“Look at me baby girl. Keep your eyes on me and do not look down. I've got you, okay?”
Randy speaks to me in a calm, reassuring manner that I'm not sure if I'd be capable of if the roles were reversed in this type of situation. The situation in particular is that I am currently dangling forty feet above several sinkholes in the floors below the abandoned insane asylum we were scouting out.
The tearing sound of my hoodie sleeve clenched in Randy's hand peels my eyes away from his.
“Randy!” I screamed, my voice shrill with terror, tears streaming down my face.
Mere moments ago, I was walking behind Randy down the decrepit patient ward hallway on the fourth floor of the massive Victorian-period asylum. The walls and floors were littered with graffiti, garbage and chunks of the decaying fallen pieces of the ceiling and walls.
His long legs and strides stepped over the rotten, sinking section of the floor hidden beneath an empty torn black garbage bag spread over the floor. My shorter legs and subsequently smaller stride landed my foot right in the middle of the weak, crumbling black and white linoleum tiled floor. It didn't help that I wasn't paying close enough attention to my footing because I was too engrossed with taking in the ornate details of the stunning aged brass light fixtures and what was left of the hand painted foliage and cherub border on the bottom edge of the arched ceiling. I am always stunned at the details and craftsmanship of architecture from times long past whenever we scope out these old buildings. Apparently, even the insane asylums were made to be beautiful and regal.
As soon as my full weight came down on the garbage bag, my leg sank through the floor with a crunch. I knew our evening of spelunking in the abandoned building had instantly taken a dire turn. The ground is literally swept from underneath me, and I fell over the collapsing floor in a blur. Screaming Randy's name, I flailed my arms out in a desperate attempt to snatch hold of something to stop myself from plummeting down to the level below.
Miraculously, Randy whirls around and lunges for me in the nick of time, reaching out to grab hold of my outstretched hand. That's what he was aiming for at least, but since I was wearing one of his over-sized hoodies where the sleeves hung down past my hands, he instead acquired a death grip around the cuff of my empty sleeve. Pure dread falls over his face when he realizes he only has hold of my sleeve.
Nearly sliding out of the hoodie as I fell, I instinctively grabbed hold of the collar with my free hand, hanging on for dear life. Laying on his belly on the creaking, groaning floor, leaning over the newly formed sinkhole, Randy stretches his other arm as far as he's able to, frantically trying to grab me anywhere he can. But I'm hanging too far for him to reach me.
A snap in the floorboards draws my attention beneath me where, to my horror, I discover the two floors directly below me have also given away. Instead of falling twelve or so feet and sustaining broken bones at worst, there's over forty feet of open space down to the first floor under my dangling feet. If I fall from this height, I die.
"I'm going to start crawling backwards and pull you up. No matter what, do not let go of the hoodie." Randy calmly informs me with a grunt as he begins to scoot himself backwards. Treating the faltering ground in a manner similar as one would to avoid falling through thin ice on a body of water, Randy remains flat on his stomach to evenly distribute his weight.
“Look at me baby girl. Keep your eyes on me and do not look down. I've got you, okay?”
The tearing sound of my hoodie sleeve clenched in Randy's hand peels my eyes away from his.
“Randy!” I screamed, my voice shrill with terror. Hot, panic-induced tears stream down both sides of my face, blurring my vision. "Please don't let me fall." I whimpered in a trembling voice. I'm utterly helpless right now.
"I'll never let go of you, Leslie. Now hang on." he reassured calmly. With a growl, Randy leans dangerously deeper into the hole, snatching the hoodie fabric above my shoulder, raising me up by one arm. Carefully, he curls his arm up, bringing me close enough for him to release my tearing sleeve and grabs the hoodie on my other shoulder. Fisting my hand around the sleeve of his long sleeve t-shirt, Randy raised himself up on his knees, pulling me out of the hole and enveloping me in the safety of his arms.
Rocking me gently back and forth with both of us standing on our knees while tightly embraced, Randy whispers hoarsely into my ear. "Shhhh. It's alright. I got you, baby girl. I told you I'd never let you go...."
