Samiya’s POV
“Leave us,” was the only thing that Meinrad had bothered to say from the moment he whisked me away from my home or what used to be my home, rather.
While I did enjoy the fact that there were no longer any brooding guards walking with us any longer, I didn’t enjoy the silence that accompanied us.
Scarlet, my wolf, also didn’t enjoy the fact that our mate went silent. I could feel her constant nagging at the back of my mind and I couldn’t blame her. Although we had just discovered our mate, the urge to bond with Meidran and his wolf was almost becoming overbearing.
“The moon goddess is truly so wonderful. I’ve always hoped to get a good mate, and what are the odds? Of all people in the world, she made my mate you, Meidran. We might have fallen off at a point, but I’m happy that my mate got to be my childhood best friend at the very least,” I mentioned, hoping that I had in some way given room for some conversation.
If Meinrad heard anything that I said, he didn’t show it.
His indifference didn’t help Scarlet’s nagging even in the least.
He continued to walk along the stony path, with me trailing behind him. There were times when I tried to meet up with his pace, but the man made it difficult.
“Meidran, can you please slow down?” I whispered a bit louder this time.
The man finally came to a halt. Slowly, he turned to face me and when our eyes locked, it felt as though all the air in my lungs had been knocked out of me, leaving me breathless.
Soft honey brown eyes met with my small emerald green ones and I began to feel a tingling sensation buzz around the air. It had to be the mate bond. I tried to convince myself with everything inside of me that it was only the mate bond that had me feeling like this, but the fact that my childhood crush on Meidran never really left was one that my heart never failed to remind me of.
It wasn’t just the mate bond. It was the history that I had with this man.
In a few strides, he was in front of me. He let out a deep breath and ran a hand through his silver-blond hair. “Miya… Samiya…”
“Miya,” I corrected, taking a step forward and further closing the gap between us. “You always called me Miya when we were little. I know that we fell off, and although I was angry then, I have come to understand why things happened how they did back then, Meidran. I was… I am an omega, and you were the son of the old Beta of the pack. You had to keep up appearances, and so we had to stop seeing each other, but we don’t have to do that anymore, Meidran.
The moon goddess was nice enough to make us fated mates, so we don’t have to hide any longer or stay away from each other… status doesn’t have to be an issue anymore, Meidran. So please, call me Miya. Please.”
With each word and sentence that I spoke, there was this loud beating of my chest that rang in my ears and echoed in my head. Never in my entire life did I imagine my life going this smoothly without me having to lift a finger and now that fate had decided to align itself with my wishes, I was determined to make the most of it and express my gratitude to the best of my ability.
Meidran’s lips drew into a soft smile, allowing his pearly white teeth to peek through. “Fine. I’ll call you Miya, but I need you to come somewhere with me first before we can discuss any further.”
“Where are we going?” I arched an eyebrow, slightly puzzled.
“Trust me?” Meidran’s smile widened even more.
For a woman like me, one of our most important rules was to never trust anyone, especially the ones who just happened to have an extra tail in between their legs, but this wasn’t just anyone or any other man. This was Meidran.
My Meidran.
Sure, he had hurt me in the past, but he hadn’t meant to. Meidran could never do anything to intentionally hurt me. The Meidran I knew couldn't bear it.
Plus, Scarlet would never have allowed me to say no to our mate.
Taking a leap of faith, I nodded.
He held out his hand, and I placed mine in his, giving room for the butterflies in my belly to spread to other places. It was the only thing that finally calmed Scarlet down.
We didn’t walk for long by the time we had reached the central market of Etrana.
Meidran and I were now walking hand in hand, which may have garnered stares from most of the people we walked past. I was used to getting stares from people wherever I went because of my popular status as the pack’s slut. I was used to getting even worse stares whenever I had men accompany me, but what I wasn’t used to was receiving weird stares when I was with Meidran.
The foreboding I felt in my heart worsened when I began to hear some of the whispers.
What is Beta Meidran doing? Doesn’t he know better than to wander about with the likes of her?
Has Beta Meidran’s game gotten so weak that he has to look for services with the wench of Etrana?
