I’m crazy about you

- I can't imagine you in a relationship where things are out of your control and not what you want, Barbara. - He said, smoothing my lap gently, with his fingers.

I could feel his warm breath on my neck as I snuggled my back against his chest, playing with the scented foam.

- I became this person you see now... Who fears the slightest situation that can make me lose control.

- I wonder how... It lasted so long.

- Me too. But it was proof that nothing is bad forever. One day things change. And it all strengthened me somehow. I'm proud of who I am today, but I'm grateful to that "me" who went through everything she went through to transform me.

- And after he died? What did you do? Did you suffer his death in some way?

- After he died, I opened a sparkling wine and celebrated. It was the end of his life, but the beginning of mine. I already lived with my friends, Ben and Salma. They think the next two years were about mourning for me, but no... It was about self-knowledge.

- Didn't you