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I don't see the raised tree root sticking up from the ground that hooks around the top of my foot, launching me ass over applecart with a yelp down the steep hillside because they're obscured under the pouring rain and mud. The rain has caused the ground to become slipperier than a slip and slide slicked with dawn dish soap and water. I try to blindly claw at the slimy ground or grab for anything within reach in a vain attempt to stop myself from uncontrollably careening down the slope.
The world becomes a spinning disoriented kaleidoscope of pine trees, flying mud, and ground, as I tumble uncontrollably down the slope. This is bad. This is how solo hikers end up in the evening news when discovered dead days or weeks after being reported missing. Their bodies are found at the bottom of a ravine or in scattered pieces due to the wildlife taking advantage of a free, easy meal.
My fingers slip away from everything I try and fail to grab at, wet from the rain. What does eventually stop me, is a large boulder when the side of my head smacks into it, knocking me unconscious. The sickening ‘crack’ sound of my skull connecting with the edge of the massive rock jutting from the earth shoots through every bone in my body accompanied by blinding pain. That's the last thing I remember before the world sinks away into darkness.
Groaning, I clamp my half-closed eyes tightly shut due to the throbbing in my head made worse by the repetitive scratchy hoot of a nearby owl. Curling myself into a tight ball lying on my side, I shiver so hard that my teeth chatter uncontrollably. Gradually, creaking my eyes open one at a time, I gasp, slowly remembering through a fog of disorientation where I am. Lying in the fetal position on the muddy ground, somewhere in the woods of Acadia National Park.The light of day was almost gone, I noticed as well, nearly sending me into a panic. Moving my limbs around, I became acutely aware that I'd sustained multiple injuries from tumbling down the steep hillside. Nothing feels broken or severely damaged though. Trailing my fingers along the side of my head that bounced off the boulder, I winced, feeling a sickly matted section of partially dried blood mixed with hair over a sizable knot on my skull. That can't be good.Easing myself up into a sitting position, I glanced around at my
Hastily making my way around the aging stone brick and wooden beamed structure, I noticed all the glass-paned windows were still intact. Which is at complete odds with the obvious unmaintained state of the aging mansion. From the windows I've seen so far, not one has appeared to have a crack or any noticeable damage. On the other hand, over half of the window shutters I've seen so far have either fallen off and are lying in a broken heap on the ground or are hanging on for dear life by a single rusty hinge.Rounding the rear corner at the backside of the mansion, I stopped, seeing a brief reflection of my headlamp out of the corner of my eye near the ground at the foundation of the mansion. Pivoting to my right, both of my knees pop, stiff from the chilly temperature as I crouched down in search of whatever bounced the light of my headlamp off of it. Yes! There's a rectangular window big enough for me to climb through leading to a lower level or basement that's partially covered by we
Assessing the contents of my mud-soaked backpack spread out on the wool oriental rug of the seating area all around me, I let out a heavy sigh. It's not as bad as I thought, but not as good as I hoped, either.The extra hoodie I packed is sopping wet. As are the tent, inflatable sleeping pad and pillow, camera and recording gear, and pretty much everything else that was packed in the top half of the bag. My sleeping bag is thankfully dry and currently the only thing partially covering my nakedness.All of my grimy, wet clothing is draped on whatever I could find nearby to dry overnight. The weatherproof two-in-one small lantern and bug zapper are on the fancy leather top table, decently illuminating the surrounding space.Sitting with my legs crossed on the floor, I released a shaky breath, bringing a pair of metal tweezers to my upper arm towards the jagged gash across my skin. Once fully undressed, I inspected myself from head to toe to the best of my ability. My body is covered wit