Isn’t that the wench of Etrana? I heard that she was the reason why Xavier and his mate started having issues.
What will his father say when he hears about this?
The rumors about me never bothered me in the past. I knew what I was, and I wasn’t ashamed of it. What worried me deeply was how Meidran was taking all of this.
Lowering my head, I held Meidran even tighter as we trudged forward. His body stiffened by my side, but I ignored it, trying to convince myself that it didn’t mean anything.
Maybe fate wasn’t on my side all this time after all, and maybe I was just too quick to rejoice because that was the only explanation I could give myself for what happened next.
A man ran forward, stepping in front of us, and from the tunic he wore, accompanied by a row of golden buttons and a sword strapped to his waist, I could only imagine that he was one of the Alpha’s guards.
The man took a bow, before standing up and clearing his throat. “I would hate to interrupt your rendezvous with er…” he took one glance at me before returning his gaze to Meidran, “With um… the wench of Etrana, but your father is looking for you. He needs to see you now and… he doesn’t look too happy either.”
Meidran withdrew his hand from mine, and although I felt a small shot of pain run through my heart at that one action, the sparks on my hand still lingered.
With blood rushing to my cheeks, I took a step away from him and kept my hands behind me.
“Thank you for the information. You can go now,” Meidran informed the guard, to which he took another bow and left, but not before sparing me another curious glance.
“So we will be going to the palace now? Is that where you wanted to take me all along?” I pressed, trying to clear the air of awkwardness that had somehow slipped in between us.
Meidran shoved his hands into his pockets and the free-spirited smile he once offered me was now replaced with a tight-lipped one. He shook his head. “No. No, that is not what I had in mind at all.”
The sense of foreboding I had earlier grew, wrapping its claws around my heart until I felt a small ache.
Looking around, I had come to notice that the stares had become even more. It felt as though a center stage had been somehow created and Meidran and I had somehow been pushed into it, with an eager audience to watch our show unfold.
I swallowed.
Forcing out a laugh, I tried to forget the fact that everyone was now watching us. “So where… where were you planning on taking me then?”
He scoffed. “It doesn’t even matter now. I thought that I could fix this mess quietly. I thought that I could change the stupid mess that the moon goddess created, but I can’t. I just can’t! I cannot pretend to be interested in a woman like you, much less want to be seen out in the open with you for goddess’s sake!”
Samiya's POVI had felt pain before. I had felt it when my father left my mother and me. I had felt it the first time I had to sleep with a man just so my mother and I could see a good meal for the next day. Hell, I had felt it when I was fourteen and when Meidran ignored me for the first time and later on stopped talking to me, but this, this felt different.My eyes watered and, once again, I looked around to see the crowd around us getting even bigger.Fuck my luck.“Samiya, this cannot be happening. Our... our mate can’t possibly mean that,” I heard Scarlet whimper, but she was wrong. Unlike me, she was naive. She didn’t see the world for what it truly was. Cruel and unforgiving.“Just let me handle things, Scarlet,” I mindlinked her, not wanting my anger to seep into my tone, but I felt that I must have failed horribly at that.I only heard a soft sound of disagreement before she went completely silent.Holding my head high and grasping onto whatever pride I had left, I choked, “I
Samiya’s POV Breasts. There were breasts everywhere I turned, and I was supposedly the slut. It had been two years since Meidran rejected me in the largest market square in Etrana and two years since I had begun plotting my revenge. Every year, on the third day of every first month, a contest begins where all female werewolves, or were-women as I liked to call us, would fight for the Alpha’s heart. It was a game where all women had to convince Alpha Zain himself that any of us could make the perfect Luna, but the man always found a sneaky way to wiggle out of it. At best, contestants could only make it to his collection of concubines. But not this year. Because this year, I was going to show all of Etrana exactly how to mate with an Alpha and use my new status to ruin Meidran. Upon my arrival at the Alpha’s castle, I was taken to a special area of the building where there just so happened to be other women willing to compete to be the Alpha’s chosen mate. Fortunately, this year
