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Chapter 48

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Chapter 48

“Aww, so Dean really is leaving next week?” Lydia asked, sending me a sad look from where she sat on her office chair.

I, on the other hand, was sprawled on her couch on my stomach, while my head rested upon the arm of the couch that my hands were hung limply over.

“Yeah,” I verified, blowing raspberry, “he is.”

“Aww, I bet that makes you very sad.” She pouted.

“It does.” I let out a sigh. “Last night, he brought it up and um, it just kind of messed with my head a little.”

“How so?” Lydia enquired.

“I don’t know, I don’t think he feels that we’ll be able to make long distance work.” I expressed my honest thoughts.

“Did he say that?” Lydia asked, raising an eyebrow.

“Not particularly, no.”

My conversation with Dean last night scared me in more ways than I let on. Hearing Dean talk about our relationship like we wasn’t certain and like he didn’t have faith that we could do what we had set out to do was truly anxiety inducing.

I knew what I was up against when I drove all the
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