“Look at me baby girl. Keep your eyes on me and do not look down. I've got you, okay?”
Randy speaks to me in a calm, reassuring manner that I'm not sure if I'd be capable of if the roles were reversed in this type of situation. The situation in particular is that I am currently dangling forty feet above several sinkholes in the floors below the abandoned insane asylum we were scouting out.
The tearing sound of my hoodie sleeve clenched in Randy's hand peels my eyes away from his.
“Randy!” I screamed, my voice shrill with terror, tears streaming down my face.
Mere moments ago, I was walking behind Randy down the decrepit patient ward hallway on the fourth floor of the massive Victorian-period asylum. The walls and floors were littered with graffiti, garbage and chunks of the decaying fallen pieces of the ceiling and walls.
His long legs and strides stepped over the rotten, sinking section of the floor hidden beneath an empty torn black garbage bag spread over the floor. My shorter legs and subsequently smaller stride landed my foot right in the middle of the weak, crumbling black and white linoleum tiled floor. It didn't help that I wasn't paying close enough attention to my footing because I was too engrossed with taking in the ornate details of the stunning aged brass light fixtures and what was left of the hand painted foliage and cherub border on the bottom edge of the arched ceiling. I am always stunned at the details and craftsmanship of architecture from times long past whenever we scope out these old buildings. Apparently, even the insane asylums were made to be beautiful and regal.
As soon as my full weight came down on the garbage bag, my leg sank through the floor with a crunch. I knew our evening of spelunking in the abandoned building had instantly taken a dire turn. The ground is literally swept from underneath me, and I fell over the collapsing floor in a blur. Screaming Randy's name, I flailed my arms out in a desperate attempt to snatch hold of something to stop myself from plummeting down to the level below.
Miraculously, Randy whirls around and lunges for me in the nick of time, reaching out to grab hold of my outstretched hand. That's what he was aiming for at least, but since I was wearing one of his over-sized hoodies where the sleeves hung down past my hands, he instead acquired a death grip around the cuff of my empty sleeve. Pure dread falls over his face when he realizes he only has hold of my sleeve.
Nearly sliding out of the hoodie as I fell, I instinctively grabbed hold of the collar with my free hand, hanging on for dear life. Laying on his belly on the creaking, groaning floor, leaning over the newly formed sinkhole, Randy stretches his other arm as far as he's able to, frantically trying to grab me anywhere he can. But I'm hanging too far for him to reach me.
A snap in the floorboards draws my attention beneath me where, to my horror, I discover the two floors directly below me have also given away. Instead of falling twelve or so feet and sustaining broken bones at worst, there's over forty feet of open space down to the first floor under my dangling feet. If I fall from this height, I die.
"I'm going to start crawling backwards and pull you up. No matter what, do not let go of the hoodie." Randy calmly informs me with a grunt as he begins to scoot himself backwards. Treating the faltering ground in a manner similar as one would to avoid falling through thin ice on a body of water, Randy remains flat on his stomach to evenly distribute his weight.
“Look at me baby girl. Keep your eyes on me and do not look down. I've got you, okay?”
The tearing sound of my hoodie sleeve clenched in Randy's hand peels my eyes away from his.
“Randy!” I screamed, my voice shrill with terror. Hot, panic-induced tears stream down both sides of my face, blurring my vision. "Please don't let me fall." I whimpered in a trembling voice. I'm utterly helpless right now.
"I'll never let go of you, Leslie. Now hang on." he reassured calmly. With a growl, Randy leans dangerously deeper into the hole, snatching the hoodie fabric above my shoulder, raising me up by one arm. Carefully, he curls his arm up, bringing me close enough for him to release my tearing sleeve and grabs the hoodie on my other shoulder. Fisting my hand around the sleeve of his long sleeve t-shirt, Randy raised himself up on his knees, pulling me out of the hole and enveloping me in the safety of his arms.
Rocking me gently back and forth with both of us standing on our knees while tightly embraced, Randy whispers hoarsely into my ear. "Shhhh. It's alright. I got you, baby girl. I told you I'd never let you go...."
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I don't see the raised tree root sticking up from the ground that hooks around the top of my foot, launching me ass over applecart with a yelp down the steep hillside because they're obscured under the pouring rain and mud. The rain has caused the ground to become slipperier than a slip and slide slicked with dawn dish soap and water. I try to blindly claw at the slimy ground or grab for anything within reach in a vain attempt to stop myself from uncontrollably careening down the slope.
The world becomes a spinning disoriented kaleidoscope of pine trees, flying mud, and ground, as I tumble uncontrollably down the slope. This is bad. This is how solo hikers end up in the evening news when discovered dead days or weeks after being reported missing. Their bodies are found at the bottom of a ravine or in scattered pieces due to the wildlife taking advantage of a free, easy meal.