Samiya’s POVSometimes it felt as though everyone in the pack thought with what was in between their legs rather than the brains that they just so happened to be born with.Although I could tell that the guard would have willingly taken a night with me rather than my money, he took the money regardless and when I told him that the alpha and I had a special ritual we did, every night we met, the fool didn’t bother to ask any questions and did exactly as I needed him to.This plan was absolutely crazy.Scarlet made it her sole mission to inform me of every possible event that could make this entire plan go wrong and while she made a few solid points, I was determined to get the job done. Plus, I had gotten some kind of protection just in case anything went wrong. It wasn’t foolproof, but it would just have to work.“When did my intuition ever fail me?” I mindlinked Scarlet in a snarky tone.“When our mate rejected us,” she snorted.“Just shut the fuck up!”The guard had led me to the ro
Zain’s POVI made a mental note in my head to thank whoever made me make the wise decision of taking concubines in the first place.Today, like most others, felt haunting, mundane, and maddening. Ever since I had made the stupid decision of leaving my fate up to the moon goddess and trusting my emotions, my life had begun to go downhill and now, I had to spend every waking day to stop it from plunging into total darkness.Drowning my sorrows with alcohol had seemed like a good idea at first, but it failed to fully numb and quiet down the demons in my head. What I needed was my Shilajit tea.From the middle of the hallway that led to my room, I could already hear the haunting tune. If the alcohol I had taken hadn’t completely messed up my senses, the tune coming from my room was Lakme’s The Flower Duet. It was the same classical piece that my mother would play in the palace garden when she was still alive.Whoever played that tune was either ready to die by my hand or suffer dire conse
Samiya’s POVLeaving the alpha’s chambers was not as tricky as I initially thought it would be. By the time I had woken up, his side of the bed was empty.Standing up from the alpha’s bed, I rushed to pick up my robe and thanked the moon goddess that the little fabric hadn’t gotten torn in the process of my little escapade with the alpha. I also made sure to pick up my little wooden flute as well.It was clearly still dark outside, and while the fact that the alpha had rushed out so early did have me thinking a lot longer than I should have, I brushed all thoughts aside and stepped out of his room. Now that stage one of my plan had been completed, I focused my mind on the contest that I still had to participate in.There were only a few guards who stood by the hallways seeing as it was still nighttime and as I walked past them, I caught the majority of them staring at me. They could smell the Alpha’s scent on me. It could be the only reason why they looked at me with curious eyes. The
Samiya’s POVI could feel everyone’s eyes on me, but my gaze remained trained ahead. I could feel Scarlet running mad in my head, but I ignored her and took a step forward.Noticing that Alpha Zain’s gaze on me hadn’t lost its intensity for even a split second, I continued to walk forward until I was right in front of him before dipping into a curtsy. “Good morning, Alpha.”“Follow me,” he ordered before taking a slight pause. “Guards, Meidran. Don’t bother coming with us. I need to speak to redhead alone.”I heard a few “Yes Alpha”’s and footsteps before I dared to look up again and straighten my back. Not paying attention to any of the Alpha’s guards who still looked at me suspiciously, I followed the Alpha out of the room and into a random hallway.We had been walking for a few minutes when the man came to a halt, causing me to stop as well. Slowly, he turned. The brown hair on his head was swept back and each chestnut strand he left to fall forward seemed perfectly placed as though
Zain’s POVI was both intrigued and terrified by this woman for all the wrong reasons.Goddess, help my soul.Back in my office, I couldn't help but let my mind wander to the conversation that I had with Samiya. I had given her a golden offer. One that could have been beneficial for us both.If the woman had just chosen the right option, then both my wolf and I would have been satisfied knowing that he could get to have Samiya’s body at any time and day we pleased, and she would have had access to anything wealth and status could buy.No one would dare try to talk down to her if she was one of my concubines, much less my favorite, and with the way she made Ralph stir, I had no doubt that she could become my favorite in less than a month.But the woman had chosen to be stubborn.I could never forget the look of defiance she had in her eyes when she told me that she would win this competition and become my chosen mate, no matter what the odds were. For a fraction of a moment, I believed.
