Two years ago, dreaming of mine and Randy's first night together in our apartment.
The sensation of warm, masculine fingers gently caressing up and down the length of my back gradually wakes me from my near dead state of slumber. Sighing softly, I adjust, pressing my naked body closer to Randy’s than it already is and nuzzling my head under his chin. Sliding his hand sensually down my bottom, my skin prickles with goosebumps in anticipation as his fingers graze between the curves of my cheeks.
We both lay on our sides facing each other in bed. It's our very first night together in the apartment. Since seven am today, we have spent the entire day moving our belongings into the apartment. A couple of our friends, Kyra and Nick, spent the majority of the day helping us move, drinking a few beers as we worked, and ending the day with all of us gorging on pizza.
The bed was the last piece of furniture we assembled. After taking a quick shower, both of us being completely wiped out, we hastily made the bed together and promptly collapsed on it. Cradling each other close, we whispered goodnight to each other with a luscious goodnight kiss and were fast asleep as soon as our heads relaxed on the pillows.
“Wrap your leg around me baby girl.” Randy invites in a husky tone, slipping his fingers between my thighs from behind.
I breathe out a moan when his finger glides back and forth between my slippery folds, pausing and slowly circling my swollen bundle of nerves. My breath hitches when he applies additional pressure and quickens his pace, strumming my throbbing clit.
“Randy— .” I sighed, kissing and nipping at his neck, loving the taste of him and the ectasy of his finger slipping inside of me.
“You’re so wet for me. It's dripping down your legs.” Randy groans, pressing his hard, bulging groin into my stomach.
Wrapping my fingers around his thick, long erection, I stroke up and down, pausing every so often to rub my thumb over the velvety skin of his head while shamelessly grinding my hips against his hand thrusting between my legs. He growls deeply into my mouth in response to the steady, fluid motions of my hand pumping him.
Our kissing turns desperate, nearly feral, filling the room with the sounds of our heavy panting, moans and sliding movements of wet skin as we thoroughly please each other.
Pushing my hips flat on the bed, Randy removes his finger from inside of me, leaving me momentarily empty and whimpering in need. Chuckling darkly at my pitiful noises, Randy rolls me flat on my back, lowering himself between my open thighs.
“Aww, don't pout. I want a late-night snack." Randy murmurs, with his lips barely an inch from my throbbing center. When his hot mouth envelops me, I arch my back and moan. He sucks and laps at me for several minutes before inserting two fingers up to the knuckle without warning, provoking me to gasp loudly and my eyes to roll up in my head.
The next thirty minutes are pure mind-melting bliss as I'm brought to orgasm after leg shaking orgasm. There is no question that Randy is good in the bedroom. Even with my lack of experience, I know this because of the way other girls talk about their boyfriends. Or rather complain about their lack of finesse in bed, that is.
Randy gets off on giving me pleasure and often times will deny himself until I'm literally a shaking, limp mess before he settles himself between my legs and rails me so thoroughly he practically drives me through the mattress.
Clawing my fingers through his hair, I shamelessly shove his face into me and grind against it when he adds a third finger inside of me. The sensations are so intense and erotic that I couldn't speak if I wanted to. I'm devolved into a state of uncontrollably whimpering and groaning over and over.
Ripping his fingers and mouth out me simultaneously, Randy slides over top of me and plunges inside of me. I screamed out his name at the sudden switch of sensations and motion. Pounding into me with my legs wrapped around his back, his hot breath skitters down my neck as he nuzzles and nips at my sensitive, flushed skin. My nails rake down his shoulders when another mind-blowing orgasm rips through me. He is quick to follow, grunting my name repeatedly as he kissed me desperately.
Afterward, both of us lay tangled with one another in the dark room, our bodies sheened with sweat, breathless and satiated. Still riding the high of the aftershock waves surging between my legs, I give up on trying to keep my heavy eyes open. Tomorrow is Sunday and neither of us have anywhere to be. We'll sleep until whenever and continue unpacking and organizing our apartment together.
