~Present Day~
~Corey’s Point of View~
I had Slade’s biker friends working to help locate Pearl. A girl like that gets noticed by any straight male, hell even the gay ones would appreciate her beauty and do a double take. Maybe I was just too stuck on seeing her topless. We tried the phone number on her application several times and left voicemails.
My little volcanic eruption, in more ways than one.
I played the video of her little performance to the entire band and they were all just as dumbstruck as me. Lukas was practically salivating but I made it clear I’d seen her first. In reality they’d probably be better suited for each other but there’s no way in hell I’d say that out loud. Slade however laid down the law and said if we were serious about recruiting her nobody was licking her.
If you licked something, food or a female it was yours. Them’s the rules.
“She made it look so fucking easy, I’m jealous,” Jude said, rewinding the video.
I nodded, that was very true. There was so much to what she said though, and Slade pointed out if she’d had that kind of devastation in her life we could potentially harness it, have her write a couple songs. Our best work actually came off the back of Slade’s heartbreak. And his love. He and his then girlfriend wrote most of our first album.
Then we all wrote the second one, after the fall out. But that’s a tale better left unsaid. Too many bad memories.
I couldn’t imagine what Pearl must be going through. I didn’t even know the woman but my heart hurt for her. I wanted to help her, but I wanted her to help us too. I’d had to go listen to more tryouts again, another fifty or so people and didn’t find one freakin’ decent person.
RING RING
“Slade here,” my manager said, answering his phone.
“Yeah, yeah I really appreciate it. Lemme know what I owe your man. This is great, really great,” Slade said, hanging up.
He handed me an address and the name of a dive bar. It said, tonight 9:30.
“She’s playing there with a classic rock cover band. Someone recognized her, seen her play there a few nights ago,” Slade said, cracking his knuckles.
This fuckin’ guy knew everyone. I wasn’t complaining, it often worked to our benefit, and now it sure saved my ass. If I hadn’t found Pearl I was going to lose my mind. It had already been five days and I had barely slept. I’d also jerked off to her video so many times it was pathetic. I had put a copy on my phone.
I didn’t give a damn what anyone said about not trying to hook up with her. If there was any chance in hell I could get in those baggy clothes of hers I wasn’t gonna let anything stop me.
“I wanna go,” Lukas said, looking at Slade’s note.
“Let’s all go,” Trey said.
I shook my head.
“She already ran from me once, and I damn near fired Simone over it. But I still sat there and let Simone be incredibly disrespectful so I had to eat that. I don’t wanna spook her and I need to apologize,” I said, crossing my arms.
“Then Bailey and I should go, you’ll definitely scare her the fuck off,” Trey said, tapping his finger on the table like Slade does when he’s making a point.
Slade nodded.
“No! I’m going,” I said, snatching the note and walking off.
I barely made it halfway through Slade’s living room before Jude cut me off.
“But we still don’t know if she even sings,” he asked, grabbing my arm.
“Trey can sing if we get desperate. I can do background vocals good enough. But come on, Eruption man,” I said, making my case for her.
He scratched his neck and nodded.
“We literally got nothing else right now. No one else even close so please don’t scare her off. Ask her to come out here tomorrow and meet with us, with Slade at bare minimum if you think we’re all too much,” he said, as I noticed Slade standing in the corner, listening.
He approached us.
“She’s gotta be in a delicate spot right now with what’s happened to her, but she’s likely got nothing else. A classic rock cover band at the fucking Green Dock? Nobody goes there, hasn’t for two decades. I didn’t even know they were still open. She’s probably making a hundred bucks to play at best. If we’re not going then prop your phone up and video chat us, here these are charged, should last you about three hours,” Slade said, hanging me some bluetooth earbuds.
“You wanna be able to talk to me like I’m at a stake out,” I laughed, dropping them in my pocket.
“I wanna know if she can sing,” Jude said, crossing his arms.