Samiya’s POV I blamed Scarlet for our current misfortune. The horny bitch just had to nuzzle against Alpha Zain’s leg and act like a she-wolf that had been starved of male attention for years, and now we had to suffer for it. Once I realized that our challenge would be taking place in the training yard, I knew that I was fucked. Perhaps I was the only one who had not gotten the memo beforehand, because all the other women were dressed in minimal clothing appropriate for a good fight while I was dressed in a black knee-length dress. Sucking up my pride, I stalked forward and approached a woman with a cropped, sleeveless top and high-waisted black leather skirt. Her hands were dressed with fingerless gloves, and she had chunky boots on to complete the look. Strands of her raven black hair were all combed to the back and it was only when I saw the frown on her face that I started to question if approaching the woman was a good idea. Clearing my throat, I brought my hands together. “H
Samiya’s POVMemories from the day I was rejected rushed back into my mind and it happened fast. There were hardly any good memories with Meidran, and as far as I knew, our friendship was never real. According to him, no one could even stand being friends with a dumb and weak omega who couldn't pass simple classes.“I do not love him, Zain.”Zain’s eyes still searched my face as though he was waiting for me to change my mind at any moment and so, I repeated, “I do not love him, Zain.”This time, he leaned back and took a sip of his tea. “Fine then. I just have one more question. Do you love me? Even after everything I've told you, do you actually love me, redhead?”Now, this was the question I found a hard time answering. My heartbeats increased in rhythm and no matter how much I tried to regulate it because I knew Zain would be able to tell, it didn't stop.The words ‘I love you/him/her / insert name here’ had never left my mouth and for the longest time, I had lived a selfish life.
Samiya’s POVMy eyes fluttered open and the first person I saw was Zain.Of course.His midnight blue eyes were apologetic and his eyebrows were knitted into a frown. I tried to see if I could access any of his emotions or thoughts like I could the other time, but when I tried, I was met with a mental wall.We were back to square one.So, I could only read his thoughts and feel what he felt when Ralph was around and anytime he wanted he could have access to all of me. Great!I tried to push myself up so that I could sit properly, but when I tried, the level of pain I felt made me lie back down on the bed with a wince.“Your body is not used to silver, redhead. If I weren’t your mate you would probably be dead. So please lie back down,” Zain finally spoke.I was angry with the werewolf for so many reasons, but at the same time, I was happy that he was okay, and I wanted to know how he felt after my confession.While I wanted to be stubborn for the rest of the day or even the entire wee
Samiya’s POVIt happened in a flash.Before I even had enough time to think of what reply I was to give Zain, he had already gone.The sounds of flesh tearing apart and bones cracking invaded my senses as Zain morphed into another being that a certain wolf had been longing to see for a long time now.Scarlet leaped to the front of my mind. “Ralph! Ralph, my love! He’s okay, Miya. He was okay all of this time!”While I was happy to see Ralph again and to find out that he was truly okay, I couldn’t help but worry about Zain. Plus, from the way stared at me like he could reach into the depths of my soul, I couldn’t tell if it was time to celebrate just yet.His sharp canines peeked from his gaping maw and his claws sank into the floor as he sat in one place, watching me, judging me even.Ralph couldn’t be possibly jealous of Meidran also, could he?As if he could hear my thoughts, which he probably could, given the fact that we were mates, Ralph began to move forward until we were less t
Samiya’s POVZain called for my mother? At that point in time, I was completely unsure about what I was supposed to think and what I wasn’t supposed to think. My eyes shifted from my mother, who still had her head bowed and was waiting for Zain’s next command, then, to my mate, Zain, who I could see silently gloating.“Maybe you should have just told him the truth,” I heard Scarlet’s voice echo in my head.“And maybe I can go ahead and tell him that the reason why I joined the contest in the first place was because I was so desperate to change my rank and because I wanted to have my sweet revenge on Meidran! How do you think that sounds, huh?!” I barked at Scarlet, failing to keep my growing frustration under control.I expected Scarlet to match my frustration with hers or just go ahead and hide in some corner of my mind when things got tough like she always did. Instead, she released a sigh, completely catching me off guard.“Our mate can be a horrendous jerk every once in a while,
