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What have I done?

Author: Amanda
last update Last Updated: 2023-03-21 19:51:37

Hunter’s POV

I smack the glass hard, and the bouncer holds me back. How can she walk away like this? Without even letting me explain.

“Sir, we have to go,” warns the security guard. “First of all, keep calm.”

I exit the airport and get in the back of Sophia's stupid car. I have to sort this out ASAP. Damn, why is this happening? If only... I fucking need to drop that fucking word "if only...". And why does she make me so mad and so confused, when she is just as confused herself?

Since I met Selena, I’ve no longer been myself. I’m a better person. But I haven't had time to think about how this new self should express itself. So, I'm here, not knowing what to do. My God, I used to always know what to do and why. Now I don't? I look like her talking. I smile to myself.

“To the hospital,” I tell my security guard who’s gotten behind the wheel. “ASAP.”

Almost half an hour later, I arrive back in that horrible place.

“I need to talk to you.”

Jennifer looks up at me in shock. “Now?”

I take h
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