Two years ago, dreaming of mine and Randy's first night together in our apartment.The sensation of warm, masculine fingers gently caressing up and down the length of my back gradually wakes me from my near dead state of slumber. Sighing softly, I adjust, pressing my naked body closer to Randy’s than it already is and nuzzling my head under his chin. Sliding his hand sensually down my bottom, my skin prickles with goosebumps in anticipation as his fingers graze between the curves of my cheeks.We both lay on our sides facing each other in bed. It's our very first night together in the apartment. Since seven am today, we have spent the entire day moving our belongings into the apartment. A couple of our friends, Kyra and Nick, spent the majority of the day helping us move, drinking a few beers as we worked, and ending the day with all of us gorging on pizza.The bed was the last piece of furniture we assembled. After taking a quick shower, both of us being completely wiped out, we hast
Shoving a heavy fleece hoodie into the metal framed hiking backpack, its the last item to go in. I'm wearing a dark evergreen colored button-down flannel shirt with a plain black cotton t-shirt underneath, a black canvas insulated vest, indigo blue skinny jeans, and dark brown suede leather hiking boots.The weather today, as of five minutes ago when I checked at least, is supposed to have a high in the low to mid-sixties, which is unseasonably mild for October in Maine. I tend to get cold easily, being rather lean and petite, barely reaching five feet and three inches. As a former semi-professional ballet dancer, I have a long, lithe body shape.I run through my mental checklist of supplies one last time for a long overdue hike in Acadia National Park on Mt. Desert Island, I’m leaving for today.Camera, check.Cellphone, check.Go pro camera and wireless portable cameras, check.Tripod and hiking poles, checkInfrared, thermal and night vision lenses and scopes, check.Wireless micro
On a warm summer night two years ago in June, I had come home earlier than expected from a trip to the mall with Kyra. Quietly opening my bedroom door, hearing slapping sounds of skin on skin from within, I balked at the sight of Randy fucking Katie Connelly in the ass on my bed.I remember every single moment of that horrible night. The sinking sensation inside my chest as my heart shattered into a million pieces. The bile rose to my throat and my stomach dropped to the floor. Standing there in shock with my arms slack at my sides, motionless, gaping as the two of them scrambled off of the bed and away from each other after catching sight of me in the doorway.The image of Randy’s stunned face right before my fist connected with his nose. The punch broke his nose with a loud crack, spraying blood all over his face and chest. I didn’t notice the damage I had done to his nose while so distraught and screaming at him.“How could you fucking do this to me?!” I shrieked over and over in h
Reading the message from Randy promising to stop drinking was almost enough for me to text back. Sitting on the couch, staring at the black glass screen of my powered-off phone, I shrieked and chucked the phone across the room. Kyra, witnessing my outburst, quickly comes over to sit beside me, handing me a fresh cup of hot coffee.“Talk to me hun.” My best friend consoles, patting my knee.“He said he would quit drinking.” I sighed, dropping my head in my hand.“Gee, that’s so thoughtful of him. How many times did you and I both try talking to him because his drinking was getting out of control?”“Too many to count…”“Exactly. But now he’s ready to admit it’s a problem when faced with potentially losing you? What about all the arguments and fights you guys had over it on top of the horrible things he would say to you when he was drunk?” Kyra points out, rubbing my back. “I don’t doubt he’s sorry, Leslie. But he made the choice of letting Katie walk through that door before drinking a
Public transportation buses always have a funky smell. I can’t be the only one who notices this. Glancing around, the pinched expression on the other passengers' faces supported my observation. Especially the elderly man who is sitting beside me at the back of the bus. Actually, he looks down right sour at the moment.“Beautiful morning isn’t it?” I remarked casually, holding my hand out in invitation to shake his. "My name is Leslie. Leslie Sherman.”Hesitating for a moment, the elderly man eyed me warily. He’s tall, thin and has a slight beer gut. Wearing gold-rimmed glasses that are held up by his long-beaked nose, he glances at me with bright moss-green eyes. “Edward.” He responds dryly with a quick shake of my hand.“So where are you headed to?” I wondered, fidgeting with the bottom hem of my canvas and sherpa-lined vest. “I’m hiking today at Acadia National Park.”“Hmph, I can tell.” The man remarks with a snort as if I’ve offended him in some way.Scrunching my face at his gruf