My fingers slip away from everything I try and fail to grab at, wet from the rain. What does eventually stop me, is a large boulder when the side of my head smacks into it, knocking me unconscious. The sickening ‘crack’ sound of my skull connecting with the edge of the massive rock jutting from the earth shoots through every bone in my body accompanied by blinding pain. That's the last thing I remember before the world sinks away into darkness.
Groaning, I clamp my half-closed eyes tightly shut due to the throbbing in my head made worse by the repetitive scratchy hoot of a nearby owl. Curling myself into a tight ball lying on my side, I shiver so hard that my teeth chatter uncontrollably. Gradually, creaking my eyes open one at a time, I gasp, slowly remembering through a fog of disorientation where I am. Lying in the fetal position on the muddy ground, somewhere in the woods of Acadia National Park.The light of day was almost gone, I noticed as well, nearly sending me into a panic. Moving my limbs around, I became acutely aware that I'd sustained multiple injuries from tumbling down the steep hillside. Nothing feels broken or severely damaged though. Trailing my fingers along the side of my head that bounced off the boulder, I winced, feeling a sickly matted section of partially dried blood mixed with hair over a sizable knot on my skull. That can't be good.Easing myself up into a sitting position, I glanced around at my
Hastily making my way around the aging stone brick and wooden beamed structure, I noticed all the glass-paned windows were still intact. Which is at complete odds with the obvious unmaintained state of the aging mansion. From the windows I've seen so far, not one has appeared to have a crack or any noticeable damage. On the other hand, over half of the window shutters I've seen so far have either fallen off and are lying in a broken heap on the ground or are hanging on for dear life by a single rusty hinge.Rounding the rear corner at the backside of the mansion, I stopped, seeing a brief reflection of my headlamp out of the corner of my eye near the ground at the foundation of the mansion. Pivoting to my right, both of my knees pop, stiff from the chilly temperature as I crouched down in search of whatever bounced the light of my headlamp off of it. Yes! There's a rectangular window big enough for me to climb through leading to a lower level or basement that's partially covered by we
Assessing the contents of my mud-soaked backpack spread out on the wool oriental rug of the seating area all around me, I let out a heavy sigh. It's not as bad as I thought, but not as good as I hoped, either.The extra hoodie I packed is sopping wet. As are the tent, inflatable sleeping pad and pillow, camera and recording gear, and pretty much everything else that was packed in the top half of the bag. My sleeping bag is thankfully dry and currently the only thing partially covering my nakedness.All of my grimy, wet clothing is draped on whatever I could find nearby to dry overnight. The weatherproof two-in-one small lantern and bug zapper are on the fancy leather top table, decently illuminating the surrounding space.Sitting with my legs crossed on the floor, I released a shaky breath, bringing a pair of metal tweezers to my upper arm towards the jagged gash across my skin. Once fully undressed, I inspected myself from head to toe to the best of my ability. My body is covered wit
Two years ago, dreaming of mine and Randy's first night together in our apartment.The sensation of warm, masculine fingers gently caressing up and down the length of my back gradually wakes me from my near dead state of slumber. Sighing softly, I adjust, pressing my naked body closer to Randy’s than it already is and nuzzling my head under his chin. Sliding his hand sensually down my bottom, my skin prickles with goosebumps in anticipation as his fingers graze between the curves of my cheeks.We both lay on our sides facing each other in bed. It's our very first night together in the apartment. Since seven am today, we have spent the entire day moving our belongings into the apartment. A couple of our friends, Kyra and Nick, spent the majority of the day helping us move, drinking a few beers as we worked, and ending the day with all of us gorging on pizza.The bed was the last piece of furniture we assembled. After taking a quick shower, both of us being completely wiped out, we hast
"Well?" The man asked, eyeing me suspiciously with a furrowed brow. He crossed his muscular arms over his chest, his patience dwindling. I couldn't blame him, since I was an intruder. Technically he has the right to shoot me dead for breaking and entering. I am sitting stretched out on the chairs, cocooned in the sleeping bag with my mouth agape. I am stunned for several reasons. One, because it's amazing that anyone lives here. Two, I'm wondering how deeply this man sleeps for him to not hear me kicking a window and my wailing while trying to fix myself up last night. The fear and helplessness a mouse feels when it's cornered by a cat is something I can relate to at this moment. I want to speak, but my mouth is dry and my tongue is stuck to the roof of my mouth. To make matters worse, I'm naked inside a sleeping bag, trapped in the basement of an abandoned mansion in the middle of nowhere, alone with a brutish man. Swallowing hard, I raise my eyes to the meet massive man's narrowe