“I need to know you aren’t going to fuck this up and scare her off. She’s clearly interested, but you know you’re intimidating,” Slade said, nodding his head.
It didn’t even matter now that we were legitimately considering a female. She clearly wasn’t just any female.
I waved them off and made my way out to my car. Of course I wanted to know that too. But at this point it just didn’t matter. Talent is something you either have or you don’t. Of course people can work at it, practice their asses off. Hell we all still need to practice. But talent cannot be faked, it just can’t.
But I really had to wonder how this woman didn’t get discovered by now. Mid-thirties and this wasn’t her career? Someone should have picked her up a long time ago. I had to know more. Slade already had his investigator looking into her. Vetting her.
That night I waited impatiently through one of the shittiest opening bands on the planet, and my eyes constantly scanned the room for her. I attempted to talk to the owner but he said he didn’t book the talent, and the guy who did wasn’t in tonight.
I was about three beers in, after telling myself I wouldn’t drink, and she finally appeared on stage. No glasses, but with that sweet Fender. The frontman said some dumb shit, riling up the crowd. Pearl almost looked bored and I couldn’t blame her. I got Slade’s stupid video chat going and literally all the guys were watching, I propped my phone up against a napkin holder. Yeah, this place served food too but you couldn't pay me to eat it.
I stared at her in wonder, she had on dark ripped jeans and a tank top that showed all her colors. Her sexy as fuck long hair was down around her shoulders, the ink peeking through. The straps of her green top revealed a bright purple bra underneath.
“Will this fuck just shut up,” Lukas said, reading my mind.
It got quiet for a minute, as the crowd filled in a bit more. The place was actually packed, and I had to imagine that wasn’t a commonplace for this dump. Pearl smiled and her fingers began to fly.
“Thunderstruck.”
The crowd went ape shit and started singing their part.
This song was hard to play, that opening bit is what they call a fretting hand. I’ve played it, with a shit ton of practice. Yet again, Pearl made it look easy. You have to be sure of yourself to even try this song, and clearly she didn’t have confidence issues here.
The lead singer’s voice was horrible, he was basically shouting. I tuned him out with all I could as I focused on her. All my brothers were yelling different things, I didn’t hear them either.
Next up was “Bad Medicine” by Bon Jovi, again the singer was awful. Pearl added to the back up vocals, but I couldn’t hear her that well since everyone else was yelling. The crowd was also singing so loud it drowned her out.
“She’s good man, way too damn good for these cock jockeys,” Lukas said.
I chugged the rest of my beer and tried to tune everything else out. For the next song she changed guitars and a really huge dude came and sat at the piano.
“What’s Your Name,” by Lynyrd Skynyrd.
Again she played it flawlessly. Didn’t sing at all this time. The crowd was dancing, yelling … getting progressively more drunk. Annoying.
Then the all too familiar strumming of a serious oldie filled the air. The Allman Brothers Band, “Midnight Rider.” One of my favorites. My stomach literally did flips as she stepped to the mic. None of my brothers said a word, likely all holding their breath like me.
She started to sing, a slight rasp to her voice similar to Jude. But not Jude. More … soulful. Lyrics that fit her circumstances almost, since as she sang I felt her pain. I felt her pouring herself into it.
When it was over she went right into “Midnight Special,” by CCR. Again with the same profound sense of having lived it. That’s what Feisty’s lyrics were. They were us, raw and real. Except our recent album bullshit but it is what it is.
We wanted our fans to feel what we were saying, playing. Feel it in their bones. She went right into “Centerfield,” by John Fogerty, and continued to sing. She was bouncing a bit, moving with the song, getting into it a lot more. Several times she looked right at me, dead at me and I knew she recognized me, how could she not? She was singing the parts about being ready to play, “put me in coach,” sang directly at me. It didn’t get much more obvious than that.
She wanted this.
“I’m in love,” Slade said, knocking me out of my trance.
I actually laughed. Slade never got too attached to women, but Pearl had that aura. Even though they weren’t here she was drawing them in.