"I love you and want to spend my life with you." Randy whispered softly, wrapping his arm around my shoulder, drawing me in close.
"Lets set a date tomorrow..." I replied sleepily.
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The rough grumble of a man loudly clearing his throat jerks me out of my wet dreams. My eyes snap open and directly in front of me is the sight of black trouser pants with hands shoved in each of the front pockets. Raising my eyes up the length of the man's body to his face, the sight of him elicits a soft gasp of surprise and panic. A lit glass oil lamp on the nearby table softly illuminates the surrounding space and him.
Looming over and staring down at me is possibly the most devastating man I have ever laid eyes on. He's tall, with walnut-brown colored hair that's carefully combed back, the brightest emerald green eyes I've ever seen, and an undeniably annoyed expression.
"I see ye made yourself rather comfortable after breaking into my house, now haven't ye, lass?" He points out in a flat tone with what sounds like a faint Scottish or Irish accent. I'm not very good at deciphering accents.
All I can do is stupidly stare up at him and draw my sleeping bag tightly around my neck because it just hit me that I'm naked as a newborn baby underneath.
Shoving a heavy fleece hoodie into the metal framed hiking backpack, its the last item to go in. I'm wearing a dark evergreen colored button-down flannel shirt with a plain black cotton t-shirt underneath, a black canvas insulated vest, indigo blue skinny jeans, and dark brown suede leather hiking boots.The weather today, as of five minutes ago when I checked at least, is supposed to have a high in the low to mid-sixties, which is unseasonably mild for October in Maine. I tend to get cold easily, being rather lean and petite, barely reaching five feet and three inches. As a former semi-professional ballet dancer, I have a long, lithe body shape.I run through my mental checklist of supplies one last time for a long overdue hike in Acadia National Park on Mt. Desert Island, I’m leaving for today.Camera, check.Cellphone, check.Go pro camera and wireless portable cameras, check.Tripod and hiking poles, checkInfrared, thermal and night vision lenses and scopes, check.Wireless micro
On a warm summer night two years ago in June, I had come home earlier than expected from a trip to the mall with Kyra. Quietly opening my bedroom door, hearing slapping sounds of skin on skin from within, I balked at the sight of Randy fucking Katie Connelly in the ass on my bed.I remember every single moment of that horrible night. The sinking sensation inside my chest as my heart shattered into a million pieces. The bile rose to my throat and my stomach dropped to the floor. Standing there in shock with my arms slack at my sides, motionless, gaping as the two of them scrambled off of the bed and away from each other after catching sight of me in the doorway.The image of Randy’s stunned face right before my fist connected with his nose. The punch broke his nose with a loud crack, spraying blood all over his face and chest. I didn’t notice the damage I had done to his nose while so distraught and screaming at him.“How could you fucking do this to me?!” I shrieked over and over in h
Reading the message from Randy promising to stop drinking was almost enough for me to text back. Sitting on the couch, staring at the black glass screen of my powered-off phone, I shrieked and chucked the phone across the room. Kyra, witnessing my outburst, quickly comes over to sit beside me, handing me a fresh cup of hot coffee.“Talk to me hun.” My best friend consoles, patting my knee.“He said he would quit drinking.” I sighed, dropping my head in my hand.“Gee, that’s so thoughtful of him. How many times did you and I both try talking to him because his drinking was getting out of control?”“Too many to count…”“Exactly. But now he’s ready to admit it’s a problem when faced with potentially losing you? What about all the arguments and fights you guys had over it on top of the horrible things he would say to you when he was drunk?” Kyra points out, rubbing my back. “I don’t doubt he’s sorry, Leslie. But he made the choice of letting Katie walk through that door before drinking a