It’s not possible! This isn’t happening. I–, I must be going mad. Wouldn’t be surprising if I was, since madness runs in the family… She looks just like my Annabell. Nearly identical in fact. I almost fell to my knees when she first opened those glowing, honey colored eyes of hers when I woke her. Staring up at me like pools of shimmering golden whiskey. Breathtaking like Annabells. The sound of the edges of the wood dresser groaning under the strain of my grip on the sides of it alerts me of my searing emotional state. Am I being given another chance? For what though? Redemption or revenge? There are subtle differences between Leslie, if that’s really her name, and my Annabell. The woman's voice downstairs is sultry, smooth and smokey. An alluring voice you would want whispering and moaning in your ear while making love. My Annabelles voice was sweet and rang like a bell when she spoke. Shattered your heart with its beauty whenever she sang… Sighing, I close my eyes in appreciatio
An icy chill skitters down my spine as I hear the key turning and the click of the iron lock sliding into place from the other side of the solid wood door. I jump down from the ridiculously tall bed and sprint to the heavy door, furiously pounding both of my fists on it. “Hey, what the fuck do you think you're doing? You can’t keep me locked up! Let me out of here right now!” I shout at the top of my lungs into the door. I've been shouting and screaming for help for several minutes. There are two large arched stained glass windows across the room, but they are blocked by an iron gate that is bolted shut and requires a key to open. All of my belongings, including my knives and pistol, are still down in the basement. After several minutes of me throwing a fit and myself at the door, the man's deep and agitated voice calls from the other side of the door, "Are you decent, my dear? I've brought you some oolong tea and warm water for washing." Am I what? Appropriate? Did he not hea
It killed me to treat her in such a despicable manner. To force my will on her using brute strength and intimidation. The fear in her face was awful knowing I was the cause of it. I knew she was frightened and her chaotic behavior was based on instinct and panic. I'll make this up to her though. Someway or somehow...She didn't deserve it. Leslie's broken face while I held her down on my bed underneath me ripped my heart in half. That stung more than all of the insults and threats she threw at me. The injuries she sustained needed to be treated as soon as possible and her irrational behavior was making that difficult. When I inspected her head earlier, the slice on the side of was alarmingly red and angry. I didn't think locking the door to my room would affect her so negatively, but then again, I've been alone for a long time and am not cognisant of how my behavior and decisions impacts others. The steaming cup of oolong tea she hesitantly accepted from me with a quiet 'thank you'
“Roland!” The cloaked figure ahead of me roars, striding towards us. I notice after watching him take a few steps towards the boogie man and me, there's a stagger to his determined gait. His body sways stiffly from side to side. It's the behavior of a person who is severely intoxicated and is attempting to hide it. Even with me being in such a hazardous situation, I cannot help the resulting dramatic eye-roll upon witnessing this man's failure to hide how stinking drunk he is.I'm all too familiar with that out-of-sync, stumbling saunter like the back of my hand. No thanks to Randy coming home night after night, promising me as he swayed, that he only had three beers. Hilariously failing to look me straight in the eye with that stupid, slackened smile plastered on his face. I clearly remember the effort it took him to force himself to not drunkenly stumble around or fall flat on his face. “Stop this foolish nonsense at once! She doesn’t understand. You’re frightening her!” The enc
“Yes, it's me. I'm ok, really.” I blurt out, wanting more than anything to sob and jump up and down with relief. Inhaling a deep breath trying to calm myself, I halt at the edge of the woods, not taking a chance of losing signal by continuing inside.“What happened? Where are you?” Randy urges. I can hear the suppressed strain in his voice of him struggling to keep his nerves and emotions under control. I know he’s trying to keep me calm and collected. He always did in scary situations.“I planned on hiking to Sergeant's Peak before becoming lost. I don't know exactly where I'm at. I got turned around during a freak rainstorm, ran for my life, then tripped and tumbled down a steep hillside…”“Thank everything good and great that you are ok!” Randy exclaims in relief.“Kyra called me in hysterics saying you were supposed to be back by morning after you never showed or called. We've been contacting the park rangers and police just for them to tell us to fill out a missing persons report
A scuffling sound from behind me drags me out of my miserable, drunken reminiscing. I didn’t need to turn around to see if anyone was behind me, I already knew who was there. The unique, aromatic combination of leather and smoke, with a sharp tinge of copper, was always a dead giveaway.“Ye didn’t tell me we had an unexpected visitor.” I didn’t miss or acknowledge the note of irritation in his steely, rhythmic voice. Since he was a young child, he had picked up on our father's lilting Scottish accent more than I did. Along with the Scottish Gaelic my father frequently spoke in, the wicked bastard knowing full well my mother struggled to understand it. She spoke fluent Irish Gaelic, and lovingly taught both of us, resulting in my brother and I being able to speak and read both of the ancient languages.“She’s leaving soon anyway. Got lost in the woods and needed some caring for is all.” I stated, trying to sound bored and not slur my words worse than I already was. Reac