"Jude you're just gonna have to be a stay at home dad," I mumbled.
I heard laughing but ignored any responses. She was it, the only one in my mind that could lead Feisty.
Next was “Roadhouse Blues,” by the Doors. Also not the easiest to play. The piano part is damn hard too. She didn’t sing that one, and the guy who did shouldn’t be fit to talk to a deaf person. The guy on the harmonica seemed completely wasted but he still did well.
Next was “If You Want Blood, You’ve Got It,” by Ac/Dc. Another favorite of mine. Something told me without Pearl there’s no way this band could play any of this stuff. For the cover they were charging to get in here they better be giving her a decent cut.
After a few minute break, during which time Pearl didn’t leave the stage, she just stood around and drank water, she ripped into “Panama,” by Van Halen and I was on my fucking feet. Not an easy song to play at all. The guys went nuts in my ear and sang along. Maybe we should do a few covers here and there, this is a damn fun song to do.
“Seems like the crowd is getting a bit nuts, I don’t like it. I sent Butch over,” Slade said, and I just shrugged. He’s nuts about us having protection when we go out but nobody was recognizing me here. Well, for now.
They played two Springsteen songs next and two by Heart, which Pearl sang. The guys were sweating me, saying they were on their way down but I didn’t care if it was true or not. Lukas might show up, Slade too.
Whatever they were gonna do, I didn’t care. I was in a trance. Hypnotized.
~Pearl’s Point of View~ Fuck I have no time, I knew they’d run late. I gotta find a better place than this shithole. In time Pearl, in time. I tossed one of my guitar cases over my shoulder and yanked the handle of the other. The crowd was way too drunk and getting out of hand. I looked at my phone quickly, shit! Gonna be late! Daphne will kill me. My eyes panicked, looking out through my ridiculous glasses at the crowd. There wasn’t an easy way outta here and my only solace was that I demanded to get paid up front. The owner is a sleeze who always tries to take me home and talks my ear off. I just had to make it to the door and hope like hell my ride is out there. “Excuse me,” I shouted, but it wasn’t like anyone could hear me. The music was cranked, people were just being sloppy. I just started shoving at the sweaty bodies but when you’re short nobody gives a damn what you do. Really I’d probably just get tossed around like a ping-pong ball until eventually I hit a wall. That
~Corey’s Point of View~ I bribed the manager on duty two grand to move some people around and secure a long table down in front. All my brothers showed up, even Jude and Trey’s wives. We also had three bikers against the back wall, not looking thrilled. They’re not paid to have an opinion, and they’re paid damn well. We had no clue what we were really doing here or what to expect. I just needed to see my fiery redhead. I had to know what she was up to. Was she singing? Playing? The house band went through a couple numbers, you could tell something big was in the air, it was practically electric.Finally a guy in a suit came out on stage and began mumbling in some accent, it wasn’t good. “I give you the international sensation, fraulein Sally Bowles,” he shouted. Who the hell is that? Suddenly the house band dropped and Juliet, Jude’s very pregnant wife jumped up out of her chair next to me and began to cheer and dance. It distracted me for a second. Then the voice hit … and it w
~Pearl’s Point of View~ “What the hell did you say to him,” I snapped, as I latched onto Daphne’s arm. I had just finished the closing number and I was fucking beat. I needed a hot tub and a steak but I’d be settling for a shower and a bag of chips probably. “Depends, what happened,” I heard, clearly amused. “Do you have my glasses,” I asked, out of breath and too tired to get into it. “Of course blind beauty,” she said, as they were placed on my face. I wanted to punch her but only sort of. Corey was pretty fucking talented with his tongue, and damn I needed it. But he was in Feisty for fuck’s safe what if he had STD’s?? “I think you got the best one but that Jude is devilishly handsome. Well, like I’d refuse any of them,” she said, licking her lips. My face fell and I ran to the side of the stage and peeked out. My jaw fell as I realized the entirety of Feisty was front and center at my show. The ENTIRE band. The WHOLE BAND. ALL OF THEM. “They were all there the … en
~Corey’s Point of View~ Pearl was turning me into a damn stalker, and I hated to admit I liked it. Slade had cameras in all the common areas of the house, he owned a security company, how could he not? I sat in his office watching the one over his deck, where he and Pearl had been laughing and carrying on for way too long. The entire band was coming to meet her for lunch and if she was nervous she didn’t show it. Any normal woman, about to meet all of Feisty would be losing her shit. Yeah I’m cocky but facts are facts. Even the first time Jude’s wife met all of us she totally fangirled out. If Trey's wife freaked out over us she wasn't as obvious about it. But I loved that Juliet spoke her mind it just made her cuter somehow. I saw Lukas and Jude heading in and I made a face. Not that I didn’t want to get up close and personal with my siren, but I also didn’t want to share her. Slade wasn't eyeing her like she was a steak. Lukas would definetly be staring. Would she be nervous?