Public transportation buses always have a funky smell. I can’t be the only one who notices this. Glancing around, the pinched expression on the other passengers' faces supported my observation. Especially the elderly man who is sitting beside me at the back of the bus. Actually, he looks down right sour at the moment.“Beautiful morning isn’t it?” I remarked casually, holding my hand out in invitation to shake his. "My name is Leslie. Leslie Sherman.”Hesitating for a moment, the elderly man eyed me warily. He’s tall, thin and has a slight beer gut. Wearing gold-rimmed glasses that are held up by his long-beaked nose, he glances at me with bright moss-green eyes. “Edward.” He responds dryly with a quick shake of my hand.“So where are you headed to?” I wondered, fidgeting with the bottom hem of my canvas and sherpa-lined vest. “I’m hiking today at Acadia National Park.”“Hmph, I can tell.” The man remarks with a snort as if I’ve offended him in some way.Scrunching my face at his gruf
The elderly man, Edward, sitting beside me on the bus interrupts me from my thoughts by quickly clearing his throat and answering my initial question.“I’m getting off at Northeast Harbor stop to spend a few days with my sister, Patty.” He mentions like it’s a death sentence with a scowl.“Oh? You don’t sound too thrilled about visiting your sister?” I replied in a careful tone. Maybe that’s why he’s so grouchy.“No, I’m not thrilled about it at all. She’s dying and only has a few days at most.”Not expecting that bit of information or his annoyed tone, I offered my condolences. “Oh my, I’m so sorry to hear that, Edward.”“Ha! Don’t be!” He snorts with a chuckle. “She’s a miserable, cranky old bat, and I’m the last sibling out of four who is still alive, which unfortunately means I’m the one responsible for handling her affairs.”His admission is odd and saddens me in a sense. I wonder if his entire family is so rough around the edges, or maybe he’s jaded by his sister for a good reas
The immediate events that transpired after Randy dropped to his knees in front of me in the spare room were dreamlike at first but quickly turned into a horrific nightmare. It all happened so fast, without any rational thoughts or reasoning to stop either of us.Circling his arms around my waist, Randy buries his face into my chest after confessing he would never stop fighting for me, hugging me tightly. I stood there motionless at first with my arms slack at my sides, so overwhelmed and numb from the shock of last night. I faintly hear the front door of the apartment open and close, indicating Kyra had left, leaving Randy and I alone with one another.Not entirely aware of my own reaction, my arms rose and enfolded around his shoulders with my hand cradling the back of his head on my chest. This feels so right, and I hate that it does. Our bodies pressed together, his warmth and strong arms holding me tight, never wanting him to let me go. Internally, my emotions battle each other wi
Sitting in the waiting room of the nearest urgent care center, I repeatedly tug and fidget with the hem of my t-shirt. Randy had been back there in a room for nearly an hour. Updating me through text messages, he informs me that the doctor is strongly recommending him to file a police report and to also save and not touch anything from last night that could be collected for potential evidence. Our apartment is now a crime scene.My urine tested positive for GHB.Randy's recent text awakens a violence inside of me that I didn't know existed until now. She will pay dearly for this! I almost left him. Almost gave up on us, believing his drinking had finally become a problem too stressful and painful to constantly battle him on. The thought of finding him with another girl after last night because he was too drunk to comprehend what he was doing nearly drove me to toss all of his belongings out the window.Are you OK? When do you want to contact the police to file charges against Katie?I
Sitting in the Jeep, I shake my head, clearing away the intrusive thoughts depicting odd metaphors of figurative pendulums with truth sharpened blades… and decide to give Kyra a call. I barely slept at all last night, causing my overly tired brain to conjure up some rather bizarre ideas. Maybe I'll suggest a nap to Randy when he comes back. Some sleep will probably do both of us some good.The phone scarcely makes it through the second ring before Kyra picks up, speaking with an anxious, grave tone. She doesn't bother to answer with a hello or any sort of greeting.“Leslie! You saw what she posted didn't you?” Kyra blurts out.“Saw what who posted?” I inquired, feeling a sense of dread wash over me.Releasing a long exhale before clarifying, Kyra fills me in. “Oh God. Leslie, I’m so sorry girl. Katie posted pictures of her and Randy all over each other online. It’s on Facebook, Instagram, and TikTok. She tagged Randy in them as well.”This actually isn't all that shocking to be honest