Gripping the wooden knob of the awl hard enough to make the joints in my hands ache, I release a frustrated growl and launch it across the workshop in the basement. Bouncing off a stone wall, it lands with a banging clatter, near the other two I've already hurled in that direction. Slumping down in the wood, swiveling work chair, I scrub my hand over my face and pinch my brow, closing my eyes and wishing this damn headache would let up.My other arm hangs slack over the armrest as I slouch further down into the chair, completely uninterested and unable to focus on finishing these orders. Straining and failing to keep my thoughts off of the breathtaking, alluring woman who I treated worse than a mangy dog and hastily walked out on, behaving as if I couldn't get away from her fast enough not even an hour ago. There was zero provocation from her to spur my awful behavior.That's what I tried convincing myself of at first anyway in a cowardly attempt to stave off the
I knew it was still raining earlier today and at one point was willing to take my chances with navigating the weather and nightfall, as opposed to spending another second in this creepy hellhole. Witnessing the weather happening before me right now doesn't have a name as far as I know. It can't be described as rain, pouring, torrential downpours, or even relating this to a monsoon is being too nice. Standing inside the doorway, gaping with my arms slack at my sides, the tiny scraps of hope I desperately clutched onto have washed away in the white squall of water pounding the flooded earth from the sky. I've lived in Maine my entire life and have never witnessed precipitation that is so extreme and violent. The unforgiving, frigid nor'easter blizzards that blow in off the Atlantic during winter pales in comparison to this drowning monstrosity. Sinking to my knees, I slid the backpack off my shoulders, digging through it for an extra hoodie and the waterproof, flannel-lined hooded ponc
I waited for what felt like eons for a response from Walker. For anything from him. My heart dropped to the floor, however watching him stare at me as that damn mask of cold indifference he normally wore slid down over his face. He stood abruptly and headed for the door, unaware of or not caring that he had stomped on and ruptured my bleeding heart, thumping away rapidly out in the open on the floor in front of me.With his back to me, Walker snatches his shirt off the back of the leather wingback chair, and pauses, not bothering to turn around and look at me.“I’ll be working downstairs and would like to remain undisturbed unless there's something you may desperately require.” He states coolly and strides out of the room, shutting the door hastily behind him.There’s a flurry of thoughts and emotions racing through me. I’m shaking from my head to my toes with volcanic anger and confused hurt. Trying to stop my bottom lip from quivering, I give up and allow it, along with the cascade o
After a relaxing, passive cuddle session full of kissing, lazy caressing, discovering each other's bodies and more fooling around, Walker was beyond reluctant to climb out of bed and get dressed. I felt the same about him leaving the bed as well. Tugging his trousers back on, and facing me, he glimpses at me and smiles. The beauty of that devastating smile is yin and yang compared to his usual, brooding demeanor. "Feel free to stay here and rest for as long as you like, or you can explore the manor if you prefer. Just please avoid the East wing; it's closed off and locked due to disuse and renovations. I have a few tasks I need to complete and package in the shop below, or they won't be finished on time."Standing next to me at the side of the bed, he smirks and reaches behind his back, his eyes shining with mischief. He pulls out something from his waistband: my pistol, which is usually secured in the leather holster I keep tucked inside my pants or purse.Laying in bed on my side, e
I've never been so aroused and terrified at the same time in all of my life. His large, powerful hand around my throat was terrifying. The one that was thoroughly working between my legs at the same time, launched me up and over the moon. Repeatedly. The two emotions combined however gave rise to levels of pleasure I didn't know existed. The possessive manhandling I’m receiving is something I've never experienced and am oddly loving and wanting more of. It's unmistakable that Walker is the head conductor of his sexual interactions.During our previous episode moments ago, Walker grabbed, pulled, moved and instructed me on where and however he wanted me.“Lye back.” He whispered, nipping at my earlobe and before I fully had a chance to respond, both of his hands were grabbing my hips, tugging me to the very edge of the counter. Then he dropped to his knees in front of me, pulling my legs over his shoulders and kissed a heated trail from my navel down to my throbbing bundle of nerves b
What am I doing? What is she doing? I’ve never had relations with another woman besides my Annabelle. She was my one and only. My Anam Chara, as spoken in the old language.Leslie, who bears a striking resemblance to Annabelle yet is nothing like her, is trying to seduce me, and by God, it’s working. She’s absolutely gorgeous, and it’s been so long since I’ve felt the softness and warmth of a woman. I know she wants to leave as soon as possible, which is understandable. Perhaps, however, I can allow myself to give in just this once…I want to feel something—anything other than anger, hate, and despair. A dark part of me is curious about how far I could push her and what she might be willing to do. I don't believe her initial intention was to exchange her body for her gun; it seems more like she was trying to manipulate me. However, it’s clear that the wine has loosened both her mind and her inhibitions.The words that just came out of her luscious mouth practically drove me to yank he