~Pearl’s Point of View~ They had to practically pry me off Slade. I wouldn't let him go. How could I ever possibly thank him enough? Repay him for this kindness? I couldn’t. When the guys broke to hit the studio he said, “if you really want to thank me, seriously consider moving in. That part of town you’re in isn’t safe. Come here for a bit until you decide on your next move.” Looking around it wasn’t exactly too hard to agree. I told him I would give him an answer by the end of the day. Of course it was gonna be yes but I couldn’t just go there immediately. What else could I do for him though? I made a note to pay extra attention to anything he liked or might want. But what the hell do you get a guy like him? A blowjob? He could get one of those too any time he wanted and since I was desperate to see where this could go for a job that was hardly an option. Not to mention Corey might stab him. Well, I certainly knew Slade was anxious to hear me play with the guys. So was I. It wa
~Corey’s Point of View~ Pearl fell asleep in the hot tub she was the cutest fucking thing I’d ever seen. But cute wasn’t really the best word, she was a real woman. No offense to Trey’s wife Bailey but Pearl ain’t a teenager. She’s all curves, perfect tits and a nice round ass. Thighs I’d kill to suck on every night and the tiniest little feet. I’d never paid much attention to feet, they’re usually not that appealing. But when she threw off her shoes and ran around the studio barefoot all I could do was stare. She was instantly comfortable in our space, a space that rarely ever had a female in it and is practically bursting at the seams with testosterone, bad jokes and sweaty dudes. The cleaning woman and the chef came in sometimes, that was it. The studio was beyond a sacred space and while there likely had been some fuckng in there, it was very low key and definitely not around any time we were actually working. We respected Slade enough however to fuck in many other areas of h
~Pearl’s Point of View~ For all his neanderthal tendencies, Corey really surprised me with how he handled taking me to the doctor. He stayed right by my side, held my hand and even asked the doctor some questions about it all. He seemed genuinely concerned and more attentive than I could have thought possible. It was like a breath of fresh air. On the way back he got me ice cream … soft vanilla with rainbow jimmies (not sprinkles) because of course that is the best possible thing. He got chocolate with caramel and made an extensive show out of each lick. Which I … definitely watched closely. Jealous of the fucking ice cream. We'd run errands all morning, even getting me set up with a new bank account. Today was officially the day that I do all I can to scrub any trace of Devin fucking Howard from my life. He got me to bed and tucked me in, giving me some space for a nap. When I woke up I felt his warmth behind me and his face was in my neck. I felt so comfy and for the first time
~Corey’s Point of View~ I felt rapid movement and it startled me awake. My eyes popped open to see Pearl squirming around, she was mumbling. “No… no it…” she whispered. Her arms moved all over, her breathing was erratic. Several nights I’d slept with her now and she’d never had a bad dream. Not at least one that had woken me up. “Baby? Pearl wake up,” I said, softly as I put my hands on her arms. “No! I had it…” she said, now a bit louder. I sat up and threw off the comforter. I tried to hold her arms more firmly in place but she was a strong little thing. “Pearl, wake up. You’re having a dream, it’s okay,” I said, louder. “I won’t!! I won’t leave him,” she shouted. I was nearly wrestling with her as she continued to shout for nearly a minute. I was trying with all I had not to hurt her, but if I wasn’t holding her down she’d have thrown herself on the floor by now. The door blew open and I turned to see Slade running in, just in his underwear. “She’s having a nightmare, I
