to feel like I’m no longer needed here.”My voice was calm enough but I am sure they all realized the firmness and authority I wrapped beneath those words. I might be disregarded but I am still the one
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TristanThe morning air was crisp as I woke before dawn. The faint glow of early light barely crept through my window. I stretched, running a hand through my tousled hair My mind was already set. Today, I had made a decision, one I hadn’t made in a long time.Pushing back the covers, I rose from the bed and moved through the familiar routine of getting ready. The mirror showed a face I hardly knew. I saw a wolf with tired eyes, a hard jaw, and a shadow of the Alpha I once was. For too long, I had stayed away and neglected my duty. My mind had been full of thoughts of Elaine and all the mistakes I made and the things I could no longer fix. I forgot my responsibilities while drowning in my past.But now, the divorce was final. The last connection was broken, and nothing could hold me back anymore. Today, I decided to pick up the pieces and focus on the work I had neglected for so long. For today, it was time to get back that Alpha side of me. My shoes tapped against the wooden floor a
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ElaineSpending time with Trevor always made me happy. Dinner was wonderful. We decided to go to a nice French restaurant for a change. While we both loved Chinese food, we agreed to try something different this time.I twirled the last bite of pasta around my fork and enjoyed the creamy sauce. Across from me, Trevor leaned back in his chair. He was looking happy and relaxed. The soft light from the restaurant’s chandelier made his eyes shine.I felt my cheeks warm. He looked so handsome in my eyes! "You always do that," he said with a small smile, looking at my plate.I tilted my head. "Do what?""Save the best bite for last."I laughed. "Of course! The last bite should be the best one, right?"Trevor chuckled. "That makes sense. Maybe I should start doing that too.""Or maybe you should stop eating so fast," I teased.He laughed louder this time, shaking his head. "Hey, it’s not my fault. The steak was really good."I smiled and felt warm inside. Everything about this night felt ri
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Trevor"Good morning, Sir Trevor!" A she-wolf from the distant desk enthusiastically greeted me.As usual, these she-wolves never let me have a peaceful morning at work. One of them approached."Are you free later for lunch? A new store just opened right in front of our building. Wanna check it out?"She leaned her body against my arm. I slowly pulled away and freed myself from her grip."Well… I already told you, I have a girlfriend. And she wouldn't be impressed with the attention you're giving me." I chuckled playfully.“Aww…But it’s just lunch—”"Sorry, ladies, you came too late. Someone already owns my heart."The she-wolves surrounding me pouted."Come on… saying yes just once wouldn’t hurt her feelings."Awkwardly, I tried to change the topic."If you want, I can set up a date with some guys I know from our sister company. I’m sure they’d love every single one of you.""But no one will ever beat you.""YEAH!" another one exclaimed. "I mean, who wouldn’t want a guy like you? YOU
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TristanMy hands shook as I held the piece of paper I had received on my desk.“This can’t be real.”I checked every corner of the paper to verify the legitimacy of the signature and the mail. Seeing the real signature and stamp made it even more convincing. At that moment, reality hit me like a slap.“It’s over…” My soul whispered to me.Yes, Elaine was gone. She was no longer tied to my life, and this divorce paper served as proof. I had lost this battle, despite doing everything to win. My hands slowly pulled the paper into my palms and crumpled it with all my might.How had I let myself lose my wife? The thought alone was unbearable. Maybe it really was too late. Maybe, at some point, Elaine’s decision had been right. My anger crawled through my veins, surfacing in my office. I growled before slamming my arms onto the desk, which seemed fragile under the force of my rage. I shoved everything in front of me…pens, papers, even the glass of water and sent them crashing to the floor.
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ElaineThanks to Trevor, my normal routine was back on track. Those little things that always warmed me inside were finally back. His presence made everything brighter. Trevor was finally home. And this home finally felt complete.“Let’s eat,” I said, smiling at Trevor.Trevor’s smile suddenly faded. I looked at him, wanting to ask what was wrong.“Umm… you know…” he said hesitantly. “About what happened.”“Shhh.” I stepped closer and hugged him. “It’s alright now, my love. Let’s leave that in the past.”I saw the relief in his eyes as he hugged me back.“I’ll try to be better… for us,” Trevor assured me.“You’re always doing your best, my love.”Trevor pressed a sweet kiss to my forehead and thanked me.“Did you order the usual?”I nodded and carefully laid out the food on the table. He went to the kitchen cabinet and grabbed some plates for both of us. As he carefully served the food, I noticed a change in his smile. And I knew mine had changed too. Our happiness was intertwined. Wi
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ElaineFinally, after a long week, Sunday came. No office papers, no work, no pressure. Nothing beats the morning sun with nothing ahead in my time. It’s 8 o’clock. My body is already used to waking up early even during the weekend. A quiet and peaceful day. I played some soft music and decided to start my day doing some chores. During my work days, I didn't have plenty of time to clean. So usually, Sunday is a cleaning day. The soft music calmed my brain activity. Every worry left in me. For the first time in a week, I feel lighter and stress free. I started cleaning the living room. It didn’t have much mess since I was here all alone. The 2 rooms were also almost nothing to clean aside from the dust remaining in desks and shelves. Since I haven't been preparing food much lately. I only ordered food outside and was expecting a Chinese food delivery around lunch time. “A good day isn’t it?” I suddenly told my spirit wolf. “Hmmm. I’ll say a better day compared to what you had late