Samiya’s POVZain took a step back, and I felt all of my senses returning to me. Clearing my throat, I straightened my back and looked up at my mate.It didn’t look like Zain would back down from this silent war anytime soon or leave without getting an answer from me. I couldn’t even think properly because I knew that with each second that passed the man was relentlessly trying to get into my mind and trying to find answers for himself.“And you? Maybe I should ask you what you’re so desperately trying to hide from me, huh? Ever since you let me see those vivid scenes in the cabin this morning, I haven’t been able to access one single thought from you. Maybe, you’re the one hiding things.”Zain tsked, amusement dancing in his eyes, as though the entire time I complained I was performing a little show for him.“I saw the way you acted when we found your mother waiting outside the castle gates. You lost your composure, redhead, and then right after lunch you just ran off with her and ev
Samiya’s POVMy hands clenched even tighter by my sides and I could feel my eyes starting to burn.“You don’t have a say in this mother. I am Luna and I have the last say in cases where neither the alpha nor the moon goddess are concerned. You have three days and before the cock crows on the fourth day, I expect you to be far away from here and fully settled into the new life that I am more than willing to provide for you.” By the time I was done speaking, my chest was heaving and my heart had sunk further than I thought possible.My mother folded her arms across her chest and a small smile appeared on her face. It took only a few moments for that smile to morph into a laugh, leaving me confused.“I always knew that you were destined for something greater and being Luna suits you. Just try to make sure that you give this treatment to anyone else who even remotely tries to get on your nerves.”“I forgot that our mother was mad,” Scarlet pitched in, her amusement clear.“Peculiar, yes, b
Samiya's POVSo much time had passed without any pressure from my mother rolling down my neck, but now everything we had discussed all those weeks back came rushing back into me like a tidal wave.We were all sat at the dining table, Zain, Miss Shuzen, my mother, and myself, and while from the outside looking in it seemed as though everything was okay, I had absolutely no idea what my mother’s sudden appearance meant and Scarlet’s constant nagging in my head wasn’t helping matters either.However, the feeling of a calloused hand touching my thigh quickly brought me back to reality. Turning to the source, I saw a slightly worried Zain. “You haven’t touched your food, Samiya. Are you okay?”My eyes fell to the untouched roast duck sitting before me and I swallowed. “Oh, I-”“Miya has always been a special child. She has this habit of being too caring as well. She was probably thinking of new ideas to help the people of Etrana, isn’t that right, Miya?” My mother cut in.Grabbing a fork,
Samiya’s POVFLASHBACKTwo years.It had been two years since Meidran rejected me in the largest market square in Etrana and two years since I had begun plotting my revenge. If the wench of Etrana was all everyone chose to see me as then, the title would just have to work for my good in some way or the other.“Miya, you can’t screw this up. You have one chance and one chance only and if things go to shit then you might as well settle for Enzo,” my mother reminded me as she ran a brush through my thick ginger-red hair.An exhausted sigh escaped my lips. “That will not be happening, mother. So you can kindly forget about the stupid man now.”Through the mirror, I saw my mother take a pause. She let my hair go and dropped the hairbrush on a nearby table. “The stupid man as you call him was the one who bothered to pay for the nice house we live in and give you money for the nice clothes you wear.”My mother was right. It was because of Enzo’s kindness that we could find a place to live t
Samiya’s POVLast night, I confirmed that Zain was indeed a man of his word.Once we fucked the first time and his mark had fully formed on my neck, he made sure to make good on his promise. We kept going at it like mad rabbits until the sun rose, and we couldn’t anymore.Standing in front of the mirror in the bathroom, I couldn’t help but admire the mark that had formed on my neck. If a week back someone had told me that Zain’s mark would manifest in the form of a moonflower, I would never have believed it. I would have imagined something a bit more rugged or bold, but this felt perfect. Out of everything that had happened recently, I saw the mark had the moon goddess finally trying to apologize and make things right.This was her true blessing for our union.Other than the mate mark, Zain had made sure to leave other marks on my body as well.My ginger red hair was in a disarray on my head and hickeys were littered all over my body, mostly around my chest area.But none of that matt