Thank you so much for patiently waiting while I finished up the The Warlock's She-Wolf! The next book in this series is now available on Good Novel and it is called "How To Be Patient - Feisty Series (4 of 5). Follow along in the story as Lukas tries to figure out his messy personal life and fend off his attraction to a woman he absolutely should stay away from! Book five will be out sometime in October (How To Forgive) and it will follow Slade's story. Thank you as always for reading and please leave me a review with what you think! ~Saree Bee
~Lukas’ Point of View~ I laid in bed contemplating getting up, I had so much shit swirling around my brain. Man, I own a freakin’ record label. Epic shit! Feisty Enter-fucking-tainment baby!! And as the last bachelor of Feisty it is my duty … no … my obligation to keep rocking the fuck out, with my cock out. Everyday baby. RING RING RING I groaned, still hungover from being out partying. Getting a record label and Corey getting married definitely warranted a three day fuck fest. Party fest. Whatever. Maybe it had been four days? Who knows. “I’m alive,” I croaked, definitely needing some water. “Good, now stop fucking around and get your ass up. I’m picking you up in ONE … that’s ONE hour Lukas. Slade wants us to hit the studio and check out things, meet these artists that have been recording Pearl’s songs. There’s not a lot of staff there but Slade hasn’t had a chance to feel them out,” Corey said. “Well sign me up as the head feeler,” I said, laughing. Head feeler. I’m fucki
~Pearl’s Point of View~ Since I couldn’t very well get married without Bailey and Juliet they had to hurry up and get down to the courthouse. They of course stopped on the way to get me a few things they insisted that I needed and we of course designated Jaxson as the ring bearer, tying the rings to his pacifier string. Corey made me get a ridiculously over the top ring, not that I didn’t love it but damn it was just too much. It was a giant round diamond with swirls of little silver bands and diamonds surrounding it. He said it was a symbol of how I kept my heart so guarded. Well I thought he got through to it pretty quickly and easily, but who was I to argue with a man dropping this kind of bank in the blink of an eye? His was a simple thin silver band and we decided we’d definitely get them engraved later on. It wasn’t like either of us expected to get married today. “I wore these shoes when I got married, and you have tiny feet too so,” Bailey said, handing me some light blue s
~Corey’s Point of View~ “Where did Slade say we’re going today? There’s a meeting somewhere,” I asked, as we piled into Slade’s car. The driver looked like he’d been waiting awhile but he was paid so damn well he’d get over it. “I don’t know, he said he wanted to look at an office, I don’t know for what you know how he is. He likes his surprises,” Pearl said, as she fell into the Bentley. I grinned harder than necessary. I loved how my siren just talked about my boys like they were hers too, like she’d known them forever. It made her just cement herself more in our lives, in my life. Even if we’d been home from the road for over a week and we were still living in the mansion and not my apartment. I might as well sell the damn thing. I watched with great interest as Slade came out of the house in torn jeans, a white t-shirt and a black dress jacket. Clearly not trying too hard to impress anyone. What is he up to? He fell into the front seat and we were off. He immediately got o
~Pearl’s Point of View~ “You know you’re going to miss us fucking in this bunk,” Corey whispered, as he woke up and ran his hand down my back, grabbing my ass. I scoffed. “Miss the smells of living in a moving closet with like six other people,” I said, giving him a look. We had tiny little push lamps above our heads that gave just enough light if you needed it. Corey wanted the light on pretty much all the time. He said he had to be able to look at me. Okay so it was kinda cute. Like the millions of little things he said about me all the time that just made me melt. Last night after our last show he kissed me just as we got off stage and said the big word. Love. He said he loved me. Without hesitation, I said it right back. Then we found a closet to fuck our brains out in and well, I guess now I’m officially in love with Corey Feisty Pierce. “But now you’ll get me more to yourself,” I said, as I kissed him. He grunted and shifted us, then immediately began sucking on my nipple.
