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Chapter 23
{ D E A N }
Last night, I slept.
For the first time in a long time, I slept.
I slept peacefully with nothing haunting my dreams. I didn't have that same nightmare, I didn't see the same heartwrenching incident replay over and over in my mind, like I was the one dying. I didn't wake up shaking and sweating. I didn't have to deprive myself of sleep because of the fear of the nightmares. I didn't have to.
Because last night, I dreamt of something different, someone different. Someone that makes me happy.
Grace.
But when I woke up, she was gone.
I sat up straight on the bed and rubbed my temples.
Maybe she was in the bathroom.
"Grace?" I called out for her but there was no
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