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Dean took me to a park.
We were the only ones at the park and we were seated on the grass. It was dimly lit and comfortably quiet.
Except for the sounds of my crying.
All Dean did was hold me, ever so closely to him, as I cried into his chest. We had been in that position for minutes, half an hour maybe, I wasn't sure. But what I was sure of was the way Dean held me, his arms wrapped around me, pulling me close to him. He held me like he was trying to shield me from the hurt I was feeling and somehow make it go away, gently stroking my hair, whispering comforting words to me, never once asking me what had happened and never once apologizing for what he knew not of.
He just held me.
And I could've stayed in that position forever.
Truth is, I was able to calm myself down a little bit before Dean arrived at my house. I was out of th
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