~Corey’s Point of View~ “It’s spread too quickly, I just don’t think we can contain it. We’ve already taken down over two thousand copies,” a voice said. I slammed my fist on the table. “We’re suing the damn hotel,” Slade said, fuming. “They’ll argue it was a public space, on their property,” Angie said. “It was NOT public, I was there at first. It was the middle of the fucking night. They had every reason to have an expectation of privacy. I even shut the door on my way out,” Slade said. I hadn’t even bothered to notice or give a shit at the time if the door was open. But Slade is always looking out for me. “How’s she doing,” Trey asked. “She’s fucking devastated. As if she hasn’t been through enough shit we gotta deal with this? If I could get that kid alone in a room I’d tear his goddamn head off. I’m used to people coming for me, trying to pull stuff on me. Extorting me for cash or whatever. But Pearl doesn’t deserve this. Hell I did what I did to distract her, she was w
~Pearl’s Point of View~ I could tell Corey was pretty caught off guard when he found me in the ballroom. When he saw what a mess I was. I hadn’t planned on being so damn ridiculous. I felt stupid. There wasn’t a chance in hell Devin was wasting any time on me. I really did wonder what he thought of me in Feisty though, if that stuck in his craw. There was no chance it didn’t. Corey reeked of booze and I knew he’d probably come to bed wanting sex. I’d have been happy to give it to him if I wasn’t such a blubbering mess. Why couldn’t I just get over it? I had just been so damn blindsided. I really think that’s why it’s so bad. Why do people cheat? The thrill of it? Why dump me in such a fucking dramatic way? I just couldn’t wrap my head around how he could literally be that cruel. Corey was so good at distracting me physically, and I so often needed it desperately. I didn’t want talk about my stupid feelings. I was sick of talking about it all. I needed him to remind me I was a wom
~Corey’s Point of View~ We were on a break for a couple days, and Slade thought we could all use a time-out. But of course in the world of a guy with a shit ton of money, that means doing things big. So what does a hard rock band with money and free time do? Well if Lukas had his way we’d be renting out a strip club. But that was not happening. Next best thing? Renting out an amusement park after hours. The park had closed at eight and it was now nine … and we were just getting started. We had the place until midnight, I don’t even wanna know what that had to cost. Pearl was all in, just like a kid on Christmas morning and it was everything I wanted it to be. Her eyes were constantly lighting up, her laugh was non-stop and completely infectious. She went on everything with me, even if she pouted a bit and acted scared she was totally into it. It allowed me to pull my macho card a few times, be the strong man who would hold her and make it better. We got dizzy, we ate too much …
~Pearl’s Point of View~ How is it already time? How is it now? This is it, ten minutes to show time and I still have no fucking idea if I can even do this. I threw myself in the bathroom like a coward to get away from Corey, my heart was nearly beating out of my chest. “Pearl? Sweetie it’s Jude, let me in,” I heard, as I began to hyperventilate. Corey wouldn’t be at all happy he wasn’t the one to soothe me but right now I didn’t care. I opened the door and grabbed at the body there, finding an arm and jerking it. I then slammed the door shut and locked it. “Did Corey tell you,” I said, nearly breathless. “Tell me what? Stage fright? Don’t think I don’t get it too, even after all this time,” Jude said, putting his inked hands on my shoulders. Corey didn’t tell him? “How many people do you think are out there,” I whispered. “Don’t think like that, you can’t honey,” he said, rubbing my shoulders. “But it’s not just that I…” I trailed off, my eyes were shut. I felt his forehea